calm to light

The author has something to say: I personally think this chapter is a bit boring, everyone lives together, and Yazi’s sister is getting married, and Yazi is going back to his hometown, so there is no update this week.I also know that my speed is very slow, I am ashamed, please forgive me, I really want to fill this hole early, but... and the reason why I reply so quickly is that Because you can use your mobile phone for replying, so you can do it in class, but for updating, the mobile phone can’t afford it...

Since the fourth elder brother cried a lot, he no longer has any scruples in front of me, acting like a baby, acting cute.Well, he is a milk baby himself, and it is natural to be cute, but suddenly there is such a big contrast, I feel a lot of pressure.

When the two of us sit at the same table and eat together, he is always very excited and puts the dishes in my bowl. When he speaks, he is not as deliberately modified as usual, and his voice is childish, "Mr. Yun, this white speech The carrots in juice are very good, Erchen usually likes them very much, you can eat them."

Well, carrots with white sauce are indeed my favorite, but you don’t have to think about putting a whole plate of vegetables in your own bowl, right?

When the two of them got together after dinner, I started sewing when I had nothing to do, and the fourth elder brother accompanied me, studying poetry and books seriously.It's just that the child looks at me from time to time, what's the matter with that expression of hesitation and shyness that wants to say something.Also, what's the matter with walking more step by step, and what's the matter with the shy and satisfied smile on his face every time I meet his eyes?

Hongli, you are a boy, if you continue like this, you will become a hypocrite, right?No, I can't let you become like this!

Finally, having made up my mind, I was looking for a chance to teach my cheap kid over lunch.

"Hongli," "Boom," I yelled, and before I got to the point, the boy lost the strength to hold the chopsticks in his hand.I was momentarily stunned by his reaction, but after I figured it out, I found this kid even more cute.Putting down the chopsticks in my hand, I helped him pick up the dropped things again, "Don't you like me calling you that?"

How could you not like it!Well, I don't like it a little bit. Originally, I wanted to call it more intimate, but, but third brother's mother is also called third brother Hongshi, well, he is reluctantly satisfied. "No, Erchen likes it very much." Hongli looked at the smiling face in front of him, and felt that his hesitation a few days ago was completely unnecessary and mediocre. What should I call her?He wanted to call him Erniang, but if he called him that way, it would probably cause her trouble.Thinking of this, he lowered his head in frustration.

"It's fine if you like it." I think I should know the reason for his abnormality a few days ago.

"Mr. Yun," he hesitated in calling out, but continued firmly after calling out, "I don't like calling you like that."

"Then what do you want to call me?" I tried to persuade him, wanting him to speak his mind.

"Emiang," he looked at me firmly, without any shyness, and his frank and courageous expression was dazzling, "I know it's unreasonable to call it that way, and it's easy to cause trouble. So I wouldn't even think about it."

He is such a considerate child, he would rather protect me when he is wronged, such a feeling of comfort makes me unable to help but smile.

"However, I assure you that one day, I will be able to call you Erniang in an upright manner." Seeing this little child in front of me saying such words solemnly in front of me, for a moment, my heart It’s so warm, I really got an amazing child for nothing, “Well, I’m waiting for that time, Hongli.” So, you grow up in your own way, and strive for it in your own way.

After getting my answer, he smiled brilliantly, but at this time I was just immersed in the beauty of this smile, and I didn't think that it was because of this kind of smile and this kind of him that I was redeemed later.

"Your Yun is auspicious." The small mansion in front of the imperial court unexpectedly came to the bamboo garden.

"Xiao Xiazi, what's the matter?"

"Your Majesty Yun, the emperor has a decree for you to attend the Diji's first birthday banquet."

"But hasn't the banquet already started?" Hongli who was sitting on the side spoke first, expressing my confusion, "What's the meaning of Huang Ama asking Mr. Yun to go at this time?"

"This is the credit of Mr. Shen. Mr. Shen missed Mr. Yun, and after mentioning a few words, the emperor condemned the slave to come." Mei Zhuang?Even so, the emperor can let me go to find Meizhuang, why invite me to the banquet, I am afraid that he already has such thoughts, and Meizhuang does not know whether it is intentional or unintentional, he guessed it right.

"In that case, I'll let you go." After a brief wash, I told Hongli to eat well, comfort him, and let him not worry about me. After seeing his healthy smile, I followed Xiaoxiazi away.But when I turned around, I didn’t see Hongli’s suddenly darkened expression, and I didn’t see him lower his head slightly, poking the chicken wings I just made for him with chopsticks, “Auntie, do you think Mr. Yun will not come back?” gone?"

"I can't say for sure today, but the day when I will be favored again is definitely not far away, so fourth elder brother can rest assured."

"You...wrong." He won't relax. How could he be relieved when he left the bamboo garden as Huang Ama's woman? It took so much effort... But, after all, she is Huang Ama's noble lady , not my own... my mother.

I didn't see the child's hands on his knees slowly clenched into fists. For the first time, his eyes were full of resentment: for the first time, he was so dissatisfied with Huang Ama.Dissatisfied with his coming and going of everyone, and also vaguely yearning for his right.

Before entering the main hall, I heard the sound of silk and bamboo orchestras in the room. I don't think anyone will doubt its melodiousness.This is such a beautiful music, how many people are really listening to it?

Entering the palace, I bowed my head to accept the gaze of almost everyone, saluted, I looked at my group, and said slowly, "My concubine pays respects to the emperor and queen."

"You're here," the person in the seat said slowly, as if it didn't matter to him whether I came or not, and the flatness of his tone seemed to cool everything down.

"I haven't seen Sister Yun for a long time. I feel that my sister has lost a lot of beauty and looks more pitiful. What does the Emperor think?" The queen on one side half-covered her lips with a handkerchief, and looked over with a soft smile in her questioning eyes. , The words I spoke seemed to win the emperor's pity for me.

"Indeed," the short words were regarded as a response to the queen, and Yinzhen continued, "Don't be too polite, just take your seat."

"Thank you, Your Majesty." I glanced at the concubine's seat, and saw Zhen Huan winking at me, signaling me to sit beside her, and if I sat there, on my left would be Meizhuang with closed eyelids.I think that position should have been intentionally prepared for me.

Sometimes, if you change the angle, what you see will be different.Just like me, when I sat down, the first thing I saw was not Meizhuang who wanted to talk to me but was hesitant, nor was it Concubine Duan who was coming in from the door, but the man sitting with the princes, the so-called young master.

How could a foreign minister appear at the Tian family's family banquet, and why would the emperor allow the son of General Nian to attend the banquet? Even if it was a gift from the emperor, he should be the real one to attend the banquet.How could it be that well-behaved and unusual young master?

I was looking at him, he suddenly raised his head slightly, and when his eyes met, I saw the vigilance in his eyes, and then I felt my disrespect. It looks like you haven't found it, so you can be relieved.

Looking at Concubine Duan who was putting a silver longevity lock on Wen Yi's neck, I don't know if it was my illusion, I always felt that she was looking at me just now.Maybe I was thinking too much, it should be looking at Zhen Huan next to me.After all, the queen said just now that Concubine Duan has not seen anyone for a long time, but she still retains the vision of the past. The so-called vision of the past is really ironic.

"Lingrong," Mei Zhuang on the side called me in a low voice, which is obviously a commonly used address, but it sounded strange to me, "I, I wrote a letter for vaccination." With the same determination, she looked directly at me, the hurt, guilt and uneasiness in her eyes were displayed in front of me undisguisedly, "Thanks to Dr. Liu Huan Liu, I was able to have a safe pregnancy with a dragon fetus, so I asked my family to take good care of me." Take care of his family."

She should know, but, "Why would my sister suddenly think of doing this?" Yeah, what made you believe me again.

I only saw her evoking a bitter smile, and when she spoke again, it was almost inaudible, and even I could only vaguely hear her say, "I...see red..." But in an instant, she covered everything up Untimely pain, smiling proudly, wantonly, but that smile did not reach her eyes after all.

"Since that's the case, I feel that my sister only took care of Imperial Physician Liu's family or treated Imperial Physician Liu poorly. This kind of thing should be rewarded to him." Even if he controls his family, there is no guarantee that this kind of person will not Abandoning his wife and son to protect himself.

"I thought you wouldn't care anymore." You wouldn't care about what would happen to this sister who didn't believe in you, but you made my thought come to naught and made me feel, "Ling Rong, you are too considerate." Maybe It is because you are so considerate that I have the confidence and even shamelessness to choose to ask for help after doubting.

"It's not being considerate, it's just not being careless." I didn't care about it at all, but I didn't want to be implicated at all, "Now, only you are safe, and those who stand with you on the front line will be safe." If something happens to Mei Zhuang, I am very seldom affected by it.

"Huan'er doesn't know about this."

What!You actually! "I didn't expect my sister to trust me so much." The reason for choosing to hide Zhen Huan is definitely not because she can't believe it. There is only one reason for the bleeding, but this reason makes me feel cold. "I'm really flattered." I didn't tell because I didn't want to involve others. Mei Zhuang's protection of Zhen Huan, such a deep sisterhood will not move me, it will only make me jealous, even if I knew it in advance. ?Isn't she telling me everything so frankly to drag me into the water?The coldness and warmth after the comparison are too obvious.It made me lose the idea of ​​talking to her any more.

"I'm sorry, Ling Rong."

I'm sorry and I don't want to accept it no matter whether I can bear it or not.

Meizhuang, Shenmeizhuang, you are Zhen Huan's older sister who grew up together.Naturally, it is more far-reaching to her.I just don't know whether Zhen Huan, who was deceived by you, would thank you more or blame you more when something happened in the future, but no matter what, it won't really hurt a sisterhood like you did today.

Looking coldly at Wen Yi's biological mother, Cao Guiren, who suggested that the harem sisters perform to add to the fun, seeing the queen's extraordinary demeanor in writing the birthday character in public, and seeing the smile of the prince who sat down for no reason, I was inexplicably irritable, but I also felt a burst of excitement from the bottom of my heart. An uncontrollable joy, most of the people in this palace are of extraordinary status, but they are just actors, whether it is the queen or Zhen Huan, they are all helpless under the cover of the scenery.

"I invite you to dance a Jinghong Dance." It was a lottery, whether it was intentional or unintentional.Several people provoked, seemingly helping but actually persecuting, and in the end there was the so-called prince who was not afraid of the emperor's grace to help the flames, and the emperor who sat on the dragon seat made people puzzled.

However, so do I.

The queen next to the emperor didn't know what was on her mind. Seeing other people forcing Zhen Huan to perform a dance with a few words, she moved out of me, "Since Huigui said that Wangui is not good at singing and dancing, why doesn't the emperor have Yungui who is good at singing and dancing to dance for us?" ?”

Listening to the queen's words, I tried my best to reduce my sense of existence, but I didn't see the dissatisfaction in the eyes of the person sitting on the dragon, as if something that belonged to me alone was coveted by others Angrily, "Empress thinks Yun nobleman Yiwu is better than Chunyuan?"

"This, my concubine dare not say it." The queen felt at ease when she heard Yinzhen mentioning Chunyuan. At least, the person in his heart was still his sister, and neither Zhen Huan nor anyone else could replace her. In this case, There is nothing to be afraid of.

"I think that only the nobleman Wan can give it a try."

If you want to imitate the predecessors, let the one with the similar face do the acting.

The words of the emperor seem to think that the nobleman Guan is better than me, but in fact, it saves me from a storm.Not everyone can dance this startling dance properly.What reassures me even more is that no one else knows whether the emperor's protection was intentional or unintentional.Having avoided the trap so safely, I feel a little bit lucky today.

"Your Majesty, my concubine feels that dancing alone is too monotonous, why not let me play the piano, and Sister Yun sings a song to accompany Sister Wan."

"Your piano skills are pretty good, but you are a nobleman." He looked at me, his eyes were bright and black, but darkly suppressed, "Are you good at singing?"

"My concubine would like to give it a try." Singing is always better than dancing, even if I sing badly, it's not my deepest fault, what's more, An Lingrong has a good voice that Lin Rong doesn't have.

"In that case, Su Peisheng, go get the Sauvignon Blanc."

The first emperor and concubine Shu fell in love with each other, long-term lovesickness, long-term love, one Xiao and one piano, it is a promise of love, and it is also a talk of love.Thinking about it, the two of them must be in harmony with each other, and their affection is endless, it is not like today, just like ordinary singers, Sauvignon Blanc only plays to please others, without the company of Chang Xiangshou at all.

Although the sound of the piano is beautiful, the listener has no heart.Although the dance is beautiful, the viewer has no intention.Just like this banquet, it seems to be for Wen Yi, but it is actually just an arena for each to show off their talents.

Jinghong Dance was originally created by Concubine Mei of Emperor Xuanzong of Tang Dynasty, and was later adapted by Empress Chunyuan, who loves singing and dancing.

I sang the melody of Meizhuang, sang the lyrics of Jinghongwu, and looked at Zhen Huan, who was dressed in pink, dancing freely and gracefully.Beauty is beauty, but it is an imitation of Concubine Mei's old dance, with too much care, it can only make people love, but it can't be shocking.However, it's not Jinghong's dancing that everyone here wants to see.

Or recall completely different people from similar faces.

Or to profit from the trepidation of others.

The only one who really appreciates it is the Guojun King who came out halfway.

A long-term companion, no matter what the reason is for long-term companionship, it is enough to attract attention.The company of Guojun Wang added a lot to this long performance, and also saved me as an accompaniment singer.

I watched King Guo's hard work, sneered in my heart, caught the different expressions of the people sitting on it, and suddenly felt that Zhen Huan was not easy, being missed by so many people.The slightest carelessness will lead to death.

Attention from other men is never a good thing for a harem woman.

But fortunately, King Guo is smart, and the emperor is also thoughtful.

"Seventeenth brother, you are late, you should be punished." After the dance, the emperor who was seated first mentioned the late arrival of King Guojun, but he did not intend to make things difficult at all.

"The younger brother has just added to the fun of the new sister-in-law's singing and dancing. Brother Huang should let the younger brother go for the sake of the new sister-in-law."

"Since that's the case, I'll let you go this time, take your seat quickly."

The queen, who had been observing the emperor, saw that he was no longer in the mood to continue the farce just now, so she said considerately, "Sisters, take your seats too." This scene is considered to be without Zhen Huan, Mei Zhuang and me. .

Concubine Hua cleverly used the Jinghong Dance to win the favor again, and the curtain was over.And I, watching that young master never said a word from the beginning to the end, even when her aunt was wronged and shed tears, he lowered his head respectfully, not at all like the other princes, speaking for Concubine Hua.I couldn't help admiring his stability, and I didn't know what he was asking for.

The emperor rarely comforted Concubine Hua, and turned to the only foreign relative in the palace and said, "Nianfu." The emperor left the table before he spoke, and saluted politely, "The minister is here."

"Since it's a family banquet, you don't have to be so formal." Frowning slightly, the emperor seemed to feel that the restraint of the old man was a disappointment, "I wanted to invite you to have fun because of your expedition, so don't keep you in the dark."

"The emperor's kindness is great, and the minister's gratitude is in his heart." He still kowtowed and bowed his head to answer, so he didn't see the relief in his aunt's eyes, and the surprise of other people present: "The same family members are like the old ones." Insolent, it's strange that the little one is so disciplined.

"Your Majesty, young and rich are always sensible," the queen smiled slightly, and looked at Concubine Hua, "I don't know if it's my younger sister who disciplines well or the young general who teaches well." Such words seem to be compliments, but the mentioned The elders and teachers are all arrogant generations, so the effect of such a contrast is different.

"No matter whose credit it is," the emperor ignored the empress's hint, and waved Nian Fu back to his seat, "I'm all happy."