Do not give up ice and snow for the king

He is happy and comfortable, but now his brows are tightly frowned, his eye sockets are closed tightly, showing a deep and deep sadness, as if no matter how much he caresses, he will not be relieved. Even though the brilliance is shining, he is half-bright and half-dark, shadows stand tall, and he is boundless and lonely.

Yun Bian suddenly softened, obviously so indifferent and powerful, but at the moment he is lonely and sad, like a wounded little animal, only in the dead of night, in his lair, can he dare to show his pain, lonely and confused, and at dawn, he has to hide his wounds Pain, showing fangs and claws.It's all about protecting yourself.There is nothing wrong with it.

Yun Bian thought, maybe he just had trouble tonight, haggard and frustrated, and just wanted someone to accompany him, that's why he insisted on sending him off so abnormally?Of course, at this moment, he doesn't know that the stretching nights are just a few bottles of wine, a few cigarettes, and a few sleepless nights, struggling and getting through.

"The kindness is hard to turn down, so I will trouble you. My home is at No. 158 Hanghu Road." Yun Bian smiled slightly and nodded his thanks.

Shu Zhan seemed to have come to his senses, quickly bent down and opened the car door, asking him to get in the car.After getting into the car from the other side, he stretched and leaned over, smoothly pulled off Yunbian's seat belt, quickly fastened it, then fastened himself, stepped on the accelerator, and the car slid out.The whole process is done in one go, smooth and natural.The other party put on his seat belt, Yun Bian was a little embarrassed, thanked him, and looked out the window.

It was a dry and dreary June night, still hot.But occasionally a few strands of night breeze blow by, but it is also refreshing and cool.

Shu Zhan saw that Yunbian's forehead was slightly sweaty, so he closed the car window and turned on the air conditioner, and after a while, he felt cold.Then, a faint, almost inaudible fragrance came faintly.Yunbian smelled the smell of ocean water, and his father Yun Yifan also loved this light smell.

"It's the smell of deep ocean water, isn't it?" Yun Bian spoke to express his gratitude and break the awkward silence.

"Yeah. Do you like it?" Shu Zhan said slowly, with a calm expression on his face, and the water was calm, unlike the cold daytime, which is thousands of miles away from others.

Yun Bian was surprised, do you like it?No matter how this sounds, it sounds like an inquiry with expectation between lovers. If you like it, I will be happy. If you don't like it, I will never use it.The small talk between ordinary people should not be: You also know?or do you like it too?The Chinese language is indeed profound and miraculous, with small differences and huge differences.I wish I was more thoughtful.

"My dad also liked this smell before. He said that men should not wear perfume like women, but in summer, there are many people with strong smells. In order not to be disgusting, we should sprinkle some perfume with a clear and mild fragrance. Quiet oneself and purify others. So I am more familiar with this smell." Yun Bian replied.

"Your father must be an elegant man." As if thinking of something, Shu Zhan suddenly froze and stopped talking.

Yun Bian noticed the sudden change in him, and didn't know why, so he also shut up and stopped talking. The 10-minute journey is really short. Some things I want to say have not been said, some things that should be done have not been done, some people I want to face all the time, and the atmosphere that I want to continue all the time, there is no time to continue.

"Thank you very much tonight. Goodbye!" Yun Bian got out of the car to express his gratitude.

Just at the edge of the cloud, he turned around and walked towards the door, Shu opened his mouth, a little anxious and flustered, "My name is Shu Zhan."

Hearing the words, Yun Bian turned around, the silver man was vast, the stars were shining softly, the night breeze was blowing, and the shadows of the trees were whirling. He smiled lightly and left in a flash.

Shu Zhan suddenly felt that the world was clear, his body and mind were clear, his voice was gone, only his heart was beating, rumbling.

Will sleep well tonight.

As soon as I arrived in the classroom the next day, the class teacher began to explain the division of arts and sciences to everyone.After emphasizing that the correct choice of subjects determines the future and destiny of each person, I asked everyone to consider carefully and report to the school within today.

Yun Bian has already thought clearly about the subdivision of subjects. Even though science subjects are widely applicable, they are beneficial to the future.It's better to choose what you are good at and devote yourself to cultivation, how can you know that there is no great success?Recognize yourself and work hard.

He always knew that he was weak in physics, but liberal arts went hand in hand. There is no doubt that he chose liberal arts without hesitation.But Wang Chuan didn't seem to be very interested in the division of arts and sciences. He looked casual and indifferent, and then suddenly smiled slyly and said, "I have to ask someone to find out what subject Shu Zhan chose. I will follow him to choose whatever he chooses." , so that we can spend more time together in the future." Wang Chuan was fascinated.

Yun Bian couldn't help but say, "Subjects are related to your future destiny. If you choose a class that you are not interested in, how will you spend every minute and every second in the future. I suggest that you should be cautious and combine your interests. And specialties, think about it for yourself. You like him, but you can't like him so much that you don't have your own life, right?"

Wang Chuan looked smug and didn't care, "I didn't think about what would happen in the future. My dad threw me here just because he wanted me to stay in school so that I wouldn't go out and cause trouble. I never had any ambitions. I don't care about studying, I only care about Shu Zhan now, after being in the same class with him, I don't have to attend classes, I just watch him every day, how can I feel tortured?"

Yun Bian was stunned, although he knew that his love had already been deeply rooted, but he did not expect that within a few months, it had already been deeply rooted, with luxuriant branches and vines, covering the sun and isolating himself.

"But, do you think he...will like you?" Yun Bian was careful not to hurt him.

"He doesn't know me yet, but I have decided that I will find more opportunities in the future and appear in front of him as much as possible." Wang Chuan was beaming with joy, and then suddenly sad, "He probably won't like me, he So handsome, so cold, and his family is so rich, by the way, do you know that Wanling Group belongs to his family, his mother seems to be an official, and a good person like him should not like me, besides , I am still a man." Speaking of this, he became more and more heavy, as if his biggest mistake was the matter of men.

"However, who knows in the future, I only know that for him, I am willing to do anything, yes, anything he likes." Wang Chuan said proudly and shyly.

Looking at Wang Chuan's willful and resolute face, Yun Bian suddenly felt a chill. His paranoid, crazy and unscrupulous love may eventually bring himself and the people around him to an abyss and beyond redemption.Don't gossip about other people's right and wrong, don't obstruct others' actions, don't distort others' thoughts, don't laugh at other people's dreams, within the scope of one's ability, within one's ability, correct guidance, appropriate persuasion, for Yunbian, is the greatest compassion.Since it's invalid, he can't either.Just don't love to the end, leave your body wounded, just regret it for the rest of your life.

Thirteen.

When eating at school, Yunbian has always been a loner. In his opinion, it is incomprehensible for two people to have to eat together and go to the toilet together. If you look at me for a mouthful of rice, I will watch you for a mouthful of oil, and you will eat my bowl I’ll pick the ones in your box, bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bangHe has always sat in no fixed place, wherever there is space.

But at noon today, Wang Chuan insisted on pulling Yun Bian to sit in a certain seat. When he arrived at the restaurant, Wang Chuan's eyes stopped moving.Sure enough, following his line of sight, Shu Zhan and his party of four were occupying the entire dining table for eight.There is no one sitting around.

According to Wang Chuan, this is a fixed seat for the four of them, and no one dares to occupy it.Yun Bian smiled and was ready to cook.Wang Chuan said suddenly, we will sit next to them in a while.Yun Bian has no intention of doing evil to others, since they have monopolized it for a long time, others don't care about it, ignore it, just like usual.Why does he have to make trouble with others because of the so-called righteousness?Besides, this can't rise to the level of treachery and injustice.

"I'd better sit somewhere else, you'd better not go there." Yun Bian said calmly.

"How could it not be possible? This is an opportunity. Maybe I can have dinner with them in the future. Isn't it just a seat, where is sitting, or are you afraid of them?" Wang Chuan refused to let go.

"You also said that there is no place to sit, so why do you have to sit there? I'm not afraid, it's unnecessary." Yun Bian was neither angry nor angry, his expression was as usual.

"You know why, there is stretching there, are you a friend, and it's too dishonest, don't you just watch me there alone, I'm not afraid, so I asked you to come with me?" Wang Chuan felt aggrieved .

Friend, what an excellent excuse, all things that go against one's natural wishes can be changed instantly from not being able to have to, as long as one pretends to be a friend in the name of a friend.Friends, loyalty, puzzling.

Holding the dinner plate, Wang Chuan trotted over with unconcealed excitement. Before he was seated, a boy next to him voiced an irritable voice, which made people afraid, "Hey, who are you, dare to sit here?"

Wang Chuan glanced at the man timidly, and recognized him as Wang Junyang who often played basketball with Shu Zhan.

"I... don't have a seat. I saw that there was one, so I came over, haha..." Wang Chuan smiled sarcastically, neither sitting nor standing.

"Then look elsewhere, don't you know this has always been our territory?" Wang Junyang insisted.

Yun Bian strode over and smiled gently: "I'm sorry to bother you, we've been looking for a long time and there is no vacancy, and the meal time is almost over, I saw that there was a vacancy here, I came here as a last resort, and I didn't mean to offend you at all, and I You don't look like people who are against others, so you shouldn't embarrass the students from the same school too much? Thank you in advance."

You have to admit that in many cases, your appearance and temperament play a vital role in your life, and it will be a stepping stone to distinguish you from others, and of course, it may also be a closed door.

Yun Bian stood upright, smiled warmly, and what he said was reasonable,