calm to light

In the Shoukang Palace, the Queen Mother listened to Zhu Xi talking about the Empress. Although she knew that the Emperor had already spared Yixiu's punishment, she also said that it was the Empress's control over the servants that was not good enough for the evil servant to harm the master. Juan, it can be considered that Yixiu's dignified and gentle reputation has been preserved to some extent.It's just that this incident has more or less tarnished the queen's usual amiable image.Moreover, compared to Yixiu, the emperor's appearance made her feel sad. She really didn't understand her son, "Zhu Xi, what do you think the emperor thinks?" This nominal mother-in-law is really chilling. After all, she is not a child raised by herself. If it is the old fourteenth...

"Queen Mother, how can the emperor's thoughts be guessed by us servants." Zhu Xi knew what his master was worrying about. Indeed, the emperor brushed the queen mother's face this time, even if he agreed to the queen mother's intention in the end, he was lenient. The queen was spared, but it was also a conditional forgiveness.

"You've been watching him since childhood, but you don't know what he's thinking." The queen mother couldn't help but smile wryly as she thought of something, "It's the same with Aijia. My own child doesn't understand, so I'm in vain as a mother."

"Queen Dowager, don't hurt your spirit. It's not good if you hurt your body. After all, the emperor is filial, and the queen mother also had painstaking efforts at the beginning." She has been serving the queen mother, and she naturally understands the helplessness of the queen mother in letting her child be raised by others. It's human nature for the Queen Mother to favor Fourteenth Elder Brother.

"The emperor is indeed filial. After all, Ai's family has taken care of him a lot." If she could be a happy queen mother, she would not have the troubles she has now, but her mother's family background meant that she would not be able to enjoy the happiness of mother's kindness and filial piety. , can only be calculated step by step, "Zhu Xi, do you see that the emperor is paying too much attention to Anshi?"

Now that An Lingrong has lost a son, he has never been as noisy as Concubine Guan. It is common sense for the emperor to feel sorry for her, but now that An's fate has been cut off, the emperor wants to bring the fourth elder brother closer to the palace and give her as his son. , Such thoughts, even Concubine Duan didn't have them back then, so it's inevitable that she won't be paranoid.

"The emperor is also for the celestial phenomenon." Zhu Xi naturally sensed the unusualness, but she couldn't say it casually. Even if she is the queen mother's confidant, some things have to be considered half-truths and half-false. "People from Qin Tianjian I said that Concubine Yun's birth date is very good, she is a person with a lot of money in her life, she should be taken care of well, now that something like this happened, it would be considered a catastrophe, if she doesn't treat her kindly again, it may harm other people in the harem, the emperor is also like this For the sake of the big picture."

"Qin Tianjian's words are the most unbelievable." The Queen Mother squinted at Zhu Xi, "Even people who believe in Buddhism like Aijia can't listen to their intentional words, and the people who said these words were not instructed by the emperor. It's just to find a reason for my own actions. It's hard for the emperor to be so attentive to her."

"My maidservant feels that the emperor is affectionate and has heart for everyone." Zhu Xi thought for a while, and said, "Not long ago, Concubine Wan fell ill, and the emperor was furious."

"It is precisely because the emperor is passionate that there is still a concubine Guan." The queen mother touched the soft pillow under her hand, looked at the Buddhist words embroidered on it, and said after a while, "If the emperor treats concubine Wan completely coldly , the Ai family can't tolerate An's anymore."

The emperor can be fickle and affectionate, but he can't be dedicated. The emperor can't let go of Chunyuan and loves his concubine Guan, so it doesn't matter if he pities An's family. I'm afraid... It seems to be emotional, the queen mother murmured, "The Ai family is afraid that the emperor will be like his Ama, who only favors a Han girl and ignores the harem." The queen mother who said this had a rare unwillingness in her eyes. She didn't notice it, but Zhu Xi looked carefully. When he arrived, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, the late emperor was devoted and ruthless, after all, it was his master who was wronged.

After recuperating for a few days, my body is considered to be better. In the past few days, people have come to see me one after another, but the one who comes most is Meizhuang. She comes almost every day, almost all day long. I accompany you in the palace. If I fall asleep, she will help me take care of some palace affairs. If I am awake, she will accompany me to talk. My eyes are injured, and it is boring to see things. She She was also patient, and held my hand and told me some things about the palace, but it was difficult for her. She was not a humorous person at first. In order to amuse me, she forced herself to say some interesting things. Her discomfort amused me and warmed my heart.

But every time at this time, she would become angry again, "If you laugh again, I will leave."

And at this time, I would hold her hand tightly, but I couldn't bear the smile at the corner of my mouth, "How can there be such a rambunctious person like my sister, who obviously told me to laugh by telling jokes, but when I laughed, I became unhappy."

"You have a sharp mouth, I can't tell you." The momentary embarrassment is nothing, but her smile is rare, so Mei Zhuang won't be really annoyed, "Today I have to remove the gauze from my eyes."

"My sister doesn't remember all my things firmly." On weekdays, when I take medicine, when to take medicine, and when to change medicine, Meizhuang always remembers firmly. Nervous "Sister, don't worry too much. If it gets better, it's my good fortune. If it doesn't get better, it's nothing more than wearing a gauze when looking at things. No matter how inconvenient it is, I have my sister with me. It's okay to listen to my sister talking every day. Comfortable thing."

"You girl, you are too careless about your own affairs." Mei Zhuang didn't agree with her indifference, and it was a good thing to see, but Rong'er's words made her feel distressed, "Your The eyes will be fine."

"I'm afraid that sister won't come to Yanxi Palace every day. I always feel that the gain is not worth the loss." I was acting like a baby, but I got a flick of a finger from Mei Zhuang, and I felt a tingling pain on my forehead, and I couldn't help it. He showed an aggrieved look, "Why did my sister hit me, I'm a patient."

"Where is there a patient who doesn't want to be cured? If you say such a thing, I will teach you carefully." Mei Zhuang saw that I rubbed my forehead as if it was really hurting, and rubbed it gently for me, "It really hurts." ? But I made a serious move. You too, plainly saying such things made me feel bad, if you like me, so what if I stay in your palace every day, don’t say such things in the future. "

"That's a good deal." Enjoying the care of Meizhuang, I am in a rare good mood.

"You two sisters, what have you agreed?" Yinzhen who came in from outside the door couldn't help asking after seeing the rare good spirit of the person on the bed.

During the illness, he spared me from saluting, so when Meizhuang got up to salute, I was happy to be lazy, feeling the dry but comfortable warmth that did not belong to Meizhuang wrapping my hands.I smiled and answered his question just now, "Sister Caimei told the concubine just now that she will stay in the concubine's palace when she is free, and the concubine is happy to be with her sister."

Yinzhen glanced at Meizhuang who was standing obediently a few meters away from him, and said with satisfaction, "You have been taking care of Concubine Yun recently, and it's been hard work. Since you sisters like to stay together, you can stay in Yanxi Palace for a few days, so as not to worry Working back and forth by myself."

I listened to Mei Zhuang's polite Xie En, although I was happy for his extra permission, but I was annoyed that he came at the wrong time, so I asked Mei Zhuang to restrain me, "Why is the emperor here at this time?"

He naturally heard the unwelcome in my words, but he smiled and ignored me in a good mood, "Chen Shi is going to remove the gauze for you, so I will naturally come to have a look."

I kept silent, but he helped me up with his own hands, "Chen Shi, don't come in yet."

Feeling that he was sitting next to me, the gauze on my eyes was removed one by one, but I closed my eyes and dared not look at the white light that strengthened bit by bit.

The last cover was removed, but I was used to the dark eyes, but I didn’t dare to open them casually. He seemed to sense my timidity, and his warm breath sprayed on my face, as if there were hands comforting me. , "Open your eyes and look at me." This is what he said, and the pity in his words taught me to follow suit involuntarily.

I was a little uncomfortable with the sight I hadn't seen for a long time, but after I got used to it, in this inner room where the light was not strong, I saw him sitting next to me, wearing the same dragon robe, indescribably dignified, the same His sword eyebrows and star eyes are indescribably handsome, "Can you see clearly?" He said to me again, his black eyes stared at me firmly, as if he wanted to capture my soul, such a person What a monster.

"I see clearly." There was concern in this evildoer's eyes, it didn't seem like a fake, I smiled and thought, I don't know what kind of scenery I can see by taking advantage of his concern.

My words were not big, but everyone in the room heard them, even Mei Zhuang, who had been watching me from the side, couldn't help crying with joy, her red eyes looked at me, full of joy.

I can see clearly, and I can see clearly, even if I am blind, it doesn’t matter, as long as my heart is clear.I won't be doing such stupid things. What I want, I should ask for it myself, instead of blindly shrinking back, expecting the kindness and generosity of others, so as to get something for nothing.

After thinking it through, I clenched his hand tightly, smiling monstrously, and seeing the amazement in his eyes, the enchanting one became even more wanton.

The author has something to say:

After I wrote it, I didn’t know what I was going to write, but when I went back to change it, I didn’t know where to change it. That’s it, a tangled chapter