dating depression

When Fang Moxin returned with his new clothes, he saw Zhou Qiao leisurely leaning against the door, waiting for him.

"Why don't you go in? It's so cold outside." Fang Moxin was surprised to see Zhou Qiao standing outside. Shouldn't this guy have a key?

Zhou Qiao had been waiting for a while, but he didn't expect that Mo Xin had been out for so long, and when he was about to call him, he came back.Zhou Qiao stepped forward to take the big and small bags, freeing Mo Xin to open the door.Only then said: "Isn't this waiting for you? Fortunately, the heating in the corridor is quite sufficient, it is not cold, and the money is not wasted."

Fang Mo opened the door, turned on the light, let Zhou Qiao in and said, "I mean, isn't this your house? You don't have the key, why don't you come in and wait?"

"Moxin, I want you to feel that this is your place. I have the key. We have a word first. I want to respect you. I will not interfere with your life until you agree to live with us. Waiting for you, too. You have to be outside the door. I can only come in with your permission. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable." Zhou Qiao put the things on the sofa and sat on the side.

"Zhou Qiao." Fang Moxin called Zhou Qiao's name, but didn't know what to say.He did a good job, not making himself uncomfortable at all, but very moved.This person is really invading his heart little by little, eating away at his sanity.If you really cared before, then I'm afraid you will love him more than yourself in the future, this person is worth it.

"En? What's the matter?" Seeing that Mo Xin didn't respond after calling him, Zhou Qiao couldn't help asking.

"Nothing. Oh, yes. Let me get you a glass of water."

"I'm not busy anymore. I'll leave after a while. What's this? Can I take a look?" Zhou Qiao asked as he flipped through the bag on the sofa.

"Oh, I went out to buy clothes today. It's nothing, just take a look if you want."

Zhou Qiao opened the bag, took it out and looked at it: "I bought this with my aunt? It's not bad, my aunt has a good eye. She must be a beauty."

"Well, she was very beautiful when she was young." Sitting next to Zhou Qiao, Fang Moxin thought for a while and said, "There is a story that I want to tell you, okay?"

"Story? Your story?"

"kindness."

"How can there be no wine if there is a story. Wait, I remember that there should be two bottles of red wine in the locker. I will open them. Let's talk while drinking." Zhou Qiao stood up to get the red wine, carrying two The cup came over "Then, if I drink too much, do I have to go?"

"Then stop drinking, a glass is fine." Fang Moxin took the glass, poured a glass of wine each, and took a sip by himself: "Well, your wine is pretty good."

"Haha, every time you drink is Tibetan wine, can it be good? Last time I sent someone else to make connections, and this one was sent by someone else to curry favor with me."

"Following you, it's really good, I can drink a lot of good wine." Fang Moxin sighed: "It doesn't cost any money." The most important thing is that I seem to be very happy.

Thank you Zhou Qiao, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have walked this path, nor would I have been so relieved, nor could I have been so happy.

"That's right, that's right, you really took advantage of it." Zhou Qiao sat next to Fang Moxin with a wine glass, and hugged him into his arms.

He could feel that Moxin was going to talk about something that made him unhappy, probably his family or something. As a man, Zhou Qiao felt that he had to give Moxin a shoulder at a critical moment.

"Actually, I am a local and grew up here."

"Really? Why haven't I seen you here? We should have known each other a long time ago. It's a pity that so much time was wasted." Zhou Qiao tilted his head to express his dissatisfaction.

"Later, I went abroad to study and never came back. I also came back not long ago to be a special appointment, and then I met you. So, don't be sorry, you have chased me early enough."

"That's about the same. You go on."

"Actually, it's not a big deal. My parents are in a family marriage, and my father doesn't love my mother at all. He cheated on me when I was very young. At the beginning, my mother still had illusions, hoping to redeem my mother. Unfortunately, he never loved her. So they kept arguing, and the house was either cold or full of gunpowder. At that time, I was very young, and I didn’t know anything except practicing the piano every day. I just smiled. Later, even if I practiced well, no one would smile at me. The environment was too depressing, so I finally went abroad.” Fang Moxin concealed that he went abroad because of the onset of depression for treatment. "Study abroad, grow up abroad, and I don't want to face such a broken family."

Although Zhou Qiao has already guessed the general outline of the story, he still feels that his Mo Xin must have had a hard time when he was a child. It must be very sad for the little Mo Xin who has no one to accompany him to secretly wipe his tears.Looking back at myself, I really haven't suffered a little crime since I was a child.

Zhou Qiao put his arms around Fang Moxin's shoulders tightly and said, "Okay, that's all in the past. From now on, I'll be with you. No matter what happens, I'll be with you. Okay?"

"En" Mo Xin shook his wine glass and said, "I know, thank you Zhou Qiao. If it wasn't for you, I probably wouldn't be able to let go of my knot and face it. Later, I returned to China, and the feeling of wandering abroad all year round is actually not the same. No, I always want to come back, but I don’t want to go home after I come back, so I live outside and visit my mother occasionally. In fact, when I first returned to China, I visited her once, and she told me They were divorced, and my father had immigrated to Australia with his love and their children. I don’t know if she let go, but I didn’t let go at that time, and I didn’t want to face my mother.”

"It's not her fault. Auntie is innocent too. It's just that she should have divorced earlier, and it won't hurt you."

"At that time, my mother was not as strong as she is now. At that time, she still liked him a little bit, and there were various reasons. If it were now, she would definitely make a different decision. When I went to see her today, I realized that .I was really wrong. So selfish all these years."

"Why? It's none of your business." Zhou Qiao watched Fang Moxin drink a glass of wine alone, and it was too late to stop him.Seeing that he was going to drink again, he quickly stopped him: "Mo Xin, slow down, drink less, I didn't drink to get you drunk." He really can't compliment Mo Xin's drinking capacity, so what if If I drink too much, I definitely can't leave. If I don't leave, alas, I am entangled.

"Today, I went to see her. It's the New Year's Eve. She is the only one left in this building except for a flattering security guard. She is still working. In her life, only work is left, because I don't want to talk to her." Fang Mo Xin blamed herself: "If I could have thought it through earlier and accepted her earlier, she would not have worked so hard. Zhou Qiao, thank you."

"Thank me for what?"

"Thank you for making me feel that the world is full of light, and I can face it more positively."

"What a literary way of saying, it seems that you have always been dark before you met me. Mo Xin, do you remember the first time we met? That day, Lin Zi bumped into you, and then I saw you, and I felt This person really seems to have his own halo, shining brightly, and immediately caught my dog's eyes, and I remembered you at that time."

"Hehe, do you think I'm gold? Put it there, and when the sun shines, it will sparkle."

"It's not gold, it's probably a diamond ring or something. By the way, I bought you a gift." Zhou Qiao got up quickly: "It's in the car downstairs, wait for me to get it." Then he ran away.

Fang Moxin drank a lot of red wine and talked a lot, and was already a little dizzy, watching Zhou Qiao running down in a panic, he didn't bother to stop him.

Holding the wine glass, he murmured, "Could it be a diamond ring? Isn't that bad? Diamond rings aren't for marriage proposals?"

Hehe, Moxin, you are overthinking.

After a while, Zhou Qiao ran up again with the box, and said out of breath, "It's quite cold outside."

Fang Moxin looked funny, this man ran out without wearing a coat, put down his wine glass and hugged Zhou Qiao in his arms.

"Will it be warmer this way?"

"Oh, daughter-in-law, why are you so considerate? It's worth freezing me. Come and see the gift I bought for you. Do you like it?"

Fang Moxin took the box, opened it and saw that watch: "So it's really not a diamond ring."

"Oh, are you still thinking about the diamond ring?" Zhou Qiao took the wristwatch and put it on for him: "It's quite suitable. My vision is really good. The watch I choose is good-looking, and the person I choose is also good-looking. If you really want a diamond ring Let's go buy it tomorrow."

Fang Moxin was already a little drunk, but now his face turned even redder: "I'm talking nonsense, the watch is very good. But I didn't even buy you a gift."

"Well, I bought it for you, look." He said and took out another watch box.

Fang Moxin opened it and understood it. The watch of the same model was undoubtedly a couple watch. Fang Moxin also followed Zhou Qiao's example and put on the watch for him. After a moment, dear Zhou Qiao felt itchy.

So Moxin from his family is really cute, not delicate or artificial, kissing whenever you want, free and easy.

"Okay, Moxin, you've almost finished drinking, and the story is almost finished, go to bed early." Zhou Qiao hugged Moxin, kissed his forehead, and said, "As for me, I'll go back first. "

"You've been drinking." Fang Moxin hugged him and didn't let go.

"Well, I drank a little. I often socialize and drink well."

"You can't drive after drinking." Fang Moxin still didn't let go.

"Moxin, are you staying with me? Didn't we agree that I'll go back and live first?" Zhou Qiao was a little bit dumbfounded, did he drink too much or was he serious?Don't do this, what if you don't admit it tomorrow?

"Okay, baby." Zhou Qiao kissed his lips again: "I really have to go, can I ask for a driver?"

"It's not safe to drive." Fang Moxin still didn't let go.

"Honey, are you sure?"

Fang Moxin didn't say anything but didn't let go.

"Okay, okay. I'm not leaving. Baby, don't go back on your word tomorrow." After speaking, Zhou Qiao smiled wickedly.

This time Fang Moxin let go, instead he took Zhou Qiao's clothes and dragged him all the way back to the master bedroom.