Do not give up ice and snow for the king

Facing his father's suicide, Zhaodi didn't understand anything, only kept begging for help and running around but could only manage the funeral alone with his thin body for three days. After finally settling down, my mother tried my best to give her a safe place, but was ruthlessly questioned... In a short period of time, I experienced one after another, one after another, intense life and death events, but I didn't say a word of tiredness, pain Ah, bitterness...that's all her son, a minor 16-year-old son, does.

Wang Yi suddenly felt his nose panting, and his heart was congested and he panicked. "Then find one, but you have to go back to school quickly. It's been so long." Wang Yi stretched out her hand and rubbed Yunbian's hair.Only then did he realize that he had grown so tall during the time he hadn't noticed.

Yun Bian took a breath, calmed down secretly, then raised his head, and asked in a discussing tone, "Mom, how much money is available for our family now?"

"Except for the house and the car, the current deposit is only about 20 yuan. Are you worried that you will have no money in the future?" Wang Yi pretended to be relaxed.

"I just want to recognize the status quo, based on the present, and then plan and plan for the future." Yun Bian replied with a smile.

He did a little calculation, and knew that this deposit could only be taken care of for a while. At present, the family has no source of income, and his mother's illness is repeated. He must save part of the money for emergencies, plus the servant's wages, and the family's daily expenses. The main factors to be considered in the future.Now that the decision has been made, Yun Bian strikes while the iron is hot and starts looking for helpers.After a lot of personal interviews and inspections, I finally decided to hire an Aunt Huang who is in her 40s.

After clearly announcing everything and emphasizing a series of precautions, and confirming that everything is in order for the time being, Yunbian decided to return to school tomorrow and start his studies.

Approaching the school gate, there are still the flowers, the scenery, and the garden, but the people are different at that time.Last year, Yunbian was here, going in and out with his parents, and within a year, things have changed and people have changed.Looking up at the sky, the sky is blue and the sun is white, and the clouds are forming. Wherever it passes, it is covered with a thin layer of coolness. Everything in the past is just a cloud and a breeze.Withdrawing his thoughts, Yun Bian strode into the campus.

The first thing is to apply for a boarding house. The teachers have learned about his special situation and applied to the school, which has been approved.The teacher in charge looked at the cloud in front of him and sighed.Obviously so beautiful, but unfortunately suffered from misfortune.

"Yunbian, you have to think carefully. Sleeping out means that you may have to get up at four o'clock in the morning and get home after ten o'clock in the evening. Can you bear it?" the head teacher couldn't help worrying.

"Teacher, thank you for thinking about me. I have thought about it carefully, and I promise I will not be late." Yun Bian smiled, as always.

"You have always been a student who can be responsible for your own behavior. Since you have made up your mind, I won't say much. If you don't understand anything in your studies, come to me at any time. Don't be embarrassed to speak up, you know?"

"Thank you, teacher. I will not deceive myself when it comes to studying. If there is nothing else, then I will not bother you. Goodbye." Yun Bian nodded to the teacher and left.

When he reached the corner of the stairs, a figure rushed towards him at high speed. The cloud quickly moved back so as not to be knocked down.

"I'm sorry, are you okay?" The other party spoke first.

"It's okay, are you okay?" Yun Bian picked up the application form and said lightly.

He raised his head, only to see a different boy standing in front of him.The biggest difference from ordinary boys is his makeup.Obviously, he is wearing eyeliner. Looking closer, there are colored eye shadows, which make his eyes stand out. Yunbian suddenly thought of a colorful drawing board.The eyebrows are also thickly lined and over-modified, and the complexion of the face is clearer than that of the neck. Fortunately, the lips are natural and powder-free. The whole face feels like steamed meat just out of the pan, greasy and powdery , want to drink water.But he is also wearing a bright red sweater, embroidered with green trees and yellow flowers, a pair of yellow and black tight casual pants, and with a height of about 173, he looks like a walking Christmas tree.

To avoid the embarrassment of the other party, Yun Bian had no intention of looking more, making sure that the other party was fine, he turned and said goodbye.Back in the classroom, after receiving the kind greetings from his classmates, Yun Bian was ready to open his textbooks and do homework.Suddenly, he saw a delicately packaged gift in the pocket of the table.Surprised, Yun Bian had to ask the classmate at the front desk, who said it was given to him on his birthday last month, but he didn't know who it was.After confirming that it was for himself, Yun Bian opened it carefully, revealing an elegant and exquisite men's watch.Looking at the brand, Yun Bian knew that this item was too expensive to accept. He remembered that the minimum price for this brand of watches was 4000 yuan, which was too luxurious for a freshman in high school.After packing, Yun Bian decided to tidy it up for the time being, and return it to Zhao in the future if chance coincides.

Indulging in the textbook for a long time, Yun Bian felt someone beside him, looked up, a little surprised.It was the different boy whom I met just now, who was sitting on the seat next to him, staring at him with a serious face.Since the other party had no intention of breaking the silence, Yun Bian could only speak first, as indifferent as him, and this boy looked at him as unnatural.

"Excuse me, who are you? What's the matter?" Always gentle and smiling.

"You look really good, you have a real temperament." The boy still stared closely, tracing the edge of the cloud with his eyes.Yun Bian frowned slightly, smiled without saying a word.Maybe he finally realized his impoliteness, he coughed twice, and then smiled, "My name is Wang Chuan, Shanchuan's Chuan, I'm your deskmate, I just transferred here, you haven't come to class, so you don't know me, you My previous deskmate was transferred to another class. So the teacher asked me to sit here, hehe."

The river runs through the flowing water, and the image stretches long.The person in front of him doesn't quite match the word Chuan.

"Oh, so that's the case. I'm sorry, I haven't been to school for a long time due to business, hello, my name is Yunbian." Yunbian replied with a smile.

"I know. I heard that you have excellent academic performance, good looks, and gentle treatment. They all said that if you were in ancient times, you must be a modest gentleman. I met you today, and you are indeed so." And excited.

"Ha, thank you, but everyone really thinks too much of me." Yun Bian looked devout.

"No way, no way, I have a very good impression of you, I..." Wang Chuan wanted to keep talking.

The class bell rang.Yun Bian turned to the book and listened carefully to the class.As a result, throughout the day, whenever get out of class was over, Wang Chuan would pull Yunbian and ask questions.From before to now, the only communication between students and Yunbian is questions and daily greetings.Just like what Yun Bian said at the same table in junior high school, the reason why he dare not approach is the difference between muddy mud and clear dew, and he feels unworthy, so stay away.But Wang Chuan was different from all his classmates. Even if Yun Bian didn't say a word, he could still answer for a long time by himself, as if it was enough for someone to listen.Yun Bian understood that judging by his image, the other students probably would not want to get close to him. Maybe before he came, he was alone most of the time, silently in a daze. After all, he didn't study much.Back to school, almost January.Fortunately, things are not going well at home or at school.My mother's condition is stable, and she has no further illnesses. She has caught up with the homework she left behind after studying day and night.

It's just that occasionally at dusk when I stand alone on the balcony, watching the clouds glow and fade, the birds return to their nests, and the cool breeze blows in my ears, I always think of my father. The easiest thing to think of is always my father's smile.Always smile lightly, like spring breeze turning into rain, fluttering in my heart.Memory, although it is a momentary thing, always wakes up at different time periods, hot, fierce, and tidal.But when you search for it, most of them can't find the person who wrote the memory with you at that time.

Yun Bian found that, as long as there was a 30-minute break between classes, Wang Chuan would always shoot out of the class like a sharp arrow, and then disappeared without a trace.When I came back, I was always in high spirits, but I didn’t speak, I just lay down on the seat silently, sweet and shy, remembering something.Since he didn't say anything, Yun Bian wouldn't ask either.It is not what he wants to spy on other people's privacy.Although he had some hopes, Wang Chuan would take the initiative to tell him.Hey, it seems that I also feel lonely, otherwise how can I start to have expectations for others?Cloud thought.

Entering June, the summer heat began to rage, and even the air was filled with the burning smell and restless hormone factors, gradually sweeping the entire campus with an unstoppable force.After the same 30-minute class break, Wang Chuan came back, but he was obviously in a decadent state. Yun Bian paused, but still asked his concerns.Although, in the eyes of others, it may be just the beginning of a common chat.

Perhaps feeling Yunbian's kindness, Wang Chuan looked at Yunbian, and said quietly, "Is it because I am annoying and everyone doesn't like me?"

Sure enough, he was pushed out. "Why, some people hate you and some people like you. Isn't this the most common thing, it's the same for everyone in the world."

"But I know that everyone doesn't like me and scolds me behind my back. Someone scolded me in front of me just now."

"The reason why he scolds you is that you have a trait that he doesn't understand. Do you want to get rid of this trait? Or, do you have the ability to get rid of this trait?"

"Why should I change it? If he scolds me, I will change it. If others scold me, I will change it again. Do I just keep changing it?"

"Since you already know the answer, why are you still angry? Some people like your truth, while others hate your truth. What you have to do is not to worry about how to change your truth to cater to those who hate you, but Show your truth more seriously, let those who like you discover you earlier."

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