atypical dependency

When Xiao Yi stuffed Wei Zhuoyan into his private car, both of them were emotionally unstable.

Until Xiao Yi started the car, the whole car was still dead silent.

The noise of the road seeps in easily through the thick window panes, in stark contrast to the uncomfortable silence inside the car.

Wei Zhuoyan stood upright on the passenger seat with a pale face. Although he didn't say anything, the stiffness of his whole body had faintly reflected his resistance to this trip; Angle never happened.

When arriving at the destination, Xiao Yi went straight to the side of the road and stopped the car.

The two men froze in their seats, neither of them wanted to get out of the car or speak first.

Xiao Yi's eyes fell on the road in front of him. The sun from the sky made the whole street shine brightly. Pedestrians and vehicles were bathed in that warm blessing, which was enviable.

The nerve-piercing silence hovered for a while, and Xiao Yi suddenly said in a low voice, "If you don't want to go, I won't force you."

However, as soon as the words were finished, Wei Zhuoyan pushed open the car door with one hand, said "Let's go" in a gloomy tone, and got out of the car.

When Xiao Yi led Wei Zhuoyan into an alley by the side of the street, the surrounding noise gradually faded behind him like a tide, as if he had suddenly dived into the deep sea, and the voices from all directions immediately became dull.

Looking up like a hunter who has just entered the dense forest, Wei Zhuoyan looked around cautiously, his whole face was quite serious, as if he was on the scene of a fire.

When Xiao Yi finally walked around to the hard-to-find gay bar in the alley, Wei Zhuoyan shook his head while looking at the unlit neon sign at the door and muttered, "How did you find this kind of place?"

He really couldn't understand that a person like Xiao Yi would get in touch with this kind of place——

It's like he never thought that the other party would like him.

When he pushed the door and entered, his vision immediately dimmed like black ink.

Wei Zhuoyan adjusted for a long time before he could barely see the open dance floor and the crowded bar in front of him.

The music with a strong sense of rhythm came from the ear, and many men talked, laughed and danced on the dance floor, which was very joyous.

The entire enclosed space has no windows, and the day is like night, and the noise is raging.

Having been by Xiao Yi's side for half a step, Wei Zhuoyan suddenly had the illusion that he was sailing alone in the sea. Except for Xiao Yi, everyone around him became a potential alien.

His nerves were tense all the time, and he calmed down a little after he squeezed through the crowd with Xiao Yi and sat down at the bar in silence.

However, this balance that was so hard to find was finally broken when Wei Zhuoyan ordered a glass of water - from the round table at the end of the dance floor, someone ordered a glass of wine for him, which was considered a pleasant conversation.

Xiao Yi looked at Wei Zhuoyan who received a courtship signal from the same sex with great interest, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips.

Holding the wine glass, Wei Zhuoyan really felt he couldn't advance or retreat, and his face was more colorful than analyzing the scene of the disaster.

Resting his forehead with one hand, the smile on Xiao Yi's face grew stronger, and he looked at Wei Zhuoyan playfully from the side, and said lightly, deliberately embellishing: "Why, are you surprised?"

"..." Wei Zhuoyan did not respond with a sullen face.

Leaning close to Wei Zhuoyan's ear, Xiao Yi raised his voice ambiguously in that unusually noisy environment, "Do you know you're sexy?"

Shrinking his neck for a moment to avoid Xiao Yi's warm breath, Wei Zhuoyan froze on the chair like a puppet whose limbs were bound, as if he didn't know how to move.

He held on for a while with that expression of about to die, then sighed deeply, and said in a deep voice almost gnashing his teeth: "Are you satisfied? I'm here too, can I go?" After finishing speaking, he went straight Rubbing off the bar chair, he turned around and was about to walk towards the door.

Xiao Yi naturally couldn't let go of this guy who voluntarily sneaked into the tiger's mouth.

Grabbing Wei Zhuoyan's wrist with one hand, Xiao Yi's face was brilliantly reflected by the glazed light on the dance floor. In Wei Zhuoyan's eyes, he felt a little ghostly: "Let's go? I ate that meal with you for almost an hour and a half. You stay here Can't hold it in less than 10 minutes?"

"..." Ren Xiaoyi tightly bound his wrist with his fingertips, and Wei Zhuoyan suddenly felt at a loss for words.

Standing in front of Wei Zhuoyan for a while, Xiao Yi realized that he was in charge of the overall situation, so he simply turned around and dragged Wei Zhuoyan away from the relatively brightly lit bar.

Passing by many enchantingly dressed waiters, Wei Zhuoyan frowned uncomfortably, "What are you doing?"

But without saying a word, Xiao Yi led Wei Zhuoyan into a dark corridor inside the bar, and then gradually stopped.

There was a faint glow like fireflies on the wall of the corridor, but Wei Zhuoyan was still surprised to see that there were many indistinct figures standing in pairs in the center of this dim environment where he could barely see his fingers.

It took him a lot of eyesight to recognize that they were couples of the same sex who were kissing passionately.

The goosebumps on his back immediately raged wildly, and he almost forgot to be angry when he froze.

However, Zhengshensi was hit by five thunders, Wei Zhuoyan suddenly felt a tightness in his left shoulder, and a moment later he was pushed by that force and had to back up against the side wall, and the back of his head was hurt by the hard wall.

Xiao Yi's cheeks are already close at hand.

Not knowing whether it was affected by the dim light or he hadn't recovered from the shock, Wei Zhuoyan stared at Xiao Yi in front of him, but was speechless for a long time, and even forgot to push him away.

Almost starting to enjoy the intimacy of Wei Zhuoyan's breath covering his face unreservedly at this moment, Xiao Yi's fingertips pressing on the other's shoulders tightened a little bit, and his eyes showed a sense of intoxication that Wei Zhuoyan seldom saw usually.

Gazing at Wei Zhuoyan's handsome face in the dim light that revealed an unusually sexy expression, Xiao Yi's eyes flowed from the other's eyes to his lips like water, and he felt that his breath was a little messy.

Wei Zhuoyan clenched his teeth, his Adam's apple rolled indistinctly, and remained speechless like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

"Zhuo Yan." Anyway, he couldn't see what the other person's face was like at the moment, so Xiao Yi simply moved closer again, and the tip of his nose almost touched Wei Zhuoyan's.

"..." The muscles all over his body were almost tense, Wei Zhuoyan clenched his fists slightly, staring at Xiao Yi speechlessly.

"Do you know—how long have I endured it?" With a hoarse and deep tone, Xiao Yi restrained the urge to let the man in front of him breathe lewdly, and spoke with a blurred vision.

"You—" Wei Zhuoyan instinctively wanted to tilt his head back, but with the back of his head against the wall, there was no way to escape, so he could only answer meaninglessly.

His whole body clamored to push away Xiao Yi's impulse, but Wei Zhuoyan somehow didn't want to lose this "gamble" between himself and the other party.

Since the other party can sit with him for the entire blind date without changing face or heartbeat, it is naturally impossible for him to be a deserter right now——

Even if the behavior of the other party has made his thoughts uncontrollably confused.

Xiao Yi almost couldn't control Wei Zhuoyan's quiet and unusual appearance in front of him.

He was almost about to start imagining the scene of forcing the other party to submit at this moment. He looked at the corner of the other party's lips, feeling the temperature of the lower abdomen, almost as domineering | hard | upward |

However, the movement of approaching was in full swing, but he saw Wei Zhuoyan finally closed his eyes and turned his head abnormally sideways, as if avoiding the plague. The tense muscles on the entire side face were almost clear.

It was also at that moment that Xiao Yi suddenly woke up.

In the atmosphere of you and me in the whole corridor, he has the illusion of hitting an iceberg at this moment.

The previous enthusiasm disappeared in an instant, and the sourness that had been suppressed for a long time finally surged up like a tsunami, almost causing him to fall to the ground on one knee on the spot.

After pausing for a long time in front of Wei Zhuoyan's stiff body, he suddenly turned away.

Wordlessly let go of the hand on Wei Zhuoyan's shoulder, Xiao Yi stared sideways for a long time, said "I'm going to the bathroom" hastily, then turned and walked towards the end of the dark corridor.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Yi let go of him just like that, Wei Zhuoyan couldn't help but glance sideways, following Xiao Yi's back until he disappeared into the corner bathroom.

On the other side of the corridor, the faintly changing light from the dance floor continued to stream over sneakily, Wei Zhuoyan's expression was solemn, and he was speechless for a while.

——Do you know...how long have I endured it? ——

Even though the feeling of being out of tune with the surrounding environment almost gave him the urge to turn his head and leave this place immediately, Xiao Yi's sincere words earlier pierced his entire chest like a cold knife.

Standing on the spot and waiting silently, Wei Zhuoyan couldn't describe how he felt at the moment.

The other party's repressed emotions have become so strong that even he who tries to block everything can hardly ignore it.

He knows Xiao Yi's persistence, and he also understands Xiao Yi's mood...

It's just that he never thought that the other party's emotions towards him could be so intense.

Wei Zhuoyan felt a sense of heaviness in his chest after the other party was rejected by him a few minutes ago with a distinct and almost desperate look of loneliness.

I have seen Xiao Yi's firmness, Xiao Yi's stubbornness, Xiao Yi's strength——

But he rarely saw the opponent's attack as if he was completely defeated and almost gave up completely.

Leaning against the side wall, Wei Zhuoyan glanced at the end of the corridor from time to time, but he never waited for the other party to come back.

One or two people in the middle tried to strike up a conversation with him when they passed by, but they were dismissed by his stern words "Sorry, I'm not interested".

After waiting patiently for a while, he finally strode towards the bathroom with a sullen face, passing through couples of same-sex couples who made his scalp tingle.

After entering the bathroom, Xiao Yi stood in front of the sink, his eyesight was a little distracted.

After wandering in his mind for a few seconds, he bent down and took a handful of water and splashed it on his face.

There was a man next to the toilet, half propped against the wall, cursing and babbling, apparently he was drunk.

Being extremely irritable, Xiao Yi looked up at his pale face in the mirror. It was not enough to sort out his scattered thoughts, and now he had to listen to the symphony played by a drunk man with a broken voice. His mood was really down. into the valley.

This situation lasted for a few minutes, he adjusted his mood, and finally planned to return to the corridor to look for Wei Zhuoyan.

But after taking two steps, the drunk man behind him seemed to suddenly realize something, staggered and rushed towards Xiao Yi, and after a while, he climbed onto his shoulder with one arm.

With half-closed eyes, Xiao Yi stared at the other party with a cold expression. Hearing the drunken man call someone's name, he suddenly felt a bit of bitterness in his heart.

The embarrassment of the people in front of him made him suddenly have an inexplicable resonance.

Although he looked a little neater than the other party, he was probably just as down and out as the other party.

Let that guy hang on his body like a koala for a long time, Xiao Yi was wearing a suit, his movements were a little restricted, and after tossing for a while, he didn't break free from that brutal guy.

There was a stalemate for a while, just when the drunk man was about to kiss him with a faceless face, Xiao Yi suddenly saw the other party being forcibly pushed away from him like peeling corn.

Focusing his eyes, he accidentally noticed Wei Zhuoyan's sullen face, but Xiao Yi hadn't reacted yet.

Wei Zhuoyan glanced at him, immediately stretched his wrist with one hand, twisted him involuntarily and squeezed Gay Bar all the way through the corridor.

As soon as they went out, the brightness of the sky flashed in for a moment, so the two men couldn't help squinting their eyes half-closed.

With the wind blowing under his feet, Wei Zhuoyan didn't stop until he dragged Xiao Yi to the side of the car.

"key."

Asking Xiao Yi in a cold but forceful voice to get the car keys, Wei Zhuoyan stuffed Xiao Yi into the car and got into the driver's seat himself.

Surprisingly looking at Wei Zhuoyan's stiff face beside him, Xiao Yi was still a little dazed.

"Are you so hungry?" The voice was deep and unbearable, and Wei Zhuoyan's entire face was wrinkled.

"..." Not understanding what the other party's sudden anger was about, Xiao Yi squinted his eyes halfway, trying to understand.

Turning his face to the side, Wei Zhuoyan's eyes were sharp: "What on earth are you thinking? If I don't promise you, you just go fool around with messy people, right?"

After listening to the other party's words, Xiao Yi made some analysis and gradually realized that Wei Zhuoyan seemed to have misunderstood the scene just now.

Wanting to open his mouth to explain to the other party that guy was just a drunk who came up to him on his own, Wei Zhuoyan didn't seem very patient.

"Let me ask you, what exactly do you want me to do?" With a dark face, Wei Zhuoyan rubbed the steering wheel leather cover with his palm, "Shall I promise you?"

Hearing the sound, Xiao Yi couldn't laugh or cry.

——Do you want me to promise you?

This question still needs to be asked.

Turning his face sideways, he smiled lightly, closed his eyes and said slowly: "What do you think?"

"So you want me to agree to you now?" Wei Zhuoyan turned his face to stare at Xiao Yi, his tone full of frustration, "Even if you know that I can't possibly—"

"Okay." Xiao Yi frowned before interrupting the other party before he finished speaking.

This tense atmosphere once again caused the two of them to be silent for a while.

Wei Zhuoyan's eyes fell on the road ahead, moving back and forth, almost piercing through every passerby.

After being silent for an unknown amount of time, Xiao Yina's self-deprecating voice slowly rose: "So why didn't you leave just now?" He stayed in the bathroom for nearly half an hour, and no one stopped him if the other party wanted to leave.

"..."

Wei Zhuoyan didn't respond, he just kicked the accelerator and drove the car out of the alley.

Leaning sideways on the passenger seat, Xiao Yi sneered, almost provocatively: "What's the matter, do you actually have feelings for me, but you just dare not admit it?"

Wei Zhuoyan tightened the palm of his hand holding the steering wheel tightly.

The next second, the car made a screeching sound of braking and turned hard to the side of the road to stop.

Sitting quietly, Wei Zhuoyan stared sideways at Xiao Yi with a rather gloomy expression.

Looking at the messy look of the other party's breath, Xiao Yi and Wei Zhuoyan have been together for the past few years, and understand that the other party is forcibly restraining his anger.

"Xiao Yi, I don't want to explain anything else." Wei Zhuoyan shook his head, his expression was quite decisive, "If you still don't understand, then I can only get it to the public to clarify once."

"..."

"If you want to take the path you chose, I can support you, but I'm sorry, I can't walk with you." Looking deeply into Xiao Yi's darkened eyes, Wei Zhuoyan said calmly, "So Xiao Yi, I didn't There is a way to tell you—um—"

As if trying to avoid something, Wei Zhuoyan never expected that the man in front of him would come over so forcefully and swallow the second half of his words almost brutally.

After being pressed on the driver's seat by Xiao Yi and forced to kiss him for a few seconds, although Wei Zhuoyan didn't punch him as fiercely as in the hospital, he pushed him away resolutely.

Rubbing his lips with his hand, he gasped and stared at Xiao Yi, shaking his head more and more: "Sorry."

After speaking, he left the keys in the car, and he got out of the car sideways and left on foot.

Sitting in the co-pilot, Xiao Yi leaned his head back against the seat, and suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of being overwhelmed.

He couldn't help but chuckled in frustration, and rubbed his palm back and forth on his cheek.

Originally, there was still some hope in his heart, but Wei Zhuoyan forcibly smashed all his remaining luck.

Looking at the rearview mirror on the side of the window, Wei Zhuoyan's back gradually became smaller and soon disappeared around the corner.

Xiao Yi slowly closed his eyes, and instinctively covered his heart with one hand.

Hold.

It really hurts.

Wei Zhuoyan walked all the way to the bus stop, feeling very confused.

Xiao Yi's face filled with despair, he wanted to forcibly block it, but he couldn't calm down no matter what.

Standing at the station all the time, he missed several buses because of his daze.

In the end, the irritability finally prevailed, and he took a taxi directly back to the game instead.

Until the evening, Jin Yang was puzzled by his gloomy mood.

I didn't want to ask more questions at first, but Wei Zhuoyan's inefficient performance when he called the police at night made Jin Yang couldn't help but say, "You're so out of your wits after a single kiss, it's too scary, what are you going to do later, huh?"

"..."

"Which woman dares to make our captain so entangled and repeated? Tell me?" Jin Yang put one hand on Wei Zhuoyan's shoulder, "If it's really inappropriate, don't think about it, anyway——"

"What are you talking nonsense about?" Wei Zhuoyan raised his eyebrows.

"What's the matter, did you go out with Xiao Yi, he became you—"

"What does it have to do with Xiao Yi? Who misses him?!"

Wei Zhuoyan, who suddenly burst into flames, made the second half of Jin Yang's words frightened and frightened: "——'s rival in love..."

Hearing the sound, Wei Zhuoyan's entire face froze when he realized something.

"Uh... what do you mean, you really have become rivals in love with Xiao Yi?"