you are the one I love.

Because before leaving, Cheng Xueyan returned the key to Gu Siyan, but... that key was given to her by Gu Siyan, and she also had a backup key, Gu Siyan also knew the existence of this spare key.Just in case the key is lost or disappeared, Cheng Xueyan discussed with Gu Siyan not long ago to prepare a spare key, and finally put it in a large decorative flower pot in a small corner next to the door of the house, if there is no one at home in the future If you don't bring the key home, it can be used just in time.

At that time, Gu Siyan looked at Cheng Xueyan with a smile and agreed.

Now, it really comes in handy.

Cheng Xueyan used the spare key to open the door. The house was empty, and she walked through every corner of the house. It was the same as when she left. It was still so clean and dust-free. These days when she left, it should be the same. Gu Siyan was there clean up.

Thinking of what happened this morning, Cheng Xueyan felt that she still hadn't slowed down.At that time... If the pain that Gu Siyan has been enduring and the guilt that has been hidden in her heart were caused by her willfulness at that time, then at least half of the responsibility belongs to Cheng Xueyan.If they held back, or if Cheng Xueyan could calm down and be more careful at first, probably Gu Siyan's mother would not find out about their kissing, and Gu Siyan's father would not lose his temper with Gu Siyan, so Gu Siyan would not Not to mention she won't run out in the middle of the night, and her parents won't go to sea just because they want to find Gu Siyan who has gone away.

Cheng Xueyan thought so, sitting at her and Gu Siyan's home, waiting for Gu Siyan to come home from get off work, she thought of these unconsciously.Just thinking about it makes me feel painful. What's more, I have to keep these things in my heart for so many years, and I don't even have anyone to talk to. If I bear it alone, it must... must... must... be very painful.

"If...at that time, I had been by Siyan's side...if, if I had noticed earlier...or, if I had gone to Siyan earlier, maybe nothing would have happened."

Sitting alone on the sofa in the living room talking to himself, I don't know who he is talking to, and it seems like he wants to tell himself these things, it seems that this can make himself suffer a little bit, and feel the pain that Gu Siyan is suffering .Although she knew that without empathy, things that didn't really happen to her, no matter how much she imagined, it wouldn't be as painful as when she actually experienced it.

Mingming felt very sad in her heart, but at this moment, Cheng Xueyan couldn't cry anymore, she didn't know why, her mood was so calm, except for her distress for Gu Siyan, there was only peace left, she didn't know what she should think She didn't know what to do, she just sat in her and Gu Siyan's home, she wanted Gu Siyan to come back.But what about after that?

I don't know what to say to Gu Siyan, maybe I can't even say a word.But, I really want to, the moment she comes home and opens the door, she gets up and runs over to Gu Siyan, hugs her, hugs her tightly, regardless of whether Gu Siyan is surprised or surprised that she appears here , and no matter what Gu Siyan would say, Cheng Xueyan just wanted to hug her tightly.

I really want to see her... I have never wanted to see Gu Siyan so much like this moment.In the past, we could see each other every day, and the two always stayed together in the same school. Later, Gu Siyan left, and I couldn’t see her even if I wanted to see her. Now, it’s hard... Gu Siyan is in her It's within reach, I really... really want to see her.

There was such an impulse that urged Cheng Xueyan to go to Gu's Group to see Gu Siyan immediately, but... she is not a child, is she going to hold Gu Siyan and cry in front of so many people, not only to lose face, but also to lose face? It hurt Gu Siyan's face.But he didn't know that Gu Siyan didn't even go to the company because of her, and was waiting for her.

Cheng Xueyan just waited like this, and hurriedly went to buy vegetables and cooked the meal, wanting to wait for Gu Siyan to come back to eat with her, until the evening, she saw the sky darkening outside, and looked at the time, it was already 8 It's too late, but Gu Siyan still hasn't come back, it's 5 o'clock when Gu's get off work... Waiting so eagerly, from some anticipation to gradually lost, Gu Siyan called, but she didn't answer...

Seeing the food on the dining table gradually not getting cold, Cheng Xueyan gently closed the door of the house.

It seems... Gu Siyan probably won't come back...at least not now...

From the very beginning, Cheng Xueyan didn't intend to stay at Shuxin Pavilion's home. Looking at the time, it was past eight o'clock. If it was normal, at least... when Cheng Xueyan was here, Gu Siyan would not delay too much even if she had something to do. It's late, and I have already returned.

Ah.Maybe...should wait until tomorrow.

With such a mood, Cheng Xueyan stood up and closed the door gently.

It should be said that I didn't think about anything, I didn't know how I got back to my current home where I was alone by car, and I still greeted the guard at the gate of the community.Probably, even Cheng Xueyan herself doesn't know, that feeling... obviously wants to see her very much...

Cheng Xueyan had already entered the elevator.

And obviously...not seeing her, but he didn't feel much lost in his heart, but rather calm.It seems that she is alone, and has always come here alone, that's right, hasn't she always been alone during the many years Gu Siyan left?Now, these days, it should be said that it has returned to the past...?Maybe…

"That's it." Before the word came out of Cheng Xueyan's mind, it was abruptly interrupted, and all thoughts were stopped abruptly.It's like losing the ability to think and react.Because, all day long, she has been thinking day and night, waiting for the person she wants to see, but has been restraining herself not to look for her, but chooses to wait for her to come back, but the person she has not seen is right in front of her eyes.

In the elevator, I took out the key and held it in my hand. After getting out of the elevator, I walked to the door and planned to use the key to open the door.This series of actions should have been done in one go, but after getting out of the elevator, he just took the first step and saw the person in front of him, and stopped, and the key in his hand fell to the ground.

Gu Siyan has been waiting at the door of Cheng Xueyan's house. While waiting, the elevator went up and down dozens of times, but none of them stopped at the floor she was standing on.Oh no, there was one time, but that person lived in the opposite family... The family took the elevator up to go home, and saw a woman staring at the elevator door, terrified, and when she came out to take out the garbage, she was still there. Seeing Gu Siyan standing there and not leaving, seeing that Gu Siyan is well dressed and has a good temperament, but standing here in a daze and not leaving. I once thought that she was a person with some mental problems, and almost sent security guards Get her away.

Gu Siyan is too unlucky enough to remind her, she knew where Cheng Xueyan's home was, so she came here all at once, and she didn't dare to leave to call Cheng Xueyan, what if Cheng Xueyan came back when she was leaving, what would happen when Cheng Xueyan entered the house It would be broken if it was closed to prevent her from entering, so the family of the opposite household almost regarded it as crazy.

No, when I heard the "ding" of the elevator, I wondered if it was Cheng Xueyan. Now that Cheng Xueyan finally came back, I felt so happy and joyful, and the joy was completely displayed on my face.

"Snow words."

"... "

"How will you be here?"

"Come to find you."

"Then how do you..." How do you know that I live here?Cheng Xueyan swallowed the second half of the sentence before she finished speaking. Since Gu Siyan has been away for so many years and is still paying attention to everything about her, it is not surprising that Gu Siyan knows that she lives here up.

"?"

"Are you... still angry... Now... listen to me, I didn't escape, really, I came today... just..."

"When did you come?" Cheng Xueyan ignored Gu Siyan's words before she finished speaking.

"Well...just here...not long."

"Today... very busy? Just got off work?"

"Well... not very busy... still... okay..." He didn't say that he didn't go to the company today and wait here all day.

Cheng Xueyan bent down to pick up the key that fell on the ground, ignored Gu Siyan, and was about to open the door to enter the house, but the door of the person opposite opened.

"Hey, Xiao Cheng is back, he just got off work." The old lady of the opposite household was going out for a walk to digest food after eating.

"Ah, yes, hello. Are you planning to go for a walk after eating?"

"Hey, yes." She turned her head to look at Gu Siyan who was standing with a flower in her arms, and glanced twice, "Do you know this little girl? Is she an acquaintance of yours?"

"Hmm..." Cheng Xueyan stopped, looked at Gu Siyan who was standing next to him, "I know her, she is..." Before he could finish the rest, he spoke to the old lady Hu'er.

"Oh, so you really know each other. This little girl has been waiting here for a day. At first I thought she was mentally ill. I almost asked the guard to come here and kick her out. I'm so sorry. Miss, I misunderstood." The old lady was not mean, and quickly apologized to Gu Siyan.

"Well...it's okay, it's okay."

"Then I won't bother you, I'm going for a walk."

"Yes, please go slowly." Cheng Xueyan greeted the old lady with a smile, and watched her and their family enter the elevator until the elevator door closed.

Then, he looked at Gu Siyan and said with an unfriendly expression, "The company is not very busy, just got off work? Huh? Didn't you say that you have been here not long ago?"