self-deprecating

The holidays of the third year of high school are so short that people are in a trance, and the time passes in the blink of an eye. Two days after the start of school, there is a [-]-day swearing-in meeting.

Han Zizhou was the student representative at the [-]-day swearing-in meeting. After all, the first grader won the admission qualification for the physics competition.

In early March, it was a chilly spring day. Gu Ze looked at Han Zizhou on the rostrum. For the school's publicity photo, Han Zizhou only wore a thin school uniform jacket and fleece shirt.

His hands were a little red from the cold.

What Han Zizhou said, Gu Ze didn't hear clearly, he just watched the cold wind blowing through his hair in early spring, making the hair on his forehead a little messy.

The sound passed through every corner of the playground along the stereo, and there was a slight echo.

Gu Ze heard Han Zizhou's cold and hoarse voice, but the manuscript was well written.It is very provocative and stimulates the students' enthusiasm for learning.

Amid thunderous applause, Han Zizhou bowed and stepped down from the rostrum.Going around from the side of the team, Han Zizhou returned to the team of the class.

Gu Ze handed him the thick coat, "Put it on quickly, it's cold, don't let you catch a cold."

Han Zizhou put on his coat, and Gu Ze handed him the water glass in his arms, "Hold your warm hands."

Han Zizhou accepted it with a smile.

"it is good."

Student representatives, teacher representatives, principals, and various contestants took turns to compete. The students stood on the playground and felt the cold wind blowing.

Half the morning was spent on the playground.

At first, everyone stood on the playground and took out pocket books to recite words or knowledge points, but after a long time, their hands became very stiff from the cold, and the wind seemed to blow away the skin, and they held the books awkwardly with their hands tucked into their sleeves with determination. , Those who couldn't bear the cold wind simply put away the book and put their hands in their pockets.

Gu Ze tucked his hands into his sleeves, holding up an English pocket book, reciting words.

"Have you read this page yet?"

Han Zizhou nodded, "It's over."

Gu Ze held up the book and placed it in front of the two of them.Because they wanted to read the same vocabulary book, the two of them were very close, shoulders touching shoulders.

Just love this little gesture.

Among people, intimacy and intimacy.

Others seem to be just two people reciting words close to each other, but in the relationship between the two of them, even a small movement makes people feel nervous and excited.

It's like eating under the teacher's nose is always extra delicious.

The school leaders of No. [-] Middle School wanted to let the students have a wonderful, impressive and meaningful [-]-day swearing-in meeting.

On the second day after the speech, we organized a hiking trip for everyone.

Walk along the river for a total distance of 20 kilometers.

It is far away, and because it is early spring, the trees are still yellow with winter, and there is no good scenery.

The students of No. [-] Middle School were puzzled, what kind of operation is the school doing this year?

But yes, impressive.

I got up early and took the bus to the small square by the river. When I got off the bus, I was blown stupid by the cold wind.

The head teacher of each class leads the team.

□□Standing in front, the squad leader is counting the number of people.

"Students, after a while, everyone will follow behind the students in class five in a row. Don't fall behind, don't come out of the team, and tell me if you have any situation."

□□Wearing sportswear and sneakers, he stood in the line and said with a smile.

"understood--"

"Well, okay, now everyone follow the team in front." □□ waved his hand, pointing to the team in front.

The two followed the team one by one, and Tang Yuan walked in the front of the team holding the class flag of class six.

Gu Ze and Han Zizhou fell behind.

The willows along the river are slightly green with small hairs.

The sun in the morning is not too hot, but a bit chilly.

At the beginning, everyone's mood was quite high, after all, it was a long-lost release from the severe senior year.

When I left the campus, it was as if I had stepped out of that huge cage. Even the air was fresh, and my mood became better.

Everyone carried a small bag, a bottle of water, or some snacks, talking and laughing all the way, and the time passed very quickly.

Several classes sang songs spontaneously. At first, only a few acquaintances sang for joy, but later the whole class started singing.

The students in class six were also very excited when they heard the singing of other classes.

The art committee smiled and waved, "Everyone!! Let's sing in our class too!!"

The sun climbed above the treetops, not as hot as summer, but the morning air-conditioning was reduced, making it warm and comfortable.

"Okay! What are you singing?!" Everyone echoed her.

"How about the campus radio playlist chorus?" The literary and art committee member smiled.

The campus radio of No. [-] Middle School plays songs every day during lunch and afternoon meals, youthful campus inspirational songs.

"I believe"

"trust yourself"

"snails"

"Youth Commemorative"

……

These are standing pieces.

"Yes, yes!!" It doesn't matter what you sing, just who you sing with.

As long as I sing with my classmates in class six, that's enough.

"Then I'll give you a head start!" The literary and art committee member said with a smile, "I want to fly to the sky, shoulder to shoulder with the sun, get ready and sing!"

"I want to fly to the sky, side by side with the sun, the world is waiting for me to change..."

Everyone laughed and sang.

The rhythm is not particularly accurate, and the lyrics are not well remembered, but everyone sang very happily.

Whenever everyone sings in disorder, the students who can sing in the class will raise their voices and bring everyone together again.

Gu Ze and Han Zizhou followed the large army, hummed a few words, and chatted casually with everyone, relaxed and happy.

The first half of the journey was very easy, and everyone still had the energy to talk, laugh and sing.

After walking for two hours, everyone really lost their energy and didn't want to sing anymore, and most of their words were complaining: "Why can't we walk?"

Gu Ze looked at everyone's slowing speed and asked Han Zizhou, "Are you tired?"

"Not tired, my physical strength is very good."

"..."

As long as he knew that he was not tired, Gu Ze automatically ignored Han Zizhou's smile that seemed to have a deep meaning.

Han Zizhou: "Drink water?"

"No, I feel fine now." Gu Ze shook his head.

"Ah."

After walking forward for a while, I finally told everyone to stop and rest where they were.

The students who were tired from walking hurriedly sat down on the lawn beside the road.

The lawn is yellow and green, interlaced with dead grass and new grass.

□□ also sat next to everyone.

"Ah, how much road do we still have to go?! Why can't we go?"

□□ smiled and pointed to the one in front, "It's not far, just a little way, the last little bit, everyone hold on."

"Where? So far away." Several girls complained to him.

"It's really not far away, there are only the last five kilometers left."

□□Opened the thermos cup and drank two sips of water, then continued: "This is the same as your three years of high school. In three years, you have walked 20 kilometers. Now, there are 5 kilometers left, waiting for you to go. over.

Is it easy to walk at the beginning, but now it is more difficult to walk?

Of course, you in the first year of high school are very relaxed, but now, there are less than a hundred days left in the third year of high school, which happens to be the most difficult time.

On this road, each of you walks in a different way.

Some people are very excited at first, but then they become less and less motivated, and even want to give up.

Someone has been walking unhurriedly.

Some people start to be free and undisciplined, always do not follow the prescribed route, take a lot of detours and wrong paths, and when they find out, they have to work harder to catch up with others.

Someone may have chosen a shorter but more difficult path ahead of all of you.

But no matter what, you are standing here now, no matter how you walk the last five kilometers, it is waiting for you to finish.

Do you understand? "

Everyone listened to what he said, and nodded thoughtfully.

Someone in front announced the end of the break and was ready to go.

□□Stand up, pat the dust off your body, "Are you ready? Let's go!"

"Okay!" The students in Class [-] responded and stood up, ready to continue to set off.

Gu Ze stood by and pulled Han Zizhou's clothes.

"Brother Zhou, do I have to run to catch up for the last part of the journey?"

"Run? Do you still have the strength to run?" Han Zizhou froze for a moment, and immediately understood the deep meaning of Gu Ze's words.

"You can run hard, and I will run with you." Han Zizhou smiled.

Listening to Han Zizhou's words, Gu Ze raised his eyebrows, his eyes lit up, and he came out of the line and walked to the side of the boss.

"□□!"

"Well, Gu Ze, what's the matter?"

"I want to run to the finish line."

"What?" □□ was obviously a little confused.

"I said I'm going to run away!!!" Gu Ze rushed out with a smile after speaking.

"Eh?! Gu Ze!!" In a daze, Gu Ze rushed out.

"□□, I'm sorry, I ran away too." Han Zizhou looked at Gu Ze's figure, walked to the side of □□, and said a word.

After speaking, he also ran out.

Seeing the two rushed out, everyone was still wondering, what happened?

□□I can only smile helplessly, "Forget it, just run if you want to run, and find me if the grade director wants me."

The students in the first few classes only saw two people running over, but before they realized what happened, they only saw their backs.

The wind blew past my ears, poured into my clothes, and the sunshine on my hair was jumping.

The breathing became heavier and the rhythm was disordered, but the two were still running forward, surpassing the first group, leaving the large troops far behind.

The grade director yelled from behind and saw the two unruly people, and shouted at them excitedly: "Han Zizhou!! Gu Ze!! You two stop for me!!! What are you doing!!!"

The two smiled and put the grade director's shouts behind them.

run ahead.

whenever.

No matter who told him to stop.

All run forward.

The sun is just right, youth is just right, time is just right.

"Ah—" Gu Ze put his hands around his mouth and shouted loudly towards the river.

Han Zizhou looked at him and smiled.

Bright smile.

After running to the finish line, Gu Ze stopped and called him: "Brother Zhou!"

"Gu Ze." Han Zizhou answered him.

"I'm going to chase you and stay with you all the time."

"Then I will definitely hold your hand."

Youth and love are never old.

(Finish)

The author has something to say: It's finally over!

In fact, there was only one picture at the beginning, and then I wrote this story.

I especially like the 17-year-old, it is really, really beautiful.

Thank you all for watching to the end.

I applied for a contract several times without success, and sometimes I couldn’t write anymore... But the next day I saw a few more hits and two favorites, and I was fine again! ! !

Generate electricity for love! ! !Ha ha ha ha!I was super invincible and happy when I wrote it myself! !

Although there are many exams, the next book is still writing ing.

The author of this chapter has something to say, thank you for the last time!

☆, extra

It gets dark early in winter, and the black edge is already wiped out after five o'clock in the afternoon. Today is a cloudy day, and it gets dark earlier.The cold winter in the north is secondary, the most important thing is that the wind is strong, and the wind blows together, and I don't know from which direction it blows, making people messy in the wind.

Gu Ze touched his cropped hair, this hairstyle is pretty good, don't worry about the wind blowing it up, it's just too cold.No matter what the image is, Gu Ze put the hood of the down jacket on his head, and a large fluffy collar wrapped around his face, giving him the feeling of a big cat.

The doorman probably had bad eyesight due to the dark sky, so Gu Ze used his campus card to sneak into the campus of P University.

After the college entrance examination ended, Han Zizhou entered the Department of Physics of P University smoothly, but Gu Ze forcefully forced himself to enter the L University next door to P University.Although it is not a well-known national university like P University, it is still a good school. The most important thing is that the two schools are separated by a road, so close!

The two had already known each other's class schedule at the beginning of school. Gu Ze took out his phone from the class schedule and took a look. He had no class this afternoon, but Han Zizhou's class was full.He spent the whole afternoon in the library, and finally finished the group homework, so he came to find Han Zizhou for the holiday.

Although the country vigorously promotes traditional culture, the atmosphere of this kind of foreign festival has faded a lot, but the festival is not important, the important thing is who to spend it with.

Gu Ze walked into the teaching building familiarly. Han Zizhou's class is a public elective class, there are many people, and he is in the lecture hall.The course content is not difficult, but it takes a long time. After three classes in a row, it is 06:30 when the get out of class ends.

Gu Ze bent down, slipped in through the back door quietly, picked an empty seat in the back row and sat obediently.

He didn't tell Han Zizhou when he came, and planned to surprise his boyfriend.Now sitting in the last row slowly searching for Han Zizhou's figure.

Han Zizhou was sitting at the back of the middle of the classroom, four or five rows away from him. He saw two thick professional books spread out in front of Han Zizhou, and laughed secretly.

Looking at the time, there was still more than half an hour before get out of class was over. Gu Ze sat in the back and was bored. After thinking for a while, he took out a black gel pen from his bag and tore off a piece of paper from his draft book, "Shua Shua Shua " wrote a line.

He raised his hand and poked the girl in the front row who was so bored that she went shopping on Taobao, "Student, I'm sorry, can you pass it to the boy in the black turtleneck in front for me." After speaking, he pointed in the direction of Han Zizhou, and then pointed The girl smiled.

The girl saw a handsome guy smiling at her, nodded quickly, and continued to pass on the message.

After going through untold hardships, the small note that crossed the mountains was finally delivered to Han Zizhou's hands.Gu Ze looked at Han Zizhou suspiciously at the small note handed to him, paused for two seconds before taking it, and cast a suspicious glance behind him.

Gu Ze immediately turned into a quail and buried his head, hiding behind his classmates.

Watching Han Zizhou turn around and take apart the note, Gu Ze couldn't help but hook his lips.

Han Zizhou was wondering where the note came from, and the roommate sitting next to him raised his head curiously, "Hey, what year is this, and there are still people playing with the note in class, what is written on it?"

Han Zizhou opened the note suspiciously, read it for less than a second, closed the note, and said to his roommate, "It's nothing."

"What did you write? Don't let me read it. Which little note was handed to you by the girl who has a crush on you?"

Han Zizhou shook his head, "No."

It's not secret love, it's open love.It's not a girl, it's a man.

Gu Ze saw Han Zizhou take the note away and read it, but there was no other reaction. He couldn't see Han Zizhou's expression clearly even after four or five rows of people, so he probably didn't react at all.

Gu Ze thought for a while, but couldn't help it anymore, and "swish, swish, swish" wrote a small note and handed it to Han Zizhou after going through all kinds of hardships.

This time Han Zizhou didn't look back any further, just took a look at the small note, and sat there very calmly, as if he was listening to the class seriously.

Gu Ze looked at it, and felt that Han Zizhou must not have known that he had passed the two small notes, so he was very happy, thinking that he would give Han Zizhou a surprise when he said it later.

Looking at the time, get out of class was about to end in ten minutes, so Gu Ze put on a show and took out his phone to send a message to Han Zizhou.

"I just sneaked in from the gate of your school, and I will arrive in 5 minutes. I will wait for you at the gate of the classroom."

Han Zizhou's phone on the table turned on, and a WeChat message popped up.

Pursing his lips, suppressing the smile on the corner of his mouth, Han Zizhou swiped open his phone and typed: "I'm going to finish class soon, please wait for me for a while."

"It's okay." Gu Ze quickly replied.

Watching the time go by slowly, Gu Ze quickly packed up his pens and drafts, slipped out of the classroom with oil on his feet as soon as the bell rang, and stood in the corridor outside the classroom to pack his schoolbag, as if he had just arrived .

After 2 minutes, I saw Han Zizhou coming out of the classroom with his bag on his back.

"Did you just arrive?"

Gu Ze nodded, "It's very windy outside today, zip up your clothes."

"Hmm." Han Zizhou raised his eyebrows slightly, and slowly pulled the zipper to the top.

"What's for dinner?" Gu Ze quickly changed the subject.

Han Zizhou smiled, "It's a holiday today, and the weather is so cold, I'll take you to the hot pot restaurant I mentioned last time."

"Okay." Gu Ze nodded, and walked downstairs side by side with Han Zizhou.

The wind started to blow again when leaving the teaching building, Gu Ze couldn't help shrinking his neck, Han Zizhou directly reached out and put the hood of Gu Ze's down jacket on his head.

"It's windy, put on your hat." Han Zizhou said, then looked at Gu Ze again.

The decorative fur on the outside of the hat was exceptionally fluffy. Gu Ze was wearing the hat and looked at him with big eyes, a bit like... a cat.

It's still the kind of cat that can deceive people with wide-eyed eyes.

There are many people in the hot pot restaurant, and the two waited in line for a long time before they finally got their mouths.

The red oil was paired with the sauce, and the "gudu gudu" pot was steaming. Gu Ze and Han Zizhou were casually talking about the class.

"Did you do anything interesting in class?" Gu Ze asked casually with a vegetable in his hands.

Han Zizhou looked into Gu Ze's bright eyes, and thought about it, but he didn't want to go along with him.

"nothing……"

Before he could finish speaking, Gu Ze coughed so hard that his face turned red.

Han Zizhou quickly handed over the water at hand, "Be careful, why are you choking?"

Gu Ze shook his head while tilting his head and coughing, "It's okay, it's okay..."

When Gu Ze came over slowly, "There is a piece of chili pepper in the green vegetable, I choked on it without noticing."

Han Zizhou refilled the water glass, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Gu Ze shook his head, "It's fine."

Being interrupted, Gu Ze didn't remember what he was going to say for a while, and the two changed the subject and continued chatting.

After eating slowly, Han Zizhou took two mints when he left the hot pot restaurant, stuffed one into his mouth, and fed the other to Gu Ze.

Gu Ze walked out while biting a mint candy.

The weather was bad, unexpectedly it was snowing.Gu Ze stood at the door, looking at the snowflakes that were falling profusely, and reached out to catch them.

After falling for about a while, a thin layer of white snow has accumulated on the ground, leaving a shallow footprint with one foot.

"It's snowing." Han Zizhou said, and put Gu Ze's hat on his head.

"Yes." Gu Ze responded, "Let's go."

Probably because of the occasional heavy snowfall, the festive atmosphere was much stronger.The light reflects the scattered crystals, like tiny stars falling all over the chest.

The two of them didn't speak, and walked slowly along the main road to the school.

After Gu Ze put on his hat, he was wrapped in a large down jacket.Han Zizhou looked at it for a long time, then touched Gu Ze's down jacket pocket and stuffed his hand in it.

Gu Ze was taken aback, "Why?"

"Hands are cold, warm me up." Han Zizhou said very frankly.

Gu Ze held the not-so-slender but skinny hand in his pocket, smiled, "I believe your nonsense."

Obviously carrying the warmth that has not yet dissipated, but he still said that his hands were cold.

Having said that, Gu Ze didn't let go, the two of them clenched their hands tightly in the pockets of the warm down jackets.

The two walked to the school, and walked around to the "little forest" that every school must have.The street lights were bright and dim, and the snow fell between the trees, reflecting the dim light.

Gu Ze thought for a long time before he remembered what he forgot today. He hasn't told Han Zizhou the surprise he gave Han Zizhou!

Gu Ze tilted his head, "Brother Zhou, let me tell you a secret."

Han Zizhou smiled, "Since it's a secret, do you want to share it with me?"

Gu Ze's mind turned around, "Then you guess?"

Han Zizhou approached Gu Ze and pressed against Gu Ze's forehead, "Then I guessed it?"

I don't know if it's because the hat of the down jacket is too stuffy, or what's the matter, Gu Ze felt that he was a little out of breath, so he gave a vague "hmm".

"There is a little liar who sneaked into my class and passed a note to me."

Gu Ze was a little surprised, "How do you know?! You know and don't tell me?!"

Han Zizhou lowered his head slightly, and smiled. The deep laughter seemed to spread from his chest to Gu Ze's tympanic membrane.

"I recognized your words at a glance, not to mention that I wanted to see what you were doing."

"..." Gu Ze was a little speechless, "It's boring..."

"It's actually quite interesting." The foreheads of the two touched each other, and a fluffy circle brushed Han Zizhou's cheeks, a little itchy.

"What did you write?"

"Didn't you see it all?" Gu Ze said in a helpless tone, "I wanted to joke with you, but I didn't expect to lose my horse."

"I didn't see clearly." Han Zizhou said with a smile.

"You can tease me...you are not nearsighted, can you see clearly?"

Han Zizhou grabbed Gu Ze's fluffy down jacket hat and kissed him, "Say it. What did you write?"

"Han Zizhou! Don't kiss me! She smells like hot pot..."

"That's not what was written in your note. How did you say it was written in your note?" Han Zizhou said in a threatening tone, "Don't say it? Really don't say it?"

Gu Ze took a step back and opened the distance, "If you don't say it, you don't say it!"

Those words really made him say, he really couldn't say it...

Han Zizhou took a step forward, stretched out his hand to encircle Gu Ze, put his arms around Gu Ze's waist, "Say it, take it as a Christmas present for me..."

Gu Ze moved, trying to break free from Han Zizhou.But Han Zizhou buried his head on his shoulder and rubbed against him.

The sound of hair rubbing against the down jacket passed directly into his ears along the clothes, Gu Ze simply closed his eyes and gritted his teeth.

"Just say it!"

Han Zizhou hugged him, raised his head and looked at him half-tilted, as if I was ready.

"Han Zizhou...learn...grow...Christmas...Merry..."

Han Zizhou pursed his lips but couldn't hold back the corners of his mouth, "There is one more sentence..."

"I... like... well... you."

Han Zizhou won't act obediently even if he gets the advantage, so he circles around Gu Ze, "Did you miss one thing?"

Gu Ze rolled his eyes at him, and said firmly, "No!"

Han Zizhou smiled, "It's okay, if you don't tell me, I'll make it up for you. I like you so much."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Ze turned against the guest and kissed Han Zizhou's face.

It's not hot pot flavor, it's mint flavor.

The author has something to say: the corners of his mouth are raised throughout the writing.

They are all my own sons

Just want to make them sweet.

thank you all.