dating depression

Zhou Qiao turned and left. He didn't know what happened to Mo Xin today, what happened, and why he couldn't tell himself.They are intimate lovers, but Zhou Qiao is really angry that they can't even reach this little consensus.

When I got back to the house, I found that Mo Xin didn't come back with me, and I didn't care, so I wanted to go upstairs to take a rest first.He is also very tired. He didn't sleep well last night, and he drove for such a long time in the morning, and he hasn't rested until now.

Lying on the bed, Zhou Qiao fell asleep vaguely. When he woke up, it was getting late. He sat up and checked that Fang Moxin hadn't come back. Could it be that he was downstairs with Brother Xu and the others? ?Zhou Qiao got a little puzzled, and was going to go downstairs to have a look.

When Zhou Qiao came down, Mei Zi was setting the table, and Xu Hui held hands beside her. Seeing Zhou Qiao coming down, Mei Zi hurriedly greeted her and said, "I'm planning to see you. The dinner is almost ready, and we can eat in a while. Xiao What about Xin? Why don't you come down together?"

Seeing Meizi asking this question, Zhou Qiao realized, "Mo Xin isn't down here? I thought he was with you."

Xu Hui was a little puzzled: "No, didn't you say that you were walking around the yard, and then you didn't see him. I thought you went back to rest together."

With a thump in his heart, Zhou Qiao realized: Mo Xin hadn't come back, and he hadn't been back since they separated.

Zhou Qiao was a little anxious: "I'll look for him, you guys eat first, don't wait for me."

"What's the matter? Did you quarrel?" Meizi looked at Zhou Qiao's hasty expression and said, "There is no car here, so he probably won't go far."

Just as he was talking, Fang Moxin came in.

Zhou Qiao hurried up and dragged Moxin to look around, for fear of bumping into each other, but Moxin was in good condition and his clothes were clean, nothing happened at all.

Seeing that he was fine, Zhou Qiao couldn't help asking: "Where are you going? Why don't you come back?" Xu Hui also hurriedly said: "It's good to be back, come, come and have dinner."

Fang Moxin pulled Zhou Qiao away and grabbed his hand, and said, "Eat, I don't really want to eat, so I'll go up and rest first." Then he left.

Xu Huimeizi left behind and looked at each other: What happened to these two people?You were fine when you came here, when did you quarrel?

Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Moxin and left without even looking at himself, and then came up with anger, he was reasonable.

"Don't worry about him, let's eat first." After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at Fang Moxin and went to the dining table to eat.

Xu Hui winked at Meizi, asked Moxin to bring some food, and went to the dining table with Zhou Qiao.

In fact, Zhou Qiao didn't eat anything all day, but now he couldn't eat a table of home-cooked dishes and picnics.

Xu Hui came over with a bottle of wine and said, "Drink?" Then he poured it for Zhou Qiao.

"What's the matter? Tell the eldest brother, how old is this, why don't you talk?"

Zhou Qiao picked up the wine glass and took a sip: "I don't know, he's not feeling well all day today, he's always been depressed, and he didn't tell me. In the afternoon, I said something to him outside, but I was so angry that I came back first." , I didn't expect him to stay outside until now, and he didn't even talk to me when he came back, I don't even know what the hell happened?"

Holding the wine glass, Xu Hui said: "Talk to him carefully, just let it go, everyone is a big man, so don't be coy, and I don't think Xiaoxin is that coy."

"I know he doesn't hold back. He was always fine before, but today, I don't know what's going on. It's like being possessed by an evil spirit. He just doesn't talk to me properly."

Xu Hui took a sip of wine and said, "Is it because you made people unhappy with those Yingyingyanyans before?"

"That's impossible. He's not that kind of person. We've talked about it before. If it's because of this, he would have been angry a long time ago. Maybe it's because of other things. He doesn't want to tell me. Forget it, let's not talk about it. Come on, Brother Xu, Let's do it." After speaking, he drank another glass of wine.

Not long after Fang Moxin went upstairs, Meizi knocked on the door.Seeing the potbellied Meizi come to deliver food to him, Fang Moxin was not happy either.

"Xiaoxin, eat something first, don't be hungry."

Fang Moxin took the plate and said in a low voice, "Sister-in-law, please."

Meizi wanted to say something to him, but she herself was not an eloquent person, she could see that Fang Moxin was in a bad mood, so she didn't bother him, and left after delivering the food.

Fang Moxin found a corner and sat there, put his arms around his knees, and buried his head in it.Today he squatted outside for a long time, so long that he didn't know how long he squatted. When Zhou Qiao turned to leave, he felt that he had really abandoned himself. Zhou Qiao would not like him anymore, and his dream was shattered.Fang Moxin didn't know what to do, he was so uncomfortable, he raised his head and bit his arm fiercely, the pain from his body could make his consciousness a little clearer, he just quarreled with Zhou Qiao, it was just a quarrel with them , When he is in a better mood, tell Zhou Qiao that he will not be angry with himself.In a better mood, Fang Moxin thought of this, let go of his tightly clenched arms, and got up to find his medicine.The only thing he can rely on now is the medicine, he hastily dug it out, he has taken it twice today, Fang Moxin thought about it, poured out 3 pills at once, and ate it directly.

Zhou Qiao returned to the bedroom smelling of alcohol and saw Mo Xin taking medicine. He held the door and said, "What are you taking? Don't tell me it's cold medicine, I don't believe it."

Fang Moxin was startled, and the medicine bottle in his hand fell to the ground, and the white pills scattered all over the floor.

"No, nothing, just cold medicine."

Zhou Qiao walked over, squatted on the ground, picked up the pills one by one, put them into a bottle, and said, "You say so." Looking at the untouched food on the table, he asked, "Why? Don't eat?"

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao now, he was a little scared, couldn't help taking a step back and said, "I don't want to eat."

"Don't want to eat? Why?" Zhou Qiao stretched out his hand to pull Fang Moxin into his arms, but accidentally knocked over the food on the table. , has been retreating to the corner, there is no retreat.Looking at Fang Moxin's movements, Zhou Qiao felt a little headache.

"What are you running for? Come here."

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao and shook his head.

Zhou Qiao couldn't help being furious: "What's the matter with you? It's been a day, what can you tell me! How would I know if you don't tell me, I guess? I guess you have to give a response? Moxin, you were fine at first. Yes, why didn't you tell me if you have something on your mind? Don't tell me I'm not worthy of your trust? If we don't even have the most basic trust, and you don't want to tell me if you have something on your mind, then Moxin, you tell me, we Can the relationship continue?"

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao's angry expression, couldn't help shrugging his shoulders, and said in a low voice, "There is no distrust."

"What did you say?" Zhou Qiao didn't hear clearly, walked over and pulled Mo Xin to a chair for him to sit down, and said, "Say it again."

"No mistrust, I'm so tired, let's not talk about this topic, I'm really tired."

Zhou Qiao knelt down and grabbed Fang Moxin's wrist, squeezed his hand firmly and said, "You always say you're tired, so is it interesting to perfunctory me like this?"

When Zhou Qiao grabbed Fang Moxin's wrist, Fang Moxin frowned. Zhou Qiao's strength was great, and he just grabbed the place where he bit himself. The pain diverted Fang Moxin's attention so that he didn't hear Zhou Qiao. What the hell did the bridge say.

Fang Moxin stretched out his other hand and opened Zhou Qiao's hand: "Let's talk about it tomorrow, it will be fine tomorrow."

He really didn't have the energy to deal with Zhou Qiao. Fang Moxin got up, went to the bed and lay down, wrapped himself in a quilt, and stopped forcing him to talk. His head hurts and his mind is in chaos. Can you please let him be quiet .

Zhou Qiao watched Fang Moxin break free from his siege, feeling powerless filled his heart.He still doesn't know what's going on, Mo Xin has been unwilling to communicate with him, is there anything that can't be solved?Mo Xin, why are you doing this?

Zhou Qiao turned around disappointed, he didn't want to see Fang Moxin now, he wanted to wake him up, scold him, even beat him up, and let him tell him what happened, but he couldn't do anything.He wanted to hug him, comfort him, and even have sex with him, as long as he could talk to himself properly, but he couldn't do anything.At this moment, Mo Xin completely isolated himself, he looked at him but couldn't touch him, felt his sadness but couldn't touch his tears, Zhou Qiao felt that he was a failure for the first time, in this situation he couldn't do anything. can not do this.

After closing the door, Zhou Qiao left.Fang Moxin hid under the blanket and listened to the sound of closing the door, and the sound of Zhou Qiao walking away step by step, biting his wrist fiercely, what should I do?I still can't do Zhou Qiao, I can't confess, I don't have the courage to say it.Fang Moxin knew that if he couldn't control the degree of depression, and even the medicine couldn't help him one day, he would be finished.Now he no longer had the self-confidence he had at the beginning, thinking that as long as he was with Zhou Qiao, he would be fine. He thought it was too simple.Depression is like a devil hiding in the dark, ready to stretch out its evil tentacles at any time and take him away.And he, so small, couldn't resist such a powerful force at all.

In the dark, Fang Moxin bit his wrist tightly to relieve the pain in his heart. He could feel the slightly hot liquid in his mouth, which was salty. He knew it was his blood. It was hot now, but he didn’t know When will it become cold? What will Zhou Qiao do then?Zhou Qiao, my favorite Zhou Qiao, how can I stand with you in the sun and smile wantonly.Fang Moxin shed tears, crying silently.

As for Zhou Qiao, dragging his tired body and smelling of alcohol, he went downstairs again. He couldn't rest at all, so he might as well find some wine to drink.

Downstairs, Xu Hui and Meizi were talking. Xu Hui put his head on Meizi's belly, as if he was listening to the baby's voice. Meizi had a warm smile on his face. This family is really happy.Zhou Qiao stood at the stairs, not wanting to go down and disturb him, so he reached into his trousers pocket and touched something.