you are the one I love.

"I..." I didn't expect to be exposed so unintentionally, Gu Siyan was a little embarrassed.She wanted to say something to explain, but she couldn't explain this kind of thing that was exposed face to face.

At this time, Cheng Xueyan had already opened the door of the house and went in. The door was unlocked, and Gu Siyan also followed in, and then closed the door smoothly.

"So, when did you come here?" After Cheng Xueyan entered the house, she put down her bag in the living room, sat on the sofa and looked at Gu Siyan who followed behind and also sat down.

"…afternoon."

Look, this voice, this cowardly manner, I think Gu Siyan was not so cowardly when she first returned to China, she was obviously very cold!Why did you get discouraged after a while!

But Gu Siyan can't help it!In front of her lover, she still made mistakes first, no matter how cold she is, in this case, she must be cowardly!

"What time?" Cheng Xueyan raised her eyebrows, looking at Gu Siyan's appearance, there was a feeling that... she couldn't help but want to laugh out loud, but she tried her best to suppress the smile, and tried to make her voice sound calm.I've always wanted to see her, and I went to the two of them's house to wait for her, and went back to my own house before I waited, but I didn't expect that Gu Siyan had been waiting here, and she was also waiting for me.It's just... too tacit understanding, so I missed it, but fortunately, although it was a bit late, they still saw it.

"It's around 5 o'clock..."

Hearing this, Cheng Xueyan subconsciously looked at the time. It was past 9 o'clock, and Gu Siyan was really good. She had been waiting at her door for more than four hours since 6 o'clock. Where did her IQ go? Know to call yourself.Oh, by the way, her cell phone is dead.Thinking of these, Cheng Xueyan wanted to sigh.

"It's already this time now, so you should have eaten it..."

"Gu... Gu..." Gu Siyan's stomach rang in cooperation just when Cheng Xueyan finished saying this.

"..." Cheng Xueyan looked at Gu Siyan helplessly, when did the Gu Siyan in her eyes become like this?In the past, it was always the shortest time to finish the most things, when did it become like this, waiting for her for more than four hours, just waiting for her without saying anything, just wanting to see her come back?

Then Cheng Xueyan didn't say anything, and went straight to the kitchen, thinking of Gu Siyan felt a little sad, finally seeing her...but she didn't know what to say.

Gu Siyan watched Cheng Xueyan stand up and leave, the meaning is unclear... She left without saying anything, after waiting for a while, she saw Cheng Xueyan bring out a bowl of hot noodles and put it on the dining table, Gu Siyan got up and hugged her Looking at the bouquet of 99 roses, he went over and sat down, and then put the flowers aside.

Cheng Xueyan sat beside Gu Siyan, resting her cheek on the table with one hand, watching her eating noodles, she always felt...deja vu, as if this scene just happened yesterday, When she was young, she also looked at Gu Siyan's side face and ate like this, as if watching a movie that would never end. For Cheng Xueyan, Gu Siyan's appearance like this was never tiresome .

In fact, Gu Siyan already had the feeling of being overly hungry. The time when she felt the most hungry has passed, but now she doesn't feel very hungry, but she can feel the empty stomach.

Gu Siyan just ate so quietly, and Cheng Xueyan watched so quietly.

As the eldest lady of the Gu family, her tutoring is naturally not too loose, so Gu Siyan didn't make much noise when eating noodles, and Gu Siyan finished eating a bowl of noodles in a very quiet environment.

"Because there is nothing in the house, and there is no food in the refrigerator, so I have to go down. Are you still used to eating? Are you full?"

"I like it very much." After speaking, he hugged the bunch of flowers that had been put aside before, and handed it to Cheng Xueyan who was beside him. "I hope you like it too."

"...Mmm. Thank you." Cheng Xueyan's expression was very pale, and there was no sign of happiness or anger.

"Today... after you left the venue... where did you go? Why did you come back now?"

"... "

"Actually...after you left, didn't you leave the venue at all, and you didn't go to the company afterwards, and... I heard from Nianxi that she saw Yufei on the top floor of the Royal Court Hotel. The room on the top floor has never been open to the public. And today, only my grandfather went to rest on it, you are also there, right? After leaving in front of me... you went to the top floor, right?"

"Yeah." Cheng Xueyan didn't want to hide it.

"Is it... Grandpa told you something?" Gu Siyan looked at Cheng Xueyan, her eyes unblinking, and she spoke tentatively.Although her grandfather had already said what he said to Cheng Xueyan, but...she still wanted to ask Cheng Xueyan to know how her grandfather's so-called saying sounded to Cheng Xueyan's ears.

"Grandpa... told me about your parents." Cheng Xueyan didn't look at Gu Siyan but looked elsewhere, and her heart began to feel uneasy.

"... "

"... "

"Actually... I admit that I didn't tell you about my parents before. It's not that I didn't want to say it, but I didn't dare to. I just... really don't know how to tell you. This was the reason ten years ago, ten years ago Years later, the reason is still the same. But, I...have thought about it...I thought I was always...a person who kept things in my heart and never let you know. I thought I didn't want you to worry, but In fact, I was wrong from the beginning." Gu Siyan looked at Cheng Xueyan seriously.

"We're in this together. Our love...was never just about me, it was about the two of us. Whatever happened, I...should let you know. It's been...by the two of us Let's face it together and solve it together."

Yes, when two people are together, love may involve too many things. It is not just that the two of them like each other, but no matter what, it is always the love of the two of them. What cannot be changed, whatever happens, should be solved by the two of them together, and there will always be times when they cannot solve it alone.

Although hearing Gu Siyan say these words, there is a feeling... as if a lifetime away...Cheng Xueyan wanted to ask Gu Siyan before, why didn't she want to tell her to solve it together, even if it couldn't be solved...At least, Cheng Xueyan felt that Gu Siyan should let her She was by her side in her most painful time.It's not that Gu Siyan left Cheng Xueyan and was in pain alone, but Cheng Xueyan lost Gu Siyan and was sad alone without even knowing what happened.

These words were ten years late, but... they were heard in Cheng Xueyan's ears.

"I know that you won't believe what I just said, but I will show you with actions. Today... I came here specially to find you, I just... hope you don't leave me."

"Why do you think I will leave you?"

"... "

"... I always feel that the moment you let go of my hand, I have a feeling that you really don't want to continue, don't want to like me and don't want to be with me anymore. It feels...as if...are you disappointed in me? Is it..."

"... "

"Would you be afraid? If you were afraid, why did you still leave me without saying anything? Do you know that I called you later and you didn't answer, and I went to your house to look for you, but the door didn't even open, what? Just let me go without saying anything, do you know how sad I am? Didn’t you say you would stay with me forever? Uh...uh..." As he spoke, Cheng Xueyan gradually began to cry, with tears in his eyes I don't know why, I turned red, and tears just fell down.

"Do you know how sad it was when I realized you were no longer with me?"

This morning, she didn't cry when she saw those paper materials in front of Gu Rusheng, and she didn't cry when she hugged her mother sadly, but now, listening to Gu Siyan say that she was afraid of leaving her, seeing Gu Siyan so serious and a little bit Looking terrified, Cheng Xueyan burst into tears like the brakes hadn't stopped for some reason.I just feel uncomfortable in my heart, and I don't know. When I think of the past, it's for herself in the past, or for the present, Gu Siyan, who makes her feel distressed.

"Umm... woo... woo... woo..."

"..." Gu Siyan didn't expect Cheng Xueyan to start crying just like that, and she became more and more sad.It was still the same as before, if Cheng Xueyan cried, Gu Siyan had no choice but to move the stool closer to Cheng Xueyan, gently and slowly, leaned over, held Cheng Xueyan in her arms, and let her lean on her On the shoulder, her intermittent and continuous whimpers were clearly heard by her ears.

"...Uh...why...you just said it now..."

"Why... um... You've been away for so long... and you didn't come back"

"Why can you be so cruel to me...uh..."

"Why did you come back to see me secretly, and didn't contact me or meet me?"

"Why...why...why"

"Why are we wasting so much time..."

The sound of Cheng Xueyan's sobbing was next to her ears. Gu Siyan embraced her whole body, wrapped Cheng Xueyan in her arms with both hands, hugged her, and gently stroked Cheng Xueyan's back with her right hand up and down. When he sneaked back, his hands were visibly paused, and his heart already understood.

That's right, since my grandfather specially invited Cheng Xueyan and her younger sister Cheng Yufei under such circumstances, how could he just tell Cheng Xueyan about his parents? It seems that now, everything has been taken care of by Cheng Xueyan. Got it, that's why she's...so sad.

Yeah, why, they wasted so much time, if only...she could figure it out sooner.

Thinking of this, Gu Siyan's eye sockets gradually turned red.Lowering her head slightly, she kissed the hair on the top of Cheng Xueyan's head, and then kissed down Cheng Xueyan's ear, trying to comfort her. When the kiss reached her ear, she clearly felt Cheng Xueyan tremble slightly in her arms.

He reached out to help Cheng Xueyan who was leaning in his arms, and then wiped away her tears.

Just like what he said many years ago when he made her jealous and angry and made her sad.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault."