Actually I like you very much

After Jiang Xunxing asked this question, the dining table fell into an eerie silence again.

Pamir, Coco, and Dawei have strange expressions.

At first, Jiang Xunxing just thought that the three of them were unwilling to bring up this matter. After all, he and Sikong had such a fight at that time, and it was really difficult for them to be caught in the middle.

So he said again: "I know the captain doesn't want to see me, this time I... just come to apologize."

No one spoke.

Coco and Pamir set their sights on Dawei.

Whoever is responsible will bear the blame.

Dawei hesitated for a long time before he said a few words: "...Captain, the captain is not in City C anymore."

His expression was not natural at all, Jiang Xunxing asked, "Where did he go?"

"This...I..." Dawei was sweating all over his body, so he could only bite the bullet and make it up, "He, he went abroad to study! You know, Ah Xun, the captain, he has always wanted to continue his studies..."

Jiang Xunxing: "Really?"

He really wanted to believe this explanation, but Dawei's expression was really suspicious.

Dawei can't lie at all, his eyes kept looking down while he was speaking, his fingers hooked together, making unconscious little movements, Pamir and Coco were also avoiding his eyes.

If it's just because he doesn't want to see him, Jiang Xunxing can understand, but he won't even hesitate to ask what's going on.

Jiang Xunxing obviously felt that something was wrong.

Obviously, there were some things he didn't know.

"Hahahaha." Pamir sneered, and took the conversation, "Let's not talk about that, how are you doing in A&S recently? We were the ones talking all the time just now, and you talked too little, we Ah Xun still don't like to talk. "

Coco also said: "That's right, but you must have been training a lot recently, and you've made rapid progress, and you're no longer the Pluto you used to be!"

Dawei: "Haha, hahaha..."

Jiang Xunxing glanced at the expressions on their faces, put down his chopsticks, and asked, "What happened to the captain?"

"He's gone abroad!" Dawei responded quickly.

Jiang Xunxing: "Where?"

"Japan, Japan?" Dawei glanced at Coco.

"Yes, Japan!" Coco said immediately, "In Kyoto, she even sent us photos two days ago!"

"Okay." Jiang Xunxing didn't refute, "Call him or video, I won't show up."

"Ah, this..." Coco's eyes dodged, he couldn't make it up, so he could only look at Pamir and Dawei for help.

Pamir covered his face with one hand, and kicked Dawei hard: "Really, I didn't drink any alcohol today, why do I keep talking drunk!" Left and right couldn't make it up anymore, he poured down a mouthful of orange juice to embolden himself, and discussed , "Ah Xun, can we talk about this after the game?"

"Why?" Jiang Xunxing refused to let them go, dodging too clearly, which intensified the bad feeling in his heart. He asked, "What happened to the captain?"

The three of them looked at each other, but they didn't know how to speak. At this moment, Coco's phone rang. As if seeing a savior, he picked up the phone, put his finger on his lips, and signaled the surroundings to be quiet: "Xiao Lizi?"

The person who called was the manager of the HQ club, Li Wen, asking what they came back.

"What? Going back now?!" Coco kept the people next to him unable to hear, talking nonsense.

"When did I say now?" Li Wen was at a loss.

Coco ignored him and continued to talk to himself: "Is it urgent? It's rare for us to meet Ah Xun! Is that so? Okay, okay."

Jiang Xunxing quietly watched his performance, watched Coco hang up the phone, said sorry, told him to leave, and winked at Pamir and Dawei, the three quickly flew to the cashier to check out, and ran out of the gate like fleeing .

These three people were too obvious to cover up, they were telling him nakedly that they had something to hide from him.

After he left, something must have happened.

Jiang Xunxing was walking alone on the road, his fingertips kept swiping on the screen, and his face became paler and paler with the contents of the swiping.

——Gao Yu, Pamir, Coco, Dawei... The few people who have the closest relationship with Sikong have never interacted with Sikong since two years ago.

If it's just one or two, it can still be explained by not playing social software, what about each one?

Sikong...what the hell happened...

In the past two years, Jiang Xunxing has been avoiding all the news about Sikong, uninstalled Weibo, uninstalled all social software, and forced himself not to listen or watch. It is precisely because of this that he ignored too many details.

He opened Sikong's Weibo.

The ID has not changed, only two characters.

- used to.

The avatar is that of a sleepy cat.

Before Jiang Xunxing moved into the team, Sikong once raised a cat. Later, the team really had no condition to keep a cat, so he had to give it away. Sikong took Jiang Xunxing to see it twice.

Jiang Xunxing saw the date.

Sikong's Weibo updates are all from two years ago.

Sikong usually doesn't use Weibo very much, the content is very small, there are only a few posts throughout the year, and at first there are a few pictures of the team.

The last one, there is no picture, only a few words.

Go forward and don't look back.

The date was the day Jiang Xunxing left the team.

Not only Weibo, but also Weibo, forums, every social software related to Sikong, and all the news, all stayed on that day.

This person, Sikong, disappeared completely on the Internet, without any trace.

It wasn't until this moment that Jiang Xunxing suddenly realized that Sikong's circle of friends had always been empty, and maybe it wasn't because he was blocked, but because he hadn't posted anything at all in the past two years.

Why is he doing this?

Some kind of extreme thought emerged from his mind, like a thin needle, constantly piercing his temple.

Jiang Xunxing entered a string of phone numbers.

Over the years, the mobile phone has been changed, but he always remembers this string of numbers.

Sikong said that he would definitely answer his call.

Sikong said that he would reconcile with him.

Sikong said that he would come to see him.

With trembling hands, Jiang Xunxing dialed.

There was a "beep" from the receiver, followed by a mechanical female voice.

Empty number.

Jiang Xunxing hit again.

Empty number.

the third time.

Empty number.

the fourth time.

Still blank.

Blank, blank, blank.

No matter how many times you call, no matter how many times you confirm, at the moment of dialing, there will always be only a mechanical prompt sound from the handset.

Jiang Xunxing's heart sank suddenly, as if a weight he could not resist was hung on it.

Jiang Xunxing forced himself to calm down.

He needs to think.

Pamir and the others don't say, no trace can be found on the Internet, no account, it doesn't matter, Sikong has been staying in City C, there is always a place to find his traces.

Jiang Xunxing directly boarded a taxi parked by the side of the road and gave an address.

A road was being built near the community, and taxis had to make a detour to get in, but that section of the road was red in the navigation, and it was extremely congested, so Jiang Xunxing got out of the car, ran all the way, and finally stopped in front of a flat.

——It was the house they lived together before, and it was used as the base of the SAT team until it was disbanded.

Jiang Xunxing didn't give himself a chance to stay rational. He kept ringing the doorbell. There were people inside. He heard a few panicked footsteps. After a long time, the door was slowly opened. It was a girl with a hug in her arms. Take the pink chainsaw and carefully observe the person in front of you through the anti-theft chain.

"Hello, you are?"

"Excuse me..." Jiang Xunxing ran too fast, he was still panting slightly, he tried to calm his breath, "Is Sikong at home..."

"Sikong?" The name sounded familiar, the girl thought for a while, "It seems to be the previous head of the household, right? He moved away, and you are his friend? Why are you running in such a hurry, there is...someone chasing debts behind? Do you need my help to call the police? "

"Sorry." Jiang Xunxing, "Do you know... where did he move?"

"I don't know... Hey, are you okay?" After saying the three words "I don't know", the girl obviously saw that Jiang Xunxing's expression changed, as if she had heard some extremely sad news, and she was at a loss. I stood at the door for a while.

It was too cold outside, and the exhaled breath would be condensed into white mist.

The girl observed Jiang Xunxing up and down, and saw that this handsome boy didn't look like a bad guy.

She swallowed, and touched the switch of the chainsaw with her fingers, "Would you like... Come in and sit?"

"No need." Jiang Xunxing just asked, "At that time...you met the team, did you meet Sikong..."

"I've seen it before." The girl said, "It's tall and handsome. At that time, the house was too cheap, and he was in a hurry. I was worried that it was a haunted house, or something illegal. I checked for a long time and found nothing. , I bought it."

Jiang Xunxing didn't even bother to listen to the girl's journey of buying a house, and asked, "What was he like at that time?"

"At that time?" The girl pressed her finger to her chin, and seriously recalled the day when she signed the contract with the previous head of the household. "He didn't seem to want to sell it very much. He struggled with signing for a long time. Maybe there was something urgent at home." She paused and added , "By the way, his complexion was very bad at that time. He seemed to be taking medicine, and there was a medical band-aid on his hand. It was an infusion, right? He still said on the phone that he was going to the hospital soon, because he was arguing with someone when he answered the phone I can only remember one, and I can’t remember the others.”

The girl said everything she remembered. If the previous head of the household hadn't been good-looking, she wouldn't have paid attention to these details.

Pale face, medicine, hospital...

Jiang Xunxing was stunned.

Some memories from long ago suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

Sikong seemed to have caught a bad cold.

Since then, he has gone out once a week, hiding in the room more and more often, with a few cans of medicine for health care on the bedside, when he wakes up in the morning, he will occasionally hear a strong, coughing sound coming from Sikong's room. sound……

It seems that they are all very small details, and it seems that every time he asks questions, Sikong can answer them cleverly, as if he has never thought about this aspect.

——Sikong, he is actually sick.

The girl said again: "By the way, when I came to see the house for the first time, it was full of computers. The owner of the house is a computer guy?"

"No." Jiang Xunxing seemed to have lost his soul, and his tone was absent-minded, "E-sports."

He didn't know how he got out of the community gate.

Winter's style is piercing, every stroke seems to cut the flesh and scrape into the bones.

During the rush hour, there is a steady flow of people and traffic, and everyone is leaving quickly.

Jiang Xunxing stood by the side of the road and kept making phone calls.

First Pamir didn't answer.

Coco, no answer.

Dawei, still didn't answer.

Maybe he didn't see it, or maybe he was avoiding him, Jiang Xunxing didn't want to care about it at all, he kept fighting, and kept fighting.

After a long time, Coco finally picked up.

"Ah Xun..."

"I'm just looking for the captain." Jiang Xunxing didn't give them any chance to evade or change the topic, "What's going on?"

"I really, couldn't help it."

His hands were shaking, and he was holding a stone in his palm, with sharp edges. Only in this way could he stay awake and prevent the blood from rushing to his brain.

He asked one sentence at a time, "What's wrong with the captain?"

"Where is he now?"

"Why, don't you tell me?"

There was a long silence on the phone.

Coco covered the microphone and looked at Pamir and Dawei.

They had seen Jiang Xunxing go crazy, and they knew that when Jiang Xunxing was on the verge of collapse, the first thing he thought of was to hurt himself.

They know how paranoid he is.

The moment they received this call, they knew that this matter could no longer be concealed.

Coco lowered his tone, making it sound like he was just stating one thing.

But when Jiang Xunxing heard the answer, his whole body was stiff, his blood, breath, and thoughts seemed to be pulled away in an instant, and the only thing in his mind was Coco's voice that exploded in his ears.

"Captain... he won't come back."

The author has something to say:

Sorry sorry, there is something about the three-dimensional, I just finished writing.

I'm late. (kneel)

Thank you so much everyone for being here!

I love you so much!