Receive with the sky

That day, after class, Yang Kang asked Li Li where he was going.Li Li said, the old place.After watching Fan Fan walk out of the classroom without looking back, Yang Kang decided to go to the library with Li Li.

Unexpectedly, when he was still on the road, Yang Kang saw Fan Fan from afar.Fan Fan walked with a girl.Yang Kang suddenly became jealous, and told Li Li that he forgot one thing and could not go to the library.

After waving goodbye to Li Li, Yang Kang chased after Fan Fan.With a distance of 50 meters to catch up, Yang Kang hid in the crowd and followed Fan Fanlai.

Yang Kang followed them all the way around half of the campus, and didn't dare to move on until they came to a bus stop.Seeing Fan Fan and the girl get into the car, Yang Kang was overwhelmed with anxiety.

It's getting dark, so rush into the car like this, it's too reckless without a destination.Helpless, watching the car slowly leave, Yang Kang went back home in frustration.

That night, Yang Kang waited absently in the dormitory for Fan Fan's return.Fan Fan didn't come back until he was lying on the bed ready to sleep.

"Damn! Accompanied a fellow from another school to the entrance of the pailou and strolled down the street. It was enjoyable!"

"Could it be the legendary Degenerate Street." The fat man said.

"Hey, you know it too, people in the same way, people in the same way!"

"Is the bestiality out?"

"Damn! Brother is very simple, not as fat as you!"

Although Yang Kang has never been to Fallen Street, he has heard of what it is.It is said that Fallen Street, formerly known as Commercial Civilization Street, is located at the entrance of the archway in the University City. It is a place where ideas explode, and the old and the new compete fiercely.

Boys and girls here held hands without any scruples and walked around the street.But in fact it is just a short street, neither spacious nor beautiful, but restaurants, hotels, karaoke bars and Internet cafes are densely packed on the street.

The most attractive thing for college students is the countless food stalls.After listening to their conversation, Yang Kang thought that Fan Fan might be holding that girl's hand.He turned his back, his nose was sore, and he closed his eyes, feeling a little heartache.

Although Fan Fan said that he just ate something with the girl and then sent her to the car to go back to school, nothing happened.

Afterwards, Yang Kang never saw Fan Fan's fellow villager, that girl again.However, not seeing Fan Fan all day, Yang Kang's suspicion of Fan Fan became more and more serious.

After a few months, I was exhausted.So it was at that time that Yang Kang met his first girlfriend, Lin Fei.

Lin Fei and Yang Kang are in different classes, and many classes are in the same class, so there are many opportunities to meet each other.Lin Fei is very beautiful, tall, with big eyes and slightly dark.

During a physics class, Fatty sat with Fan Fan, Yang Kang sat with Li Li, and Li Li and Yang Kang sat in front of Fatty and Fan Fan.Yang Kang watched the teacher's lecture in front of him with both eyes, but his ears listened to the murmurs of Fatty and Fan Fan behind him.

"Did you see that one o'clock is on time!" said the fat man.

"Fuck! That's right. Did you inquire about something again?" Fan Fan asked flatly.

"That's a must! Lin Fei, the girl in Class [-], is single and wants to go, but no one dares to chase after her."

"Why, are you tempted?"

"I don't have my share! I'm just looking impatient, this fat water doesn't flow to outsiders' fields!"

"I'll wipe it! That's the fertilizer of outsiders' fields."

"My fault, my fault! Then I still look anxious, we have to grab the fat and water from the outsider's field to our own field!"

"Damn it! If you are in a hurry to act, go after it!"

"Brother, I still have self-knowledge. If you don't have a share of drinking water, I can still be a well digger. If any brother has this idea, I, a fat man, will definitely be willing to be this month old."

Yang Kang became worried when he heard that, if Fan Fan was encouraged by the fat man to chase that girl, then he would lose Fan Fan forever, and Fan Fan would never come back to him.This made him unimaginable. In desperation, Yang Kang decided to sacrifice his ego to complete the big ego.He turned to the fat man and said:

"I'll go after it!"

"Just you? Little boy, go play with dick!" Yang Kang didn't expect to be sneered at by the fat man, which made him more determined.

"How about we take a gamble, what if I catch up?"

"If you catch up, I'll help you get boiled water for a week. If you can't catch up, you get me boiled water for a week."

"Well, just wait and see!"

When he turned his head, Yang Kang glanced at Fan Fan. He felt the anger on Fan Fan's face, and he didn't know if it was his own misunderstanding.

In the next physics class, Yang Kang passed a note to Lin Fei.The question is: Would you like to go to the movies tonight, see you downstairs in the dormitory at 06:30 p.m., and catch the open-air movie at [-] o'clock, next to the small football field.

Yang Kang gave her four options on the note: A, very willing. B, yes. C, nothing to do anyway. D, don't want to go.Yang Kang didn't know where his confidence came from, so he wrote down the time and place of the date, maybe this is called breaking the jar.

The notes were passed to Lin Fei's hands one by one.Lin Fei looked back at Yang Kang, who waved his palm to her, showing his charming smile.Lin Fei also smiled sweetly, and then ticked the note with a pen.

The note was passed back to Yang Kang, and Lin Fei chose A.So their love relationship was quietly made public.Depressed, the fat man gave Yang Kang hot water for a week.

Later that evening, Yang Kang came to the downstairs of Lin Fei's dormitory ahead of schedule.Lin Fei appeared as scheduled, dressed in casual denim and a bright short-sleeved shirt.

"Hello! My name is Yang Kang Baiqi." Yang Kang greeted first.

"Hi! My name is Lin Fei, you know that, right?"

"Well, huh, I know."

"Hey, let's go to the movies then."

"OK, all right."

"Do you know what video is playing?"

"It's Titanic."

"Ah! I've seen it!"

"Actually, I've seen it too." After Yang Kang finished speaking, the two laughed.

That day, Yang Kang was actually in a conflicted mood. He hoped that the act of dating a girl would make Fan Fan jealous, and he also hoped that his attention would be diverted and his life would return to normal.

No matter how emotional or thrilling the plot of the movie is, Yang Kang sat in the dark, feeling that every minute and every second became extremely difficult. All he could do was to restrain the urge to escape and talk to her.

Back in the dormitory, Fan Fan was sweeping the floor. Seeing Yang Kang come in, he asked, "Are you done with the lewdness?" Yang Kang didn't respond to this. He hated Fan Fan for being so indifferent.

In the following time, Yang Kang went out with Lin Fei several times one after another.Never held hands, never kissed.At night, the two of them ran to the main campus to wait for the teaching building, and all the lights went out in an instant.After self-study, I will go to Banyuechi to steal two large lotus leaves and put them upside down on my head.

Sitting together in class, Yang Kang changed the physics textbook into Liaoning Mandarin and asked her to read it in Cantonese.The classmate said: "Why don't you two seem to be in a relationship at all, but like two children with a companion, drinking at a player's house."

What Yang Kang and Lin Fei do most often is to lie on the grass under the night sky and listen to the singing on the cassette player.Their tastes are relatively the same, they are all folk songs of some non-mainstream singers.Their favorite singers are Xu Wei and Chen Qizhen.

There is still half a month left for the final exam, and the first year of university is coming to an end.After the lights were turned off, Yang Kang called Lin Fei, and it was still a meaningless chat.After saying "Bye", I put down the phone and climbed onto the bed.

There was no sound in the dormitory. When it was almost one o'clock in the morning, Fan Fan suddenly got up, sat down and lit a cigarette.Looking at Fan Fan's back and the cigarette butts flickering and extinguishing through the mosquito net, Yang Kang's tears flowed out silently, not daring to speak out, just choked up.

Yang Kang felt wronged and sad in his heart.So that night, he made a decision to break up with Lin Fei.

The next day, Yang Kang and Lin Fei came to Banyuechi for the last time.Yang Kang pretended to raise his heart unintentionally:

"The final exam is coming, and I'm not even sure."

"Me too." Lin Fei said.

"We are still students, so we should study wholeheartedly. Or we should stop dating and study hard."

"Are you saying you want to break up?"

"yes, I?"

"Listen to you, let's go back and read." After Lin Fei finished speaking, she turned her head and left.

Yang Kang followed Lin Fei back to the study room, feeling very sad.He really wanted Fan Fan to know that all this was for him.Fan Fan, do you know?

After the sophomore year, Yang Kang and Lin Fei no longer attended classes together.The chances of them seeing each other were greatly reduced. They occasionally met in the cafeteria and chatted a few words, but Yang Kang couldn't say the "I'm sorry" in his heart.

Later, Lin Fei often changed boyfriends, and her classmates said that she was stimulated by Yang Kang.Yang Kang was very afraid that the truth was true, and he couldn't help laughing at himself for being sentimental.

When I was about to graduate, I saw Lin Fei again. She had already found a job in Guangdong.Taking advantage of the few days left, Yang Kang helped Lin Fei set up a stall to sell old things, pack them up and ship them, as if to make up for it.

Fan Fan told Yang Kang that you have no more love, Yang Kang glared at him, thinking in his heart, it's not all because of you, moreover, it took three years before he started to be jealous.

Yang Kang was promoted to sophomore, this rookie has become a veteran, and he can ignore the rules of the school more or less.He rented a small room outside, with a bed, a desk, and a computer. He didn't go back to the dormitory for up to three months because he didn't want to see Fan Fan.

Yang Kang's habit of turning upside down day and night in the future was formed at that time. The longing and sorrow in his heart have nowhere to vent. He often opens his eyes until dawn, listening to the raindrops dripping on the eaves outside the house, thinking about how he ended up where he is today. kind of situation.The more I see you, the more I want to see you.The more I want to see it, the more I dare not.

Only one month later, Yang Kang moved back to the dormitory, only to find that Fan Fan had moved into the next bedroom.After being upset for a while, he decided to live his college life seriously, and began to learn to treat Fan Fan as a classmate—a classmate he didn't know, who didn't talk to him, and didn't see him.

He didn't want to let a heart hang in the air and force himself to make a decision.However, reality is always far from ideal.The bedtime meeting in the dormitory was the main entertainment after the lights were turned off, but Yang Kang couldn't extricate himself from his heart. While talking with his classmates, he was thinking about what he was doing now.

Sometimes I would get up to go to the water room, pass by Fan Fan's dormitory, and would prick up my ears. Occasionally, Fan Fan's voice came from inside, and I couldn't hear what he said, but I was happy in my heart.He also pretends to mention Fan Fan inadvertently in conversations with his classmates, and there is a hidden joy when he hears his name from other people's mouths.