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This is an old villa area in the urban area, and the surrounding greenery is very good, but in Fang Moxin's view, there is always a feeling of darkness, he even heard a faint cry, he knew it was him crying, Now he won't cry anymore, and he will protect the one who can cry. If his mother didn't call, Fang Moxin didn't want to step here.

The security measures in the community are very good. After registering with the guard, he walked to that cold place. When standing at the door, he felt that he didn't have the courage to ring the doorbell.Looking at the dark house number, I vaguely remembered when I was very young, so small, low, and short, sitting here waiting for my parents to come home, and then they either didn't come back, or put him away when they came back. He was practicing piano in the piano room, and then there were quarrels all over the sky outside, the sound of glass breaking, and the sound sounded like tearing in his ears. He felt that he could not breathe, and he shouted: "Mom and Dad, My head hurts." But there was no response, and the little Fang Moxin had to hide himself under the piano.That small world is a sanctuary for him, so Fang Moxin can always do well when other children may cry and act coquettishly and refuse to practice the piano. That piano is his good friend , accompanied him through countless icy days and nights, and brought the only warmth to his young heart.

Fang Moxin raised his hand and rubbed his forehead. He felt that he had a headache, so he finally reached out and rang the doorbell.

The person who opened the door was a middle-aged woman with a slightly cold expression, the corners of her mouth drooping slightly, and she seemed inaccessible.Qiao Shujuan opened the door, looked at Fang Moxin and said, "Come on, come in." Then she turned around and left the room.

Fang Moxin's mother got stuck in his throat. He lowered his head and smiled bitterly, then followed Qiao Shujuan into the room.

The villa is still the same, empty and lifeless, completely incomparable with the small house Fang Moxin lives in, one is full of warm little atmosphere, the other is just a cold commodity house.

Qiao Shujuan poured Fang Moxin a glass of water and handed it to him.

"Thank you mom." Fang Moxin took it and took a sip.

The mother and son haven't seen each other for a long time. Fang Moxin moved out to live by himself when he was in high school. Later, he went out to study in university, and then went abroad to study with Mr. Mo for a period of time. Although he came back, most of them left in a hurry Coming and going in a hurry, Qiao Shujuan knew that her son didn't want to come back here, so she didn't say anything.Their family is already cold enough, and they won't be any colder.Although Fang Moxin returned to this city to work in the end, he never contacted his family. If Qiao Shujuan hadn't asked him to come here, he would not have been willing to step here. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, and this was not what he wanted. to face.

Qiao Shujuan looked at her son, she knew that he rejected this place, she was sorry for him, but she couldn't do anything anymore.

"Xiaoxin, I called you here this time to tell you that I divorced your father and us." Qiao Shujuan said calmly after taking a sip of water.Telling her son about this decision was finally a sigh of relief. Her marriage was unfortunate, arranged by the family, and her husband had another love in his heart. After all these years of quarreling, he even killed her son.Qiao Shujuan felt that she was sorry for her son. If it wasn't for the girlish fantasies she had when she was young, why would she bother with someone who didn't love her for so many years.

The two never divorced for various reasons, but not long ago, Qiao Shujuan filed for divorce with a very tough attitude.This ended the wrong marriage.However, the mistake has been made and there is no going back.

Fang Moxin didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, maybe silence is the best answer at this time.When he grew up, he vaguely understood that his strong mother probably loved his father, but so what?Love is always a matter of two people.After being entangled for so many years, Fang Moxin felt that divorce was also a good thing.

That way, you don't have to see each other.

"Your father immigrated to Australia, and he probably won't come back in the future. Xiaoxin, I know that when you grow up, there will only be the two of us left." Qiao Shujuan was a little dazed.

Fang Moxin did not receive any notice from his father. His father had another love, and that woman gave birth to him a son and a daughter. If it is said that the mother's love he received was very thin, then he had never received father's love.His father gave all his love to that woman and that woman's child, and left all his indifference and anger to him and his mother.After all, without him, without Qiao Shujuan, his father would have had a very happy family.But who can blame this?If you really love, don't compromise, don't delay Qiao Shujuan after having him, but also flaunt her loyalty to love.It's ridiculous.

Fang Moxin took a sip to calm down.It's really the environment that affects people. When he entered this house, he felt breathless and very irritable.

"Mom, if this is the case, why don't you live with me, it's too big for a person to live here." Fang Moxin didn't want to live here, so Qiao Shujuan had to live with him.

"No, Xiaoxin, you have your own life, and I also have my own life. It's not convenient for us to live together. I'm going to buy another house next to the company, which will be more convenient." Qiao Shujuan refused.

Fang Moxin knew that his mother was a strong woman in the business world, and her marriage was unsuccessful and her career was thriving.I own a listed company and I am very busy with work.Naturally, she didn't want to live with her, it was not convenient after all.Their family was originally indifferent, so the way of getting along with each other naturally couldn't be the kindness of mothers and filial piety of ordinary people. It's pretty good now, knowing that each other's life is okay.

Fang Moxin looked at the empty villa and said: "Since Mom doesn't plan to live here, why don't you sell it, it's useless to keep it."

Fang Moxin felt that since he started a new life, there was no need to miss the old one. What's more, he really didn't have a good impression of it, so all his anxiety and hesitation came from it. It's better to sell it and never have any contact with him again.He can start a new life with his mother, just like he is now, living the simplest and most fulfilling life every day, watching the smiling faces of the children.

"Do you want to sell it?" Qiao Shujuan hesitated. She never thought about selling this house. Although there were too many pains here, there were still many memories of her.

"Sell it, we won't come back in the future. Mom, there is nothing good left for me here, and there is nothing worth remembering. The memories here are all dark and traumatic. Just sell it. Let's forget the past and start living again." Fang Moxin sighed a little, finally he could come out of the darkness, right?

Seeing her son like this, Qiao Shujuan's heart ached. If it wasn't for her, her son wouldn't be sick.Fortunately, he is so good now, her son is very strong, much stronger than her.

"Okay, it's sold. I'll contact you when I get back, so let's sell it as soon as possible. Hehe, this location is good, and it can sell a lot." Qiao Shujuan smiled slightly, and made a joke with her son.

Fang Moxin looked at his mother's smiling face and smiled too.In fact, Qiao Shujuan is quite good-looking, but her marriage has had too much impact on her, causing her to lose the kindness and tenderness of a woman, and become a strong woman with iron bones.

The mother and son went out to eat and went back separately.When Fang Moxin returned to his little nest, he felt that this day was simply too tiring, and that kind of tired feeling made him unable to relax.When I return to that kind of villa, memories will be brought back, and my thoughts will be out of control, that kind of cold feeling.It's been a long time since this feeling was so cold.Fang Moxin took a shower, lay on the bed, tossed and turned for a while, then got up and found the medicine in the drawer and took it.

Watching the hands of the watch move little by little, it is now 23:[-] in the evening, the time is walking little by little, tick tock.Fang Moxin didn't know how long it would take him to fall asleep, but he didn't want to do anything, so he just lay on the bed and looked at the watch, counting the time.

While he was in a daze, the phone rang suddenly, which startled Fang Moxin, and the time was nine o'clock.

Picking up the phone, it was a call from Zhou Qiao.is he backSo fast?

When the phone was connected, I heard Zhou Qiao's hearty laughter: "Moxin, are you asleep? I called after counting the time." There was a little pride in the tone, as if counting the time was such an important thing.

"Not yet? You, haven't you come back yet?" Fang Moxin didn't seem to be infected by him, and felt that the sunshine seemed to have returned.

"No, I guess I have to wait for a while. I went out for a walk today and saw a lot of maple leaves. They are very beautiful. I took a lot of pictures. I will send them to you later."

"Really? The maple leaves in Canada are very beautiful. If you have a chance, you must go and see them. Such a warm color." Fang Moxin thought for a while and murmured to himself.

"Yes, let's come together when we have a chance. I can also be your guide. I know the way well. How about it?" Zhou Qiao invited.

"Hehe, you haven't come back yet, so you just want to go again. Let's wait for a chance, and see the beautiful scenery with you, okay?" Fang Moxin leaned on the pillow and talked to Zhou Qiao.

"Isn't this a planable plan?"

"Then you can think of me as troublesome then."

"Why would I think you're bothering me? Your old man is willing to give you face, but I can't afford to be happy. Mo Xin, are you not happy today?" Zhou Qiao asked cautiously.

"Well, a little bit, but it's much better now, thank you for talking with me." Fang Moxin was amazed at Zhou Qiao's keen insight, he could perceive his own emotions just through the phone.

"In the future, you can call me when you don't open, and I promise to be there on call."

"Hehe, call now, can you come?"

"Hey, if you really have something to do, I'll buy a plane ticket and fly back, right? Can I talk to you on the phone here?"

"Yes, yes, Young Master Zhou is a capable person, a superman. A superman who can save the earth." Fang Moxin laughed.

"You'd better smile, or you'll always feel something is wrong. Well, it's so late, you really should go to bed. I'll call you again when I'm free. Good night."

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Fang Mo felt that the breath that was stuck in his heart was finally gone. On such a night, there was such a person to chat with him.Actually, it's pretty good too.

When he needed sunlight, Zhou Qiao's beam of light shone in by himself.It gave him warmth and dispelled the uneasiness in his heart.