Wenhao refuses to be touched

Dazai is a very well-behaved child, although he has a tendency to be depressed.I don't know what he has experienced, and I dare not ask him for fear of bringing back some bad memories.

However, being homeless since I was a child, having no place to live, and being adopted by a terrible adult with pedophilia, made me feel very uncomfortable.

Although Dazai said that every time the adult wanted to do something, he was disturbed by him and had to stop his behavior, but it did reveal that he had been beaten and abused.

Fortunately, that trash is dead, otherwise I'm really afraid that I won't be able to control myself, and I will destroy this kind of human dregs humanely.Shooting at children is intolerable!

Dazai obediently let me remove his clothes, but when he was about to untie the bandages on his body, his expression changed drastically and he pushed me away and shivered in a corner.I was a little surprised. I glanced at the open bathroom door. Outside the door stared at Luanbu like a door god and closed the door unswervingly. He didn't want to go out. There were three people crowded in the small space, leaving Dazai with nowhere to go. can escape.

I tried my best to make my voice sound friendly, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, Zai Zai, no one will bully you here."

After a while, Dazai, who was still trembling, muttered in a voice that was too small to be heard: "It's... very ugly... you'll be hated..."

I forced a smiling face, and said softly, "No, no matter what she looks like, my sister will definitely not hate Zazai. After all, Zazai is so cute, obedient, and strong."

"strong?"

"Yeah, a person wandering around for so long, without the protection of an adult, can still protect himself, healthy and well-rounded. Standing here, doesn't this mean that Zai Zai is very smart, powerful, and strong? Like you At this age, it is unbelievable to be able to do this to this extent, and this is something that adults cannot do!"

I originally thought that Dazai was only six or seven years old. He was too thin, so thin that there was no trace of fat on his face, and his clothes looked empty, which could be easily blown away by a gust of wind.

But when Dazai told me his name, he also said that he was ten years old.

Simply, I can't imagine.Although Ranpo looks less than 14 years old, his height is actually within the normal range for his age group. Some boys do develop later. The reason why Ranpo looks younger is that he is well protected That touch of childish innocence.

But Dazai, really, is simply short of food and clothing, stunted due to malnutrition, short and thin, as long as he is a normal person, he can't help but be moved by him.

To put it bluntly, after coaxing for a long time, Dazai seemed to have made up his mind. He clenched his small fists and silently cheered himself up. Slowly, step by step, as if he was probing for something, he walked over, obviously only two steps away, he dawdled It took about ten steps to arrive.

"Sister...don't sister really hate Zai Zai?" My face was reflected in his big, round kite-colored eyes, probably because I was half kneeling, which made his heart less disturbed. The sense of oppression that adults suppress.

My eyes are a little dry, maybe the eye sockets are red, I closed my eyes tightly and blinked away the tears that were about to flow, and said softly: "No! Absolutely - I won't hate Zai. If my sister hates Zai If you kill him, then you will punish your sister for not being able to buy a house for the rest of her life, and living on the streets!"

Lumping aside an emotionless great read. "Ah, trust her, boy, this is the most poisonous oath for my sister, it is more terrifying than a thunderbolt."

Dazai looked at me, then looked at Ranbu carefully, then closed his eyes, opened his hands as if he was going all out, and said tremblingly, "Then, Zazai will trust my sister just once...just, just once... ...you can't lie..."

"I won't lie!" I nodded vigorously, and with the gentlest force, like peeling off a cotton coat, I untied the bandages on Dazai's body.

Circle and circle, wrapped around his face, the bandages on his body were untied, yellow and smelly bandages that had been used for an unknown amount of time, they were removed, and everything hidden inside was exposed to the light.

The bathroom is small, and the hot water in the bathtub is steaming, making the space not cold, but very warm, and the warmth gradually turns into scorching heat. My back, chest, palms and soles of my hands and feet are sweating.

Who can imagine that on the body of a ten-year-old child, there are hideous scars of different sizes, old and new?Even Dazai's right eye, which has been bandaged all the time, still has a scar that hasn't fully healed at the corner of the eye.

I felt that the body that Ranbu touched my shoulder was also trembling, his eyes were wide open, this was the first time he saw such a scene that impacted his young heart so much.

The child who was only four years younger than him was covered in bruises because he did not have the protection of his elders.

No wonder Dazai attaches so much importance to bandages, he thinks his scarred body will scare people and be hated.

For this reason, he would use bandages to hide his scars, only revealing the intact parts. Such a Dazai is so gentle that I want to cry.

The following time was very silent, I don’t know what kind of complicated and sour mood I was in to help Dazai scrub his body, I didn’t even dare to let him touch the water, I washed my hair very carefully, and gently wiped it off with a towel soaked in water and wrung out The filth on his body, with the help of Luanbu, disinfected his wound and applied medicine.

Because there wasn't enough bandages, Ranbu volunteered to go to the pharmacy to buy them. Naturally, I wouldn't let him run out so late by himself. Instead, I hurriedly put on my coat and left Dazai in the still hot bathroom, and ran two kilometers away by myself. The little pharmacy bought a bunch of bandages, and more medicine.

I didn't dare to keep Dazai waiting for too long, so I ran wildly the whole time, and finally wept downstairs in the rented house, covering my face and crying under the tree, covering my mouth tightly and sobbing bitterly.

I am a very emotional person, although I will act strong in front of others, but in fact I am a person who is injured and will cry secretly under the covers if the skin is scratched.I think I am weak, but I am 25 years old, and I have faced the most tragic things in my life. I have lost the ability to organize a family, and I have lost the family that was once warm. I have experienced the difficulties of ordinary people in a peaceful society. All kinds of tragedies imagined.

Beaten by parents, bullied by classmates, accused indiscriminately by teachers, pointed at by others, kicked out of the house to compete with wild dogs, told by doctors that his adoptive parents were critically ill, handling two funerals and facing The insults from the original family, the harassment of hooligans in a foreign country, and even being involved in a shootout between mafia gangs and becoming a hostage...

Because I am an adult, I don't allow myself to show weakness anymore.But Dazai, I really can't help seeing him like this.

Even though I am so miserable, I have never encountered such a tragedy.

All the malice from the outside world that he encountered was clearly presented from the hideous wounds on his body, such as knife wounds, cigarette butt burns, burns, and even gunshot wounds... How unfair fate is to this child, why should fate be so cruel? Treat him so harshly?

Dazai him, he is a person who is given a medicine by a moment of kindness, and will be caught off guard and anxious, shrinking in the shell like a snail, hesitating to pop out half of his head, anxious and expectant, thinking that it is very hidden Peeping at you, such a timid and gentle child.

I'm almost sure that the Dazai who appeared at that time must have sensed what the illegal organization would do, so he stole my notebook, and I had to push back the morning shift of the next day in a mess. , changed to lunch shift.

If not, I would not refuse the arrangement of working two consecutive shifts without knowing anything, because the store manager will also give some money subsidies for consecutive late and early morning shifts.

If it wasn't like this, I, who was on the morning shift, would face the killer of the Kawashita Club, and I would be the one who died.

Is it because I destroyed the organization's plan, he was beaten and abused by those scumbags after returning home, and he was locked up hungry, if the police hadn't destroyed the organization in time and he managed to escape...

I owe this child my life.

I must, take care of him.

At this moment, I made up my mind.Even if I am an unqualified guardian, I want to protect Dazai, together with Ranpo, I want to protect these two children who have been hurt by the world.

With such a burden on my shoulders, I would retreat and try to escape, but I cannot escape from this.Be like an adult and support your important younger brothers!

After making up my mind, I wiped away my tears and stood up, walked to the door of the house, rubbed my face to make myself look more natural, and then opened the door with the key.

"I'm back~" I said with a smile in what I thought was the most natural look.

Don't let your younger brothers see their weak side.

Luanbu stood at the door of the bathroom, nodding silently to me, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, his breathing sank.

I rubbed his head, walked in with the plastic bag, and greeted Dazai who was huddled in a corner.

"Zai Zai is so good, he didn't rub off the medicine."

Because Dazai also avoided the part where the medicine was applied when he retracted his body, so I didn't have to apply the medicine again.I took out the bandage from the plastic bag and slowly wrapped it around his body, saying, "It's okay, Zai Zai is still young, the scar will disappear soon after the medicine is applied, at worst, he will have scar removal surgery in the future, I heard This kind of operation can also be performed in the hospital.”

I said nothing to Dazai, who just stared at me in a daze and said softly: "You don't need to wrap so many bandages. You wrapped them too tightly before, and it's not good for the wound recovery. There are also wounds on the face. What a pity that such a beautiful face is covered with a piece of tape."

Dazai shrunk his nose, and said softly with a nasal voice: "Is, really beautiful?"

"Yes, our Zaizai is the most beautiful. Cough cough, Ranbu-chan is very handsome..." Hearing Ranbu's slight cough, I hurriedly added a sentence, and after I finished speaking, I felt that the previous sentence was wrong, "Uh...Zai Zai is still young, and he will become handsome when he grows up, we, Zai Zai and Ranpo Jiang, are handsome men!"

Wow~ It feels more and more wrong the more I say it.

Natsume Otono

"Pfft~"

I heard a small laugh.

Dazai hastily covered his mouth with his hands. Under my gaze, his cheeks were flushed, he lowered his head and rubbed his fingers, and said softly: "Sister, if sister likes... Zazai will be more beautiful... grow into something that sister likes The...beautiful man..."

I:"……"

Can't help it.

I covered my nose in pain, and I was about to be killed by Meng.

Damn, how could there be such a good, sweet, and lovely child!

He is an angel! !

The author has something to say: Later, although Dazai exposed his suicidal tendencies, exposed his cheap mouth and flirted, frantically tried on the verge of death, and provoked cat-cat wars within the family many times, but after seeing all this clearly, and finally The older sister who cleaned up the mess and was also in charge of killing cubs...

Natsume sound: Zai Zai is a gentle and good boy

Ranpo: I tm...

Snacks: G, B, D, Z

He Lianxu: Pedestrian sauce, no swearing

Snacks: I mean, 嬱咇咇哒... Is this Sanskrit phrase pronounced that way?

He Lianxu: Completely mispronounced, it's Tovekhurana... I copied it a hundred times, I didn't finish it today and didn't kiss

Snacks: will finish copying (positive color)

Ranpo/Dazai: hetui, wife slave!

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感谢在2020-11-1322:05:11~2020-11-1422:53:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Water Psyche; 1 bottle of Safi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!