dating depression

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao wandering around the room on his own, showing no signs of recognition, and what on earth was he here for?Wouldn't it be a special delivery of breakfast?They don't know each other well, don't they have friendship at all?I couldn't think of a reason, so I had to go to take a bath by myself first.

Zhou Qiao carefully looked at the decoration of the house. He didn't pay attention to it last night. Now it seems that the decoration of the house is very warm and the color is bright. The decorations in the house are not lifeless things just placed there.Every piece of trinkets and pendants has its own characteristics.Moreover, it has a large balcony. There are many flowers and plants planted on the balcony, which is full of vitality. Looking at people, I feel very peaceful and comfortable.

If it was someone he liked, Zhou Qiao felt that if it was just his looks that were pleasing to the eye at first, then now he wants to know more about him.Being able to arrange the room so carefully, manage the life so comfortably, and have such a joy in life, treat yourself seriously, and don't wrong yourself.The more he knows Fang Moxin, the more interested Zhou Qiao is in him.

For a single man who knows how to live like this, maybe this Fang Moxin is still gay?Hehe, thinking of this possibility, Zhou Qiao couldn't help but smile, that's really great.

When Fang Moxin came out of the shower, he saw Zhou Qiao giggling alone.He was quite speechless. What did this man mean?Wiping his hair and walking out, Zhou Qiao heard the movement, and saw Fang Moxin saying: "Why don't you come out after drying your hair, be careful that you will get a headache when your hair is wet."

"Um, that hair dryer is broken, and I haven't bought a new one yet." Fang Moxin explained. "And it's been wiped dry."

"Then go and eat the porridge, it's probably a bit cold." Zhou Qiao walked towards the dining table and touched it with his hand: "It's really cold, why don't you heat it up? Do you have a microwave oven here?"

"Let me come, Zhou Qiao. You sit down. What do you want to drink? Tea or coffee?" Fang Moxin saw that Zhou Qiao was going to serve him hot porridge, so he hurriedly stopped him.

"It's such a trouble, is there no water? Pour a glass of water and drink it."

"Okay, wait a minute." Fang Moxin put the porridge in the microwave and poured Zhou Qiao a glass of water.

Holding the water glass in his arms, Zhou Qiao watched Fang Moxin come out of the kitchen with porridge and sat opposite him.

"Zhou Qiao, did you come to see me for something?" Fang Moxin asked while eating.

"Oh, it's nothing. Didn't you drink too much yesterday? I don't think there is anyone at home. I just stopped by to see how you are. Are you feeling better? Moxin, you can't drink too much." Zhou Qiao played around Water glass, said with a smile.He looked at the water glass in his hand, the double-layer glass, with a flower pressed in the middle, and he didn't know if it was a real flower or a fake flower. The pale pink petals were layered on top of each other, very delicate.

"It's much better after taking a bath. I really troubled you yesterday, thank you." Fang Moxin was a little embarrassed.

"Well, it's not too much trouble, so how do you want you to thank me? Verbal thanks don't seem too formal, right?" Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Moxin with a malicious smile on his face.

Why is this man like this?Fang Moxin really didn't know what to say.

"Why don't Moxin treat me to dinner? How about it?" Zhou Qiao continued to propose.

"Well, you book the place, how about I book the time?"

"Uh, why can't it be today?" Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Moxin with some aggrieved eyes, and blinked his eyes: "Today is the weekend, how about tonight?"

"I can't do it today. I have class tomorrow, and I have to prepare for it. I don't have time today." Fang Moxin refused.

He really didn't understand why the two of them were going to eat, but Zhou Qiao sent him back yesterday, and came here today to bring him breakfast, Fang Moxin also felt a little embarrassed.After all, they have just met and are not very familiar with each other, so it should be troublesome to invite him to a meal.

"Okay then, call me when you are free. By the way, you don't have my number. I'll call you and save it." Zhou Qiao picked up his mobile phone and dialed Fang Moxin Number.

The whole process was smooth and flowing, Fang Moxin was a little dazed watching.When his cell phone rang, his hair was covered with black lines.This young man, Zhou, knows everything, even his phone number.

"Don't be so surprised, I found it out of Zhou Lin's hands." Zhou Qiao said proudly.

"Why are you checking my phone number?" Fang Moxin was quite speechless, what is there to be proud of.Is this peeping at other people's privacy?There's no need to show off, okay?

"Oh, I didn't look it up on purpose, I just saved it when I saw it." Zhou Qiao would not say how much effort he had to get the number from his brother, because of which he almost lost his dignity as a brother.

"Then you can eat. I'll be back to the company later. Remember to call me when you have time. Do you understand?" Zhou Qiao checked the time and was about to get up and leave.

"Well, I won't forget."

Fang Moxin sent Zhou Qiao downstairs, and turned back after watching his car go far away.

Zhou Qiao's visit was inexplicable but not annoying, probably because of his cannibalism.But if someone hates it, he probably won't eat it either.Fang Moxin finished his breakfast, then tidied up the room and started preparing for lessons.As a special professor of the university, he is actually not too busy, but the new semester starts and there are a lot of chores to deal with.And this semester he will take another big class. As a teacher, he wants to teach every student well, whether it is music theory or other.

After a while, Fang Moxin didn't have time to contact Zhou Qiao.He remembered that Qian Zhouqiao had a meal, but he couldn't get away from it all the time.After two weeks, Fang Moxin had a real weekend.He picked up the phone and wanted to make an appointment with Zhou Qiao, but he felt a little embarrassed, maybe he didn't remember it anymore?Maybe Zhou Qiao was just talking casually, and he took it seriously?He is so busy, is he taking it too seriously?He picked up the phone several times and put it down again.

Fang Moxin felt that this was not like him anymore. A long time ago, he started to live a life of his own accord, trying to make himself relaxed and happy, even the way of life he chose was simple and pure.But now he is so hesitant, just because he wants to treat someone to a meal, it's so hypocritical, he can't help but despise himself.

Fang Moxin turned on his mobile phone and dialed Zhou Qiao's number.

"Hello, Moxin? Hehe, how long did I think I would have to wait for your call? Unexpectedly, it's not too long." Zhou Qiao's slightly hoarse voice rang in his ears.

"I'm sorry, I just started school, and I have a lot of things to do. Do you have time for the rest tomorrow? Let's go to dinner?" Fang Moxin felt that he was thinking about something messy just now when he heard Zhou Qiao's voice.Although he and Zhou Qiao had known each other not long ago, he had a pretty good impression of Zhou Qiao. He felt that Zhou Qiao had a sunny taste, optimistic and positive.And these are what Fang Moxin needs, what he ordered himself to get close to, what he tried hard to have.

So having such a friend, Fang Moxin felt it was a good thing.

"Moxin, I might not be able to go, why don't we make an appointment again? Sigh, why is it so difficult to have a meal with you?" Zhou Qiao's tone was full of regret.

"That's it, that's fine. If you have something to do, go ahead and call me if you're free. Then I won't bother you." Fang Moxin was a little dazed, as if he didn't expect to be rejected by the other party .

"Moxin, don't hang up. Hey, I'm on a business trip in Canada." Zhou Qiao seemed to feel Fang Moxin's slight loss: "There is a problem with a project in the company. I'll come here to deal with it. I can't go back for the time being." Mo Xin, next time is fine, I will definitely go next time."

Fang Moxin also felt that he shouldn't have the idea of ​​whether he was refusing, and felt that he was baffled.Zhou Qiao is so busy, with so many things to do in the company, and now he is abroad.

"Then next time you make an appointment, I should be free."

"Okay, it's time to kill you hard, so I won't be in vain for waiting so long. Cough cough." Zhou Qiao coughed a little, covering the phone slightly.

"Zhou Qiao? What's wrong with you? Are you sick?" Fang Moxin asked listening to the cough on the other end of the phone.

"Well, I have a bit of a cold. The weather has changed since I first arrived in Canada, and my temperature has dropped a bit."

"Then, pay more attention to yourself and drink more water." Zhou Qiao listened to Fang Moxin's concerned words in a strange way, and the corners of his mouth began to rise.Sooner or later, Fang Moxin will be in his hands. He has a feeling that the two of them will definitely be together, and Fang Moxin will definitely fall in love with him.

After the two chattered for a while, Zhou Qiao urged Fang Moxin to go to bed. After all, there was a time difference of half a world between the two.After hanging up the phone, Fang Moxin checked the time. They talked on the phone for more than an hour.

This was unbelievable to Fang Moxin. Holding the slightly hot phone, he felt that Zhou Qiao was really a good friend. Although they had known each other not long ago, the feeling of an old friend was gradually revealed.He was not a person who talked a lot, but he chatted with Zhou Qiao for more than an hour, and this was only their first call.

What Fang Moxin didn't know was that Zhou Qiao had the intention of winning for him, so he naturally weaved a big net bit by bit according to his character, and included him in it.But he didn't know it, he just thought he had an extra good friend.

During the weekend, Fang Moxin went home. He is a local and grew up in this city.

But no one knew that everything in this city was both familiar and strange to him.

He hasn't been home for a long time, everything at home is strange and cold to him, Fang Moxin doesn't allow himself to face these cold emotions, he is responsible for himself, naturally he doesn't want to let himself be infected with negative emotions , he doesn't want to go back to that kind of dark life, he wants to live in the sun, don't be depressed, that's not him.That he is too cowardly, so Fang Moxin decided to protect him, which is his responsibility.

Fang Moxin walked all the way along the path, the gentle smile on his face was no longer there, he didn't want to come back here, no matter how beautiful the scenery was, it couldn't match his heart's longing for sunshine.

Exhausted