[Natsume] When the sun shines

When you feel unhappy or unhappy, think about the good things in this world, maybe that unhappiness will disappear.

Just like when I was thinking about Kitano Mu, the boy I liked said to me——

"Now, it's you who warms me up."

That is a happy thing.

I held Natsume's hand and walked in one direction. He held my gloved left hand instead and asked softly, "Where are you going?"

"...Take you to see my childhood?"

I turned my head to look at him, the cloudy weather above my head did not affect my mood at all, I even felt that the gray sky and the row of metasequoia trees on the side of the road looked good, I heard me say very cheerfully, "There is a A big sycamore tree seems to have lived for many years. When I was young, I would enjoy the shade under the tree. At that time, the sky was as gray as it is now, but the grass under the tree would be beautiful with hoarfrost..."

So, come with me to have a look.

He looked at my expression, was slightly taken aback, and then smiled, "Okay."

We crossed the asphalt road planted with straight metasequoia trees. The former dust trails had been neatly repaired long ago. The former flower shop was on the side of the road. Some of the dirty air was purified a lot, I just glanced at it hastily, but didn't stay much.

...I can't see youkai anymore.

So...it doesn't matter.

Being dragged by me for several steps, Natsume looked at the flower shop from a distance, but stopped.

"What's wrong?" I asked him, feeling inexplicably nervous.

"Wait a moment."

He smiled and covered my eyes with his hands, "Close your eyes and be right back."

Leaning against a straight metasequoia on the edge of the curb, listening to the whistle of cars and the hurried footsteps of passers-by, my eyelids covered the light of my pupils, and in the darkness, my heart began to feel a little uneasy.

...fear, inexplicable fear.

The girl with dark blue pupils bent her eyes and smiled, followed by the familiar taste of this city, immersing herself in her heart little by little, and finally turned into a touch of unresolved sadness and sadness.

Unforgivable, not at all... unforgivable.

The warm gray bear gloves became a little hot, I pulled the red scarf around my neck, breathing slightly short of breath.

The familiar footsteps came slowly, as if I couldn't wait any longer, I opened my eyes suddenly.

The boy came over with a bouquet of flowers in his arms, his warm-colored hair was disheveled by the wind. Seeing me open my eyes, he complained a few words, "Why are you so fast, didn't you say wait a minute?"

The five-pointed tobacco blooms brightly in his arms, which is different from the dots of stars all over the sky. The clusters of small flowers seem to have opened into the heart, turning into a warm current that cannot be let go. Uncontrollably, he began to smile——

"I heard you coming and couldn't wait—"

A large bouquet of flower tobacco was put into my arms, and the young man took my hand naturally, "I'm also fast, if I lose you, I don't know where to find it."

"You can't find a girl as good as me anywhere." I said thick-skinned.

After I finished speaking, I felt the two backpacks Natsume was carrying twist a few times.

Natsume stopped, looked at me, and smiled for a while, "That's right."

With a blank expression on my face, I pulled up the red scarf half way up, completely covering my face.

... Sure enough, if you say such a thick-skinned thing, you will still be shy.

The road to the orphanage is neither long nor short.

Maybe it's too long, so long that we forget what we used to look like, or maybe it's too short, so short that we grow up in a blink of an eye.

I stood in front of the back door of the orphanage, and a big "seal" hurt my eyes. The ancient sycamore tree inside the door was still towering. The sycamore tree became a little haggard.

"Monsters... will also disappear."

Holding the bunch of very bright flower tobacco in my right hand, I muttered to myself.

In this world, nothing really lasts forever.

"..."

Natsume looked up at the sycamore tree. Under the hazy sky, the boy's eyes were as transparent as glass, so clear that he could see the bottom at a glance, "Hello, Uncle."

My hand tightened suddenly, and then I released it suddenly. Xiao Hei seemed to have noticed something, and got out of the backpack very cleverly, and then yelled, "I'm suffocating, I'm going to take a breath..."

It wrapped around my ankle quickly, and then climbed up to my shoulder, and whispered to me, "There is an old monster sitting on a sycamore tree branch looking at you and smiling, Emma is so cute people."

Is it... old man Wutong from back then?

The feeling of being a blind person is really... desolate.

"Where is it?" I lowered my voice, trying my best to let Xiao Hei hear my voice.

"Stupid, don't you know where the people next to you are looking?"

Xiao Hei looked down on me.

I resisted the urge to pinch its tail, and followed the boy's gaze.

There are only clean and strong sycamore branches branching from the main trunk, with bleak yellow leaves in late autumn. There is no one there, and thin sunlight shines through the gray clouds, shining in that direction, but I Not even a blurry shadow can be seen.

"Uncle... Long time no see."

I waved my hand in that direction, very stiffly.

"The old man said...'You are back, how have you been these few years'..." Xiao Hei obviously has a very good opinion of the profession of translation. When he was talking, his tail kept slapping my shoulder, which was very painful. of.

Go back and pack it up.

"I've had a good few years and met a lot of... nice people."

I looked at that direction intently, and there was beautiful sunlight shining down. In a trance, there seemed to be a vague shadow. , However, there is a kind of shallow warmth.

"He said, 'That's good.' That old man's expression..." Xiao Hei hesitated, "Some, hesitant to speak?"

The sample Chinese literature is not bad.

I don't think I can say such high-end and elegant idioms.

"Uncle, if you have anything to say, just say it."

I hear me say.

"He said, 'I have wronged your child in recent years...' Nima is so perverted, oh! I will continue, 'If you came back because of what happened back then...'"

I stared blankly at that direction, and the blurred shadow slowly dissipated in my eyes, but Xiao Hei's words still echoed in my ears, "'Go and read the newspapers from back then, that is also...a poor girl.'"

"...I see, then do you know where Wuyue went?"

Even though I can no longer see the monster, I still miss the little monster with round eyes who gave me sweet bread, hot water and bedding.

"'No Moon is a monster formed by the traveler's longing... full of the traveler's longing for the hometown in this world, so it is looking for the 'hometown' aimlessly, wandering the north and south of the river alone, wandering on the way home End of the world.'"

Moonless is the traveler's longing.

Because it is the yearning of travelers all over the world, there is no moon and no home. Its so-called "homecoming"...

Is it just an endless journey?

Roaming the world, the world is home.

So, maybe I can't find it anymore.

"Thanks...can I go in and have a look?" I heard me ask.

"'Forget it.'" Xiao Hei was obviously very dissatisfied with the job of translating, which was very strange to him.

But this kind of thing has nothing to do with me... I promised to give it a pound of seven-year-old cookies! ! !

My pocket money for a month! ! !

The seal on the back door seemed to be blown by some wind, and it fell to the ground lightly. The dilapidated door opened quietly with a "squeak", and the familiar but unfamiliar small courtyard quietly came into my eyes.

The fragrance of flower tobacco lingers in my arms. The small warehouse that I once regarded as a small nest has become a real warehouse. From the broken window glass, I can see that it is full of boxes of all sizes. The wooden door is tightly locked by a big lock, and things are people and things are not things. Maybe, here, it is really just a memory.

"Little Mu..."

The boy looked at the warehouse, "This is..."

He seems to be sad.

I held his hand tightly and smiled, "There's a wind chime over there, it's my favorite thing."

I pulled him down under the eaves that used to have wind chimes, but the dilapidated wind chimes that had been eroded by wind and rain had long since disappeared.Empty eaves, no wind chimes singing anymore, a kind of inexplicable loneliness rises from my heart - it is different, everything is really different...

"Is this where Xiao Mu lives?" The young man's clear voice sounded, and I nodded, "Yeah."

I want my teenager to like me, everything about me, past, present, future...

So, can you accept this past?

"That must be a very nice wind chime." Natsume helped me comb my hair, and my eyes were bent into a beautiful arc. "Maybe it sounds better than our wind chime."

Natsume’s house also has a wind chime. I always knew that when I hadn’t lost my demonic power, I could hear a distant sound occasionally. When I dreamed back in the middle of the night, I would hear the whisper of a wind chime. I always thought it was the wind chime in my memory. Or maybe it was a wind chime monster playing tricks again, but it was later discovered that it was a wind chime from a family.

At that time, I didn't know Natsume yet.

At that time, he was still rebellious.

"No..." I lowered my head, covering my face with a red scarf, "Well, Natsume's house wind chime...is just as nice as it."

"Xiao Mu praised me, I would be embarrassed."

The young man laughed, put his hand down, and took my hand again, "Although I don't know what it is, but if we have a knot in our heart, we need to untie it... Let's go find a newspaper, uncle said that, sure It will help you."

Sometimes I really hate why Natsume is always so natural when holding my hand, but every time I want to stretch my claws, I think of taking advantage...

Really, it makes people cry blind.

The author has something to say: My dear, I am back! ! !

Yesterday, I sat on the train for a whole day with a sore back and a sore back. I woke up at nine o’clock today. When I got up, I was ready to buy a new set of stickers for the newly bought Redmi 1s... When I came back, it was raining to death and I was drenched like a fool. TAT

Came back and took a shower...

So the mobile phone card has not yet been issued. Now that the rain has stopped, I plan to apply for a mobile phone card~

Thank you for the friendly mine_(:з」∠)_

If nothing else... I started running naked TAT

Aww, so much to say! !For example, I’m so lonely outside and I’m homesick. TAT I’m so homesick even though there are so many fun crabs there! ! ! !Dreaming every day is the voice and smile of my friends, and it's all your comments...

Thank you TAT for waiting for me for so long!

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