dating depression

Moxin's life in Ningcheng quickly got on the right track. He went to class and studied every day and then arranged meetings. When he was alone, he didn't feel much. Now that he has someone to worry about, it's completely different.It is very important for him to have a regular video chat with Zhou Qiao every night, so when he was dragged to a dinner by his colleagues today, he hesitated for a long time.If you don't go, the influence will be bad, but if you go, you don't know when you can come back, and if you drink too much, you will definitely be scolded to death.

Moxin thought about it and still couldn't match the enthusiasm of his colleagues, and finally went together. However, he escaped the drinking party because he was unwell and took medicine and couldn't drink. He just ate with everyone and finally went to sing again During the nursery rhyme, he wanted to make a call to Zhou Qiao, but he forgot to charge his phone and turned it off a long time ago, and then he was fidgeting all the time, and it was almost midnight when he left.

Fang Moxin's only thought at the moment is to go home quickly and call Zhou Qiao.

After he ran home in a hurry and turned on the power, sure enough, the notification tone kept ringing, and there were missed calls and unread text messages, all from the same person.

Zhou Qiao was waiting for Moxin at the agreed time, but he didn't see anyone coming. Thinking that he might be delayed by something, he didn't care, and put it aside to go to work by himself.When he came back after finishing his business, there was still no one there, and it was past ten o'clock, so he should have come back a long time ago. Zhou Qiao was a little puzzled, where did this person go?Then, when he called Moxin, the phone was always turned off, and he couldn't get through. At this time, he was a little anxious.

I don't know where Moxin went, or what happened, or met a thief?Got your phone stolen?But you should not go home when you meet a thief?You must know that since they agreed on the video call, they have been very regular, and they have been late, but Moxin has never been late.Zhou Qiao was a little uneasy, and didn't know what happened to this man?Although the distance from Ningcheng is not particularly far away, it is not close either. Zhou Qiao felt that he was really incapable of splitting up at the moment, so he realized that it was really hard work to be in a different place.

Fang Moxin's call was connected as soon as he dialed out. On the other end of the phone was Zhou Qiao's unique voice: "Where have you been? Why can't you get through the phone? What happened?"

"It's all right, my phone is out of battery, I don't know. It was turned off when I wanted to call you." Fang Moxin found a place to sit down, and hurried back along the way, only to hear Zhou Qiao's voice Relax: "I'm sorry I went out to dinner with my colleagues today."

"You, you're so frightening." Zhou Qiao was a little speechless. He was really big, and it wasn't that he had never dated someone before. Why did he feel like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy? After looking at the work arrangement in his hand, he threw to the side.

"I let you go, I'm sorry." Over there, Mo Xin was still apologizing.

"Well, I accept the apology. Okay, did you drink tonight? You don't drink very well, so go to bed early. Let's talk tomorrow if you have time?" He's actually a little jealous when he looks like he's drinking too much, why isn't he by his side?

"No, I didn't drink. In fact, I don't drink very much. It was only once that I got drunk without any precaution."

Zhou Qiao knew that he was talking about the school celebration: "Hehe, what do you mean, when you're with me, you actually don't mind getting drunk?"

"Yeah, I just trust you."

Zhou Qiao lay on the sofa with the phone in his hand and said, "Then did you believe it wrong?"

Listening to Zhou Qiao's question, Mo Xin remembered that every time he was drunk, although there were intimate and ambiguous ones, Zhou Qiao was really a gentleman: "There is no mistake. You have always been trustworthy."

"Oh, I really hope you're wrong. Moxin, I miss you. I passed by 'Zeji' today and wanted to buy some porridge and eat with you, but unfortunately you are not around."

"I miss you too." Miss your smile, miss your nonsense, miss every time with you.

It seems that we have only been together for a short time, but it seems that we have spent half our lives together, and I can't bear you.

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Qiao sat silently on the sofa. It was the first time that he was so anxious about someone today. At that moment, he really hoped that Mo Xin would appear in front of him soon. He didn't have it when he was a teenager, let alone at his age now.

Zhou Qiao smiled silently. This is really the feeling of being in love. When he is not by his side, he will worry about that person, and worry about whether he will take good care of himself. In rainy weather, he is always afraid that he will not bring his rain gear. When I see something he likes on the road, I always want to buy it back.However, that person was not around.That kind of feeling is like it is raining in the city you are in, but the sun is shining brightly here. When I want to bring you an umbrella, you can only use it to shade the sun.A bit bitter, but a bit sweet when I think of that person, I fell asleep alone in the silent night.Zhou Qiao thought: This is what it feels like to miss someone, faintly, lingering in his heart, unable to let go or forget.

After finishing the call, Mo Xin didn't know what to do. He ran home in a panic, got through the phone call that made him think about it all night, and heard the person say that he missed him.

Yes, miss.

A long time ago, when Fang Moxin was young, he knew what missing was. He missed the parks his parents took him to, the parent-child sports, the meals his mother cooked, and the warm light at home.

Later, he understood that these longings were something that could not be realized at all, it was a kind of desire that could not be realized, so he stopped thinking about it, neither the past nor the future, nor anyone.Even if it is his mother who has reconciled, he doesn't miss it, as if he is used to it.

But these days when he came to Ningcheng again, Zhou Qiao's voice and smile always appeared in Fang Moxin's mind, when he was serious, when he was messy, when he was coquettish and cute, when he called himself wife With a flattering look, he played back frame by frame in front of his eyes, and he couldn't get rid of it. When he realized that he didn't want to get rid of it, Fang Moxin deeply understood one thing: he was missing Zhou Qiao.

There is nothing embarrassing about missing your lover, but he is not used to it, so when Zhou Qiao said he missed himself, Fang Moxin responded without hesitation: I miss you too, Zhou Qiao, I only want you.

In Zhou Qiao's opinion, there is nothing more difficult than lovesickness between two places. He is so busy here that he can't get away, and Moxin has a meeting on weekends. At first, he said that he would go to see each other when he had time. Now It becomes a dead letter, and it is impossible to do it at all.The two had been separated for more than a month. Although they could video and call, lovesickness was difficult to solve. Every day before going home, Zhou Qiao would abduct him to the apartment to sit for a while, hoping that the work at hand would come to an end and he could take a breather to see him. A person with a deep heart.

Zhou Qiao suffered from lovesickness here, while Ji Ya felt that something was wrong. She asked Zhou Lin privately if his brother had found another girlfriend. Ya didn't ask anything, very unwilling.This day finally caught the opportunity, Ji Ya put on a posture of talking often, vowing not to give up until the goal is achieved.

Zhou Qiao was quite helpless, but there was nothing he could do. Although his mother was quite open-minded, she wasn't open enough to tolerate her son finding a boyfriend, right?If you want to find a girlfriend, your mother will definitely say that you should bring it to see.One sentence blocked his way out, and he didn't want to admit that he was in love with a lot of troubles.

Ji Ya shook the cup in her hand, seeing her son not letting go, she became angry, this time she must be looking for another foxy girl, otherwise why didn't she let herself see it, didn't admit it, let it be fine?

"Xiao Qiao, Mom didn't mean you, you said you weren't in a relationship, so why did you go on Valentine's Day? Don't tell me you went to the bar to watch football with your buddies again."

"I have something to do with the company." Zhou Qiao was very helpless. How long has it been since this happened, and she didn't say anything at that time.

"I asked your dad, but you didn't go to the company. Don't fool me."

"Yeah, I'm out. I have some business to go out and chat with people."

"Oh, you still ordered a bouquet of roses while talking about business? Why didn't I know that it's popular to give roses to people when talking about business?" Ji Ya took a sip of tea slowly and said, "Anyway, I'll just say, Bring it to see, if it’s okay, I’ll leave it alone.”

"Mom, you're going too far for checking my privacy."

"What about me? The computer broke down and you used yours, and what you saw in the historical records, who made you unclear." Ji Ya was a little guilty, she didn't look for it on purpose.

"Also, take a look at the way you've been out of your mind recently. Who hasn't been in love? I can tell at a glance."

"Okay, okay, I just found another partner. I haven't been together for a long time. It's okay. How can there be a mother like you, and you can take care of your son's relationship." Zhou Qiao was also speechless.

"That depends on who it is, why don't I care about Lin Zi? It's your own problem." Ji Ya was dissatisfied: "Then let me ask you, what does this girl do for work? What's the situation at home?"

Zhou Qiao complained in his heart: Mom, it's not a girl this time, but I'm sure.

Hearing her ask about her work, Zhou Qiao remembered that her mother liked girls as teachers very much, especially a piano teacher. His mother liked piano, and especially liked little girls who were engaged in art.So, he sat up straight, adjusted his facial expression, and said, "Mom, you will definitely like it. I found a piano player this time, and my family is also from a scholarly family."

"Yo, is it true or not? Don't lie to me." Ji Ya obviously didn't believe that his son could have such an aesthetic: "Don't you not like girls with that kind of style?"

Girls who don't like Wenqi don't mean boys don't like Wenqi, besides, Mo Xin of their family is not Wenqi at all.Besides, it's not that he doesn't like literary ones, it's just that he doesn't like the kind that are very artificial.

"Oh, why don't I like it anymore, it's just that I didn't meet it, and I like it when I meet it."

"Scholarly family? Which one is it? Do I know him?" Ji Ya thought about who the girl in her circle was.

"Mom, our family is in business, and all you know are businessmen, don't think about it."

"I know a lot of business people. Tell me, let me see if I know you. What's the girl's name? How did you know her?" Women are gossips.

"We haven't been dating for a long time, so I won't tell you. Wait for a while, and we'll talk about it after a while when our relationship is stable. Mom, Mom, I have something else to do, so I'll go first." Zhou Qiao said impatiently Run away, only Ji Ya is still shouting: "Don't go, you haven't told me yet. Is the piano teacher the piano teacher? How old are you?"

When Zhou Lin came in, he heard his mother's shouts, which scared him into a cold sweat.Is his brother coming out of the closet?Wow, that's awesome!The fuck is this accepted?How can it be!So, what exactly happened?

"Linzi, you're back. Do you know your brother and his girlfriend? He said he plays the piano, is he a teacher? How old are you?" Seeing Zhou Lin coming back, Ji Ya hurriedly asked.

Zhou Lin realized it was his girlfriend who didn't come out, so he just said, even if his brother had the guts to come out, his mother wouldn't be able to accept it, he'd fainted from anger a long time ago, and he still shouted here so angry ?

"Mom, I don't know, I don't know anything. I don't even know that my brother is talking about a girlfriend! I'll come back and get a sheet music. I have something to do." After finishing speaking, she ran away quickly.

Seeing Zhou Lin running away with such a guilty conscience, Ji Ya knew that he must know him.

"Oh my god, didn't you find a female student majoring in piano?" Ji Ya felt that she must have guessed right, otherwise why Zhou Lin was so flustered, he must have known him, and what he knew was not a student, said Maybe he and Zhou Lin are still classmates.

Ji Ya didn't know what to say, so why did she go to school to look for it?Tastes change so quickly?In a flash, I thought: No matter the school, the girls in the school are all simple, not as complicated as those in society.

Ji Ya smiled in satisfaction, if it is true what this kid said, then she can rest assured.