Do not give up ice and snow for the king

Do you know how afraid I am that something will happen to you if you continue like this? "

Yun Bian stood still and turned around. It turned out that he knew everything about his entanglement, confusion, depression and pain, so he brought himself here to let himself vent.Yun Bian understands his feeling of self-blame and disgust when he sees the one he loves suffer but is powerless. He once felt exactly the same when facing his mother.But, can I really vent it in this way?His teeth chattered just looking at him at a height of more than 50 meters in the air.

Shu Zhan saw his looseness, and comforted him: "It's because of fear that you have to do it, isn't it? Just like the emotions in your heart, it's because you haven't faced them directly that they become more and more rampant. You And because of this, you are getting hurt more and more, isn't it? You believe me, it will be fine, the most important thing is that after you jump off, the feeling you have at that time will be remembered for your whole life, and in your later life, you will never forget You have a role that cannot be ignored, if you don’t believe it, you can try it.”

Yun Bian's fear was obviously not completely dispelled by his words, he was still hesitating.

"Yun'er, think about what kind of person you have always been, what kind of person you are now, and what kind of person you want to be? Let's try it out after we figure it out, shall we?" Shu Zhan looked into Yun Bian's eyes and said softly.

Shu Zhan's words lingered in Yun Bian's mind repeatedly. He knew that he was touched by Shu Zhan's words. No matter what kind of person he will be in the future, at least he can't be a person who will retreat when he dies.This is for sure.Moreover, he also suddenly wanted to touch something that he had never touched before. Although he was afraid, it was also novel.Moreover, he can't live up to Shu Zhan's wish today.

Shu Zhan pulled Yun Bian through a series of inspections, and bought a ticket. When Yun Bian was wondering, Shu Zhan smiled and said, "Why, do you want to hug and dance with me? However, there are some things that only you Only by experiencing it yourself can you deeply understand what it is, and he will completely integrate with you in your future life and life, no one else can do it, only yourself."

Yun Bian nodded and came to the bungee jumping platform.After the staff checked the waist-tying equipment, protective belt, back-tying equipment, heat-resistant gloves, hooks and other necessary equipment and prepared them perfectly for Yunbian, Yunbian looked at the bottom of the water more than 50 meters away from where he was standing, and suddenly felt I have a novel sense of joy that I am about to end my past life and start a new life. This feeling makes his blood boil and his mind surges, as if there is an endless and powerful force in his body eager to break through his body and burst out.This great joy made him forget his fear, so that when he was gently pushed down under the work, he didn't even feel it. And he was falling straight down at an unbelievable speed, he immediately screamed and tried to grab something, but when he stretched out his hand, there was nothing, at the end, when he thought he could rest, a violent The elastic force threw him straight up again, and he screamed uncontrollably again. After two rounds, he suddenly felt that the feeling of dizziness and fear gradually disappeared, and was replaced by the idea of ​​enjoying himself to the fullest. At that time, my mind suddenly became clear and clear. Those things that were heavy and stagnant in my heart seemed to be thrown out with a loud shout, and were completely thrown out of my body. Instead, what came in was bursts of Fresh and fresh air, they flow down the mouth vertically, and then dissipate the internal organs, enter every pore of the body, the whole body is refreshed, healthy and strong, like a baby born in the heart, people can't help but burst into tears in surprise .At the end, with a comfortable smile on his face, he stretched out his arms casually, embracing this god-given miracle.After Shu Zhan saw Yun Bian's expression, he knew that the method worked.

When he came out of the playground, Yun Bian was obviously in a much happier mood, and kept talking to Shu Zhan about his feelings just now, with a wide smile on his face.Shu Zhan just looked at him dotingly and smiled, thinking that this was the life he wanted most, his smile and his happiness were all brought by himself.Shu Zhan carried Yunbian and continued to drive forward. After driving for half an hour, Yunbian became more and more desolate and sparsely populated. He asked Shu Zhan where they were going. Shu Zhan just smiled and said that you will know in a while. Say no more.Looking at the stretched smile, Yun Bian lay on the car window in peace, looking at everything curiously.After driving for nearly two hours, it finally stopped.As far as the eye can see from the edge of the cloud, apart from the lush vegetation, there are no houses here.Shu Zhan walked in front, Yun Bian followed behind, along a winding muddy path, turned another intersection, and finally passed a slightly wider cement road, and Shu Zhan stopped.Yun Bian looked up and was stunned.In the distance are rolling hills, the mountains are not high, looking from here, it is green and verdant, full of spring trees that have sprouted, decorating the whole mountain with lush greenery.What surprised him the most was that there was a wide and vast artificial lake at the foot of the mountain. The lake was lightly flowing, and the blue sky, the daytime and the flowers and plants beside it were all reflected in the clear lake water. On the lake surface, there were actually two bamboo rafts, Simple and clean.Beside the lake, there is a row of quaint bungalows with guaranteed board and lodging inside.Stretching took Yun Bian to eat something first, and then dragged him to the lake.When he arrived at the lake, Shu Zhan had someone row one of the bamboo rafts over, and after Yun Bian sat down firmly, he also boarded the raft, and then propped up two poles, and rowed forward slowly.Sitting on a light raft beside the clouds, you can touch the lake water with your hands, listen to the breeze blowing in your ears, smell the powdery fragrance of flowers and trees in the forest, watch a few water birds occasionally pass by the lake, and look at the stretch of water in front of you. With a swaying look, I couldn't help but read a poem: Xiao Zhou passed away from now on, and Jiang Hai sent the rest of his life.If he can always live in the mountains and forests, he is also willing to stay away from the world of mortals and stay with the beautiful mountains and rivers forever.Shu Zhan heard Yun Bian's poem, looked back at him, and smiled softly.Yun Bian suddenly remembered his previous wish. At that time, he hoped that one day, he would put on a snow jacket, step on the Hongqiao after the rain, and enter the mountain.Between the mountains and the trees, half an mu of thin land was set up, a firewood house was built, and only pines and cypresses were planted.What's going on in the mountains?Leisurely eating the wind and drinking the dew, busily plowing the clouds and planting the moon.Write a few lines of parallel sentences and nail them on the fence with pine needles. When you read flowers, you have the fragrance of flowers. When you read butterflies, you have the smell of butterflies.On a sunny day, the dew that has been stored for a whole spring will be shared to make tea, and it will be poured into a small red clay stove in Xinbai under the sun.Use the dried flower corpses of last year to light the fire, so as not to fry the water.A cup of fragrant tea, a stick of sandalwood, one person facing one mountain alone, facing the whole life with one heart.Occasionally, there will be an old man with a white beard and a fairy bone, who will drink with me.Drunken with tea and lying on the back on the rocks, the clear and calm appearance is related to the eyes, the loud and clear voice is related to the ears, the leisurely and empty is related to the gods, the deep but quiet is related to the mind.At that time, he always thought that this was just a fool's dream, but he didn't expect it to be realized today.At that moment, he was so moved that he almost burst into tears.At this time, Shu Zhan also stopped, put down the penny, and sat quietly opposite the edge of the cloud, looking at him deeply. At this time, the boat was mooring in the middle of the lake.

"Do you feel better now?" Shu Zhan asked softly.

Yun Bian looked at Shu Zhan, not knowing what words to use to express his deep gratitude.First, the extreme bungee jumping, then the quiet landscape, first to vent the frustration in his heart, and then to reshape his psychology. It is really difficult for him to know himself so well, knowing that he needs the wildest wind and the quietest sea.

Yun Bian just looked at Shu Zhan with a slight smile, then slowly took a step forward, hugged Shu Zhan gently, and said: Thank you.

Shu Zhan smiled softly, and gently hugged Yun Bian, "I know that you can't accept the contradiction of me but can't bear to hurt me, and I also know that you don't want to be an enemy of Wang Chuan but have to be an enemy of him. You feel that this is contrary to your consistent principles and morals. You don’t have to think about what is right and what is wrong, what is right and what is right and wrong, what should be and what should not be, just stand in the moment and act according to your present intention Think, do, don’t violate morality, don’t break the law, don’t violate morality, that’s enough, you don’t need to think about anything else, when principles and bottom lines are flexible, no one will change because of this. A consistent impression. What you think is right is what you should do, don't embarrass yourself, okay?"

Yun Bian had figured it out a long time ago, but he didn't expect Shu Zhan to see him so thoroughly, yes, he stood still, and what he thought was right was what he should do.Yun Bian looked at the sky and hugged Shu Zhan tightly.

A group of mountains, a slope of grass, a lake, a small boat, a couple of people, a quiet good time.

Chapter 42

A day is fleeting, and Yunbian has never felt so relaxed. Every pore in his body is open with ease and joy, making him feel as if he is going to take off with the wind at any time.It wasn't until seven o'clock in the evening, until the twilight closed and nothing could be seen, that Yun Bian and Shu Zhan reluctantly left this fresh and natural natural paradise.After dinner, Shu Zhan sent Yun Bian home. Even though he had said thank you many times, before parting, Yun Bian still thanked Shu Zhan devoutly. Shu Zhan just smiled and gently stroked his hair .Have a good night's sleep.

When the time comes to May, one of the important exams of the semester is ushered in, the midterm exam.For the Yangcheng No. [-] High School with a rigorous academic style, for the exam,