33 degrees southwest

Zhang Yao was right, Shen Zhifei took out a few simple envelopes, none of which had addresses filled in, and it seemed that they had no intention of sending them.

Shen Zhifei lined up the letters from bottom to top, a total of eight letters.

"This year, I just finished writing this year." Shen Zhifei pressed the last envelope with some embarrassment.

Zhang Yao scanned the envelopes suspiciously, "Written to me? Letter?"

"No... yes," Shen Zhifei nodded and shook his head again, "It's a letter, and it's also a love letter. I'll write to you what I promised you."

Zhang Yao took out the first envelope and opened it carefully.

"Yao:

I just started to practice calligraphy, although I'm still ugly, but I'm a little impatient, so let's write in advance.There will be a few more after this, I hope I can show you when I get a chance.

When I picked up the pen, I told myself that if I let you go one year, then stop writing now.

This year has changed a lot. I lost my father, I left my mother, and I lost you.

It was as if a fire came from nowhere, burning unscrupulously in my domain, burning everything I owned to ashes, and destroying me with it.

Looking up, all I can see is darkness, and the sky is always dark, always dark.

I can't seem to see tomorrow. "

……

Zhang Yao wiped the creases in the corners of the paper with her fingertips, imagining how Shen Zhifei would wipe off the water stains, tears welled up in her eyes.

She raised her head and glanced at Shen Zhifei, and said, "Your handwriting has really improved..."

The first love letter must have been written as soon as she started practicing calligraphy. It was so ugly that Zhang Yao dreamed of going back to high school in an instant.

Shen Zhifei: "..."

Why care about those little things that spoil the scenery?

"Keep watching~"

Shen Zhifei was not good at speaking, so she had to write it down, but at this moment, thinking that her hypocritical and sour words would be read by Zhang Yao, she was so ashamed that her neck turned red from the top of her head.

Zhang Yao patted her head, and rubbed it fondly.

In the second love letter, it can be seen that the font has improved a little, and it is beautiful and neat.

"I am 19 years old, and I have finally grown to your age when we separated. It turns out that 19 years old is like this, and it turns out that many things are involuntary.

Fang Han is really a gossip, and this is the first time I am so grateful for her gossip - she will occasionally share your updates with me online.

I found a part-time job and went to KTV to sing at night, but there would always be men staring at me. I didn't like that feeling very much, but I had to get used to it.

But the boss is a nice person, a sister who is a few years older than me. She could see that those men had bad intentions, so she assigned me a bear suit. Although it was a bit nondescript compared with the whole atmosphere of the bar, the kind of Offensive stares are much less.

I don't know much about music theory, but every melody I sing is about liking you. "

The third letter.

"I left Linwan with my younger brother, because I was afraid of seeing all the familiar people and things, so please allow me to choose to escape like an ostrich again.

I like to stand on a very high floor, look out under the starry sky, at 33 degrees southwest, you are there.

But some time ago, Fang Han told me that you were preparing to go abroad, and Southwest will not see you in the future.

She said that your admission notice has been issued in place, and she was too lazy to read the English in Moments, so she just showed me your dynamic screenshots.

England is a nice place, although I haven’t been there, but the place you choose must be a good place.

I just finished Ah Ming's admission procedures yesterday, and suddenly I remembered that I have never enrolled myself, if I went to university, maybe I could still be your junior for three years.

I have also received an admission letter, and in fact, it was only a little bit short, and I was able to meet you.

After that, I got rid of the habit of looking at the Southwest, but picked up a new one.

——Every time you see a world map, you have to stop, and the England on the map passing by your eyes, imagine yourself rubbing shoulders with you. "

Zhang Yao read one after another, the warmth in her eyes welled up, blurring her vision several times, and she could no longer keep her composure.

She seemed to have finally torn open the rift in time and space, and saw Shen Zhifei who was pulling himself up little by little.

However, she just saw it. The eight years she was absent could never be made up for. They owed each other eight years in their entire lives.

"Before I knew it, I had already written eight letters. I was also a little surprised. Speaking of it, I feel that I am a cold-blooded person. After all, I was the one who could say that I would separate and leave. It is a lie to say how affectionate I am .

I remember that I planned to stop writing when I forgot you at the beginning, but unfortunately Ms. Zhang is too charming and has far-reaching influence. I accidentally wrote eight letters, and there is indeed a tendency to continue to write dozens of letters.

Of course, I wrote the first seven letters with the desire to restore the old relationship with you, but this eighth letter is different.

After this letter is written, it will be shown to you, and it will be handed over to you without any reservation, including the previous eight years.

If you are reading this letter now, then you have got the complete Shen Zhifei, maybe she is still not so perfect, but she must love you very much.

Remember the teddy bear you were given the first year?

I now have eight teddy bears and none of them are warm and soft.They would snatch my bed when I went to bed at night, and the girl surnamed Zhang Mingyao was not as comfortable to hug, so I threw them into the closet.

I’ve said so many things, but in fact, I miss you a little bit, but you are busy writing, so I won’t bother you, write it down first, and you will see it later.

By the way, remember to feel guilty after reading it, and then you must make it up to me.

Last but not least, even in the eighth year, I still miss you very much, very much. "

Zhang Yao couldn't laugh or cry when she saw the last sentence, her heart softened all of a sudden.

Shen Zhifei's English is not good, and he didn't like to memorize any composition templates in high school, and he could never remember all kinds of conjunctions, prepositions and transitions.

The last paragraph of her English composition must have started "Last but not least,"—and last but not least, she said that the essence of her entire composition lay after this, and the teachers had no patience to see that this was their loss.Zhang Yao said that she was talking nonsense. How could anyone write an essay like this, without looking at the structure of the essay, it was just one sentence, it would be strange to get a high score.

Unexpectedly, such a little habit of Shen Zhifei has been used to this day.

Zhang Yao tapped the handwriting on the paper, "It's not the end yet."

Shen Zhifei was puzzled, and said "huh?" in a nasal voice.

Zhang Yao fell in love with her cute expression, couldn't help pinching her cheek, and said: "You owe me so much, there are still many years to make up for, and it's far from the end."

Shen Zhifei blinked slowly, and then opened his arms: "You want to hug me."

She used to think that if Zhang Yao could hug her at that time, all her sufferings would be nothing.

Fortunately, her luck wasn't too bad, God finally changed Zhang Yao back.

Zhang Yao wrapped her arms around Shen Zhifei's waist, completing the hug that was many years late.

Shen Zhifei was used to taking a bath first, and Zhang Yao was right behind, so Shen Zhifei had to obediently stay outside the bathroom.

When the two were lying side by side in the bed, the sky had already started to turn pale. Zhang Yao looked at Shen Zhifei, and the gray under her eyes became a little obvious, "Can you sleep?"

Shen Zhifei breathed lightly, expressing her surprise, is she a fairy?Why can I see that I can't sleep?

"You've been awake at night, it's different from before." Zhang Yao yawned halfway, and then held back the other half gracefully, "You used to be sleepy after midnight."

Shen Zhifei just laughed and rubbed the tip of his nose embarrassedly: "Really..."

"But you have to rest with me." Zhang Yao pointed to her eyes, "I haven't closed my eyes for two days, and I'm a little tired now."

Zhang Yao habitually described certain feelings lightly. For example, if Shen Zhifei had not slept for two days, she would not even have the strength to howl. The kind who scold someone.

In fact, Zhang Yao has just finished her busy work, so she should take a good rest.But because of worrying about Shen Zhifei, Shengsheng sacrificed another night's sleep. At this moment, it was as if sand had been poured under her eyelids, making her eyes sore.

Shen Zhifei's distress immediately rushed up, she grabbed Zhang Yao's quilt and pulled it up, "Go to sleep, good night."

Zhang Yao was really exhausted, and her breathing took a few minutes.Shen Zhifei stared at her sleeping face, sleepiness also subconsciously invaded, and went to visit Duke Zhou.

Shen Zhifei was going back to the hospital the next day, and Zhang Yao sent her there. When she arrived at the hospital, Shen Zhiming was already in the ward, Xu Shulan was still asleep, and her complexion was much better than last night.

Zhang Yao just stood at the door of the ward. Shen Zhifei looked at her mother, then went out and walked up to Zhang Yao: "When she gets better, I'll take you to see her, okay?"

It is obviously unrealistic for Xu Shulan to accept the two of them right now. Let the mother with a head injury wake up and see her girlfriend?Shen Zhifei was either short of heart or short of brain.

But Shen Zhifei just wanted to give Zhang Yao all he could, but she felt wronged that she had to wait.

Of course Zhang Yao knew the seriousness, and gave her a reassuring look: "Don't think so much, take good care of Auntie."

She was really not in a hurry, and she had already let go of what should be relieved.

After seeing off Zhang Yao, Shen Zhifei went back to the ward and explained in a low voice how her mother was injured. Shen Zhiming looked at the bottle with a grim expression.

"Mom is in a bad mood, is there something wrong?" He hadn't seen his mother for many years, but he didn't expect that he would be in the ward when he saw her.

Shen Zhifei reassured: "No, she just neglected to notice the car."

"hope so."

Shen Zhiming didn't want to think too badly, but it's not like he hasn't encountered the same thing before.

A few years ago, he watched his sister climb over the railing and stared at the surging river in a daze.

At that time, he felt that the blood in his whole body was frozen.

The author has something to say:

Teddy Bear: So love goes away, right?

Shen Zhifei: Never loved.