crossing the dangerous bridge

Fang Shao was drenched in a glass of water, so he had to get up, wash his clothes, and throw them into the dryer.

While waiting for the drying time, he remembered the call he had received before, and stood in the bathroom and shouted, "Lin Jianxi, your brother just called you!"

Lin Jianxi took the second glass of water calmly, drank it in one gulp, and asked, "Did he say anything?"

"I didn't say anything," Fang Shao said, "but from your brother's tone, why do I think he's a bit fierce? He's not as cute as you said at all."

"You're not his brother, why should he be cute to you. I'm going to sleep, you can find a room to sleep in, bye."

Back in the room, Lin Jianxi picked up the phone and checked the time, it was three forty.

It was obviously too late to go back at this time. After thinking about it, he still didn't disturb Jiang Yu's sleep.

The next day, seeing Gu Xing at the classroom door for the first time, Lin Jianxi's eyelids twitched, feeling that something was wrong.

And the facts are almost the same as his intuition. Gu Xing is indeed a person who can play a roundabout strategy from Fang Shao. His mobility is ridiculously high, and he chases people vigorously. But within a week, almost everyone in the school knows about her. I was chasing Lin Jianxi.

Lin Jianxi felt troubled for a long time.

It may be because of this face. Since he went to school, there have been many girls chasing him, but there are not many girls who are as fearless as Gu Xing and go forward. He doesn't know how to solve it.

"Brother, what are you afraid of?" Fang Shao said while playing the game: "She likes you so much, you should try it out with her, you will not lose anyway."

Lin Jianxi frowned slightly, he didn't like this kind of saying that it's not a loss, "I'm afraid she will suffer a loss."

"What does she have to lose, if she catches up with the male god and still doesn't make money?"

"Let me ask you a question," Lin Jianxi said, "Why are you chasing your goddess?"

"Of course it's because I like her." Fang Shao stared intently at the Canyon of Kings without raising his head.

"Then if a girl chases you, will you agree?"

"Don't agree..." Fang Shao said thoughtfully: "But it's hard to say, we have to see how she looks first."

"..."

Lin Jianxi kicked the swivel chair he was sitting on aside: "Crawl away, it's blocking the way."

"Fuck," Fang Shao was caught off guard, slipped his hand, and let go: "Brother, why are you so fierce all of a sudden?"

Lin Jianxi ignored him and went out the door.

He invited Gu Xing to dinner today, and wanted to make it clear to her, but he wasn't sure if he could make it clear.

Before that, he had said things like "You are a good girl but I don't like you and we can't be together" many times, but Gu Xing didn't listen, and replied plausibly, "A strong girl is afraid of pestering her husband, I believe, No matter how hard you persist, there will always be a day when you will be influenced by me, so don't be in a hurry to reject me, what if you agree to me again in the future?"

Lin Jianxi: "..."

He was so speechless that he even forgot to refute that he was not a martyr.

Rejecting a person is a very troublesome thing, especially emotionally, if he is ruthless enough, he will naturally not be troubled by it, but he is not, he has always grown up in a pampered environment, he Got enough love and kindness, so he wants to do the same to others.

It's just that maybe it's really difficult to have both in terms of relationship issues. No matter how he thinks, he can't think of a way to reject Gu Xing without hurting her.

The location of Yue's restaurant is a bit far from the school, when he arrived, Gu Xing was still on the way.

The seat he booked was by the window, and when he looked out, he could vaguely see the outline of the university town.

The phone suddenly vibrated, Lin Jianxi looked away, lowered his eyes, saw the two words on the screen, swipe his finger lightly, answered the phone, and asked with a smile: "Little friend, at this point in time, don't you study hard?" , what can you call me?"

His voice was soft, Jiang Yu was quiet for a few seconds, and asked, "Where are you?"

"I'm outside."

"Dating someone else?"

Lin Jianxi said with a smile: "You are so smart, can you guess this?"

Jiang Yu unconsciously clenched the pencil in his hand until there was a "snap", and the pencil broke in his hand. The aftershock made his palm numb. He lowered his head and found that the wooden splinter had pierced into the flesh at some point.

If he could calm down a little more and act like a normal "brother" a little more, then he should considerately take the initiative to hang up the phone and leave him alone.

But he can't.

"It's too much, brother." Jiang Yu said slowly: "I'm studying hard at home, and you're spending time and drinking outside."

"Don't slander me," Lin Jianxi replied deliberately aggrieved: "When did I spend my days and nights?... Well, people are here, I'll hang up first, you continue to study hard."

"Brother..." Jiang Yu hung up the phone before his brother could say anything.

He originally wanted to ask, it's almost a holiday, when will you come back?But he may really have no other fate with Lin Jianxi, every time there is always a little distance by accident.

The tingling pain in the palm of his hand was transmitted to the nerve endings belatedly. He took out a few tissues and pressed them on the wound. The pale light fell on him, making his face pale as well.

"I put on my makeup for two hours today, thinking that I would hear good news." Gu Xing still managed to force a smile with tears in his eyes.

Lin Jianxi was a little at a loss: "I'm sorry...I don't want to make you sad either."

"If you really don't want to make me sad, you should stay with me." Gu Xing took the tissue from him and wiped away the tears that were about to flow.

Lin Jianxi shook his head, "In this case, I am irresponsible to you, and I am also irresponsible. We are really reluctant to be together. If I have someone I like in the future, what should you do?"

"I don't need you to be responsible." Gu Xing knew that he was right, but he couldn't help but muttered: "How old are you, why did you want to be responsible to others so early, damn it, isn't it good to be happy right now? "

"..." Lin Jianxi bent his eyes helplessly: "If you don't want to take responsibility, don't you become a scumbag? I am a good person, so I don't want to become bad."

Gu Xing finally laughed, tears were still in her eyes, which made her unable to see Lin Jianxi's face clearly, she sighed in her heart with infinite regret, thinking, I like him more, but, really such a pity.

She liked Lin Jianxi at first because of his overly superior face. In the dark days of military training, the exhausting training was overwhelming, and it was rare for her to be lazy. She sat under the shade of a tree, Seeing the boy raised his face, revealing a pair of eyes that were looking forward to him, he was not looking at himself, but Gu Xing still felt flustered at that moment.

Did I get an ugly look from the sun?Does my sitting posture look unladylike?In this unreasonable tension, she understood what love at first sight was like.

Later, she found out his name, and it was not difficult to find out. The word "Lin Jianxi" had long been circulated among the girls, but he himself was still ignorant, so many girls talked to him, his attitude He has never changed because of his appearance, always listens carefully, refuses gently, and keeps a clear distance from everyone.

Gu Xing heard from Fang Shao that Lin Jianxi sometimes wondered why someone would come to confess to him even though he was so determined.

He doesn't even know how many moths a person like him can attract.

The night outside the window was already very dark, the glass windows reflected the scene of the restaurant, and the cups, plates and dishes were scattered like a mirage.

"Can you answer my two questions?" After a while, Gu Xing asked softly.

"Okay, you ask." Lin Jianxi said softly.

"Do you have someone you like now?"

"No."

Gu Xing blinked without any surprise: "Then, to you, what is liking?"

"Is this a question..." Lin Jianxi thought about it for a long time, and then replied, "For me, this person is the only one, and I like it."

After dinner, Lin Jianxi sent Gu Xing back to the dormitory.

In the late autumn night, the cold dew was heavy, Lin Jianxi watched her trot all the way into the dormitory, and when she was about to leave, Gu Xing ran out again and called him: "Lin Jianxi!"

Lin Jianxi turned her head, "Huh?"

"No matter what, I still want to tell you that I like you very much."

Gu Xing looked at him through the iron gate of the dormitory. The well-proportioned boy stood under the streetlight, and the dim yellow streetlight dyed his eyebrows with a cloud-like warm color.

He seemed to be melting into the light, or rather, he was the light himself.

Gu Xing felt the familiar liquid gushing out of his eyes again, "I don't regret it at all."

"Thank you," Lin Jianxi waved her hand and said with a smile, "If anyone asks you in the future, just say... Lin Jianxi is not good at all, you dumped me first."

After he finished speaking, he left without looking back.

The boy gradually drifted away, carrying her unfinished and uncontinuable dreams, and slowly sank into the night.

Gu Xing suddenly had a strong intuition that she would always think of this figure, no matter how long it had passed, no matter who she met again.

Although you rejected me, I still want to tell you a secret.Believe it or not, someone will always go crazy for you, because you don't even know how damaging tenderness will be when it's brewing in your eyes.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and the year is coming to an end.

On the day of the winter vacation, Fang Shao came over and asked him if he wanted to go out and play together for a few days before going back. After all, we are all adults. What’s the point of running home as soon as the holiday is over? It’s better to have a good time outside for a few days.It's just that no matter how nice he said, Lin Jianxi didn't agree.

"Sorry," he pushed Fang Shao aside, "I still want to go home."

"No, what are you doing in such a hurry to go home? Is there any treasure at home?"

"Well, almost." Lin Jianxi picked up the backpack and threw it on his shoulder casually: "Let's go, goodbye."

He was too lazy to pack a lot of clothes and go home, so he packed lightly and boarded the plane, and it was already past two o'clock at night when he got home.

At this time, there were no lights on in Lin's house. He quietly opened the door, went upstairs silently, and returned to the room with a cold body. He planned to surprise his family the next morning, but he didn't expect that, There would be someone in his room.

He walked over and covered Jiang Yu's eyes from behind: "Guess who I am?"

Jiang Yu forgot to breathe for a moment.

He tentatively stretched out his hand, touched his cold fingers lightly, and after feeling its existence, he grabbed Lin Jianxi's wrist: "Brother."

Lin Jianxi leaned over and looked at the messy books and test papers on the desk, one of which was his high school notebook: "You worked so hard, are you still taking notes after two o'clock?"

Jiang Yu's voice was hoarse: "Didn't someone tell me to study hard?"

"But I didn't let you stay until three o'clock at night." Lin Jianxi smiled and stroked his hair: "It's too late, go to bed."

"Brother," Jiang Yu turned around the chair, hugged his waist, and rubbed against his arms: "Lend me a little... the halo of the god of learning."