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"I'm sorry." Qing Huan whispered to the unconscious Nan Yang in his arms.

She also put her other hand around Nan Yang, and hugged her tightly in her arms, feeling very nostalgic for the unscrupulous closeness at this moment.After a long time, Qing Huan slowly let go, helped Nan Yang to the side of the bed, and asked her to sit against the side of the bed.Then she got up and went downstairs to get the package that she asked Miaoshan to bring back, closed the door tightly after entering, and pinned the door inside.

"I'm afraid we will meet again after this farewell," Qing Huan murmured, "I will give you whatever you want. Master, you have always known that what you want, how can I not give it to you?" .”

Qing Huan cleaned up the sundries on the table first, and continued to talk to herself while cleaning up: "Three days of coma, three days, enough. I arrange everything myself, so I feel at ease. The one who should say sorry is me, I am the one who needs to repent, from now on, as long as you forget about me slowly, I will have no regrets in this life."

She spread the package on the table, revealing a pile of miscellaneous things inside.Qing Huan took out a stack of red paper, cut it with scissors, and continued: "Master, do you know that I want to marry you for seven years. I have dreamed countless times that there is such a You and I are wearing wedding dresses all day. Speaking of which, you always wear light-colored clothes, and I have never seen you in bright colors. But Master is so good-looking, you will look beautiful in anything you wear."

The scissors are delicately cut on the red paper, and the detailed outline is slowly revealed.

"When I was young, I often wondered why other people have a surname, but I don't. My name is only the word 'Qing Huan'. You once said that you hoped that I would despise the joy of the world. But in all my experiences, where is there What joy is there? The only thing that is worth being happy is that I have lived for you for so many years. I always thought that this life was given by you, and I should give you my whole life, but And why did you let me know about those things back then. It turned out that it was you who caused my family to be ruined and people living on the streets. It was all your fault. Such an awkward position. What am I supposed to do?"

"But I like you so much, you will never know that this person Nan Yang has been branded on every inch of my skin, it seems that every year, it will be branded again in a deeper and more painful way, year after year One year, endless, until I live as her myself, this kind of love can be said to the extreme. How can I hate her?"

A few pieces of red paper have been cut, Qing Huan took them to the window, and pasted them carefully.The bright red double happiness characters bloomed on the casement, like a burning flame drumming and dancing.

She took out the big red candles that are very common in the secular world, carefully arranged them one by one in the room, and lit them one by one.

"Do you know how happy I was when you asked me to marry you yesterday. I want to pay respects to you in a serious way and become your real wife. In this way, when I die one day, you will also worship A memorial tablet of mine that says 'The Spirit Tablet of My First Wife's Love'. But I'm so useless, I can't marry you openly, and I don't even dare to let you know. But it's okay, when I die, you will also You should have forgotten about me, and you will also forget to visit my tomb. At that time, I can safely engrave your name on the tombstone, and it is enough for me to know that I am your wife. Until death."

As she spoke, Qing Huan couldn't help sobbing, and the hand that lit the candle began to tremble uncontrollably.After a long time, I sniffed my nose and continued to light candles.

"What I can do for you is here. I don't deserve to take Liuyu and Fengyujian away. I just want to hold your handwriting. Anyway... I will have a personal funeral object in the future. Master, I don't have time to take it with me." What’s more, your memory has never been bad, and maybe you’ll even forget my face in a few decades. Although I’m not reconciled to thinking about it, what’s wrong with you living a healthy life? ?”

After lighting all the wedding candles, she took out big red rosettes from her bag and hung them on the high beams.

At the end of the bag were two bright red wedding dresses. According to her instructions, Miaoshan bought the most expensive and best two that she could find.Qing Huan took off her coat first, picked up one and put it on.The wedding dress was very cumbersome, and she fiddled with it for a long time before putting it on.Then she took the other one and walked towards Nan Yang who was leaning against the bed, gently took off the white dress on Nan Yang's body, carefully separated the position of her flanks and ribs, and carefully put on the bright red wedding dress for her.

Nan Yang who is used to white clothes, Nan Yang who is dressed in red makes people's eyes shine suddenly, her closed eyebrows and eyes are very docile under the reflection of the candlelight around her, a natural charm flows along her thick eyelashes , is obviously the most mundane dress, but it makes her dress the most refined. The curves and lines of her face are so delicate that they are not like ordinary people.

"Master is so beautiful in the wedding dress... Really beautiful..." Qing Huan put her arms around Nan Yang, and cried softly, "Only I can see you in the wedding dress, that's great. Come, let's... let's pay homage."

After saying that, she supported Nan Yang to stand up, holding her waist firmly.Qing Huan rubbed the tears in the corners of her eyes, coughed twice to get rid of the unnaturalness in her voice, and said loudly: "I pray to the world——"

Her voice sounded alone in the empty room, and the surrounding was eerily quiet.There is no one's blessing, and there is no look back from those who worshiped her. Only she is directing and performing this ridiculous play by herself.

Qing Huan burst into tears suddenly and laughed: "Master, you are my elder, tell me, can the second prostration to the high hall and the husband and wife prostration be performed together?"

But no one answered her.

Qing Huan coughed twice, and said loudly: "Husband and wife bow to each other—"

She hugged Nan Yang with great effort to complete this action, and then stood there blankly for a long time.After a while, he hugged the unconscious Nan Yang and slowly sat back on the bedside, letting Nan Yang rest on his shoulder.

"No matter what, you are now my legitimate wife. I am married to you, Master, are you happy?" Qing Huan's tears kept rolling down her face, and she couldn't hold back her tears at all, "I finally married you I'm finally married to you."

The four sides of the room were pasted with the big red happy characters that she had cut by herself, and the table and window sills were also filled with big red wedding candles. Two women, both wearing bright red wedding dresses, were sitting by the bed and cuddling each other.She hugged her tightly, as if she wanted to crush that person and melt into her own flesh and blood before she was reconciled.

"Nan Yang." Qing Huan suddenly opened his mouth and said Nan Yang's name.

She hardly ever called Nan Yang's name. Since she was a child, she only called her Master.Only when Nan Yang refused to see her on Kunlun Mountain did she call out Nan Yang's name in a hurry.In her heart, Master has always been a person whom she respects and loves, and is a god she wants to worship carefully.But she suddenly wanted to call her name.

"Nan Yang." Qing Huan murmured and repeated, "Nan Yang, Nan Yang, Nan Yang..."

South Yang.

South Yang.