crossing the dangerous bridge

Lin Jianxi didn't move, and graciously let him rub.

But Jiang Yu didn't hug for too long, after a while, he let go without warming his arms.

Lin Jianxi asked him with a smile, "Stop rubbing?"

"..."

Jiang Yu seemed embarrassed, but raised his head after a while, and looked at him with the same pitiful eyes as when he was a child: "Stop rubbing, I want to sleep with you."

"Okay, it just so happens that I haven't been back for a long time, so I can catch up on the old days tonight."

Jiang Yu: "..."

He had to admit that when he said that, he had some ulterior motives, but Lin Jianxi really agreed to him, and he was afraid again.

After all, his brotherhood towards him is not pure. If he can't control it and reacts that shouldn't be, how will he explain it?

"What kind of expression do you have?" Lin Jianxi felt that his aggrieved and annoyed expressions were funny, so he couldn't help picking his face: "Aren't you happy if I promise you?"

He used to pinch Jiang Yu's face when he was a child, and now, even though the texture of Jiang Yu's cheeks is no longer comparable to that of when he was a child, he still hasn't changed this habit.

Jiang Yu looked at him intently and shook his head: "I'm not unhappy."

"Then why are you looking at me like that?"

"I'm so happy I don't know what to do."

"Your joke seems a little cold."

Jiang Yu curled the corners of his lips, but his voice lowered: "Yes, I think so too."

"I'm going to take a shower," Lin Jianxi patted his shoulder lazily, feeling exhausted from the journey, "You just wait here for me."

"Okay." Jiang Yu replied.

After rushing out of the shower, he was also extremely sleepy, and was about to fall into the bed recklessly, when Jiang Yu hugged him by the waist: "Dry your hair before going to bed."

"...I don't want to blow it." His voice was in a daze, as if he would fall asleep in the next second.

"I'll blow it for you." Jiang Yu had expected his answer, took out the hair dryer from the drawer as usual, and pushed him into the chair.

"Baby, you're so kind." Jiang Yu's hair blowing technique has been honed to perfection. His fingers gently run through the hair without pulling the hair at all. , said vaguely: "I can hardly imagine what I would do without you."

Most of Jiang Yu's eyes were covered by dense eyelashes, making it hard to see what was hidden in his eyes: "I will always be with you."

"Children would say that. When you grow up, you won't think so." Lin Jianxi smiled softly, and reached out to unplug the hair dryer: "Okay, it's almost there, don't blow it anymore."

That night, Jiang Yu still stayed.

Someone said that he wanted to catch up with him, but in reality he fell asleep as soon as he got under the covers. The lights in the room were turned off, and Jiang Yu could only look at him through the hazy moonlight coming in through the window.

But even without light, he could see him.

Lin Jianxi's face has long been engraved into the bottom of his heart in thoughts over and over again, every inch of skin is clearly visible, he is familiar with the curvature of his eyes, his expression of thinking, and everything about him.

Jiang Yu didn't dare to approach him, and there was a distance between them. The quilt between the two of them was sunken. It was so narrow and so like an insurmountable river.

He stretched out his hand cautiously, trying to touch his face, but he stopped halfway.

Probably because Lin Jianxi has been away for too long, he can't control the desire to be close to him now, when he touches his face, he will definitely want to hold his hand again, and if he holds his hand, he wants to pull him into his arms In... layer by layer, where is the desire that has been anxiously satisfied so easily?

So don't touch him, if you don't touch him, you won't have complicated thoughts, and you won't be in danger of being discovered.

He slowly withdrew his hand and closed his eyes.

But he couldn't fall asleep even if he closed his eyes. He could feel Lin Jianxi turning over, and the familiar orange breath was a little further away from him... His thoughts suddenly stopped, because Lin Jianxi turned back again and got into the bed. in his arms.

Jiang Yu opened his eyes suddenly, remained motionless, and let Lin Jianxi's hands bump and touch his face, as if he was groping for something, he even heard a very soft and doubtful "hmm" from him , The next moment, Lin Jianxi's hand slipped onto his back, and patted him lightly on the back.

He couldn't bear it any longer.

He hugged Lin Jianxi almost tremblingly, and tightened his arms little by little. At such a close distance, he could clearly feel the body temperature coming through the pajamas, and how flexible the body under his hands was. Living and soft, he suddenly felt a violent desire to crush this person into pieces in his arms.

Am I a pervert?Jiang Yu thought desperately, how could I think of doing this to him?Only a psychopath would think that.However, when this longing emerges, he will have a wonderful feeling of being on the verge of death. Death itself cannot give people any sweet imagination, but when it turns into brilliant light, even if the next step is He couldn't help but want to continue walking on the steep cliff.

Brother, Jiang Yu hugged him tightly and begged from the bottom of his heart, please help me, please, please help me.

Lin Jianxi was awakened by the heat.

The air conditioner was not turned off, and the two boys were hugging each other to sleep. The heat brewed by each other's body temperature was enough to evaporate a person's soul.

He let go of Jiang Yu's hand in a trance, looked around distractedly, saw the remote control on the cabinet next to Jiang Yu's bed, leaned over to pick it up, and decisively turned off the air conditioner.

After shutting it down, he lay down again dejectedly, and kicked the quilt aside again: "It's so hot."

Jiang Yu re-covered it for him, and he kicked it off again. After going back and forth several times, he finally resigned to his fate and gave up resisting: "I'm really hot."

"If you don't cover it, you will catch a cold."

In winter in the south, once the air conditioner is turned off, it doesn't take long for the piercing cold air to creep in through all the gaps. The indoor and outdoor temperatures are close to the same temperature. Alternating hot and cold repeatedly, you will catch a cold the next day.

Lin Jianxi was speechless, turned around, and looked at Jiang Yu quietly.

Jiang Yu looked back at him calmly.

"I hate you." Lin Jianxi said bitterly.

Jiang Yu didn't even lift his eyelids: "It's okay, it's enough that I like you."

What a bad dialogue, he sounds like a heartless scumbag.

Lin Jianxi paused, "I don't hate you, I still like you very much. I was teasing you just now, don't take it seriously."

"Ah, I know." Jiang Yu laughed: "Of course I know...I'm no longer the kid who takes everything you say seriously, brother."

Holidays mean eating, drinking and having fun, and if you have a flamboyant personality, holidays also mean eating, drinking, whoring and gambling.

But obviously, Lin Jianxi is a rare and rare resource among the young masters of rich families. He turned down a series of invitations, and after attending a few class reunions, he hid at home and never went out again.

Only the two bears from the next door of the Lin family would come to play. After so long, these two people would still be wrapped up like pigs in winter.

No, in fact, they look like pigs whether they are wrapped or not...

Lin Jianxi patted the flesh on Xiong Can's stomach in amazement: "Er Xiong, if you don't lose weight, your stomach can kill people."

"You thought it was all you, and you won't get fat no matter how much you eat." Xiong Can pushed his hand away, took out the dried mango from the jar, and ate it: "I'm broken in love, and I can't drink, so I can only drink it to drink." sad."

Hearing this, Lin Jianxi and Jiang Yu sat up straight together, staring at him with piercing eyes: "Why did you lose your love? Tell me quickly."

No matter what time it was, Xiong Can would be irritated by the same narrowness of these two people, he snorted and turned his head away from looking at them.

"Oh, I know." Xiong Cui patted Xiong Can's plump thigh with a "slap": "His girlfriend said that he looked cute when he was chubby, so he believed women's lies and fell in love with her." After a while, people told him that he was too fat, and they were always ridiculed by their girlfriends like pigs when they were together, and the two broke up again."

After speaking, Xiong Cui couldn't help it anymore, rolling around the ground, and twitched with a smile: "Get the pig ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha hal which is laughed at me!"

Xiong Can kicked him aside: "You're laughing to death, trash."

"Women are all liars," Xiong Can felt more and more uncomfortable as he thought about it, and stuffed another piece of dried mango into his mouth: "When you love you, you can do anything, but when you don't love you, you can do nothing wrong. I don't trust women anymore Already!"

"Er Xiong," Lin Jianxi held back a rare smile kindly, patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, and said earnestly: "You should lose weight. When you lose weight, your love will still be yours."

"I don't, is there no girl in this world who can see my pure and flawless heart through my body?"

"Your body is almost opaque to X-rays." Xiong Cui added fuel to the fire.

"Damn it," Xiong Can rushed over, "I'll fight you."

Lin Jianxi really wanted to say that Xiong Cui's mother was also his mother, and it would be best not to bring her along when scolding people, but judging from the way the two brothers beat each other back and forth, they probably couldn't hear his friendly reminder.

He pulled Jiang Yu aside, while watching the battle, he took out a candy from the plate, peeled it off and handed it to Jiang Yu's mouth: "Come on, open your mouth, ah—"

Jiang Yu lowered his head slightly, and bit the candy into his mouth: "Thank you brother."

"Good boy," Lin Jianxi said with sympathy, "Sure enough, happiness depends on comparison. Looking at these two, I think you are the best."

Jiang Yu said "ah" and smiled: "You are the best too."

After the two beat each other cursingly, they sat back on the ground again.

"I've decided," Xiong Can panted, "I want to lose weight, I don't want to find girls anymore, I also want to find men to have sex."

Xiong Cui: "..."

Lin Jianxi: "..."

Jiang Yu bit the candy and asked calmly, "Yeah?"

"What's the matter?" Xiong Can was just talking nonsense, and he didn't need to think about it at all, so he didn't understand why Jiang Yu cared about this word.

"It's nothing," Jiang Yu said, "I thought you knew a lot of homosexuals, that's why you said that."

"What's wrong with homosexuality, you discriminate against homosexuals?"

"I don't discriminate." Jiang Yu squeezed the candy wrapper in his hand: "Why should I discriminate against homosexuals?"

"Then are you gay too?" Xiong Can probably never imagined how shocking it would be to others when he asked casually.

For a moment, all three eyes turned to him.

Jiang Yu was ignorant, all the sensory cells in his body were numb, and he could only feel the sight of one person.

Lin Jianxi was looking at him, he didn't have any resistance to "homosexuality", he was just looking at him simply.

He is waiting for his answer.

And he was silent for too long.

"Don't be afraid," Lin Jianxi smiled and hugged him: "It doesn't matter, I will support you whoever you like."

At this moment, Jiang Yu almost blurted out, what if I like you?

But Lin Jianxi's embrace was too warm, he couldn't bear it.

"I," Jiang Yu raised his eyes, and looked at the two brothers who were curiously waiting for his answer: "No."