crossing the dangerous bridge

After a rain, spring came again.

"Spring" looks like a beautiful word. It is not only the season when all things wake up, but also can be used to replace all the initial thoughts that are still eager to speak.

But for Lin Jianxi, who is still young, spring is just a simple season name. This season is far from as beautiful as described in the textbook. The awakening of all things also means that all kinds of bugs also crawl out of the coffin And he, very unfortunately, was especially afraid of those boneless earthworms and caterpillars.

Lin Jianxi couldn't understand at all, how could there be such two terrifying creatures as earthworms and caterpillars in the world.

The Lin family's back garden has become his forbidden area again, and he will never take the initiative to set foot there unless necessary.

Jiang Yu didn't know that he was afraid of bugs at first, until one day when he was going to school, a gust of wind blew by, and a few caterpillars fell down, one of which fell into the gap between Lin Jianxi's shoelaces.

A colorful and hideous looking caterpillar fell into his shoe.

Lin Jianxi was stunned for a second, wailed miserably, and wanted to shake off the bug in a panic, but the bug didn't know what magic method it used. Not only did it not fall, but it also firmly grasped the grid, and slowly Creep up.

His legs were so weak that he didn't dare to move, and he shouted a series of panicked words: "Brother, brother, brother, brother."

Jiang Yu squatted down, grabbed the bug with his hands, threw it on the ground, and stomped heavily: "Brother, don't be afraid."

He raised his head and said a little proudly: "The bug was trampled to death by me."

Lin Jianxi wiped away the tears that were almost frightened, and said in a rare weak tone: "Aren't you afraid of bugs?"

As an older brother, wouldn't it be very embarrassing for him to see insects like tigers?

Jiang Yu shook his head: "Not afraid."

"Oh..." Lin Jianxi regained his composure, took out a tissue from his pocket, and wiped Jiang Yu's hands: "Wipe your hands, the bugs are so dirty, did you poke your hands?"

He wanted Jiang Yu to pick the bugs away with a twig, but he didn't expect him to hold them with his hands. Some caterpillars have burrs on their bodies, so it's easy to poke them.

"No." Jiang Yu pursed his lips, and suddenly laughed like a child who stole candy.

"...What are you laughing at?" Lin Jianxi blushed a little from his smile, and asked with feigned ferocity, "Are you laughing at me for being afraid of insects?"

"That's not it," Jiang Yu retorted seriously: "I was thinking, my brother is afraid of bugs, but I am not afraid. If there are bugs falling, I can protect my brother."

"...You are so young, I don't want your protection." Lin Jianxi turned her face, but extended her hand to Jiang Yu: "Let's go, go to school."

"Oh." Jiang Yu happily held his hand.

After entering elementary school, Jiang Yu was finally able to go in and out with his brother, but he never expected that the first difficulty he encountered in growing up was sleeping in separate rooms.

The two children are getting bigger and bigger, and they are no longer at an age where they can be confident and afraid of the dark. There is no need to squeeze another bed, not to mention that as they grow older, they will gradually need private space, so it is natural to sleep in separate rooms.

Lin Jianxi's bedroom, which was originally specially designed for children, has also become crowded.

The first night they slept together, Jiang Yu couldn't fall asleep.

The new room is spacious and neat, and all the furniture is standard size, no longer specially customized for children, the standard makes Jiang Yu feel empty.

A room that has never been lived in always looks deserted. This desertion spreads to every corner of the room. There are no more bathroom cabinets filled with ducklings, half-empty wardrobes, and no desks piled up with messy things...

Without my brother, I couldn't hear his complaints and calls for help when he couldn't find anything. The room was eerily quiet.

Jiang Yu couldn't get used to it at all.

Why must we separate?He didn't want to live apart from his brother.

Obviously living together is better. He can always find things that my brother forgot where he left them. If my brother is afraid of cold in winter, he can cover the bed to keep him warm. If my brother is afraid of heat, he can use the quilt.

In the middle of the night, Jiang Yu still couldn't hold back, and got up to secretly look for his brother.

He habitually walked towards the room they lived in before, and halfway through, he remembered that his brother lived on the right side of his new room, so he turned around quietly.

He pressed the doorknob, and it was no surprise that the door was unlocked. Lin Jianxi seldom locked the door, and he slept soundly at night. If a thief came, he would probably be able to easily sweep away everything in his room. Valuable things don't have to worry about being found.

But now, there are no thieves here, only a brother who misses his brother.

"Brother." Jiang Yu climbed onto the bed carefully and lay down beside Lin Jianxi.

Lin Jianxi opened his eyes in a daze: "What's wrong...can't sleep?"

Jiang Yu replied softly: "Yes."

Lin Jianxi patted his head and said vaguely: "Then you will sleep here tonight, but this is no exception. You have grown up too, so you can't sleep with me all the time."

Jiang Yu said unhappily, "I'm only ten years old."

"It's not too young." Lin Jianxi's voice was filled with a smile.

"I don't want to live apart from you," Jiang Yu asked in frustration, "Can't we live together all the time?"

"No," Lin Jianxi replied decisively: "Could it be that you will live with your brother after you have a wife? Don't be ashamed."

"..." Jiang Yu was at a loss for words, and turned his back angrily: "I hate you."

"Oh." Lin Jianxi was unmoved.

Jiang Yu waited sullenly for a while, then turned back and found that Lin Jianxi had fallen asleep again.

Jiang Yu stared at him blankly, obviously they were together every day, but he seemed to see clearly now that his brother looked different from before.

He no longer looks like a pure child, now he goes out with his brother, other aunts will jokingly ask if his brother has a girlfriend, but they will only ask him if he is studying well.

Jiang Yu suddenly realized that his brother will have a girlfriend in the future. He is so good-looking, there must be many girls who like him. When he gets married again and has his own baby, his brother will be dispensable. .

"..."

He was tortured by his own thoughts, and obviously everything had not happened yet, but he felt wronged ahead of time, not only wronged, but also another kind of deep, deep, and insoluble despair.

All along, he regarded Lin Jianxi as his everything, and wanted to grow up quickly because he wanted to protect him, but now, he suddenly discovered that what he had thought about for a long time was just a fantasy, and his brother was impossible and only him.

If in the future, my brother doesn't want him anymore, what should he do?

He used to think about growing up quickly and catching up with his brother, but now, when he really started to grow up, he hated it again.

If they don't grow up, they don't have to separate.

It's just that no matter whether he is willing or not, time never stops. Throughout the year, spring goes, autumn comes, and winter solstice, the world is lively year after year in the changing seasons.

It's summer again, and the calls of cicadas are as noisy as ever. When Lin Jianxi was a child, he often wondered if they would make his voice bad. Now he just wants them all to die.

He hid under the quilt, unable to sleep because of the disturbing cicadas chirping: "It's so annoying."

"Who told you to play games all night last night." Jiang Yu revealed his truth mercilessly: "Isn't it just graduating from elementary school, what is there to celebrate?"

"You don't understand," Lin Jianxi eloquently said, "Of course it's to celebrate that I'm no longer a primary school student. Do you know the feeling of being scolded by a primary school student for playing games and you can't refute it?"

"I don't know." Jiang Yu said calmly, "I don't play games."

"That's right," Lin Jianxi liberated himself, and immediately turned around to educate his elementary school brother earnestly: "You are still an elementary school student, and elementary school students have to study hard, you know?"

Jiang Yu: "..."

Xiong Cui and Xiong Can also emerged from the bed: "Jiang Yu, why don't you play games? Many elementary school students like online dating now, or you should come and play, my brothers will introduce you to the cute elementary school student sister. "

Jiang Yu: "..."

These two people had a crazy night at Lin's house yesterday, and they didn't bother to go home to sleep, so they directly laid the floor in Lin Jianxi's room. When they heard the two brothers chatting nonsense, they simply joined the army of teasing elementary school students, and urged Jiang Yu and them Play game together.

"Online dating?" Jiang Yu repeated the word.

"Yes, yes," Xiong Cui Xiongcan nodded frantically, "How about it, are you excited?"

Jiang Yu didn't answer, turned his chair around, looked at Lin Jianxi, and asked casually, "Can my brother also date online?"

"Ah?" Lin Jianxi didn't understand why he suddenly asked himself, but he still replied honestly: "No."

"Jiang Yu, you look down on your brother. With your brother's looks, can he still use online dating?" Xiong Cui took out the game console and clicked the keyboard: "In reality, there are many people chasing him, okay? One day None of them can be replaced.”

Xiong Can confronted him again: "Then you mean that Jiang Yu needs online dating? Do you look down on Jiang Yu? Jiang Yu, he looks down on you, come and hammer him."

Xiong Cui: "..."

He put down the game console and hooked Xiong Can's neck, "Are you wanting to die again, kid?"

"If you have the ability to fight, a little bit."

The two brothers beat each other again in a blink of an eye, Jiang Yu bypassed them, walked to Lin Jianxi's bed, and called obediently, "Brother."

Lin Jianxi frowned: "Huh?"

According to his experience, every time Jiang Yu spoke in such an obedient tone, he was either asking for something from him or asking for something from him.

"What game are you playing?" Jiang Yu asked, "I want to play with you."

"Hey, why do you want to play all of a sudden?" Thinking of what the two brats said, Lin Jianxi asked thoughtfully: "You don't really want to date online, do you? No, I don't allow it. Puppy love affects the knowledge of learning." have no idea."

Jiang Yu smiled: "I don't know how to date online either."

"Then why are you playing games?"

"I'll supervise you," Jiang Yu said, "I'm afraid you'll be dating online in the game."

Lin Jianxi: "..."

This is not necessary.