dating depression

Fang Moxin hung up the phone, cleaned up and went to Qiao Shujuan.His mother is a busy person, even worse than Zhou Qiao. When Fang Moxin found out that she was still in the company, Fang Moxin was not at all curious.During the Chinese New Year, the employees are on vacation, but what about the boss?The boss stayed alone in the company. When Fang Mo first arrived at the company, the whole building was deserted. Only one security guard stopped him and questioned him. It was probably due to the shift scheduled for the Spring Festival. The security guard couldn’t go home for the holidays. Naturally, the tone of the visitor was not polite.

"Hey, young man, what are you doing?" The security guard was very conscientious: "It's a holiday, no one is there, so come back after the Chinese New Year if you have something to do."

"I know, I'm here to find Qiao Dong, I'm Qiao Dong's family, she knows." Fang Moxin explained carefully.

"Qiao Dong's family? I haven't heard of it." The security guard went into the room and called Qiao Dong's office. Usually, the reception is done by the front desk, and the front desk is transferred to the secretary. There were only a few security guards left, and Qiao Shujuan specially left the office phone number for the security room in case of emergency.

The security guard let Fang Moxin in after getting confirmation. Naturally, his attitude became much more respectful.

Fang Moxin had never been to his mother's company, and he didn't even know what she was busy with. There was no gap between the two of them, it was just that they missed the intimate time, and it was difficult to get close.Qiao Shujuan felt ashamed of her son, and knew why Fang Moxin didn't like getting along with her very much, so except for Fang Moxin who took the initiative to contact Qiao Shujuan, she never took the initiative to contact Fang Moxin, and was unwilling to disturb his life.What's more, she can vaguely feel that Fang Moxin's mood will be unstable every time he sees her.As a mother, if it is really better not to show up, then she would rather not show up.

And when Zhou Qiao saw that his mother was in the office during the Chinese New Year holiday, he actually realized that what he did was unfair to his mother.

This is a strong woman, but she is also a victim, and there is nothing she can do about being burdened by her family.And I am the only relative she has now, but I treat her like this, and I don't want to come back to accompany her on such a happy family festival. In the end, I came back because of Zhou Qiao.He never considered whether his mother was lonely, missed him, or needed hope and sunshine.

At this moment, looking through the glass at his mother at the desk, Fang Moxin felt cruel for the first time, cruelly imposing his pain on his mother, what is wrong with her?Everything is just my own demons, the reason why I am not brave enough, what does it have to do with that innocent woman?But only relying on being her relatives, relying on her love.

Now this woman is getting old little by little, so what if she is a powerful person in the mall, she is just a helpless mother now, and all of this has nothing to do with her.

Fang Moxin looked at his mother and felt relieved. She was enduring all the pain and torment she had suffered. She had found hope, but she was still enduring it. How fair was that?And in this world, there are only two of them who depend on each other by blood and are the closest people.

Qiao Shujuan was looking at a document, and when she figured her son should come up, she looked up and saw Fang Moxin standing outside the door, lost in thought.

Qiao Shujuan tidied up the files bitterly. She knew that she had failed as a mother, so much so that her son was not willing to call her "Mom". The distance between her son is getting farther, maybe it will get farther and farther, maybe she will not know each other in the end, she doesn't care much anymore.For so many years, she has endured all the pain and suffering. As long as her Xiaoxin lives well and is happy, she doesn't care anymore.

When Fang Moxin opened the door and came in, Qiao Shujuan had already cleaned up.

"Xiaoxin sit down for a while, I'll just turn off the computer."

"Well, are you busy?" Fang Moxin found a seat and sat down.

"No, a case, a little finishing work, everyone is on vacation, and I have nothing to do, so I just come here to do it. After the Chinese New Year, it will be a new project, so don't worry about this tail anymore. Okay, let's go."

"Going home? Where are you going?" Fang Moxin wanted to find a place to chat with his mother: "There is something I want to tell my mother."

"Then, let's go home. It's quiet at home. How about eating lunch at home? I'll pass by the supermarket to buy something later." Qiao Shujuan said while holding her coat.

"it is good."

The two walked out of the building, and when they came out, they ran into the security guard again.

"Hello, Director Qiao. Is Director Qiao gone? Who is this? The young man is very talented, that's great." The attitude became more respectful and flattering.

Qiao Shujuan smiled and said, "This is my son."

"Hey, Qiao Dong's son is so old, I really can't tell it. But if you look closely, he really looks like Qiao Dong."

"Hehe, that's fine. I'll go first. When you leave, pay attention to see which door is unlocked, and check."

"Okay, okay. Qiao Dong walk slowly."

The two picked up the cart and went to the nearest supermarket. Fang Moxin silently pushed the trolley and followed Qiao Shujuan, and threw it into the cart when he saw it fit. The atmosphere was a little subtle and warm.

"Xiaoxin, you don't seem to be doing very well, haven't you rested recently?" Qiao Shujuan was most concerned about her son's condition.

"No, it snowed heavily in Ningcheng before I came back, and I had a little fever." Fang Moxin concealed the truth about the fact that he just came out of the hospital: "I'm fine now."

"Your body is a little weak, it's time to make up for it. How about some chicken soup at noon?"

"Okay." Fang Moxin obediently went to choose a chicken.

Qiao Shujuan felt that her son seemed a little different today, and she couldn't explain it in detail. It seemed that she was more willing to communicate with her and get closer to her. She didn't know what happened, but she was still very happy.

Qiao Shujuan's newly bought apartment is very close to the company. She bought big bags and small bags and then went home. Qiao Shujuan is not very good at cooking, but only knows how to cook some simple things. In the end, it was Fang Mo's new chef.

The two were sitting at the dining table, chicken soup was stewed in the kitchen, and the aroma was pervasive. This feeling has never been felt before. Qiao Shujuan is used to all kinds of work meals and all kinds of overtime. She basically never uses the kitchen at home, and even the tableware I bought it when Fang Moxin came here last time.She almost forgot the warmth of this kind of home.

"Xiaoxin's cooking skills are getting better and better, and the food is delicious." Qiao Shujuan's eyes were slightly red, but she didn't want others to see it, so she lowered her head while eating.

Fang Moxin looked at his mother's actions, and felt a little sour in his heart: "Mom, I, I'm sorry for you. I'm too selfish. I gave birth to you because of my own reasons. I don't want to associate with you, I don't want to see you. My fault. Mom, I'm sorry you suffered."

"No, it's not. Xiaoxin is not at fault. It's her mother's fault, it's all her mother's fault." When Qiao Shujuan heard Fang Moxin call her mother instead of honoring mother, tears flowed down uncontrollably : "Xiaoxin is sick because my mother didn't take good care of you and hurt you. It's enough if you don't hate me. Really, it's my mother who is sorry for you. As long as you can be good, you can be happy and healthy every day , even if you don't recognize me, it doesn't matter. It's all my fault." Qiao Shujuan burst into tears.

She thought about countless possibilities, but never thought that her Xiaoxin would accept her, or even say sorry to her.Enough, enough.

"Okay, okay, mom, don't cry, you see that the makeup is gone. From now on, I won't be self-willed anymore, can we two be good?" Fang Moxin looked at his crying mother, and whispered Comforting: "Let's let the past go, we will always have better memories, and everything will be fine."

"Okay, okay. I never dared to think that there would be such a day. I thought I would never be forgiven again."

"There is no forgiveness or unforgiveness. If you want to say forgiveness, it is my mother who forgives me. I am too willful and selfish, and my mother is not wrong."

"If I can spend more time with you and take good care of you, Xiaoxin won't get sick at all." Qiao Shujuan said while wiping her tears.

"No, I'm too cowardly and not brave enough. I don't even dare to face my mother. I will take good care of her in the future. Okay, don't cry." Fang Moxin wiped his mother's tears, Thinking about it this way, it’s really nothing.That is my mother, the one who loves me the most.

"Okay, okay. Mom, go wash your face, it's all in a mess."

"No, it's just that the makeup is a bit messy. But my mother is still so beautiful and charming."

Qiao Shujuan got dressed again, and when she came back, Fang Moxin had already served the chicken soup, and the mother and son had lunch affectionately.

In the afternoon, I went shopping with Qiao Shujuan to buy clothes and make hair. In the end, Fang Moxin took her mother back home with big and small bags of clothes.

"This, this, and these two are yours." Qiao Shujuan pointed to the bags on the ground and began to divide the spoils.

"Well, so you bought it secretly." Fang Moxin flipped through the bag only to find out that it was all for himself, those clothes in the mall that he tried but didn't buy.

"I want to watch my son put on the clothes I chose. Xiaoxin must look good in them."

"Okay, then I'll take it away." Fang Moxin took the bag and said goodbye to his mother.

"Well, do you want Xiaoxin to stay here for one night?" Qiao Shujuan was a little reluctant to let him go.

In fact, Fang Moxin has long forgotten that he came to find his mother to tell her that he is in love, has a lover, and is very happy.

It's not appropriate to think about it when I'm about to leave now.

"Well, I have something to do tonight. I have an appointment. How about next time?"

Qiao Shujuan was still a little disappointed to hear Fang Moxin's refusal, but it was already good.

"Then I'll take you back. It's so late, it's more convenient for me to take you back."

"No need, Mom. Go to bed early. You can take a taxi downstairs. It's very convenient. I'll take a taxi back."

"You really don't want me to see you? Why don't you buy a car? It's so inconvenient." Mothers are always nagging and worried.

Fang Moxin thought that it was inconvenient to not be able to get a taxi when he was sick in Ningcheng, and said with a smile: "I didn't have time before, and I was lazy. Let's buy it when I come back. No The car is indeed a bit inconvenient."

"Then slow down on the road and pay attention to safety." Qiao Shujuan was always afraid to say too much because she was afraid that he would be annoying before, and the mother and son were always indifferent.

Now Zhou Qiao felt that his mother was not cold at all, but rather warm?What were those feelings before?

It seems that since meeting Zhou Qiao, life has become better!