self-deprecating

The second day of the first lunar month, Valentine's Day.

When Gu Ze received Han Zizhou's WeChat message, he was playing mahjong with the three elders at home.

Han Zizhou: What are you doing?

Gu Ze: Playing mahjong, I lost a bit miserably.

Han Zizhou: [laughs]

After losing another game, Gu Ze's grandparents waved their hands, "It's time to rest."

Gu Ze put away the mahjong, maybe he will take it out again tomorrow.

Gu Ze: It's finally over, they all went to take a nap.

Han Zizhou: Can you lend me the rest of today's time?

Gu Ze was a little surprised: You came back from your hometown?

Han Zizhou: Well, I want to spend the holiday with my boyfriend.

The corner of Gu Ze's mouth twitched, very happy.

Gu Ze: Then wait for me.

Han Zizhou: Come out of your community, turn left and go straight, there is a flower shop that left something for you.

Gu Ze was a little surprised, Han Zizhou wants to send him flowers?It can't be a rose, can it?Would it be a little embarrassing?

Even though he thought so, Gu Ze hurried out the door.

According to the route Han Zizhou said, Gu Ze found the flower shop smoothly.

The young lady in the flower shop was very enthusiastic, "Are you here to buy flowers for your girlfriend?"

Gu Ze rubbed his nose in embarrassment, "No, I'm here to pick up something."

"Did you call to make a reservation, right? Tell me your name."

"Gu Ze."

The young lady searched on the computer, and finally smiled and took out a bunch of sunflowers from behind the counter.

"Here are your flowers."

Not roses, but sunflowers.

Surrounded by golden bouquets, it complements the dark green wrapping paper.

There is a card on it.

Gu Ze opened it.

"I want to be your eternal sun, only to warm you."

The signature is: Zhou

Gu Ze stood by the side of the road holding a large bunch of sunflowers, and took out his mobile phone to send a message to Han Zizhou.

Gu Ze: My little sun, where are you going now?

Han Zizhou saw Gu Ze's news, he should have received the bouquet.

Han Zizhou: I'll wait for you here.

Gu Ze clicked on the location posted by Han Zizhou, which is a very famous restaurant.

The famous reason is that couples must go.

Gu Ze smiled and took a taxi with a bunch of sunflowers in his arms.

The driver master looked at him happily.

Today's young people really love to play romance, and they don't miss anyone when they send flowers and eat.

When he was about to arrive at the destination, the driver casually talked to Gu Ze, "The young man is going to meet his girlfriend, and he gave her flowers, which is pretty good, but you should send roses, isn't today Valentine's Day? "

Gu Ze paid the taxi fare with a smile, "It's not a girlfriend, it's a boyfriend."

Not paying attention to the shocked and excited expression of the driver, Gu Ze got out of the car, closed the door, and walked towards the restaurant with Sunflower in his arms.

Gu Ze hooked the corner of his mouth.

Suddenly want to say, suddenly want to share, suddenly want to show off.

Just want to tell the world.

When Gu Ze entered the restaurant, he saw Han Zizhou immediately.

Near the window, semi-open position, very good privacy.But Gu Ze saw it at a glance, as if he had a telepathy, and then his eyes met.

The waiters in the restaurant serve them with a decent smile.

Gu Ze and Han Zizhou sat face to face, but said very little.

A large bunch of sunflowers was placed beside Gu Ze.

Gu Ze plucked the sunflower petals boredly.

"How do you send me sunflowers? Don't you all send roses?"

"I don't want to send roses, it's not unique enough." Han Zizhou smiled.

Gu Ze turned to look at him, what's the reason?

"Just kidding," Han Zizhou propped his chin, "because Sunflower is like you, bright, enthusiastic, optimistic, and upward, and has always attracted me."

Gu Ze felt a little embarrassed listening to Han Zizhou's words, his ears were stained pink.

The waiter in the restaurant just came to deliver the food, which eased Gu Ze's embarrassment.

The lighting is soft and ambiguous, decorated with swaying wax fires, and gentle English love songs are sung softly.

The table next door is a heterosexual couple, and the boy can only be seen helping the girl with this and that, pouring drinks, handing tissues...

Although a waiter looked curiously occasionally, the two of them sat there without feeling awkward or uncomfortable.

In fact, they are very used to it. Sitting down and eating face to face is their daily way of getting along.

Every meal at school is like this.

Whether in a crowded and noisy canteen, or in a restaurant with an elegant environment, they take it with equanimity.

There may have been a lot of curious glances, but they were just them.

When he came out of the restaurant, Gu Ze followed behind with Sunflower in his arms, but because the waiter was pushing the dining car to prepare the food, the road was a bit crowded and narrow, Gu Ze was holding the flowers, he didn't know whether he should pass or not.

The waiter quickly moved the dining car aside, leaving a certain distance.Han Zizhou walked in front, grabbed Gu Ze's wrist naturally, and led him out.

Did not let go.

"Brother Zhou?" Gu Ze moved his wrist, as if to remind Han Zizhou.

"En." Han Zizhou responded, taking advantage of the situation from a wrist-holding posture to a ten-fingered posture, and then put it into his coat pocket.

"Holding hands?" Gu Ze smiled helplessly.

"Can you?" Han Zizhou asked him, but he didn't intend to let go of him at all, and the four characters "I want to hold hands" flashed in his eyes.

Gu Ze nodded helplessly, "Let's go another way, there are too many people here."

"it is good."

The two turned a corner and walked into a park.

nobody.

The dead leaves all over the ground looked a little bleak.

Han Zizhou seemed to be very fond of the sound of stepping on fallen leaves, and he dragged Gu Ze around on the winding path.

No purpose, just two people walking together.

"Brother Zhou."

"Ok?"

Han Zizhou turned to look at him, but Gu Ze suddenly kissed him.

The bouquet on her chest was squeezed out of shape, and the dark green wrapping paper rang a few times.

very quiet.

Only the sound of wind and breathing.

The hands clasped tightly in the pockets were tightly held, and Han Zizhou stretched out his arms to wrap around Gu Ze's waist.

Then came a more passionate and urgent kiss.

When the wind blows, the fallen leaves on the ground make a sound.

Han Zizhou let go of Gu Ze's lips, touching his forehead and the tip of his nose.

"Zeze."

The hoarse voice rubbed against Gu Ze's eardrums.

"Well, I'm here."

Breathing has not yet calmed down, and there is still white mist in the cold air.

"Brother Zhou."

"I'm an adult."

Gu Ze said softly.

Han Zizhou buried his head on Gu Ze's shoulder when he heard Gu Ze's words, his tone was suppressed.

"I want to take you home."

"Then take it home."

Han Zizhou opened his mouth and bit Gu Ze's ear, "Don't regret it."

Gu Ze felt the pain from his ears, "No."

Han Zizhou pulled Gu Ze out of the park, raised his hand and stopped a taxi, the destination was Jinshuiyuan.

Gu Ze didn't speak, and let Han Zizhou pull him forward.

With a "click", the door locked.

Gu Ze put the flowers on the porch at the door and changed into slippers.

"Brother Zhou?"

Gu Ze smiled.

Han Zizhou stood at the door in a daze, looked at him but didn't speak.

"What's wrong?" Han Zizhou asked.

"Bring me back, then what?"

Gu Ze asked bluntly, as if on purpose, but also as a joke.

"Go to my room, there is a bathroom." Han Zizhou coughed lightly, and led Gu Ze upstairs.

Standing at the door of Han Zizhou's room, Gu Ze was rather shy.Blushing, she leaned into Han Zizhou's ear and asked, "Is there anything?"

"..." Han Zizhou was silent for two seconds, "Yes."

Gu Ze looked up at him, "You... have?"

"I bought it before." Han Zizhou tilted his head slightly as if he didn't dare to admit that he had done something bad.

"Brother Zhou, have you already thought about attacking me, a minor?" Gu Ze whispered viciously in his ear.

"Well, it's been planned for a long time." Han Zizhou pinched the back of Gu Ze's neck, "Are you scared?"

"Scared! Brother Ze is never afraid!" After Gu Ze finished speaking, he entered Han Zizhou's room and closed the door with a bang.

Facing the closed door, Han Zizhou let out a muffled laugh.

Then turned and went to another bathroom.

It was only when the hot water hit his body that Gu Ze realized what he had done.

Han Zizhou is a hooligan...

The young man's lean and tough body can be vaguely seen on the foggy mirror. Gu Ze strokes his abdominal muscles, and will make Han Zizhou look good later...

After taking a long time to wash, Gu Ze picked up Han Zizhou's bath towel from the shelf and put it on his body.

Han Zizhou was already in the room, wearing home clothes, holding the remote control of the air conditioner and adjusting the temperature of the air conditioner.

"You've finished washing."

"En." Gu Ze responded.

Han Zizhou lowered his head and put the remote control of the air conditioner on the table, but when he raised his head, he bumped into Gu Ze's arms.

Gu Ze kissed him, and then pressed him hard on the bed.

A pair of peach blossom eyes looked at him seductively.

Bath towels are already messy.

Most of her fair chest and clear collarbone were exposed.

Han Zizhou moved his arms, Gu Ze pressed his two arms on the bed, unable to move, but his legs were not pressed.

Han Zizhou raised his legs, and then turned over with the strength of his waist, pushing Gu Ze down on the bed.

"Brother Zhou."

"Ok?"

"let me."

Han Zizhou didn't speak, just looked at him.

After a while, Han Zizhou gnawed on his chin.

"you sure?"

"Ah."

"No." After Han Zizhou finished speaking, he bit his neck again.

Han Zizhou's hair brushed against Gu Ze's chin, itching a bit.

Gu Ze couldn't help but laughed softly.

Han Zizhou didn't speak, just looked at him.

Gu Ze put his arms around Han Zizhou's neck, "Come on."

The cold wind blows outside the window, and the sound of the wind can still be heard.

It's a different kind of heat inside.

Jerky, to no avail, the two of them were sweating profusely.

In the end, the two of them lay on the bed, with Gu Ze nestled in Han Zizhou's arms, and Han Zizhou stroking Gu Ze's short stubble every now and then.

"Brother Zhou."

"Ah."

"I will not let you come next time."

Han Zizhou buried half of his face in the soft pillow, smiling happily.

"Next time."

"Brother Zhou, you have to be responsible."

"Well, I've always been in charge." Han Zizhou kissed Gu Ze's stubble, "I'll take you to take a shower."

"Get out, I'll go by myself." Gu Ze got off the bed, wrapped in a bath towel that fell on the floor, and his walking posture was not right.

Han Zizhou curled his mouth like a big cat that was full.

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.

This is the car to kindergarten.