[Natsume] When the sun shines

Faced with her anger, I didn't know how to respond.Because going out quietly is already very worrying.But... now, I don't know how to deal with it.

What should I say...

I lowered my head and held back a word for a long time, "...Sorry."

Hayakawa Liu's usually gentle face was cold, she gave way, "Go in and eat, the sweet buns are on the table, and the bento is ready."

"..."

I changed into clean clothes, a thick gray low-neck sweater, a small red coat, washed whitish blue jeans, sneakers, and a new scarf on the table, blue and white, very It is fresh and beautiful.Looking at the scarf, I was silent for a long time, then slowly picked it up, took off the tag, and put it on my neck.

When I went downstairs, Hayakawa was packing her things, she seemed to be going to work, I slowly walked up to her, "... Hayakawa."

"..."

She looked at me and didn't speak.

I'm at a loss. This is the first time I've seen her angry since I met her. In the past, no matter how much I bullied her, she always had a gentle smile...

"I……"

What should I say?It seems that nothing is right.

Seemingly seeing my embarrassment, she looked at me and finally sighed, "Before... no matter how much you went too far, I don't mind, because I know you are just a child..."

"It's also because I'm just a child, so I went out in the middle of the night and came back in the early morning... I think I'm very angry." Hayakawa turned around, put on a woolen trench coat, picked up her small bag, and looked at me again Finally, I couldn't help reaching out to help me straighten my scarf, "If you're tired, don't go to school, do you want me to ask for a vacation for you?"

I lowered my head, looked at the sneakers on my feet, and felt my nose a little sore, "...No, no need, I'm going to school."

Putting on my fluffy shoulder bag and bento box, enduring the burst of crying, I went out.

……How can you do this.

It's just that I didn't return home at night, so I was so worried, and I died quietly in a few days... What would it be like then?

Think carefully.

Xiao Hei seemed to want to comfort me, but he didn't know how to speak, so he could only keep silent on my shoulder.

Feeling a little heavy.But after walking halfway, when I looked up, the boy I liked was standing at the corner where he had to pass to go to school. He was wearing a black school uniform with a thin body, and he looked very good-looking. He was carrying a shoulder bag and had warm yellow hair like I have a thin layer of hoarfrost, seeing me coming, he couldn't help smiling slightly, "Good morning, Xiao Mu."

It seems that his smile can always dispel the haze in my heart. When I see him, I feel that my mood suddenly improves.

——as if you can leave everything relaxed and happy.

This should be the legendary feeling, right?

It can make people feel that even if they leave the whole world, as long as they can be with you, they are willing.

"...How long have you been waiting for me?"

I couldn't help but ask.

Natsume shook his head, "Not long."

I pursed my lips, looked at the thin hoarfrost on his hair, and couldn't help brushing it away for him, "Liar."

He bent his eyes and held my wrist naturally, "Didn't I lie to you?"

makes sense.

"...Don't lie to me in the future."

I didn't wear gloves today, I put those cute grizzly gloves in my school bag, so...

It may be because I stood for a long time in the cold morning, the boy's palm was a little cold, so I couldn't help but hold his hand tightly, wanting to pass on some of my warmth to him.

"okay."

Natsume's voice was clear and gentle, as if she was born to refuse others, I don't know why, but thinking of this, I felt a little depressed, "Does Natsume always agree to any request without hesitation?"

I held his hand tightly, for fear that if I let go, it would be the so-called farewell.

That's too heavy for me to hurt.

"Maybe." The young man smiled softly, "If it's Xiao Mu's request, no matter what it is, I will definitely do my best to fulfill it."

"..."

No, the important point is not this!

But it is beyond reproach, every word of the young man's words pierced into my heart, turning into a gentle trickle, nourishing my somewhat sad heart.

Sometimes, walking with the person you like, you will wish that the road you walk is far away and endless.

But the road was not as long as I wished, and soon I saw the outline of the school, maybe they were all shy, although we were holding hands, we were silent most of the time.

...Because I don't know what to say.

That kind of shy feeling made me a little overwhelmed.Natsume is obviously dating a girl for the first time, and it seems that he doesn't know what to do.

Finally, we came to the path where we should part ways.

I saw the bluestone path stretching behind my boy, the flower beds on the side of the road were full of unleavened gardenias, and the whole campus was filled with the light fragrance of gardenias—the boy was thin with a bag on his back, using his transparent pair of His eyes looked at me, and the expression in his eyes was an indescribable...concentration.

I couldn't help pulling on the scarf, and being watched so intently by the boy... After all, I was a little shy.

"Xiao Mu." The boy thought for a while, then rubbed my hair, "Study hard. Don't take the bottom one again."

"..." This, this kind of thing is completely force majeure! !

It seems that there is nothing to explain, but Natsume seems to have no intention of leaving, just looking at me, the pair of transparent eyes under the slender eyelashes are shining in the morning sun, it is really beautiful.

And those really good-looking eyes are looking at me right now, with focused eyes.

"...You, you don't go to class?"

I lowered my head, a little afraid to look into his eyes, and became incoherent when I spoke, but I was thinking in my heart——

Don't go, look at me a little longer, just a little bit, look at me a little bit more——

Let me stay in your memory for a while longer.

"Ah, I'm going." The young man seemed to have forgotten what was going on, and then he laughed, his bright eyes slightly brightened, "Xiao Mu is so beautiful today, I even forgot to go to class."

——What does it feel like to be praised for being beautiful by your sweetheart?

It was a kind of joy, joy, and even happiness that no one could describe.

I tidied up the corners of my clothes nervously, trying to smooth out every wrinkle on the clothes. The joy in my heart made my lips curl up involuntarily, and all I could think about was the sentence "very beautiful."

"...Don't praise me like that, what should I do if I forget myself." I said in a muffled voice.

The boy smiled, and helped me straighten my messy hair, "It's okay, it's okay because Xiao Mu is forgetful, I like it soon enough."

Feeling the gentle stroke of his palm on my head, I stared blankly at the gentle young man in front of me.He seemed to put down his hands in distress, "There is really no way, if you don't go, you will be scolded by the teacher."

"No, it doesn't matter, you go first, we will go to the back at noon and have lunch together."

I lowered my head and felt that my face was hotter than just a little bit.

The young man seemed a little helpless, turned around and was about to leave.

I looked at his back fading away in the sun, the gardenias on the side of the road were blooming brightly and beautifully, the boy I liked walked away bit by bit, getting farther and farther away from my life.

It's like a terrible fate that isn't necessarily yours, even if you get it.

Like an inexplicable impulse, but also like a kind of fear, my feet seemed out of my control, and I couldn't help catching up, "... Natsume!"

The boy stopped in his tracks, as if he wanted to turn his face to look at me——

The temperature on the lips, soft and warm.

The boy's eyes widened in disbelief, and after a while, he was relieved.Finally, he closed his eyes, put his arms around my waist, and kissed me deeper.

The warmth of the embrace, the tenderness of the lips.

I feel that now, I really have no regrets in this life.

For a long time, a little out of breath, I hugged his neck and put my head on his chest, greedy for the warmth of his embrace, unwilling to move.

The young man panted slightly, and after a while, he smiled and seemed a little puzzled, "Why?"

I tightened my arms tightly against his chest, unwilling to say a word.

……say what?

Say I'm dying and I have to grab a hand before I leave?

Or……

——I'm about to die, so I don't want you to forget me.

Very selfish, very selfish, selfish I want to despise myself.

You are about to die, why should you be so greedy?

...Obviously, obviously he has lost the qualification to like him, right?

what do you want?Why do you want it?

Gave him good memories, and then passed away happily after feeling consummated?

Hayakawa Mu, how can you be so selfish.

"...You are my boyfriend now, of course I can kiss if I want to."

After holding back for a long time, I finally uttered this sentence.After I finished speaking, I felt the temperature on my face reached a new peak.

The boy laughed, "I'm not afraid to blush when I say such things."

But I feel that my teenager is also a little shy.His voice was not as clear as before, but slightly hoarse.As if I was greedy for this kind of tenderness, I was unwilling to move, and he didn't force it. After a long time, I heard his slow voice, "Hey, go to class quickly, if you are late, you will be reprimanded by the teacher."

"..."

Reluctantly, I let go of my hand, and the young man stroked my hair reassuringly, the gentle palm finally felt warm.He thought for a while, then took out a piece of candy from his pocket and handed it to me, his pretty eyes curled up, "If you feel sad, just eat a piece of candy. Doesn't Xiao Mu like sweets?"

I feel like the temperature on my face has climbed to a new peak again...wait a minute, how did the male god know that I like to eat sweets! !

This, this is simply incredible new heights! !

I accepted the candy in shock and shyness, and suddenly remembered that every time before, Natsume's bento contained sweet...

Whether it is purple rice dumplings or persimmon cakes, they are delicious desserts.

I held the piece of candy, looked at the back of Natsume leaving, and stood there for a long time.It wasn't until the class bell rang that I turned around slowly. The temperature on my lips seemed to be still there. I touched my lips, and my face burned uncontrollably.

...Really, I like it very much.

Well, even if it's extremely selfish... I want it too, okay...

Spend this short time with him well.

The author has something to say: ...here is a scumbag author who writes a kiss and is ashamed as hell.

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