crossing the dangerous bridge

As soon as Jiang Yu said this, Xiong Cui and Xiong Can also shook hands and made peace, and laughed wildly together: "Lin Jianxi, you are so pitiful, you don't even have the freedom to play games."

"Go away." Lin Jianxi smashed a pillow and went over, then looked at Jiang Yu, smiled helplessly and said, "I don't love online, I really don't."

Fortunately, Jiang Yu didn't really intend to be a "staring brother madman" in the game. He snorted, pushed Lin Jianxi into the bed, and lay down himself: "Brother, you are not sleepy after taking a nap. ?"

Sleepiness is naturally sleepy. Lin Jianxi and Xiong Cui stayed up all night, and during the day they were disturbed by the continuous cicadas, so they couldn't sleep. Now they are just trying not to close their eyelids.

Hearing this, he also fell down: "Sleepy, fell asleep."

Consciousness became more and more sinking, and the sound of cicadas gradually faded away, blurring like an echo echoing in my mind.

Those who enter middle school seem to want to get rid of all the burdens of "childish" and "immature", and they are no longer pure children in the eyes of others.

The most obvious change is probably the endless topic of "girlfriend". Whether it is an adult or a friend of the same age, when these three words are mentioned, there is endless talk.

Adults are worried that their elder brother will fall in love with him badly, but friends are much simpler, just discussing which girl is more beautiful and cute. For them, puppy love is not a forbidden fruit that affects their studies or even their future, but it will make them blush when they mention it. The first secret thing in the boy's heart.

Every time he heard other people talking about this kind of topic with his brother, Jiang Yu would have a feeling of weightlessness in the vast foggy sky. He felt panic, but he didn't know why.

Is it because you are worried that your brother will stay away from you?He once thought about the fact that his brother would have a girlfriend in the future. It seemed so far away at the time, but now he is so close, so close that he didn't know what to do, so he could only secretly pray in his heart.

Can you stop falling in love, brother, you said it yourself, puppy love affects learning.

Junior high school and elementary school are not together, and Lin Jianxi and Jiang Yu go to school separately again. At first, he still needs to be picked up at home. Play golf with your friends, and then ride the bus back with them.

Like him, there are two brothers from the next door.

Jiang Yu could only watch him go out earlier than him and come back later than him.

While waiting for Lin Jianxi to go home, he suddenly realized that growing up was like this.

As if overnight, the distance between him and his brother became farther.

My elder brother has met a lot of new friends, he comes home late, and he will talk to the brother next door about topics that he doesn't understand, and they are no longer sticking together like before.

But he also knew that it wasn't that the distance between them had become farther away, that his elder brother was still as good to him as before, and would always bring him a copy of the delicious and interesting ones, but that grown-up people would have new circles of friends and Separate spaces are needed, and there will be new ways of maintaining relationships.

After all, they are no longer the age where they can huddle together in a bathtub and play games. Such things, which were taken for granted when they were young, seem inappropriate when they grow up.

He just relies too much on his elder brother, so he can't help but have unrealistic delusions. No matter how old they are, they can huddle together and blow ducklings.

That night, Lin Jianxi didn't come back very late. Even though he had called before, Aunt Wang still waited until her heart was burning, and hurriedly wanted to ask someone to go out to look for her.

"I'm going too." Jiang Yu said.

Aunt Wang sighed: "You are still young, I won't be relieved if you go out."

At this time, Jiang Yu was most afraid of others saying that he was young: "I'm not young anymore, Aunt Wang."

"It's not so young, you and Lin Lin, no matter how old you are, you are still children in my eyes."

Suddenly there was a muffled sound of something falling to the ground in the yard, Jiang Yu felt it, and rushed out of the living room in the blink of an eye.

Lin Jianxi wandered back from nowhere, maybe because he was afraid of disturbing their sleep, he left the door open without knocking, and climbed up the fence. The dull sound just now was because he threw down his schoolbag first.

He didn't expect that he would be caught on the spot by jumping over the wall. After a second of embarrassment, he laughed again: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Jiang Yu was in a daze.

The lights in the yard were not turned on, only the warm yellow light from the living room flowed out, spreading out a square inch of light in the thick night, and his brother was smiling brightly at him at the edge of the dim light.

His eyes were bent, filled with light, as if hiding a crumbled moon.

Li Bai said that the bright moonlight in front of the bed is suspected to be frost on the ground.

The moon is obviously cold, but, strangely enough, it becomes warm again in my brother's eyes.

Jiang Yu's heart throbbed nervously, thumping, and his chest could hardly contain its beating: "I'm waiting for you."

Aunt Wang also came out, and when she saw Lin Jianxi standing on the wall, she was shocked: "Lin Lin, why are you coming back now? Are you still over the wall? Really, come down quickly, what if you fall down."

"It's down." Lin Jianxi jumped down easily, picked up the schoolbag on the ground, and ran over in a few steps. The two brothers put their arms around Jiang Yu's shoulders and walked into the living room: "Didn't I call you guys?" Will you come back later, why are you still waiting for me here?"

"Can we rest assured by calling?" Aunt Wang said, "How can the family rest assured that you have been outside for so long as a child."

Lin Jianxi sighed exactly the same as Jiang Yu: "I'm not young—"

"I'm ashamed to say, why did you go?" Aunt Wang pretended not to hear.

"It's nothing, I'm going to bed, Aunt Wang, you go to bed early too, good night!" Lin Jianxi was afraid of her talking, so she ran upstairs as if fleeing.

Jiang Yu followed him into the room: "Brother."

Lin Jianxi took off his shirt casually, got into the bathroom, and was about to take a bath, when he heard him calling himself, he unscrewed the bathroom door and looked at him questioningly: "Well, what's wrong?"

Jiang Yu's tone sounded as if he had something to say to him.

Jiang Yu turned his eyes hastily, not daring to look him in the eyes for some reason, let alone seeing him naked: "I want to say..."

I want to say, can you stop running so fast, can you wait for me, wait for me to grow up with you.

But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them again, and changed his words: "What are you doing tonight, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Lin Jianxi scratched her hair, and didn't want to hide it from him: "Oh, a girl asked me out..."

Jiang Yu turned his head abruptly, "Are you going to fall in love?"

"No." Lin Jianxi was amused by his eyes as if he was facing an enemy, and shook his head: "I didn't agree, why are you so nervous, are you afraid that your future sister-in-law will treat you badly?"

In just one sentence, Jiang Yu's heart skipped a beat. He was happy for Lin Jianxi's refusal, but also angry for the second half of his sentence, even though he didn't understand why he was angry at all.

He simply pushed Lin Jianxi into the bathroom and closed the door: "Take your shower, I'm not afraid."

"..." Lin Jianxi held the towel innocently, "Baby, are you afraid that my brother will not want you if he has a girlfriend? Don't worry, my brother will definitely find a girlfriend who will treat you well in the future."

Not long after, Jiang Yu's angry voice came from outside the door: "I don't want you to look for it."

Lin Jianxi laughed out loud: "Okay, then help me find it."

Jiang Yu choked, and the confusion and anxiety suppressed in his heart seemed to have an outlet, and he blurted out almost aggrieved: "Can't you not find a girlfriend?"

He couldn't hold back, and kicked the door distractedly. The sound was similar to that of a kitten scratching the door: "Shouldn't you study hard now, why are you looking for a girlfriend?"

"Okay, okay, stop kicking." Lin Jianxi said helplessly, "I'm just kidding you, I'm not looking for a girlfriend."

"Really not looking for it?"

"real."

Jiang Yu felt a little relieved, and asked again: "Then can I sleep with you tonight?"

Lin Jianxi's voice was cold and heartless: "No."

"..."

From then on, Jiang Yu embarked on the road of waiting for his brother to come home regardless of the weather.

A street light was on next to the bus stop, and Jiang Yu wanted to see him as soon as possible, so he had been waiting for him at the stop.

"Lin Lin, your brother is waiting for you again." When the bus was about to arrive at the stop, Xiong Can pushed Lin Jianxi, who was leaning against the car window, who was drowsy, and said thoughtfully, "Is it my illusion? Why do I think he looks so pitiful."

Lin Jianxi opened his eyes and looked out.

Maybe it wasn't Xiong Can's illusion, he also felt that his younger brother looked a little pitiful.

He stood under the street lamp, almost melting into the light. For a moment, Lin Jianxi couldn't even see whether Jiang Yu was alone or a lamp.

"Why is your brother so clingy to you?" Xiong Cui also squeezed over and asked unconvinced: "Why is my brother so indebted? I can't get rid of my hatred if I don't beat him a few times a day."

With a "slap", Xiong Can pressed his dog's head against the window: "Who are you scolding?"

Xiong Cui: "..."

"Stop fighting," the bus stopped, and Lin Jianxi patted the two brothers in the back seat who were fighting like crazy: "It's the stop, it's time to get off."

The driver saw the movement behind from the rearview mirror, and shouted loudly: "The two children behind, talk to each other if you have something to say, don't fight, the new era, civilized, and a new style, do you know?"

Lin Jianxi: "..."

He withdrew his hand, as if he didn't know these two people, as soon as the car door opened, he jumped out of the car as if nothing had happened, and walked in front of Jiang Yu: "Let's go, go home."

"Ah."

The site is not too far from home. Based on Jiang Yu's current walking speed, it is exactly 10 minutes away.

On both sides of the road were planted flowers and trees that they could not name, and the fragile branches and leaves fluttered down in the night wind, leaving the ground golden.

"Didn't I tell you not to pick me up again?" Lin Jianxi was in a good mood, and her tone was light, every word was like a clever note: "It's so troublesome for you to wait every day."

He himself didn't like to wait for others, and he didn't understand how Jiang Yu could wait for him so patiently when he was a child.

Moreover, he didn't want Jiang Yu to waste this time.

I don't know why, whenever he saw Jiang Yu standing alone under the street lamp, he always remembered that Jiang Yu had no relatives. The appearance of him standing in the lamp was actually very similar to a lost kitten and puppy.

"I'm bored at home," Jiang Yu said in a low voice, "I also want to wait for you to come home."

There are many things in his heart that he can't figure out, and they are messy and tangled up. Only when he waits for Lin Jianxi, he can temporarily put them down and stop thinking about them.

Lin Jianxi turned around, and Jiang Yu followed behind him: "Brother."

"Ah?" Jiang Yu raised his eyes blankly.

Lin Jianxi laughed and pulled him into his arms: "Come on, let my brother hug you."