dating depression

One night of tossing and turning, Fang Moxin suffered from insomnia again. When he was woken up by the alarm clock in the morning, he was groggy and had no strength at all. His heart seemed to be covered by dark clouds. He was too familiar with this feeling. Struggling to get up, Fang Moxin found the antidepressant medicine in the cold medicine bottle, and Zhou Qiao came over while taking the medicine.Fang Moxin hurriedly put away the medicine when he heard the sound of the door opening, thought about it and put it in the bag that he would carry with him.He was going on vacation, he didn't want any accidents, and hoped that he would feel better in the morning.

Zhou Qiao pushed open the bedroom door, and saw Mo Xin standing there with a bag in his hand, as if packing.

I couldn't help laughing and said: "Don't stay here, didn't you wake up in the morning? Let's take a rest in the car for a while, have you packed your things? Just bring something with you, I have already packed it before."

Fang Moxin responded in a low voice, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Have I washed that yet? Wait a while."

Zhou Qiao smiled and hugged him, and said, "Hurry up, don't make me wait too long."

Fang Moxin grunted and went into the bathroom, Zhou Qiao wondered, what happened today?Moxin is always very cooperative when he teases him by himself, but today he is not in high spirits.Could it be that you didn't sleep well last night?Or what happened yesterday?Zhou Qiao sat thinking about why Fang Moxin didn't seem very happy today, and he was still thinking about it when Moxin cleaned up.

The two went downstairs with Moxin's few things, Zhou Qiao started the car, and got on the highway all the way.Zhou Qiao was very puzzled, Moxin didn't say anything to him today, he usually chatted with himself when he was driving, he was afraid that he would be bored while driving. Rest your eyes.Zhou Qiao originally thought that he might be really tired, but later found out that he was not sleeping at all, but just closed his eyes and didn't talk to him.Zhou Qiao couldn't bear it anymore: "Moxin, what's wrong with you? Did something happen? Why don't you seem very happy."

People with depression have a common problem, and it will be more serious in the morning. Fang Moxin is in a difficult stage. He doesn't want to talk to Zhou Qiao, and he doesn't want to open his eyes. He feels very uncomfortable, but Zhou Qiao Talking to him, Zhou Qiao cared about him, that was his Zhou Qiao, how could he bear to ignore him?

Fang Moxin exhaled and inhaled hard, then opened his mouth and said hard: "I didn't sleep well yesterday, I'm a little tired today, and I couldn't fall asleep in the car, just take a rest." One sentence seemed to exhaust all the strength of the whole body After Fang Moxin said this, he fell silent again.

Zhou Qiao looked at him, played soft music, and said, "Then you rest, I won't disturb you." Then he drove the car silently without speaking.

It was already past lunch time when the two arrived at the manor, Xu Hui was already waiting outside with Meizi, Fang Moxin felt that he seemed to be better, and when he got off the car, he saw Meizi and greeted him: "Sister-in-law, it's a happy day." It’s been a few months?” Meizi is a little fatter than when she came last time, and it can be seen that her belly is already a little protruding.

Xu Hui shouted loudly: "It's been 4 months, haha, I'm going to be a father." Meizi on the side had already blushed.

Seeing that Moxin was not as listless as before, Zhou Qiao agreed with a smile: "Congratulations, brother Xu and sister-in-law, I will bring Moxin back for the wedding."

Xu Hui helped carry the suitcase over there, and Meizi smiled and said to Moxin: "Are you tired on the road? Let Brother Hui carry the luggage, let's go in first."

Fang Moxin followed Meizi into the house.

Seeing the two of them entering the house outside, Xu Hui whispered to Zhou Qiao, "Master, what do you mean? Seriously? I thought it was something when I brought it last time. I thought it was time to break up." , I didn’t expect it to be so long, it’s still him.”

When Zhou Qiao heard what Xu Hui said, he quickly kicked him, saw that Fang Moxin had indeed entered the room, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, Moxin is the one I love. From now on it will be him."

"Hey, young master, what are you doing? Can the family agree?" Xu Hui felt terrified when he thought of the Zhou family.

"My family doesn't know, I'm hiding it. Let's talk about it after I take power. Now I can only hide it, and I can bring him here." Zhou Qiao's eyes were melancholy.

"Young master, don't worry, I know, come here and have fun, be happy, and don't think about those messy things outside."

"Okay, let's go." Zhou Qiao followed Xu Hui into the house with his things.

Because it was past lunch time and Meizi was pregnant again, Fang Moxin didn't want to bother her, so he cooked some noodles by himself and ate with Zhou Qiao.

Zhou Qiao ate the noodles in his mouth and thought it was weird. There was no salt in it. Seeing that Fang Moxin ate it normally, he was a little suspicious. Could it be that his bowl was not salted?Stretched out his chopsticks to taste Fang Moxin's, the result was equally bland.Zhou Qiao was puzzled: "Moxin, are these noodles not salty?"

Fang Moxin looked up at Zhou Qiao, and tasted the noodles in the bowl, it was indeed not salty.

"Well, I'll go get another bowl." As he said that, he was about to get up.

"Forget it." Zhou Qiao hurriedly pulled him back and said, "I'm not very hungry at all, don't make it, and eat it later in the evening. What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you today? Is it uncomfortable?"

"No, it's just that I didn't have a good rest yesterday."

"Go up and sleep for a while. Seeing that you are so listless, let's go shopping after a while. I didn't look at it last time. The scenery here is actually pretty good."

"Then I'll go to sleep for a while." Fang Moxin decided to go back and take a rest first.

"Okay, you go, I'll talk to brother Xu, I'll call you later."

Zhou Qiao wandered outside and saw Xu Hui repairing a piece of land, so he stood to the side and watched: "What are you going to do?"

Xu Hui said with a smile: "We plan to build a children's amusement park here, and we can play here after the child is born."

Zhou Qiao looked at the rough man in front of him, with a wife and son, happy and carefree, and said sincerely, "Brother Xu, I really envy you."

Xu Hui put down the shovel in his hand and said: "Whatever the young master said, I am not all thanks to the young master. I enjoy the blessings here with the young master's salary. If the young master does not take care of me, how can I benefit from it?" Life is over, maybe you are still eating in prison now."

"Hehe, you can talk. Brother Xu, when the child is born tomorrow, shall I be his godfather? I'm happy with you."

Xu Hui readily agreed: "That's a good relationship. The young master will be his godfather. That's because we are blessed by you. It's such a good thing that we can't even ask for it."

"Then it's settled."

The two talked for a while, Xu Hui took Zhou Qiao to wander around the manor, and talked about future plans, Zhou Qiao saw that the time was almost up, so he went back and asked Mo Xin to get up.

Fang Moxin was lying on the bed, although he was very tired, but he just couldn’t sleep. Zhou Qiao took him out to play, but he was in this state. Fang Moxin felt very uncomfortable. He didn’t want to let Zhou Qiao down. He got up, found out the specially packed medicine, and took another one.In fact, he doesn't like taking medicine very much. After taking this medicine, people will be very dull, and the reaction will be very slow, and if he takes too much, there will be sequelae. Fang Moxin has taken it twice today.

While holding the medicine bottle, Zhou Qiao opened the door and came in: "Moxin, are you up? What are you holding in your hand? Are you sick?"

Fang Moxin didn't expect Zhou Qiao to come in at all. He quickly put the medicine away and said, "It's nothing, it's nothing. It's just ordinary cold medicine."

"Cold medicine? Do you have a cold?" Zhou Qiao was a little puzzled. You don't have a cold, so what kind of cold medicine should you take?

"Ah, oh, one thing, take precautions. By the way, what do we want?" Fang Moxin was a little flustered.

"We're going out for a stroll, you forgot." Zhou Qiao obviously didn't believe it, he thought there should be something about the medicine, but Mo Xin didn't tell him, and he couldn't help it.

"Okay, let's take a stroll. Let's go." Zhou Qiao felt that Moxin was hiding something from him, and this was not the Moxin he knew.

Zhou Qiao followed him out of the house speechlessly. In fact, Fang Moxin came to visit the manor in a real sense, but he really couldn't arouse his interest. He didn't listen to what Zhou Qiao said.

"Here is going to build a racetrack. There is an open space in front of it. It is very comfortable and safe to run. I plan to build the surrounding area into a resort. The front area will be planted with various flowers and plants. It is the kind that can enjoy flowers all year round. According to the four seasons Arranged in order, there are cherry trees over there, pear trees over there, wintersweet over there, and by the way, there is another lotus pond to be dug over there. Mo Xin can come and have a look at that time, it must be very beautiful." Zhou Qiao He pointed to Fang Moxin enthusiastically, but he didn't seem to listen at all. When he saw Zhou Qiao looking at him, he responded with "En", "Very good", "Very beautiful", etc. Zhou Qiao obviously felt his perfunctory.

"Moxin, what's the matter with you? Something is wrong all day today. Tell me what's the matter. Did you feel unhappy when you went out with your aunt yesterday?"

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao's anxious look, opened his mouth, and finally said: "No, I just haven't rested well, maybe tomorrow will be fine."

"Didn't rest well? Hehe." Zhou Qiao was a little angry: "Then what did you do just now? Didn't you tell you to take a nap? Not having a good rest is not an excuse, Moxin, we share things together, you have not said , can't I see that something is wrong with you? Am I stupid?"

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao's angry look, he didn't know what to do, he wanted to explain, but he had more energy than energy, how could he explain?His mind is in a mess now, and he can't figure it out at all. Should he tell Zhou Qiao that he has a depression attack?He didn't want to, he didn't want Zhou Qiao to know that he was sick.Zhou Qiao liked Sunshine himself, he said it himself.Do you want to tell him that those are all fake?The person you like is a depressed patient. He is not sunny at all, and his heart is dark. Those are all his fakes, and he used them to deceive people?Fang Moxin couldn't do it, and he still couldn't confess.

Zhou Qiao was even angrier when he saw that he just looked at him and didn't speak, and didn't explain anything. Could it be that he couldn't tell himself if there was something?Don't you deserve Fang Moxin's trust?The more I think about it, the angrier I get.

"Think about it for yourself." Throwing down such a sentence, Zhou Qiao left by himself.

Fang Moxin watched Zhou Qiao walk out of his sight. He wanted to stop him, but he opened his mouth but made no sound.Fang Moxin slowly squatted down on the spot, Zhou Qiao don't leave me.what to do?How can I do?Zhou Qiao, I don't want to, I don't want to, I also want to be with you happily, but I can't do it, what should I do?