crossing the dangerous bridge

Jiang Yu was always clinging to his elder brother when he was a child, and he would follow him wherever he went, like a little tail that couldn't be shaken off.

People from the Lin family often come to visit. After the adults have finished their business, the topic will naturally shift to the children. After chatting, they find that Jiang Yu is too clingy. When a group of children play together, he will always only follow his brother. behind.

The adults made fun of him and asked the classic question, he was so clingy to his brother, what would he do if his brother had a wife in the future?

Jiang Yu is very smart, but no matter how smart he is, at the age of six, he can't understand what "wife" means, but he instinctively feels that this question is too bad and he doesn't like it.

Why ask such a question?Could it be that my brother doesn't want him when he has a wife?Can that brother not have a wife?

He only has an elder brother, and the elder brother can't let him go.

Jiang Yu hugged Lin Jianxi sullenly, rubbing against his arms: "Brother, will you not want me?"

The more he thought about it, the more wronged he became, and he couldn't help crying. When he cried, he was very quiet, his eyes were very red, and his long eyelashes were covered with tears. Even when he was crying, he looked very well-behaved, so well-behaved that it made people feel distressed.

Young Master Lin has always been a polite and good boy in front of his elders, but that day he lost his temper and forbade others to ask such silly questions, even Zhao Yunqi was surprised.

The two children went back to the room angrily, leaving behind the adults who looked at each other in embarrassment.

Zhao Yunqi had no choice but to smooth things over and told them not to mind, Lin Lin just couldn't see others bullying her younger brother.

The guest was very embarrassed, thinking, I didn't bully the children, did I?I was just asking casually, where did I expect this child to cry so much.

Zhao Yunqi seemed to understand what they were thinking, smiled lightly, and added, the children in our family are just timid, adults don't think it's a big deal, but children don't think so.

Later, the adults who came to visit would not ask this question again.

Jiang Yu still followed Lin Jianxi, from a good baby to a good baby who would sue.

Lin Jianxi was very unconstrained when he was a child. Others would never be able to figure out what was going on in his mind. Other brats were out there doing their best to annoy others. He was different and he was himself.

In the city, there is no room for him to develop, so he just ran wild in his hometown. Diving and slipping is just one of his great creations, and he has done other bad things.

There are haystacks made of straw in the village. He pulled a pile of dry straw and spread it thickly on the ground, trying to see if it would hurt to jump off the haystack.

At this time, it was time for Jiang Yu to file a complaint.

As a result, it was taken for granted that little friend Lin failed to jump, and was arrested on the spot by the grandfather who heard the news and took him home.

Grandpa had been a soldier all his life, and he returned to his hometown to cultivate and recuperate after retiring. He carried a child effortlessly, and walked vigorously. Little Lin felt guilty and didn't dare to struggle, so he turned his face away quietly, and stuck out his tongue at Jiang Yu.

When she grows up a bit, Lin Jianxi considers herself an adult and can no longer be mischievous. She will be completely reborn overnight, and she will be as good as two different people.

One evening, a wild cat suddenly jumped out of the Lin family's yard. The black cat jumped up the yard wall, looked down at the two children, and jumped down lightly, running around in the yard.

Lin Jianxi let out an "ah", followed the cat without hesitation, trying to catch it, but the black cat ran out of the yard, and he followed suit.

He ran fast, Jiang Yu didn't catch up, and soon he was gone, Jiang Yu stopped slowly, looked at the empty path helplessly, called a few times tentatively, but didn't hear a reply .

Jiang Yu couldn't help but feel scared, afraid that his brother would go out together like his parents and never come back.

He has always been afraid, so he has to follow his brother closely.

He went home crying, went to Aunt Wang, and asked Aunt Wang to go to his brother.

Aunt Wang hurriedly sent someone to look for him, and wiped away his tears with distressed and funny words: "Don't cry, don't cry, brother will be fine, he will be back soon."

Such comfort was useless. Jiang Yu was still young, but the fear of losing was already deeply rooted in his heart. Unless he saw someone, he would still be afraid.

Lin Jianxi didn't catch the black cat, so he returned home depressed, and caught a crying little cat by surprise.

"Brother," Jiang Yu hugged him and said aggrievedly, "Where have you been? I can't find you."

"I'll go..." Lin Jianxi found it difficult to answer this question, because he almost ran all over the neighborhood in order to catch the cat, so he had to change the subject: "Why are you crying?"

Jiang Yu rubbed against him but didn't answer, Aunt Wang came over and told him.

Jiang Yu was really scared when he was crying, and felt shy when he stopped crying, and kept hiding in Lin Jianxi's arms to prevent others from seeing him blushing.

After hearing this, Lin Jianxi also hugged him and rubbed against him: "Crybaby."

"...I don't cry very much either." Jiang Yu replied weakly.

He only cries when he is scared, not crying.

In the evening, Lin Zhiming and Zhao Yunqi went home. When they heard about this, Zhao Yunqi pinched Jiang Yu's face with a smile: "I cried when I couldn't catch up with my brother? Then you can ask my brother to wait for you."

Jiang Yu turned to look at Lin Jianxi: "Will brother wait for me?"

Lin Jianxi nodded: "Yes."

Jiang Yu was finally relieved, and he no longer had to worry about not being able to catch up with his brother.

Lin Zhiming and Zhao Yunqi are often not at home, and home is the paradise for their two children.

Jiang Yu and Lin Jianxi would be very happy when they were together. This kind of happiness made him gradually forget the fear of hiding in the closet. He never thought that the group of relatives who made his house a mess would appear in the in front of him.

Jiang Yu had already forgotten what they looked like, and felt that everyone was unsightly. They rushed into Lin's house unreasonably, trying to take him back.

He didn't know them, and of course he didn't want to go back to their so-called "home" with them.

The two parties had a quarrel at Lin's house, and when Zhao Yunqi and Lin Zhiming came back, seeing the mess in the living room and the two children hiding in the corner in fright, Zhao Yunqi was furious like never before.

"Kick them all out, beat them if they don't leave, until they get out." Zhao Yunqi had no expression on her face, and slapped the man standing in front of her with a voice so loud that an echo could be heard.

"Fuck. You. Damn." The man was stunned for a second, cursing and rolling up his sleeves to fight back, but before he could reach out, Lin Zhiming grabbed his hair and punched him to the ground.

Lin Zhiming pressed him firmly, Zhao Yunqi squatted down, her eyes seemed to be looking at a pool of filthy garbage.

She lowered her voice, curled her lips and mocked, "Jiang Lu, don't think I don't know what you're up to, your Jiang family is about to be ruined by a bunch of trash, now that you think about it, Jiang Sui was kicked out of the house by you." Brother? You want Jiang Sui's inheritance? You are dreaming, I tell you, as long as Jiang Yu is in our house, you don't want to touch him for a penny."

Jiang Lu struggled to get up: "He is the seed of our Jiang family, and his money belongs to our Jiang family! What are you, you don't give it if you want?"

"Forget it," Zhao Yunqi sneered, "Jiang Yu is the son of Jiang Sui and Xiao Lan, not your family."

Jiang Yu huddled in Lin Jianxi's arms, and when he heard the man's crazy cry, his whole body trembled: "Brother, I don't want to go back with them..."

He closed his eyes in panic, as if in this way, he could ignore a room full of ghosts and ghosts staring at him: "I don't want to go..."

"Don't go," Lin Jianxi hugged him tightly, staring at the strange man who came over: "You are my younger brother, no one can take you away."

This group of people came aggressively and walked away like bereaved dogs. Later, I don't know what method Lin Zhiming used, and they never appeared again.

Jiang Yu was frightened, and had to sleep with his brother for many days.

At that time, he felt that as long as he was with his brother, he would not be afraid.

Although my brother grew up very fast, he said that he would wait for him.

But he forgot that his brother will wait for him, but time will not wait for him.

As time went by, he finally had something on his mind that he couldn't express.

And the relationship between him and Lin Jianxi's brother and brother Gong has also turned into a curse.

No younger brother would like his elder brother, but when he really realized that he had special feelings for his elder brother, he subconsciously took it for granted.

He grew up with his elder brother, and he only has an elder brother, so even if there is someone he likes, this person must only be his elder brother.

But he couldn't use this logic to convince others, and he didn't dare to tell his brother - his brother was unique, so he was even more afraid.

He was afraid of being rejected, and even more afraid that Lin Jianxi would abandon him, so what should he do?He has nothing but Lin Jianxi. He is a tree that relies on Lin Jianxi to survive. If he is discarded, he will have no way to survive.

"You are my brother." Lin Jianxi's voice came to his mind, Jiang Yu covered his eyes in despair, thinking, why am I your brother?

Why among so many people, I became brothers with you?

Jiang Yu started to hide, but he didn't hide completely. He would feel sad if he couldn't see his brother, but he would still be sad if he saw him.

Every time Lin Jianxi said "brother", it was like a curse, engraved on his heart, reminding him dripping with blood that he just regarded you as his younger brother.

Jiang Yu didn't dare to tell him, but wanted him to know, so he could only do his best to treat him well. He secretly hoped in his heart that his brother would find out that those likings hidden in the details were Jiang Yu's liking for Lin Jianxi.

But Lin Jianxi didn't feel it.

Every point Jiang Yu gave, he would get one point back. He never thought it was a hidden love, he just thought it was the mutual love between his brother and his brother, and even hugged Jiang Yu with a smile, and told him, brother so cute.

That's right, where would a normal person think that his younger brother would like his elder brother?Only an abnormal younger brother likes an older brother.

It's still too little to give. In the final analysis, what can an adolescent boy have?He only has a hot heart, and a confession that he dare not say.

And my brother has everything, so no matter how hard he tries, it's useless.

Jiang Yu became more and more silent, and at the same time, Lin Jianxi became more and more famous in school.

A lot of girls are chasing after him, wanting his contact information, his reply, and his likes.

Jiang Yu could only stand aside and watch, or he couldn't even see.

Because he is Lin Jianxi's younger brother, the girls wanted him to pass a love letter to their brother, but they didn't want his "family" to watch when they confessed their love face to face.

So jealous.

Jiang Yu thought, he was going crazy with jealousy.

He wanted to skip a grade, and wanted to stay by his brother's side, but the first person who held him down and prevented him from skipping a grade was his brother.

"Why did you skip a grade?" Lin Jianxi was confused: "Skipping a grade is very tiring."

"..." Jiang Yu hesitated, but still replied, "I want to be with you."

"But you can't be with me all the time," Lin Jianxi said helplessly, "brother, you can't always want to follow me, you should have your own friends, brother can't be with you all the time."

"..."

Jiang Yu was speechless.

"Do you have any friends?" Lin Jianxi's eyes became very soft, as if looking at a disobedient child: "I don't think I've seen anyone who you have a good time with, it would be boring to be alone, go Try to make friends, brother."

Jiang Yu lowered his head: "I see, brother."

He has no friends. When he was young, children thought he had no parents and was a little monster, and he didn't want to play with them.

When he grows up, his classmates know that he has no parents. No matter how naturally he gets along with him, he will become cautious and walk on thin ice, as if he is a poor person who lacks love. Cry for a long time.

He was disliked when he was a child, but he was pitied when he grew up.

When he was young, his brother was with him, and he didn't care about other people's disgust. When he grew up, he didn't care anymore, and he didn't care about other people's self-assessed sympathy.

If you don’t have one, you don’t have any friends. He’s already very tired with his heavy love, and he’s too lazy to deal with others, wasting time and energy.

He was too lazy to manage his emotions, and slowly became an inaccessible iceberg.

He thought he could get used to it. He was used to so many people coming to confess his love to his brother. He was used to his brother not knowing what he was thinking. He still came over to touch his hair as usual, like a precious little brother.

But after all, he is still young, and there are times when he can't hide it. However, the sentence "I like you" he said cautiously and tentatively was regarded by Lin Jianxi as the love between brothers.

Lin Jianxi bent her eyes and replied with a smile: "I like you too, brother."

Jiang Yu laughed silently, and after a long while, he replied, "Mmm...brother."

"Are you unhappy?" Lin Jianxi was very considerate, stroked his hair, and coaxed: "Okay, I like you the most, okay, don't be unhappy."

Jiang Yu really wanted to ask him, did Jiang Yu in his eyes stay at the five-year-old who needed him to coax him, and would never grow up?

He is no longer the younger brother who is afraid of being coaxed by his elder brother.

His liking is no longer a pure and flawless "brotherly" liking.

So stop teasing him like that.

If he can't get it, he will go crazy.

He's still crazy.

He wanted to hide Lin Jianxi, wanted to bite him scarred, wanted him to cry, and wanted him to know how much he liked him in the pain.

He wanted to stretch out his hand countless times to strangle Lin Jianxi's throat, to force him to look into his eyes, to let him take a good look at what was hidden in his eyes.

But he didn't do anything, he could only hide by himself after all, traveled across the ocean, locked himself in the cage called "Australia", and became an unwilling beast.

After leaving Lin Jianxi's side, he realized what Lin Jianxi was to him.

It is the hometown he misses, the spring he misses, and the sun he can't wait to reach.

Perhaps since he was a child, the first night he went to Lin's house, when he was awakened by a nightmare and was hugged and coaxed by Lin Jianxi, he was doomed to the current ending.

He is a solitary duckweed floating on the lake. He was dragged down by Lin Jianxi by chance, and slowly grew roots, and then he had everything.

Because of him, he can become Jiang Yu.

"Brother, do you know that your name and my name can form a word."

Seven-year-old Lin Jianxi pointed to the words on the book, and said to five-year-old Jiang Yu, "Your name is Jiang Yu, and my name is Lin Jianxi. The two of us together form the word 'encounter'."

"What does it mean to meet?"

"Have you met..." Lin Jianxi thought about it distressedly, but he didn't want to understand, and started to talk nonsense: "I'm with you, I just met."