atypical dependency

For Jin Yang's escalating cross-examination, Wei Zhuoyan finally replaced all of them with silence.

He really didn't know how to explain this kind of thing to Jin Yang, and when he was asked urgently by the other party, he just sloppily perfunctory, forced some irrelevant information to the other party, and blocked the kid's mouth that was addicted to gossip.

Xiao Yi stayed in the car until the evening when Yan Tianyi called with concern, and then he recovered a little bit.

He went back to the company as if nothing had happened, and heard that Ji Yi followed up on the company's situation. Xiao Yi stayed in the company until late at night before returning to the villa.

There was no movement from Wei Zhuoyan's side.

Xiao Yi is already used to this kind of situation.

Anyway, ever since the magnificent coming out in the hospital, he thought it was possible for him and Wei Zhuoyan to develop in any direction - except becoming a couple.

After washing and tidying up abnormally tiredly, Xiao Yi lay on the sofa, trying to relax the abnormally stiff nerves all over her body.

To be honest, if he hadn't forced himself to finish his business at night, he really couldn't have driven Wei Zhuoyan's figure out of his brain.

That man was a beautiful illusion to him, but it was also a kind of drug addiction that went deep into the bone marrow. After a long time, his remaining sanity had been exhausted, and all that was left was a sad and low, lingering longing. .

Xiao Yi has considered all kinds of consequences after coming out to the other party, and also seriously thought about how his mentality might change if the other party rejects him.

That's right, he thought about it thoroughly from beginning to end——

It's just that he didn't expect that when this kind of thing was poked out of Wei Zhuoyan's mouth without reservation, his heart would hurt so much that it couldn't be worse.

Simple self-comfort and paralysis like usual can't solve the problem, his emotions are very mixed now, anything he sees, any song he hears, can go around a hundred and eight thousand miles to that man, bringing a new life. Round cramp blows.

Alcohol doesn't solve the problem at all.

Xiao Yi looked at the full and empty wine glass in his hand, and came to a conclusion.

There is nothing unusual about being broken in love. As the saying goes, there is no grass anywhere in the world. When you walk into a dead end, you should turn around and leave in a smart way. There is a place to stay."

It's a pity that Wei Zhuoyan is not some cheap grass that can be obtained anywhere, and he, Xiao Yi, can't always be calm and alert in front of the other party.

All he wants is the other person's heart.

Any great truth has become worthless and powerless in his eyes at this moment.

Holding the wine cup, Xiao Yi leaned against the window rail, inexplicably feeling more and more tired.

To be honest, he is not a saint, and it is absolutely impossible to say that he is 100% unwavering.

But every time the other party's image appeared in his mind, he couldn't help crushing all the thoughts of retreating, and went on and on, becoming more frustrated and courageous.

This time Wei Zhuoyan's attitude was quite decisive.

Xiao Yi has not waited for a text message from the other party for nearly a month.

Although he considered taking the initiative to contact the other party, as long as he thought of the conflicting eyes the other party looked at him at the gay bar that night, he stayed silently.

During the period, apart from dealing with the company's busy and trivial matters, he continued to send Yan Tian to keep an eye on Wei Zhuoyan's situation, but the information he got about Wei Zhuoyan's movements was basically all assignments and vacations.

This kind of routine lasted for a while. When Yan Tian reported to Xiao Yi that Wei Zhuoyan's status was "out of work, on vacation, on a date", Xiao Yi, who had been keeping a long-distance view before, felt for the first time that the The attack of jealousy.

At first, he pretended to be absent-minded and asked Yan Tian about Wei Zhuoyan's date, but when Wei Zhuoyan's dating frequency with the same woman gradually increased, Xiao Yi couldn't keep his mood as calm as still water after all.

So after a dry period of nearly one and a half months, Xiao Yi improvised to kill Wei Zhuoyan Fire Station one evening after work——

As for why he went to the other party, what purpose, what idea, what to do, he didn't think about it at all.

If it's just "I miss you", it will probably make that man feel embarrassed.

Before signing a contract with any company, Xiao Yi will think it over and over again, but in front of Wei Zhuoyan, he is like an activated volcano, which may erupt impulsively at any time.

This evening was no exception.

Xiao Yi couldn't explain it. He only knew that one sentence that came to him on a whim roughly summed up his depressed heart for more than a month.

Sent Yan Tian to leave first, he drove to Wei Zhuoyan Fire Station by himself, and felt something was wrong halfway, so he pulled over the car for a long time, forced to think of a lame reason before driving on the road again.

However, after some apprehension, when he arrived at the reception room, the uncle gave him the message that Wei Zhuoyan was not there, and it was his turn to change shifts at midnight.

When returning to the private car, Xiao Yi felt as disheartened as when they parted from the gay bar that day.

I wanted to call the other party, but after going through the address book several times, I couldn't dial it.

Frustrated, Xiao Yi threw the phone into the cup slot by the side of the chair, heaved a long sigh, leaned back in the chair and began to think about when he became so sloppy and timid.

After all, he still wanted to meet Wei Zhuoyan in person, so Xiao Yi sat in the car patiently for hours.

When midnight finally came, Xiao Yi, who was almost in a half-drowsy state, accidentally caught sight of a slender figure walking towards the bureau from the bus stop on the street, and the drowsy sleepiness he had previously dissipated immediately.

The rush of joy was not surging for a few seconds, when he straightened up immediately, pulled on his seat belt and was about to push the door to get out of the car, he unexpectedly noticed that the slender figure was not alone.

The inside of the car was pitch black, Xiao Yi immediately stopped pushing the door, his eyes were hidden in the shadow of the car, through the window glass, it was as bright as an open fire.

Even if the tall figure in front of him turned into ashes, Xiao Yi wouldn't be able to admit it wrong, and the rather weak and thin figure next to the other party looked like a slender woman.

The fingertips on the door armrest tightened a bit, Xiao Yi slowly raised his eyebrows.

Wei Zhuoyan and the woman stopped in front of the fire station, one tall and one short standing in the dim street lights, giving people the illusion of looking at an oil painting.

Xiao Yi's gaze was fixed on the man in front of him, and he couldn't leave it for a moment.

The woman seemed to have talked about something happy with Wei Zhuoyan, she covered her lips and smiled openly, her thin shoulders trembled, she looked quite cute at first glance.

Wei Zhuoyan put his hands in his pockets, looked at the woman seriously with downcast eyes, and his whole body seemed to be quite relaxed.

I don't know how long this conversation lasted. Just when Xiao Yi realized that the jealousy in his heart was so arousing that he got out of the car straight away, the painting style at the entrance of the fire station suddenly changed.

I saw the shy woman before suddenly let go of her hand covering her lips, hurried forward, stood on tiptoe uselessly, quickly grabbed Wei Zhuoyan's neck and kissed him on the cheek, then let go of her hand, He lowered his head as if he had done something wrong and said something in front of Wei Zhuoyan, then suddenly turned around and ran quickly towards the street opposite the fire station, and quickly disappeared around the corner.

Xiao Yi saw Wei Zhuoyan stunned for a while, and then suddenly realized that he turned his head to look in the direction the woman was leaving, and even took two symbolic steps after her.

But that petite body didn't run slowly, and Wei Zhuoyan didn't have a chance to chase after him.

Wei Zhuoyan's body standing on the side of the road was quite straight, and his gaze was extremely persistent. At this moment, the dim street light hit the opponent's face directly, and Xiao Yi could even clearly see the stunned expression of the opponent.

Like watching some documentary, Xiao Yi's body in the driver's seat slowly straightened up.

The man on the opposite side stood there for a while, then slowly stretched out his hand to the place where the woman kissed, and there seemed to be a rather faint smile on his cheek, then he turned and walked towards the main entrance of the fire station, and quickly disappeared into the night.

Xiao Yi stayed in the car the whole time, with no expression on his face.

He didn't open the door, didn't get out of the car, and didn't chase after him. He just leaned on the chair and his eyes stayed on the door of the fire station where Wei Zhuoyan's figure had long since disappeared.

Suddenly, for such a moment, he seemed to be hit by something, and his heart skipped a beat.

Wei Zhuoyan's calm and gentle smile after being kissed by that woman came to mind, and he couldn't help but compare it with the man's resisted and sullen expression when he kissed her forcefully.

A woman so easily made Wei Zhuoyan show the expression that he had been chasing for years, Xiao Yi couldn't help showing a glare and bleak smile.

Yes.

Henggou is so different, how can he proudly think that his stubborn unrequited love can make the other party fall in love with him?

For a moment, I felt that this silent night was like a cemetery where he had been buried, cold, dull, and hopeless.

Xiao Yi sat in the car for a long time, and finally started the car to return.

After arriving at the villa, he walked straight to the bedroom.

After opening the bedside table, he dug out a dark layer in the drawer, sat on the edge of the bed and watched carefully——

It contains some unimportant things that he secretly left behind when he got along with Wei Zhuoyan these years, but they can remind him of each other's various objects, such as how Wei Zhuoyan washed them when they first shot paintball guns in the basement of his house. Dirty T-shirts; for example, the iron clasp that Wei Zhuoyan lent him when they were climbing rocks; for example, when the company had an accident, Wei Zhuoyan would buy it for his beer cans every time he came to see him...

Xiao Yi sat holding the drawer for a long time.

When he came back to his senses, his belly was already pale outside the window.

Wei Zhuoyan felt a little guilty for rejecting Yang Qiyue's request for a relationship.

During this period of time, he had a lot of appointments with the other party, but for some reason, as he got to know him better, he gradually realized that the two of them really didn't have many topics in common.

When he said goodbye at the door of the fire station the night before, it was already the last date he had planned for the two of them, but he didn't expect that short woman to kiss him unexpectedly.

This made him, who was already full of guilt, only show a helpless smile.

Thinking of the woman in front of him being more direct than Bian Yue back then, he couldn't help laughing at himself.

The next day, he received a call from Yang Qiyue as usual. Although this time he made it clear to the other party that he didn't want to continue, the persistent woman mischievously said, "Give her another chance."

The moment he hung up the phone, Wei Zhuoyan looked at the dim phone screen, and while shaking his head, he said to himself: "Why are you like Xiao Yi, you're so stubborn." As soon as he finished speaking, his expression inevitably froze.

Suddenly, inappropriately flashed into his mind the predatory kiss that Xiao Yi had pressed himself on the driver's seat when he met Xiao Yi for the last time, Wei Zhuoyan's brows furrowed immediately.

Shaking his head, forcing the image out of his mind, he solemnly returned to work for a new day.

During this period of time, the memory of that day came to harass me if nothing happened, which made him, who was already irritated, unable to pretend that those things never happened.

Every time he recalled the close contact with Xiao Yi, he felt like returning to the zero point of blood recovery, and he couldn't liberate his whole body every time.

So he kept procrastinating and procrastinating, coupled with the nature of his work, he didn't notice that he hadn't contacted Xiao Yi for a long time.

On the following weekend night, when he and Yang Qiyue finished dating and returned to the bureau alone, he saw Jin Yang chatting happily with a comrade standing at the door of the dormitory.

Absently wandering over, he glanced at Jin Yang, raised his chin habitually towards the other party, and said, "Why are you talking so positively?"

"It's nothing, just thinking about changing shifts."

"Shift change?" Wei Zhuoyan took off the formal shirt and trousers that didn't match his style, and said a little bored, "Why, you have to go out to fool around again."

Jin Yang looked at Wei Zhuoyan's rare white-collar attire, couldn't help but walk over with a grin, put one hand on the other's shoulder and jokingly said, "Hey, Captain, did you just come back from a date?"

"Hand." Without pushing Jin Yang away, Wei Zhuoyan tilted his head towards the salty pig's hand on his shoulder.

"What are you doing?" Jin Yang said with a laugh, "Now only my dear Comrade Yang can touch it?"

Wei Zhuoyan straightened up, sighed, and his tone sent a chill down Jinyang's spine: "If you don't want your hands, just say it."

Jin Yang immediately stretched his arms away like a hot potato: "Hey, my lord, don't bring such a thing."

"Tell me, what exactly do you want to do when you change shifts." Knowing that this kid was rambling about to lay the groundwork for the shift change, Wei Zhuoyan was too lazy to play hide-and-seek with him.

"Old Wei, you can't blame me, anyway, you have to change shifts that day, right?" Jin Yang smiled.

Wei Zhuoyan changed out of his trousers, squinted his eyes sideways and glanced at Jin Yang: "What do you mean?"

"Huh? You still ask me." Jin Yang spread his hands, "Shouldn't you be the first to know about this?"

"what?"

"There is a farewell party at GEOX, so we have to go anyway."

"GEOX?" Wei Zhuoyan frowned when he heard that name, "——Why should we join in the fun at the farewell party?"

"Don't you know about co-authoring?" Jin Yang snorted, "Mr. Xiao, if it's not about Mr. Xiao, we really don't need to join in the fun."

"Xiao Yi?" The leisurely look on Wei Zhuoyan's face gradually disappeared, "—what...a farewell party?"

"Mr. Xiao is going abroad, right? I heard that his family asked him to go back to take over the family business there." Jin Yang talked eloquently, "Didn't Mr. Xiao mention it to you? I also heard what their employees said. Their president has never wanted to have anything to do with his parents' company, but he didn't understand why he suddenly figured it out recently and planned to go abroad."

"..."

"Ah? Old Wei? Did you hear me?"

"..."