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Zhang Yao was dragged out of her dream. Surrounded by sleepiness, she instinctively frowned to express her displeasure, but only for a moment, then stretched her brows, gently pinched the fabric on Shen Zhifei's shoulder with her fingertips, and unconsciously responded to her shallow kiss.

The air becomes thinner.

Shen Zhifei stroked her pink eye corners with his thumbs, and drew back his chin to end the kiss.But she didn't leave, she pressed against Zhang Yao's forehead, only leaving some space for each other to breathe.

Zhang Yao still didn't open her eyes, only her breathing was a little faster than before.

Seeing that she was about to continue to fall asleep, Shen Zhifei raised his hand and tapped her right cheek, stopped her head that was about to slide to the side, and instead stuck her chin, shaking slightly: "I can't sleep anymore, I have to eat."

"Hmm..." Zhang Yao grabbed her hand and nodded, her movements were light and light, like a kitten rubbing against her palm.

Shen Zhifei's fingers trembled, he put down his hand and pulled him up, and said seriously: "Get up, Yaoyao."

If you don't get up again, you may not be able to get up.

Shen Zhifei suppressed the thoughts welling up in his head, and his already pursed lips tightened even more.

Zhang Yao finally opened her eyes. Shen Zhifei was so distressed by the redness in her eyes, she scolded her boss in her heart for not being human. Later, thinking about her, she seemed to be the boss. Party A.

Knowing that Zhang Yao would stay up late at night, the meal was very light, just some porridge and side dishes.

During the dinner, Zhang Yao looked at Shen Zhifei, who had a low appetite, put down her chopsticks and asked in concern, "Have you lost weight recently?"

She is not considered short, and some time ago she could still see a little flesh on her cheeks, but it has completely disappeared in the past two days, and the normal-sized shirt on her body is almost oversized by her.

"Is there?" Shen Zhifei took a sip of porridge, raised his hand to touch his face, and smiled nonchalantly, "It's okay, look thinner."

"You're not fat at all." Zhang Yao didn't let her slap her in the face, "Is it because Auntie's condition is not good?"

Shen Zhifei patted the back of her hand and comforted her, "It's okay, I'm just too nervous."

She wrinkled her nose again, and still smiled: "I'm thinking about someone. If we don't see each other in one day, it's like three autumns. If we don't see each other in three days, it means we haven't seen each other for ten years. Can I Aren't you skinny?"

Zhang Yao: "..." For a while, I couldn't find anything to refute her.

"Look how thin the child is." Shen Zhifei pinched his cheek pretending to be distressed, "The flesh is gone."

Zhang Yao was amused by her, her eyebrows and eyes curved, "You are the only one who is poor."

Shen Zhifei smirked and brought food to Zhang Yao.

After dinner, Shen Zhifei sent her back to the company downstairs, the two stopped at the door, exchanged a not-so-ambiguous kiss, and then Zhang Yao urged her to go home.

Zhang Yao said: "Hurry up and pick up auntie home, it's getting late."

It's past 09:30, it's really late for Xu Shulan and the others.

Shen Zhifei curled his lips, "Aren't you reluctant to part with me?"

This grievance came suddenly and cutely.

Zhang Yao helplessly raised the corner of her lips, and lightly pecked at the tip of her nose: "My house is only 10 minutes' drive from yours, so I went to find you if I couldn't bear it."

"Okay." Shen Zhifei put his arms around her waist and said after a second thought: "But I don't want you to be wronged."

Her mother just accepted the sad news of her husband's death, so she can only bring Zhang Yao home as a friend, maybe her mother will ask Zhang Yao to find someone for her, this is too wronged her family Yaoyao.

No, not right.

"Okay, okay." Zhang Yao pinched Shen Zhifei's earlobe. Her earlobe was not big, but very soft. When pinched, it looked like a small balloon filled with water.

It was getting late, and only casual passers-by would cast curious glances at these two outstanding women, but that was all, and they continued to walk away with a hasty glance.

Shen Zhifei watched Zhang Yao enter the door, and before reaching the place where Xu Shulan had dinner, the phone rang.

Parking is prohibited on this section of the road. For safety reasons, Shen Zhifei did not answer the phone, but slightly increased the speed of the car, planning to drive out of this section of the road before dialing back.

It's just that I didn't expect that it would ring again after it automatically hung up, as if there was something urgent that couldn't be delayed.

Shen Zhifei turned the steering wheel, feeling a little uneasy, and finally saw the temporary parking space at this moment, she immediately turned to stop the car.

The caller ID was Aunt Zhang, an old friend of her mother.

Shen Zhifei stepped aside, stepped on the brakes and answered the phone, "Hello, Aunt Zhang."

Aunt Zhang cut her off without waiting for her next question, her voice was full of anxiety, "Xiao Fei, where are you? Your mother had an accident, and I'm in the hospital right now. Come quickly, that driver." Now……"

Shen Zhifei was out of his mind, and suddenly he couldn't hear the chatter on the phone, only the headache-inducing roar.

what did she say?

"Xiao Fei? Xiao Fei, did you hear that?"

I don't know how long it took before Shen Zhifei regained her voice, and she murmured hoarsely, "Which hospital...?"

"City Hospital."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Zhifei started the car in a daze, and drove towards the city hospital mechanically.

She seemed to have lost some of her senses for a while, her brain and heart were all empty, as if everything had been absorbed by a bottomless hole, without any buffer.

When the green light came on, Shen Zhifei didn't step on the gas pedal, but the car behind her suddenly honked, shaking her detached mind back to her body.

For nearly ten years, she seems to have gotten used to supporting everything by herself, and she has indeed survived well. She originally thought that she was strong enough, but she only learned tonight that He was still fragile.

Shen Zhifei felt that her internal organs were twisted together, the severe pain was accompanied by discomfort, and the feeling of discomfort made her want to vomit, she saw her reflection on the windshield, her face was as pale as a ghost.

She had just regained her mother, was she about to lose it again?

Or is it that she hasn't done well enough in the past ten years?What did she do wrong to make God want to take back all her hard-earned things?

But she has really worked hard and worked hard to live a good life.

She was pushed and pushed to grow up quickly, and with all her heart and blood, she raised her younger brother to be such a decent person, teaching him to be sensible and understand right and wrong.

Apart from leaving Zhang Yao without saying goodbye, who else has she been sorry for?

Why give her a blow in the head when she thought she could finally regain happiness.Shen Zhifei curled his lips mockingly.

Fate has been fooling her for a day or two, she should get used to it.

People are always like this. Once or twice, they will complain about the unfairness of fate, and they can fight against it with some youthful spirit, but after too many times, people become numb. At the very least, there doesn't seem to be much else that can be done.

The hospital at night, except for the emergency department, fell asleep early.There was no one in the corridor, only a few family members of the patients who were dozing in chairs, and the ward round doctor who accidentally opened the door.

Shen Zhifei stumbled and rushed to the emergency room with the only strength he had. Above the closed door, the emergency light was still on.

Stretching out her hand from her sleeve to support the wall, Shen Zhifei felt that her hand was being pulled by someone in the dizzying field of vision. The force was almost rough, and she had no choice but to take two steps forward.

"Xiao Fei! You're here!" Aunt Zhang opened and closed her mouth, and Shen Zhifei barely digested her words into her mind after listening and watching.

Seeing that her complexion was not good, Aunt Zhang showed a little distress, "Your mother didn't know what happened when she came out. She crossed the road without seeing the traffic lights. The street lights were broken and haven't been repaired yet, and the driver didn't see She, just touched her."

Shen Zhifei listened, swallowed with difficulty, withdrew her cold hand, clenched it into a fist, and said, "Is... serious?"

"It was so chaotic at the time, I knocked my head on the side of the road, and I had to see what the doctor said." Aunt Zhang patted her on the shoulder, trying to comfort the child in front of her who seemed to collapse at any moment.

When she was sent to the hospital, she was still unconscious, half of her face was covered with blood from a wound on her forehead, and she didn't know whether Xu Shulan was seriously injured or not.

She knew that Shen Zhifei was not an easy child.After Xu Shulan had an accident, Shen Huaiyi fell ill again, gradually the two families lost contact.Later, she only heard that her husband had passed away, and that the two children seemed to have moved away or something, but she never saw Shen Zhifei and Shen Zhiming again.

One can imagine the hardships of such a little girl who was cared for and brought up with her younger brother alone.

Shen Zhifei didn't breathe a sigh of relief, the boulder still hung in her heart, which could smash her world into a mess at any time.

The phone rang, which was very obvious in the quiet corridor.Shen Zhi unconditionally pressed the voice button, and then went to see who it was.

Zhang Yao.

Shen Zhifei's eyes suddenly turned red, and the panic and uneasiness she had endured all the way seemed to pop out of her brain, prompting her to flinch again.

If everything had to happen again, if she really wanted to take back all her happiness, Zhang Yao couldn't get involved, absolutely not.

But Zhang Yao also said that there will be no next time, if she is pushed away again this time, it will be tantamount to losing her forever.

There will be no more sun in her clear skies, no more stars in her nights.

Shen Zhifei gritted his teeth, and tasted the faint smell of rust not long after.

She couldn't even feel these physical pains, she only naively wanted to use this to offset some uncontrollable sadness.

"I'm handing in the manuscript tomorrow, do you want to go to your sister Anshu for a drink?" Zhang Yao hung up the earphones and revised the drawing stroke by stroke in front of the computer.

If the video is playing now, Zhang Yao will find out how much Shen Zhifei looks like when she drifted away from her that year.

There is a bit of reluctance in the decision.

There was water in Shen Zhifei's eyes, but her voice was rarely stable. She said to the phone in a warm voice, "I have something to do tomorrow and I want to accompany my mother. Wait until I have time to accompany you. You can take a good rest tomorrow."

Zhang Yao paused quietly for a few seconds, then said softly, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

The sentence "I'll wait for you" almost made Shen Zhifei lose her power. She raised her hand to cover her mouth to stop the fragile breath that was about to blurt out.

Her Yaoyao has been waiting for so long, how could she have the heart to throw her away again?

Shen Zhifei finally couldn't hold on anymore, and the moment she hung up the phone, tears flowed out violently, but she was still able to let out a low sob and tremble all over because this was a hospital.

Maybe, can she be weak for once?

This time, can she hold the hand of her lover and find some courage to go on?