calm to light

The Fucha family has given birth to Fang, and has been raising her body in her own room for the past few days. She is accompanied by her own daughter, so it is not boring.However, she looked at her child, smiling so brightly and so cutely, but she was also afraid and flustered.It's not that she's worried that others will snatch her child to raise her. Now she is in charge of Concubine Yun, and Concubine Yun will not have such thoughts. Besides, her own mother's family has some face, and she raises her own child herself. It was easy, but she was afraid.It was Concubine Yun, who was favored by the emperor, but couldn't even keep her own child. What about her, if she kept her child by her side, would she be able to keep it?

Because she cherished her child, she decided to give up raising her by herself. Concubine Yun had no children after giving birth, and her princess was so cute, Ling Rong would definitely like it.

After making up her mind, she saw that the emperor happened to come to Yanxi Palace today because of Concubine Yun's eye disease, so she asked Xia Nuan to help her carry the princess and go there.

When she arrived at Yanxi Palace, she happened to see the joyful faces of the people in the house. She knew that Yunbi's eye disease was fine, and she was also happy. Having seen her, he went in.

I was sitting on the couch, facing the outside of the house, and I was the first to spot the nobleman Fucha. Although she was in better spirits, her complexion was still pale. How come people who haven't confinement come here, and I don't worry about getting hurt. After giving birth to the child, "Why is Sister Qin coming, and no one outside reports it."

The emperor followed my line of sight and saw the nobleman Fucha who was being supported by someone at the door, still holding the princess in his arms, his brows furrowed, "You are not well yet, why did you come out?"

"The concubine knew that the concubine Yun had recovered from her eye disease, so she wanted to come and see her, and she also wanted the concubine Yun to see the princess." As soon as she finished speaking, there was a depressing atmosphere in the room. It's no wonder that we lost our child. At this moment, the nobleman Fucha came over with the princess in his arms, and he didn't know what his plan was. Even he, who was afraid that I would be stimulated, looked at me with some worry, but reprimanded the nobleman Fucha, "These Don't rush things for a while, the princess is not yet full-term, if you hug her out like this, you won't be afraid that she will get sick."

I looked at the nobleman Fucha who had no intention of retreating even though I was scolded, and I thought that she is not the kind of person who just finds something to provoke me, and I feel that it is not appropriate for her to stand like this all the time, "The emperor is too, sister Qin is here After such a long time, the emperor did not grant the seat, and seriously hurt my sister, the emperor feels sorry for you again."

He saw that there was nothing wrong with me when I said this, so he agreed to the wishes of the nobleman Fucha and granted him a seat.

Mei Zhuang on the side, although he didn't understand the nobleman Fucha's intentions, he still helped her to sit on the soft couch not far from me. I saw her hesitated and didn't know how to speak, so I spoke first "The concubine is also curious about how cute my sister's child should be. It just so happens that my sister came here with the princess in my arms. If I don't let my sister hug me now, my sister will not easily ask my sister to go back."

"Do you really want to see it?" He asked me this way, his eyes seemed to look directly into my heart through my smile, but in the end he still motioned for the servants to bring the princess over.The little soft body was placed in her father's arms. After such twists and turns, she still slept soundly. On her small face, there were unopened facial features, a slightly fluttering nose when breathing, and The lips that were slightly parted to aid in breathing, "It's really cute."

"If you like it, you can hug it yourself." He put the child in my arms, and I adjusted my posture like a palace man, but the movements still startled her, and the eyes slowly opened, so It was clean, and I was a little embarrassed to see it, but she just stared at me like that, not afraid of strangers, her eyes were big, dark, and bright, and her cute appearance amused me.

"She likes you." Xu Shi really liked seeing his daughter like this, and there was joy in his words.

"My sister gave birth well, and the princess is not afraid of giving birth." I put my hair in her hands, and she began to play slowly. A child is weak, and it won't hurt me when I pull it. I just I was worried that she would treat her hair as food, and kept looking at it, but because of the warmth in her arms, I thought of the completely different coldness and faint pain.

"If Concubine Yun likes the princess so much, my concubine has an unfeeling request, I hope the emperor will agree." Regardless of his own inconvenience, the nobleman of Fucha knelt down in front of the emperor and begged with proper etiquette.I watched, but it was inconvenient to speak, so I could only watch.

"Let's talk about it." By this time, he almost knew the intentions of the nobleman Fucha, and after taking a look at the mausoleum that he didn't know why, he thought it was not the time, but he didn't think it would be a downturn in her character. The child will not be a stimulus, only a comfort.

"The concubine is dull, her moral ability is not outstanding, and she really has more than enough energy to raise children." Having said this, I probably know her plan. Seeing her reluctantly say things against her will, I But I don't know what to say about her, "The concubine and Concubine Yun lived in the same palace, and they knew how Concubine Yun was when they got along with each other every day. Seeing that the Princess and Concubine Yun were so close today, I wanted to get the Emperor's permission to ask Concubine Yun to replace her. A concubine takes care of the princess."

"This is indeed a good thing." When he said this, I could clearly see that the nobleman Fucha's body trembled slightly, but he forced himself to be calm and satisfied, smiling poignantly, and he must also be watching When he arrived, he turned to me and asked, "What do you think?"

It is a good thing for every woman in the harem to have one more child, but being unable to raise her own child is an unbearable pain for all mothers in the world.

"The princess is cute, but the concubine can't raise this child." After I finished speaking, almost everyone in the room looked at me in shock, except for him. I didn't ignore the flashing smile in his eyes. I mean, I turned down this thing, what's so funny?

"The concubine's body is badly damaged, and she can't take care of herself. Although she likes the princess, she can't take care of her properly all the time. Besides, it's better for the child to be raised by the mother's side. Mother and child are connected, and the elder sister takes care of the princess better than anyone else. Alright," I continued, "With the affection of my concubine and my sister, there is no need to take care of the princess if I like it, as long as I move around more in the future, what do you think, Your Majesty?"

"You're right," he hugged the sleepy princess who was playing in my arms, and fell asleep in a daze, and said to the nobleman of Fucha who was still restrained, "You should raise the princess yourself. Well, don't be rude, get up."

The nobleman of Fucha got up with the support of his servants, and I started to boo again, "The emperor means that he wants to be promoted to the nobleman of Fucha. If the concubine wants to win a prize, first ask the emperor what name and position the emperor will give to my sister." ?”

Those who can personally raise their own children are generally the lord of the first house. If the lord has no intention of raising the child, then the mother can raise it by herself. At this time, the mother will be promoted in the metropolis, and it will be a matter of time before the nobles of Fucha will be promoted. , but there may not be a number given, even if she has a number, it is better than getting the honor of being given a number first, and I really want to take the opportunity to let Sister Qin's reputation, the more she is favored now, the more she will be. Well, it's not like Cao Guiren has spent so much time and effort and still can't get rid of being controlled by others.

"The Fucha family's compassion for their children is extraordinary, and their morals are also very good. It is really time to be promoted." The matter of Jinfeng can't be done in a short while, so he said to the somewhat surprised nobleman of Fucha, "When you are well, there will be a queen presiding over Jin as a concubine, and the word 'Jin' is good, so I will give it to you." He just decided on the title after thinking about it, "What do you think?" It was said to the nobleman of Fucha, but I felt that she was asking me, and the newly promoted concubine Jin was thanking the emperor for his kindness, and I was smiling at Mei Zhuang next to me, I thought, Mei Zhuang should understand my intention of doing this, even if she doesn't understand, I will explain it to her afterwards.

"Okay, you all retreat now." He handed over the princess to the wet nurse, and dismissed the others with one word.Soon, there were only me and him left in the room. He looked at me and smiled dotingly, "Are you satisfied now?"

Sure enough, he knew it, "The concubine knows it, and I can't hide it from you."

"The Fucha family took the initiative to give up their son, which was a surrender, but you didn't take the opportunity to seize the son, and you were kind to her. I'm afraid she is really loyal to you." He said slowly, looking at me with approval "This time, you handled it very well. I just want to know, do you really don't want her child, or did you restrain your desire to have a child for the sake of the overall situation?"

When he asked this question, he looked at me very seriously, as if he only had eyes on me and cared about me, this kind of attention in his heart taught me not to lie, "The child of the nobleman Fucha is really It's cute, but it's still not as cute as Chenqie's own child, so Chenqie really doesn't want it."

"How cute are your children and I? Tell me about it." He asked such a question, isn't he afraid of rubbing salt in my wound?I looked at him with a little dissatisfaction, but I bumped into his tender look, and the insignificant annoyance suddenly disappeared.

In fact, when I think back to the appearance of my child, it is not only painful, but when my heart hurts, it is also involuntarily soft and hot. No matter what, the child without a name will be my most cherished concern, "The eyebrows are faint "I thought about it carefully, and looked at him carefully, "The shape is like you, although his eyes have not been opened, but he must be as energetic as you, by the way, his mouth is like me... "I listed them slowly, but in the end I was a little dissatisfied. Why are most of the children like him? Isn't it said that the son follows the mother? "It's obviously a child conceived by a concubine, why does it look more like the emperor?"

He didn't care at all about my petty temper, he just held me in his arms indulgently, and I leaned on him rarely, listened to his heartbeat, and put my thoughts into my mouth unconsciously, " If he grows up, he must also be a handsome man with sword eyebrows and star eyes, who looks better than Pan An."

"With your teaching, he will also be a good prince with both virtue and virtue." His chest rose and fell slightly, and I couldn't help myself to cover my face in his arms, letting the unbearable tears fall down, and soaked silently. wet his clothes.

My son, if he grows up, will definitely be a rare good man. I will teach him modern knowledge, protect him from imperial power, and make him the happiest child, but this child was sterilized by me. Medicine ruined the chance to come to this world. People like me are not qualified to remember him as a mother.But it's really ugly to use his cover to take revenge and plot.

Why, for such an ugly person, he can still care for such an ugly person so tenderly, and still say in such a low voice, "I was planning to give you a child, but I was worried that it was not the right time. Now, it is time. "

What did you say to give me a child, don't be so nice to me, "I still want to give our child a name, and you can choose it, so that it can enter the royal family hall."

This kind of thing has never happened before, and it is not in accordance with the rules. It is a great honor for a baby who is not yet a month old to have a name. Even the queen's child is also a poor child without a name and identity. Plus I was shocked, I saw my stupid look in his eyes, with tears hanging from the corners of my eyes, especially the tear stains on my face, I was really embarrassed, "Your Majesty can't do it," his thought really shocked me, moved me, But he was not so happy that he lost his wisdom, "It's really not worth it to worry about the emperor's holy body for the sake of a false name. Besides, my child is so free and easy, why bother to leave a false name in the world to drag him down so hard to be at ease."

He obediently let him wipe away my tears, watched him frown in distress, closed his eyes when he came over, and felt his kiss on my forehead. At this moment, I can't lie For myself, for this man, my heart is moved.But even if my heart is moved, I still have to calculate.

"Your thoughts are always different from ordinary people, but Yixiu has been blaming me for the matter of the second elder brother."

"The queen values ​​affection, so she cares." As for me, not caring is just coldness. People who are too rational often lack sensibility, and no matter how severe the pain is, it will go away quickly.

"The empress values ​​love as well as profit." His implication is that I don't value fame and fortune. This kind of praise makes me feel guilty, but I still smile on the face to show, "Your Majesty, you really understand the empress." But you don't understand me. .

I saw that he smiled in disapproval, he obviously heard the ulterior motives in my words, but he didn't take it seriously at all, so he didn't say any more.

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