you are the one I love.

Cheng Xueyan sat alone in the living room at home and thought for a long time. She didn't turn on the TV, but just turned on the light.

In the end, she went to her room very calmly, tidied up briefly, took a few changes of clothes, and left.

Before walking out of the entrance, Cheng Xueyan hesitated again and again, but still put the key of the house on the empty dining table.

She thought, maybe both she and Gu Siyan need time.Such blind pursuit is meaningless.The game she kept chasing and Gu Siyan hiding was not fun at all.

So she should calm down for a while.Also let Gu Siyan calm down.

This home in Shuxin Pavilion...Cheng Xueyan has never told Gu Siyan, but she really likes it, and she is also very happy, very happy, very touched by what Gu Siyan has done for her. I am happy.

And now... there is no need to say anything.

Cheng Xueyan left the key, she knew that she didn't give up the relationship with Gu Siyan, but she gave Gu Siyan the freedom and right to hide, and respected her choice,

If one day Gu Siyan feels that she can open her heart, let Cheng Xueyan see what she has always wanted to know, and let Cheng Xueyan go to every corner of her heart, Cheng Xueyan hopes that Gu Siyan can come to her with this key.Take her back to their home.

Cheng Xueyan's thoughts took several days of thinking.Then she simply left without leaving a note.

By the time Gu Siyan noticed, Cheng Xueyan had already left for almost two days.

At first, Gu Siyan was just the same as before, quietly returning home until midnight, then got up early the next day, quietly made breakfast and left.

But he didn't want to see the untouched breakfast on the dining table when he came back in the middle of the night, and the bunch of keys belonging to Cheng Xueyan on the dining table.I thought it was just Cheng Xueyan getting angry with her again, so I didn't pay too much attention.After all... Gu Siyan's heart retreated a little because of that nightmare.

It's not that she doesn't want to be with Cheng Xueyan.Rather, it cannot.

Originally, she thought that there was no grievance in her heart, and she could face up to the events of the year again, and face up to the fact that she killed her parents with her own hands.But I didn't expect... She still... Even if she just saw similar things happen, she would...

Although, Gu Siyan didn't take the fact that Cheng Xueyan didn't eat her breakfast to heart, but she paid attention to the bunch of keys that Cheng Xueyan put on the dining table.

As a result... another day later, when Gu Siyan came back at night, she still saw the same situation as yesterday.

For a moment, she panicked, ran to the door of Cheng Xueyan's room and knocked, and immediately opened the door and went in without getting a response. What she saw was a dark room and an empty bed.

He walked slowly to the wardrobe, opened the door of the wardrobe, and there were only a few pieces of clothes.

Gu Siyan's lowered hand clenched into a fist.At the next moment, he let go of his clenched fist.

What right does she have to be sad?It's normal for Cheng Xueyan to do this, right?

In the past few days, isn't what she's doing obvious enough?What's the point of running away like this?

She thought, if she didn't be brave and face it by herself.Then there must be no way for her...the love between Cheng Xueyan and Cheng Xueyan to continue.

That day, Gu Siyan sat on the bed in Cheng Xueyan's room for a long time.Basically, it was almost dawn when she lay down and rested for a while.It didn't take long to get up and go to work again.

As if nothing happened.It's just that her eyes are red, but she can't hide the fact that she is not in a good state.

Instead of going to Gu's, she went back to the resort. She knew what Cheng Xueyan meant.Perhaps it would be better for the two of us to separate temporarily.After all, they had been separated for ten years, met again suddenly, and became close so quickly, indeed...it will take time, after all...they are not the carefree Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan when they were young.

When I went back to the resort, I also packed up and brought a change of clothes.Since Cheng Xueyan no longer lives in that home, there is no need for her to go back every day.

With a desolate look on his face, he returned to the resort and started working.Still as usual, she was serious when working, but Gu Nianxi could see how "scary" her elder sister's sternness was.It's just work, work, work, there is no intention of stopping at all, and it makes the staff miserable, but Gu Siyan herself is like an unconscious robot, and she doesn't need to stop for a rest at all.

Pan Xiaoya could see something, from Gu Siyan's way of seeing something wrong after she found out that a worker fell into the water in the resort that day, but what can she do? She is the boss, and as an employee, it is not easy for her to ask about the boss's personal affairs Ah, although in private, the two can be regarded as friends, but in recent days, Gu Siyan's face has basically been expressionless. After careful consideration, Pan Xiaoya still feels that it is not suitable for her to speak.

So this kind of thing had to be done by Gu Nianxi.Gu Nianxi saw an opportunity, and when Gu Siyan had just finished talking with the staff and was free, Gu Nianxi, who had been standing beside her silently, spoke.

"Cough cough."

"What's the matter, do you have something to say?" Gu Siyan heard Gu Nianxi cough twice, how fake and fake the voice was, looked up at Gu Nianxi, then lowered her head again and continued to look at the document in her hand, while reading While talking.

"Sister, shall we have a chat?" Gu Nianxi put on a flattering look, fearing that Gu Siyan would immediately answer her that she wanted to work and reject her.

"busy?"

"Well... yes."

"Is it urgent? If you are not in a hurry, we will talk about it later."

"It's urgent... right now." The word "right" couldn't be more subtle, anyway, what Gu Nianxi is thinking is, can things related to you not be urgent?She was also afraid that Gu Siyan would leave if she said it out.

"Then tell me." Gu Siyan still lowered her head, concentrating on reading her documents.

"Here?" Gu Nianxi had a surprised expression on his face. Do you want to chat in such a place where there are staff in broad daylight!

"Personal matter?" Hearing Gu Nianxi's shocked expression, he finally raised his head to look at Gu Nianxi.

Gu Nianxi nodded.

"That's fine. Let's go to the office." There is a temporary office here in the resort.

After finishing speaking, Gu Siyan turned around first, and Gu Nianxi followed behind, and made an "ok" gesture with Pan Xiaoya who had been watching nearby.

meeting room.

"Let's talk about it, what's your personal matter?" Gu Siyan sat on the armchair and looked at Gu Nianxi.

"Well... this week..." Anyway, it's her elder sister's private matter, the key is that it involves her elder sister's personal emotional issues... So Gu Nianxi hesitated a bit.

"Huh? This week? What happened this week?" Gu Siyan didn't notice it.

"Old sister, did you... have a conflict with sister Xueyan?" She simply broke the jar and asked directly. Her old sister was sitting here waiting for her to ask, but she was still coy Well.

"..." Gu Siyan's expression was a little stiff, she didn't expect that the private matter that Gu Nianxi was talking about was this matter... After a moment of silence, Gu Siyan spoke again, "No." With a simple sentence, "I don't want to talk about this, you Is that what you want to tell me?"

"...Also, you need to rest. Your condition...doesn't look very good recently." Although Gu Siyan expected that she would not say anything, Gu Nianxi still asked. In my impression, the chances of her elder sister and Cheng Xueyan quarreling are really high. There are quite a few... and Gu Siyan seems to be in a bad state recently, and she has been working and working all the time, making Gu Nianxi, the younger sister, a little bit worried when she looks at it.

"I'm fine. Don't worry. It's you, you have to take care of yourself and act like a child." Gu Siyan smiled. Her younger sister will know how to care for others. She stretched out her hand to touch Gu Nianxi's head.If she was really worried, she was more worried about Gu Nianxi. After all, Gu Nianxi's stomach trouble made her a little worried.

"What are you doing? I'm not a child." Gu Nianxi gently put aside Gu Siyan's hand on her head, "He said it's okay, look at your current appearance, everything is fine, you just work all day Work and work, don't stop to rest, you are not tired, you should look at the people around you anyway, they are all following you and they are too tired to bear."

"...Well, I know. In the future... I will pay more attention to it." Gu Siyan... really didn't notice this, she just thought, find something to do, don't look up, don't wake up, don't think about anything, don't worry about it. Don't want to think about anything.

The story is divided into two parts. Cheng Xueyan's side, since leaving that day, has returned to the house where she lived before, but of course, it is not the Cheng's house. After all, it seems that there is no longer her family in it, and there is no point for her to go.

And she didn't tell her mother Shen Yanxin that filial children don't want her mother to worry.But she didn't even talk about her sister Cheng Yufei, except that she was afraid that Yufei would tell her mother about herself because she was worried about her, and she didn't want Cheng Yufei to worry.After all, she is also an older sister, so how can she let her sister take care of herself.

Alone, she returned to the home where the mother and daughter used to live. It was a house they bought after they moved out of the Cheng family mansion, and it was her other home.

When I went back, I found that...it was so empty.

There used to be her mother and her younger sister.

Later she lived with Gu Siyan, and Gu Siyan...

Now...and there is no one there.Only herself.

Without the warm embrace, I can't see Gu Siyan...the tenderness in the eyes when looking at her.

At this moment, there is nothing.