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Si Ji walked quickly.He was much more awake, except for the burning pain in his stomach, the alcohol left him only light dizziness.The feet seemed to be on the soft soil, and the eyes could clearly see every scratch on the handrail of the stairs.

If he stayed, he would hold Zuo Yan and cry again.But no.Cried too much today.Too girly.He didn't want Zuo Yan to see his useless look again.

He remembered that this was the first time in a long time that Zuo Yan didn't send him home.The doorman, Uncle Liu, has long recognized Zuo Yan's car, and Grandma Wang on the first floor even praised Zuo Yan for being handsome.If he didn't have no pants this time, Zuo Yan would definitely use "it's not safe for you to be drunk" as an excuse to pull him into the car.

As long as many details are carefully recalled, clues will be revealed from the rapid passage of time and life covered by trivial matters.

Si Ji put the hat on his head and tightened the knots to keep out the cold wind in the rain.Autumn in Autumn City occasionally reveals this sad look. The wind blows up fragmented leaves and paper scraps, and obscure and mottled cracks cover the rain-drenched buildings hideously. The whole city is heartbreakingly desperate. .

So much so that he dared not glance out in the taxi.

But luckily.Zuo Yan almost walked away.It is so easy to get out of one's life, but it is very difficult to get closer.

Si Ji stopped and walked all the way, occasionally sitting on the curb to smoke a cigarette, resting, and it was already late when he arrived at Shen Luoshen's house.He was still sleeping, but the photo under the pillow was turned out, lying on his cheek.Si Ji slapped him on the face amusedly.After taking a shower, he tiptoed to the balcony and called Lao Si.

Lao Si was taken aback and asked him if something had happened.Si Ji said no, but you must spare some time tomorrow to talk to me, I need your guidance on important issues in my life.The boss said it was no problem, so it's okay to say it now.Si Ji said that an interview was necessary, so the two made an appointment at noon, in a small cafeteria.

By the way, Shen Luoshen, a disabled person, was brought along.

The No. [-] Middle School is the key point of the province, and has produced many champions with brilliant records.There are many students living here, and the food in the cafeteria is not bad.After ordering three meals, the chef asked the chef to add a small hot pot, and several people gathered around the table to have sex.After eating about the same, Shen Luoshen went out for a walk with eyes wide open, while Lao Si looked at his watch and said let's start, I have something to do later.

Si Ji was ill and lacked energy, and didn't want to argue with him, so he directly reported Zuo Yan's father's name.Lao Si was only shocked for a while, and then said that it was so.

"Why so?" Si Ji asked.

The old Si concentrated and began to recall: "The matter of the road bureau was suppressed very quickly, which has a lot to do with the crackdown back then. Several people came down from the top, and their families were destroyed."

Now, Si Ji asked.

"It's been so many years, who will mention it? Let's just use it as a talking point." The boss smiled, "But speaking of it, everyone admires the bloodiness of the Road Bureau."

Si Ji's heart twitched: "His son is also very kind."

"Yes. It's really not easy." Lao Si glanced left and right, secretly lit a cigarette, and shrank his hands under the table after taking a puff.Si Ji also wanted to take it, but he stared back.

"Did you have a problem with that guy Zuo Yan?" He asked again, "Actually, the first time I saw him, I thought he had too many things in his possession. But as a human being, you hate the old and love the new, and it's easy to know what's difficult. You fell in love with him I will definitely not give up simply.”

"It sounds like I'm like that." Si Ji really wanted to jump.

"No matter how noble a love is, it can't avoid human nature. Why are you so anxious?" Lao Si sighed, "The more you avoid it, the less confidence you have."

"I'm confident enough."

Si Ji struggled to speak, talking about Zuo Yan's thoughts.Of course, the matter of his mother was omitted.

"That's it..." Taking a big puff on his cigarette, Lao Si fell into deep thought, "Actually, isn't your choice now a good one? Keep your distance and give each other space. Don't push too hard, or he won't be able to bear it."

"...That's it?" The old Si got up and was about to retreat, but Si Ji grabbed the corner of his clothes across the table: "Mr. Si Weiguo, aren't you too irresponsible?"

"What's the line in Hemingway's The Old Man and the Sea?"

Si Ji blinked: "'People can be destroyed, but not defeated'?"

"Well. But this sentence is actually a two-way proverb. It can also be said as 'man can be defeated, but not destroyed'."

"What are you talking about?"

"What this means is that others can't give you any good advice about your relationship. In a word, you can lie upside down and sideways to understand it, but in the end it depends on yourself."

"...Dad, your skill at stewing chicken soup is getting worse and worse." Si Ji complained mercilessly.

Lao Si handed him the cigarette butt: "Because you've grown up...you can't be coaxed anymore."

Followed by the aunt's scornful eyes, Si Ji found Shen Luoshen by the side of the small playground.He had a plaster cast on his arm, and it was inconvenient to wear clothes. The windbreaker was only covered with one sleeve.Si Ji walked over and squatted beside him, saying that I'm done, should I go?

Shen Luoshen hadn't had a haircut for more than half a month, her broken hair was pressed on top of her head by a black headband, she looked like a very manly girl.The students passing by were all looking at him, and the security guards were about to move, but he didn't want to leave. "Wait, I haven't been to my alma mater for a long time."

"Speaking of which middle school did Zuo Yan go to? I really never asked." Si Ji touched his chin and said suddenly.

"Junior high school is in the same school as us." Shen Luoshen replied.

"Hey! You are really a senior brother!"

"Who are you chasing after? The eighth generation of ancestors fell in love with each other before they figured out what they were doing. Isn't it shameful?"

"I dare not mention it." Si Ji bumped his uninjured hand, "I always feel that everything about Qiucheng is not a good memory for him. I just wait for him to take the initiative to tell me."

"You still said he was cowardly. In fact, it's not the same."

"How should I put it. If you like someone, you give the other person the power to hurt you. This thing is too precious to be abused."

"Do you want to ask me about my surname Qin?"

"No, don't ask." Si Ji laughed, "Wait until you take the initiative to tell me."

Shen Luo took a deep breath: "It's cool to indulge once in a while. It didn't matter before, no one cares about it. Now it seems that the teacher is too excited to mobilize the crowd."

Company colleagues keep coming to visit.Partners call to express condolences and inquire about the progress of the list.The second uncle worried about dozens of hairs.The non-stop WeChat bombing of Cannon friends.Si Ji took care of him for more than 20 days.

"I'll give you an ordinary nurse's price, 300 a day."

"No, talking about money hurts too much. Otherwise, I'll help you chase Zuo Yan."

"Fuck me, a sow up a tree?"

Rubbing her legs, Shen Luo became silent: "Just listen to what I said, what nonsense. Come on, let's go around the dormitory and see what the boys in high school are like now."

Si Ji looked at his suddenly excited face, and was dumbfounded for a while: "... Forget it, as long as you are happy."

At this time, the phone vibrated a few times.While quickly pushing Shen Luo Shen Si Ji, he lowered his head to unlock it.Two messages, one from the boss: "In short, you can do whatever you want, you don't need to pretend that you are doing well in front of me and your mother."

"Come on, they're all asleep and they're watching!" Shen Luo urged him deeply.

And Si Ji still stared at another message and smiled: "No one is willing to give me pants, what should I do?"