On and off campus

A few days before the Spring Festival, Han Jingyi made an appointment with friends, even Tang Feichen was taken care of, but he avoided Tang Feize on purpose.

I remember that Tang Feize said before that he would take him to visit the house during the Spring Festival, but it seems unnecessary now, he had a conversation with Tang Feize's mother long ago, and now he and Tang Feize have drawn a clear line. It is difficult to have an intersection in a short period of time.

The New Year's Eve was spent at Li's house. The eldest brother and sister-in-law's family all came back from the United States after giving birth. He was a beautiful and juicy little prince with big and bright eyes.It's amazing to say that this little girl loves to cry all day long, but when Han Jingyi hugged her, she stopped crying, very peaceful, her watery eyes blinked innocently, her soft and bulging eyes Cheeks like a cute hamster.

This year, Uncle Li's business was going well, and in order to celebrate the birth of his grandson, the New Year's Eve dinner was extraordinarily sumptuous. The sister-in-law restrained herself a little and only drank milk, and the rest of the wine was drunk one after another. Everyone couldn't help being overjoyed Eyebrows, speaking are full of excitement.At this moment, the issue of the little prince's name was discussed with great interest. At the same time, he said that he would ask the master to calculate the horoscope of his birthday, and take it according to his fate; It has been decided a long time ago and listed several alternatives. You all listen to the staff and staff.

Han Jingyi stared at the wine glass but was a little dazed. The wine slid down his throat, as if it was on fire, and burned all the way to his heart.It's not a worry, but there seemed to be a few small bumps in his heart. He wanted to flatten them, but he couldn't help himself, and he was a little bit despised by himself.

"Jingyi, are you tired? After eating, go take a hot bath, the Spring Festival Gala will be broadcast for a while." Mother Han saw that he was absent-minded, and said.

Han Jingyi shook his head, smiled and took another sip of wine.

The whole family agreed tacitly and did not ask him about his relationship. The relationship between him and Tang Feize seemed to have never existed. The process was the same as in previous years. There was also a lively and lovely grandson. Everyone smiled more than in previous years. for the splendid.

Han Jingyi didn't have a big appetite, so he felt full after a few mouthfuls.He put down his chopsticks and waited for them, taking part in the discussion from time to time without being obtrusive, and finally got up to pack his clothes and take a shower.

Mother Han also got up and followed him into the bedroom.He froze for a moment, and stopped rummaging through his clothes, only to see her approaching him, his mother rubbed her shoulders, and muttered something in his mouth.

The clean and gentle eyes wrapped him delicately, and a gentleness flowed in her eyes. His limbs were a little stiff, and he was at a loss for his mother's sudden movement.

"Mom?" He laughed dryly, "What's wrong?"

"We haven't had a good chat for a long time. When you come out of the shower, Mom wants to talk to you. I just thought about many things that I can't usually say, and I simply explained them one by one while I was drinking. Come on, lest you bring it into the coffin without having time to explain anything in the future, what a loss."

Her gaze was slightly wrong, the tenderness in her eyes remained unchanged, but a little more firm.

Many things have been brewing in my heart for a long time, what is missing is an opportunity to speak out.

"Then I'll pick out the clothes first, and I'll go now." Han Jingyi rummaged through the suitcase in a hurry, with a pair of callused hands clasped on the back of his hands, the nails were round and clean, but the luster was much duller than before. The texture is also deeper.

He recognized that this was the hand of his mother who had worked hard for him since he was a child.

She narrowed her eyes slightly, showing a smug expression, and said happily: "I bought you some clothes for the New Year, and I washed them for you a few days ago. I will bring you a set for sleeping. You wait wait."

"Thank you mom."

She walked back quickly after leaving for a short while, with an extra set of clothes in her hand, and a few wisps of faint fragrance lingering on the clothes, it was the smell of acacia.

Han Jingyi carried the clothes into the bathroom, couldn't help but put his head down and took a deep breath, the corners of his mouth curled up, his depression from the past few days eased.

"Mom, tell me."

Coming out of the bathroom, Han Jingyi rubbed his wet hair with a towel and sat in front of her.

"I'll help you." She took the towel, put her hands on his hair naturally, and wiped it gently.

The atmosphere seemed a little silent for a while, and after a moment of stalemate, she finally opened her mouth slowly.

"Jingyi, Mom hasn't brushed your hair for a long time."

"You have been very worry-free since you were young. You can dress yourself, eat obediently, and help other children tie their shoes. At that time, you were so young. I was so happy and gratified, other parents You are all envious of me. Your father didn’t let me spoil you at the time, saying that boys have to endure hardships to become successful, so I have stricter requirements on you, but you can always complete tasks perfectly, even better than I expected it to be even better and more…”

The corners of Han Jingyi's lips could not help but curl up, quietly listening to her mother's words.

"Later, you grew up a bit, and your temperament became more and more inclined to your father. You are a boring gourd. You always swallow everything into your stomach in order to prevent others from worrying. You eat with relish. But you are much smarter than your father. He is just too straight-tempered, can't speak, and can't come up with a reason for a long time. You grow up and become more sensible, especially in the period after your father's accident. I grew up so fast that I almost couldn't recognize it. In my heart In addition to being relieved, the rest is all sad. For many years, in order to support my family, I have been busy between work every day, and I often neglected you. At that time, I was thinking about earning money and working all day long. I couldn’t stop, I was afraid Once I let myself be free, I started to think about it. The accident happened so suddenly that I almost couldn't bear it. Fortunately, you are so sensible, and fortunately, you accompanied me all the way to support me. Fortunately, I have you. The courage and motivation to move forward. At that time, I thought, I don’t expect you to be more prominent, just live in peace, and live a relaxed and comfortable life.”

"Later, the distance between me and you became farther and farther. After careful calculation, the part of my time I allocated to you is really very little. I only ask about your hobbies, majors, intentions and feelings, and there are also Let yourself be completely independent, after all, I don't have much time to accompany you, and there is still a long, long way to go, and I can't accompany you to go too far."

He took his mother's words into his ears word by word, his lips trembled uncontrollably, his eyes moistened, and finally he couldn't help the urge to collide violently in his heart, and hugged her tightly into his arms.

"So I really hope that you can meet someone who loves you deeply and go through the ups and downs of life together. You grow up, and I don't want to interfere with your thoughts. After you left that day, I thought about it alone. It’s been a long, long time. What I object to is not your sexual orientation, but considering all aspects, the other party is not a good match for you. I know you are serious about everything. I am very afraid that you will be wronged when the time comes. If I am not here Now, who will feel sorry for you and think about you? But after all, that is the person you like, as long as it is what you like, I don't care. "

She smiled a little pale, her tone full of helplessness.

"How are you and him now?" she asked.

"Separated."

Han Jingyi said.

"Who brought it up first?"

"it's me."

Han Jingyi couldn't help thinking of the night before they parted, and they worked harder than ever before. He couldn't remember Tang Feize's reaction, but he finally agreed.As if it was a customary habit, after declaring a peaceful separation, they did it again with vigor.

This became an agreement that both of them knew well.

Mother Han couldn't help feeling a little pity when she heard her son say that.

When he was in the hospital before, Tang Feize came to her alone once, revealed all his feelings to her, and expressed his wishes firmly.Even if you are rejected, you will still stick to it.

But a relationship that was originally good would be gone, and breaking up easily was not like Tang Feize's style. If he was a person with uncertain feelings, there was no need to spend so long with her.She could see that the two children were serious, their love was real, and their love was not fake.

Since she had communicated with Tang Feize in private, it would not be difficult for Tang Feize's parents to meet Han Jingyi in private.

Maybe I can't stand the pressure.

"Then tell me, what are your plans for the future?"

Han Jingyi thought for a while and said, "I plan to resign."

I remember that Tang Feize's mother once threatened him with work, and now she doesn't have much desire to stay in school.

Mother Han was surprised: "Isn't this the career you have longed for since you were a child? You can resign if you say so."

"It's nothing, I just want to change to another city to try to relax," Han Jingyi smiled lowly, "There are too many memories here, and every plant and tree here is so familiar, I can't calm down."

I hope he will be a better version of himself when he comes back.

Han Jingyi thought so.

"Okay, you remember. No matter what you do, I will stand by your side, and I will support you wherever you go." She smiled.

...

Not long after the Spring Festival, Han Jingyi left for City S. The buddies there were waiting at the station early on. When they saw him get off the bus, they ran over and gave him a bear hug.

"Hey! Long time no see!"