Receive with the sky

"Hello! Xiaobai."

"Hi! How did you know it was me?"

"Damn! If someone calls my house so late, it must be me, and the person who calls me so late must be you Xiaobai."

"Tch, I don't believe it, you must still be on the phone with someone else."

"I swear to God, if I ever talk to someone on the phone, ??????"

"So what?"

"what do you want?"

"I think, I want to be with you forever."

"I wipe it! The pores are erected. By the way, I have been home since the holiday, why are you always clinging to me?"

"How can I have!"

"Oh, you still don't admit it, do you? You just make a phone call every now and then. If my future girlfriend finds out about it in the future, it's not bad to upset the jealousy."

"Come on, I bless Buddha every day that you won't have a girlfriend in college."

"Fuck! If you are ruthless, then I will bless you that you will never find a girlfriend in your life."

"Haha, I'd love to."

"SB!"

"I miss you."

"I miss you too."

"I really miss you, miss you so much."

"That's it, SB! It's so gross."

The winter vacation is finally over for Yang Kang.That day he received Fan Fan's last call from home during this winter vacation.

"Xiaobai, I'll take the train back to school tomorrow."

"God, why didn't you say it earlier, let me be prepared."

"Fuck! What are you preparing for? Did someone do something shameful in the dormitory alone, and the evidence at the scene should be destroyed."

"There, it's preparing for a new hairstyle or new clothes. Besides, what can happen in this dormitory, at most, one more man is sleeping."

"You bastard."

"You are also a SB."

"Day, tell the truth, is there really an extra man sleeping in the dormitory?"

"Haha, what's the matter, do you care that much?"

"Fuck! Tell me quickly, or I'll hang up the phone."

"Okay, no more, you provoked me first, I'll just fight back."

"SB!"

"Hey, by the way, you care more and more about me."

"Hey, I see you are beautiful. Don't be sentimental."

"Okay, then I won't pick you up tomorrow."

"That won't work. You are the only one in the dormitory. Who will come if you don't come. Besides, didn't I go back to school so early because of you?"

"Yes, yes, I am so touched."

Yang Kang picked up Fan Fan at midnight.There is no bus, no minibus, and I am reluctant to take a taxi.So start from Lushan South Road, along Lushan Road, Fenglin 45st Road, to Juzizhou Bridge, and finally to Wuyi Avenue.Yang Kang walked like this for more than two hours, nearly thirty miles to the train station.Seeing Fan Fan walking towards him from the exit, Yang Kang suddenly felt very shy, smiled and said nothing.Afraid that he would see the blush on his face, he kept turning his head [-] degrees and gave him a back of the head.Fan Fan was also embarrassed, barely said a few words, stammered, unable to express his words.Taking a taxi back to school, in the dark, Fan Fan suddenly stretched out his hand to caress Yang Kang's head, and said in a low voice, "Little boy, do you miss me?" For a moment, Yang Kang's eyes were sore, he wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.I remembered the situation when I came to the train station alone just now: at two o'clock in the middle of the night, the empty street, the thirty-mile road, the cold wind, suddenly everything was worth it.

The beginning of the new semester welcomes the spring of 2000.The rape blossoms on the banks of the Xiangjiang River are in full bloom, and the maple leaves on the Yuelu Mountain are colorful.

With the arrival of other people in the dormitory one by one, college life has entered a normal track again.Because of Fan Fan's early return to school, Yang Kang happily spent a few days living in the dormitory with only the two of them.But the solitary life of the two people is also in love and ends in ritual, but it is more casual and intimate.After getting up, we go to eat together, go shopping, and eat stinky tofu on the street.Later, when school started, they sat together without any scruples in class, of course they were all in the back row.When get out of class was over, Yang Kang occasionally bothered Fan Fan to go to the library together.After going to the library, they wandered to the place where the magazines were kept.They pick out provocative pictures for each other to see.Once, Yang Kang found a picture of a naked man in a body art book.He purposely handed it to Fan Fan, and said it was really pretty, and he liked it so much.I didn't want Fan Fan to take the book and ignore that one, but turned to the page of the naked woman and kept saying "wipe".

Yang Kang has always wanted to find an opportunity to talk to Fan Fan about his views on sex, but they rarely even had skin-to-skin contact.It wasn't until one day later that Yang Kang had the first opportunity to have close contact with Fan Fan.

That day, the fat man in the dormitory celebrated his birthday.In the final exam last semester, Fatty failed three subjects by himself, and made a great sacrifice to meet the class's failure rate.So all the brothers in the dormitory decided to celebrate Fatty's birthday to make up for his loss.In the evening, eight people in the dormitory brought two boxes of beer back.After lights out, light candles, drink and chat.

"I, Fatty, drink a bottle first, thank you brothers for accompanying me to hangover, yes, accompany me to get drunk."

"Fuck! You're still drunk, do you want an escort service for you?" It was Fan Fan who spoke.

"Brother, what you said is exactly what I want. How about letting your Xiaobai sleep with my buddies tonight." Xiaopang knew the close relationship between Yang Kang and Fan Fan, so he boldly provoked him with alcohol.

Yang Kang heard this, and looked at Fan Fan in horror.

"Fuck you! Xiaobai is the one who sleeps on top of me, and you dare to fight his idea, fat man, you'll be punished with alcohol!"

"Punish, punish!" Yang Kang didn't hold back, and shouted.

"A friend's wife should not be bullied! You should be punished, you should be punished!" The fat man was very flattering, and took a sip from the wine bottle.

"Speaking of which, Fatty, you became famous in one battle, the best actor of the three materials, and a generation of heroes in our class!"

"How can this compare with our good man, Mr. Hao! Brother Hao, let's have a toast!"

Li Li's final exam ranked first in the whole grade, but his comprehensive score ranked third.Although the comprehensive score is to examine a person's overall quality, but when it comes to the assessment methods, such as student cadres, activities and competitions, there are actually a lot of moisture and big loopholes.

"Hey! It's interesting! The last one in our class has a toast with No.1, and we echo each other!"

At three o'clock in the morning, everyone was drunk and went to bed.Relying on his drunkenness, Yang Kang crawled into Fan Fan's mosquito net, and put his hand lightly on his shoulder, feeling a sense of peace coming from the skin under his hand.I slept soundly that night.

That moment was sweet.Seeing the person I have a crush on sleeping next to me is like being in a dream.The skins that touch each other are really exciting.I don't want to close my eyes, I just want to remember the scene in front of me, for fear that everything will disappear once I close my eyes and open them again.In the dark night, Fan Fan's hazy face was deeply imprinted in his heart.

That moment was ambivalent.While worrying that Fan Fan would wake up and blow himself to the upper bed, he hoped that Fan Fan would wake up and grab his hand, and hold him in his arms.I want to tear off the film between each other, but I am afraid that my fantasy will be broken after tearing it off.So I can only wait quietly alone, waiting for the vigorous true love once.

From then on, Fan Fan began to avoid Yang Kang.On weekdays, you can use the name of your classmates as much as possible to fight and fight and hug.If he really moved forward, no one would dare.Understand that if this step is taken, they will no longer be the same as they used to be, and they will never go back.The relationship between the two stopped in an awkward and stalemate state.But the strange emotion came with such violence that it was almost irresistible.Longing in his heart, and desperately wanting to refuse, Yang Kang tried to stay away from him.Go out early, sleep in the classroom at noon, and only enter the dormitory 10 minutes before the lights are turned off.Making new friends, laughing and making noises, once wanted to go out and rent a house to live by myself, but because of the school's regulations, I had to give up.

When he was lonely, Yang Kang began to learn how to go to Internet cafes to chat with netizens.At that time, the QQ chat tool was just emerging, and Yang Kang also registered one.Unexpectedly, I don't have many friends, so I went to the Tianya forum to find a bosom friend.If you can't find someone to talk to, just read online novels. "Beijing Story" was a novel he found that suited his taste, and the novel was later made into a movie.Because it costs money to go to Internet cafes, I seldom go there afterwards.Fortunately, Li Li is a confidant by his side, Fan Fan avoids Yang Kang, and Yang Kang sticks to Li Li to study together.Yang Kang mainly reads books on philosophy in the library.Especially works about sex, and literature and art.

When the sun was shining, Yang Kang was lying on the grass in front of the library full of birdsong and flowers, facing the boundless sky.Yang Kang is always asking, asking the sky, asking the earth, asking himself - who is he?Where did the world come from?Does God exist?Where do people go after death?He always likes to think - what is the purpose of everything he does now, if everything in the present is for the memory of the past, then what is the future, is it for the memory of the present?

That day, Yang Kang habitually sat on the lawn next to the library to dry meat.The so-called sunbathing, to put it more elegantly, is sunbathing.The sunshine in spring is very welcome.Sunshine, grass, partners, these are the most beautiful scenes on the university campus.But Yang Kang was sitting alone on the grass, bathed in the sun.Not far away, there were girls sitting together in a group, which attracted his attention.From time to time, they waved to a young boy nearby, showing maternal tenderness.This made Yang Kang feel a strong warm current.At that time, how much he wished that he was that child, so that he would fly over.At this time, Yang Kang had the urge to cry, his vision was already blurred, and tears rolled around his eyes.In desperation, he forced himself to look at Eunuch Sun, hoping that his old man's enthusiasm would evaporate his tears.Regarding his impulse, what Yang Kang thought of was the true love in the world.Yang Kang thought, in fact, each of us has received true love before, that is when we were still toddlers.At that time, you were innocent, cute and not hypocritical.But why did it change later?Why did Yang Kang shed tears.Because he thought of them in the past and the present.Those distant but missed friends.Those classmates who are close at hand but are awkward.Fan Fan, I really want to find you.

Regarding art, Yang Kang also has his own ideas.He felt that the age we live in is in a state of rapid change.As an expression of life, art is also rich and diverse: music, film, photography, and writing.As a carrier of art, it is changing with each passing day, from voice, film, paper, to the Internet.We live in four-dimensional time and space, how can art express life? .In the final analysis, art is time and space, which can be three-dimensional space frozen at a moment, or time flowing through a space.Art gives people spiritual enjoyment, because it contains truth, goodness and beauty.Art gives people the true meaning of life because of the main idea it contains.Art shocks people.Visually, mentally.A moment can contain many, many, moved, passionate, happy, lonely.So there are joys, sorrows, and life in the eternal image.He felt that until one day, when he found that we were all getting old, he realized that the most precious thing in the world is the time that is gone forever!The most valuable thing in the world is the memory of that year and that place!