torture to the end

Han Jingyu lay in Shen Chen's arms, and was supported by Shen Chen's shoulders to stand up. Han Jingyu's face turned pale, and the pain was severe, but he didn't even hum this time.

He Qingchen had never seen Han Jingyu so docile, his palms were numb and painful when his nails were gouged out.

Shen Chen supported Han Jingyu's arms. From He Qingchen's perspective, Han Jingyu seemed to be nestled in his arms.

Shen Chen supported Han Jingyu to leave, and He Qingchen, who came back to his senses, rushed to the two of them, opened his arms to stop Shen Chen, with undisguised disgust and defense in his eyes, "Where are you taking him?"

It was only at this time that Shen Chen seemed to see him, and looked at He Qingchen with gentle eyes decorated with long eyelashes, "It's so late, I'll take him home."

Han Jingyu, who was supported by his shoulders, suddenly trembled. Shen Chen felt the trembling under his palms, and looked over in surprise. At this time, He Qingchen's face was already distorted. He didn't look at Han Jingyu's face, and walked up a few steps. Before him, he pushed Shen Chen away with one hand, and pulled Han Jingyu's wrist with the other to pull him out of Shen Chen's arms.

At this moment, Han Jingyu couldn't even pull up any strength, every part of his body was in pain, even looking at that person, he felt that his soul would be burned.

"You..." Shen Chen didn't expect He Qingchen to make such a sudden move, and Han Jingyu in his arms was already pulled away by He Qingchen.

Han Jingyu couldn't stand still, his back was hunched, he was pulled behind by He Qingchen, and he couldn't even see his face clearly.

"He won't go home!" He Qingchen stared at Shen Chen in front of him, breathing heavily, "That's not his home!"

Shen Chen still had that gentle posture, and he didn't look at He Qingchen, but stared at Han Jingyu who was standing sideways behind He Qingchen, "Jingyu—"

He Qingchen felt the person behind him tremble again, because he was so close that he could even hear Han Jingyu's breathing.

"Jingyu—" Shen Chen took a step forward, reaching out his hand to touch Han Jingyu's cheek, "Come home with me."

He Qingchen pulled Han Jingyu's arm back, he was very angry, his eyes were on fire, "Get out—he won't go with you!" He Qingchen was an empty shell he had forced himself to hold, he was very tired, It hurts too, but now he can't take a step back.

Shen Chen didn't pay attention to the bluffing He Qingchen at all, as if he was very sure of Han Jingyu's dependence on him, "Jingyu—" the voice became more and more gentle, as if whispering in his ears.

He Qingchen suddenly heard a violent sob, he was caught off guard, and all of his defenses against Shen Chen were broken, and his whole body froze, listening to the low cry that was close at hand behind him.

He always saw this man crying.

However, Shen Chen still thought that Han Jingyu was like the childish boy who was wronged and wanted to lean in his arms many years ago, "Jingyu, I miss you very much, and Auntie misses you very much too..."

He couldn't continue his words, Han Jingyu raised his head, those eyes did not match all his memories, he seemed to have said something wrong, but he had no time to correct it, Han Jingyu looked at him, his cheeks were pale, tears dripping Drops fell down his cheeks, looking at his expression, you can't even imagine that he is crying.

Shen Chen was speechless, and he couldn't even put on the gentle disguise he was used to.

Han Jingyu's eyes seemed to split open the shell of his whole body, revealing his original appearance, which made Shen Chen unable to take a single step.

"I won't go back, that's not my home." This sentence was said by Han Jingyu himself.

That home was originally a shackle. He had put the shackles on himself for decades, and now he finally peeled off the shackles layer by layer, even with flesh and blood.

Shen Chen's gaze has sunk, but his thin lips have already curled up. He is no longer the Shen Chen that Han Jingyu knew two years ago. His whole body disguise is impenetrable, and he can show everyone a different look. gesture.He still looked at Han Jingyu like an innocent child, no matter how noisy he was, he could tolerate it.

What Han Jingyu hated the most was his appearance. Maybe it was because the pain in his body was too strong, but he couldn't feel the dull pain in his heart anymore. Facing Shen Chen, he was able to look him in the eyes for the first time. What I wanted to say was thrown out word by word, "That is not my home, and you are not someone to me."

lie.

"Shen Chen, you don't have to treat me like a kid anymore, I've grown up." Han Jingyu hid behind He Qingchen, only showing his cheek. He is indeed not the one who only knows how to cry. In the two years since he left home, he has more or less learned to rely on himself, and he even raised a very contemptuous smile.

Shen Chen looked at him quietly.

Han Jingyu's breath blew past He Qingchen's ears, and He Qingchen felt in a trance that he could smell blood from it, "Did you see it?" He walked out from behind He Qingchen, but he has grown a lot taller than two years ago , the once face has a more cold outline, "I have grown up."

Shen Chen gave a soft 'um', "You have grown up."

"I have my own circle of friends, the life I should live, and the people I like." Han Jingyu's mind is empty. What he learned from childhood is to fight back. If he is injured, he has to return it, but he But he didn't know whether he was hurting others or himself, "I don't need you anymore."

"Why did you come back?" Shen Chen didn't look like he was stabbed at all, and he was even asking.

"When I grow up, I want to come back and take a look." Han Jingyu turned his head, leaving only a profile for Shen Chen, and then turned his head, his eyes were even colder, "It was only after I came back that I found out that there is actually nothing interesting."

Shen Chen asked abruptly, "Was that you last night?"

Han Jingyu, who was trying his best to prove that he no longer needed Shen Chen, froze, even He Qingchen could feel it.

Shen Chen and Han Jingyu looked at each other, their eyes never shifted, but He Qingchen boldly said at this moment, "You are really strange, even if you knew each other before, Han Jingyu would not look for you in the middle of the night Bar."

Shen Chen didn't ask He Qingchen, he just looked at Han Jingyu, "Really?"

Han Jingyu felt a surge of courage out of thin air, "It's not me."

When Shen Chen heard his denial, his expression didn't change a bit.

He Qingchen went to grab Han Jingyu's hand, but Han Jingyu didn't break free.

"You have indeed grown up. Even if you were angry before, you would not lie." Shen Chen said, "You are angry with me, why are you angry? Tell me—" Shen Chen took a step forward, and He Qingchen this time He stopped in front of him without retreating, but Han Jingyu, who was blocked behind, took a step back. Shen Chen's eyes were so frank and gentle, "I did something wrong, I can apologize, I have forgiven you so much in the past Once, can you forgive me once?"

The roles of the two seemed to be reversed, this time Shen Chen was completely in the leading position.

In fact, Han Jingyu has not changed in his bones. His arrogant posture in front of Shen Chen in the past was all forced out, and now Shen Chen is completely capable of dealing with it.

"Jing Yu." Shen Chen took a few steps forward, He Qingchen who felt the threat raised his foot and kicked his leg, Shen Chen may have felt it, but he didn't dodge, took this hard, and then continued to move forward Let's go, He Qingchen's temper is too straightforward, he can do whatever he wants, even though he cared about Han Jingyu, he didn't hide his hostility towards Shen Chen, when he saw that Shen Chen was about to reach out and grab Han Jingyu, he jumped at him When he came up, he cursed something uncleanly.Shen Chen was still so weak, he was thrown to the ground by He Qingchen and kicked.

Han Jingyu remained unmoved all the time, seeing Shen Chen's eye bruised, he couldn't help pulling He Qingchen away after all, he didn't look at He Qingchen, the anger in his eyes was all directed at Shen Chen.

Shen Chen was lying on his back on the ground, his well-ironed clothes were stained with dust, his bruised and purple cheeks looked a bit embarrassed, but he didn't make a sound.

After He Qingchen was pulled away by Han Jingyu, he didn't dare to move. Looking at Han Jingyu's face, he was shocked by the anger in his eyes.

"Why didn't you fight back? Shen Chen! Why didn't you fight back!" Han Jingyu panted roughly, and then kicked Shen Chen's body. After coaxing, do you throw yourself into your arms and cry? Who do you think you are, who do you think I am...you!" Han Jingyu bent down, and then grabbed Shen Chen's skirt, "Why are you still as useless as before! "He hated and was very angry.

Shen Chen lay on the ground and looked at him, the blood stains from the corners of his eyes slid down his temples.

Looking at him like this, Han Jingyu couldn't let his clenched fists drop.

"What kind of thing are you? You just coaxed me a few words before, thinking that I have to listen to you all my life? Do you ask me to do anything, and I will be at your mercy? Shen Chen! Shen Chen!!" Han Jingyu pulled Shen Chen's skirt tightly, and Shen Chen's bruised neck was exposed from the collapsed buttons. Han Jingyu's eyes were reddened by the marks, "You have been liked since you were a child, and I, I You deserve to be hated since you were a child, you will coax me, just to see me pitiful. Why don't you die, why do you still appear in front of me! You..."

Han Jingyu's eyes were full of water vapor, as if scattered stars would fall at any moment.

"You are a piece of trash!"

Shen Chen, who was lifted up by his collar, rested on the ground with his right elbow, quietly watching Han Jingyu go crazy.

Han Jingyu has gone crazy. The man in front of him is holding his heart. He is wronged and painful because of this feeling. This kind of feeling has completely burst this night, his eyes suddenly brightened, and he stretched out his hand to pinch Shen. Chen's neck, his eyes are no longer clear, "You trash, you liar, you deserve to die. You... you deserve to die."

Shen Chen's neck was pinched by him, but the expression on his face was still gentle, "Last night, it was really you."

His tone was so firm that Han Jingyu could not refute, and then he raised his neck to look like he was being slaughtered.

No one knew Han Jingyu better than him, not even Han Jingyu himself.

Han Jingyu let go, Shen Chen lay on the ground panting, Han Jingyu glanced at him, and wanted to straighten up, at this time Shen Chen, who was panting, suddenly opened his arms to hug him.

Han Jingyu's heart trembled, and he forgot to struggle for a while.

"Didn't I explain it to you, are you still blaming me for going abroad?" Shen Chen's lips pressed against Han Jingyu's neck, and the blood on his forehead was stained on Han Jingyu's side face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... ...I'm not leaving, so don't you too? I... really miss you too."

Han Jingyu wanted to struggle, but Shen Chen tightened his arms even more, holding him tightly, not letting him escape, "I just want to hug you, you have been gone for two years, I just want to hug you hug you."

Han Jingyu was actually comforted by this tone.

"Jingyu, I will never leave again, and you won't leave either, okay? I will always miss you when you leave." Han Jingyu couldn't tell the truth of Shen Chen's words, but he could tell that there was already something in it. With emotion, "I've been away for two years, and you've been mad at me for two years, isn't that enough?"

Han Jingyu's whole body was pressed against Shen Chen.

"You're gone, I don't feel bad, I just feel a little empty in my heart, as if something is missing in everything I do." Shen Chen pressed against Han Jingyu's cheek, feeling the moisture on it, his eyes were a little empty, "This feeling is really bad. You have been away for two years, but I can feel it when you come back."

Han Jingyu's breathing slowed down a bit.

"Jing Yu." Shen Chen frowned, his tone full of worry, "Why have you lost so much weight?"

Han Jingyu closed his eyes, he pressed Shen Chen's chest in this posture, and he seemed to be able to hear the drumming noise in his chest.

Shen Chen hugged him for a while, and didn't say anything else. Han Jingyu, who had been lying on his chest, suddenly started to struggle again. He seemed to think of something, and the movements of the struggle became bigger and bigger. Shen Chen's two arms unexpectedly If you can't catch him.

Han Jingyu is going to run again!

The scars on Shen Chen's body ached from Han Jingyu's struggle, and Han Jingyu suddenly became irritable, pressing his five fingers on his chest, as if his nails were about to sink into his skin.

"Han Jingyu, I..." Shen Chen didn't have much strength in the first place, and Han Jingyu's struggle made him a little bit overwhelmed. In the end, he could only suddenly turn over and press Han Jingyu under him, his arms were still holding Han Jingyu. The back and the skin on the arm were a little painful from the gravel, and Han Jingyu was still struggling. Shen Chen didn't know where the strength came from, but he actually held down Han Jingyu's struggling arm with one hand. Han Jingyu always wanted to run. The hand was restrained, and the violence in Han Jingyu's heart could not be suppressed, so he slapped it away.

Shen Chen's face was turned away, and the combed hair fell down all of a sudden, making his originally mature and gentle face a little more youthful and immature.He suffered this blow, but Han Jingyu was stunned. Looking at his rapidly swollen face, Han Jingyu's struggle disappeared.

Shen Chen frowned, and his face began to show an extremely helpless expression that he had never shown in the past two years, "Jing Yu, listen to me."

Han Jingyu just looked at his swollen cheeks.

"I was planning to get married." As soon as Shen Chen's words came out, Han Jingyu's expression became gloomy again.

"roll!"

"Listen to me." Shen Chen also felt that what he was going to say might be a little funny, but he continued, "I won't get married anymore."

Shen Chen let go of the hand that was pressing on Han Jingyu's arm, and used his fingertips to brush away the broken hair in front of Han Jingyu's eyes, "I'm not getting married anymore, because I found out that I seem to like you."

Han Jingyu's eyes widened.

"Maybe I liked you a long time ago, maybe just now, when I saw you, I thought it was impossible to leave you and marry a woman." All Shen Chen's words were forced out by Han Jingyu. Even if it was a lie, Shen Chen couldn't say these words. He just saw Han Jingyu, hugged Han Jingyu, watched Han Jingyu cry, and his heart was full, full of feelings that urged him to say these words, "I didn't Pity you, I want to protect you, Jingyu, don't cry."

"You are lying to me!"

"I'm lying to myself." Shen Chen's eyes came out through the gap in his hair, shining brightly and with warmth, "I feel like I'm still me without you, but I don't know that when I see you, I will Not me."

Han Jingyu didn't understand Shen Chen's words.

"You've been away for two years, I think it's okay to be with anyone, but when you come back, I just want to be with you." Shen Chen should be in a mess, but he didn't notice it, just He and Han Jingyu looked at each other, "If two people want to be together, one of them must speak first. Every word you say is hurtful, so let me speak instead."

Han Jingyu's lips trembled, he seemed to feel that the time in the world had frozen, making him even breathless.

"I've said it, so now, let me ask you, Jingyu, would you like to be with me?"

Isn't this a scene he never dreamed of?How could Han Jingyu refuse, and how could he be willing to refuse? Even if it was a dream, he wouldn't...

Han Jingyu stretched out his arms to hug him, buried his head in his arms and cried bitterly.

Shen Chen stood up supporting himself with one hand, and even brought Han Jingyu along with him.

As soon as Han Jingyu stood still, Shen Chen let go of his arms. Han Jingyu looked at him, a little apprehensive that this short dream was suddenly shattered.

"I have some stomach medicine in the car, can you wait for me for a while?" Shen Chen couldn't see the reason for Han Jingyu's weak posture.

Han Jingyu didn't nod or shake his head. He watched Shen Chen turn and leave without blinking. There was fog in the night, maybe it was another heavy rain tomorrow, and Shen Chen's figure gradually disappeared in the fog.

Han Jingyu almost couldn't help catching up, but he didn't, Shen Chen said he would come back, he...will he come back?

Shen Chen is gentle to everyone, because his gentleness is average, so you can't tell whether you are the most special one in his eyes. Shen Chen's legs are a little lame, because he was kicked a few times in a row just now Because of the reason, he walked to the car parked on the side of the road, and Leilin who was sitting inside was sitting very straight, with a very reserved demeanor. Shen Chen knocked on the glass window, but did not open the door.

Lailin smiled the moment she saw him, but the smile gradually faded away.

Shen Chen said, "Sorry, Lailin."

Lailin had a premonition in her heart that something was going to happen, but she didn't want to admit it, and forced a smile, "Why do you apologize?"

Shen Chen looked at her, as if he was just asking her where to eat later rather than saying anything hurtful.Even when he said hurtful words, his tone and expression were still gentle, "Lailene, can you help me take out the bag next to the driver's seat?"

Laline did as he was told, and it was a paper bag next to the driver's seat with the sound of pills sloshing inside.

Shen Chen took the paper bag over before continuing to say, "Leilin, let's break up."

"Why?!" Lailin couldn't believe it at all, obviously just now, obviously just now, he still gently asked her what she likes to eat and what she doesn't like...

"The responsibility is on me, you are fine." Shen Chen said, but Lailin suddenly saw another bloodstain winding down the corner of his eye, she was so shocked that her head almost stuck out of the car window, "You, your face Go..." She saw the swollen marks on Shen Chen's face, and Lailin turned around at that moment.

Shen Chen didn't notice the scars on his face, he fixed his eyes on Lailin.

Lailin's eyes were red. She knew that Shen Chen was excellent, but she didn't expect such a gentle appearance to say such chilling words, but she was also an arrogant person after all. She was rejected by Shen Chen, and her face only changed a few times. , and then opened the car door to get out, but as soon as he stood still, he heard Shen Chen's words, "You don't need to get out of the car, I bought this car for you." Shen Chen was telling the truth. Being able to marry a woman, and for the rest of his life, he never thought that he would have such a big change, and he never thought that he would be so impulsive.However, Shen Chen thought of Han Jingyu again... For him, then it's all right.

At this moment, Lailin still felt palpitations about Shen Chen's tenderness, "I don't want your things!"

"This is yours." After speaking, Shen Chen turned around and left.

Lailin stood by the car door and kept looking at Shen Chen's back. In the floating mist, he seemed to see a figure hanging there in the distance. He could only see that it was a waiting person, but he couldn't see his face clearly. .

Lalin's heart ached, and tears rolled down her face.

Who is it?Lailin thought, and then got into the car again, holding a tissue to press her eyes, but it was someone Shen Chen really liked.

After He Qingchen watched Shen Chen leave, he persuaded Han Jingyu to leave several times, Han Jingyu stood there like a wooden stake, the tears on his face had dried up, he had no other expression, he was waiting.

A figure in the mist gradually approached from not far away, and Han Jingyu's tightly clenched fists relaxed a little.

It was Shen Chen who walked over, and as soon as Shen Chen came over, he hugged his shoulders, more intimate than when they were together before.The two are the same height, and when Han Jingyu looked over, he could see those light-colored eyes.

Shen Chen smiled, "I'll take you back this time."

Before he could finish his words, Han Jingyu's hand had already been stretched out, Shen Chen wrapped his hand into his palm, and exhaled lightly.

Han Jingyu held his hand tightly, and the two walked forward one after the other.

He Qingchen stood where he was. He had never been like this time. The inexplicable pain in his heart and the soreness in his body made him slump on the ground. He watched the two of them disappear slowly, then raised his head and wiped his cheek, It is a warm liquid.

Han Jingyu went home, his home.

Are you wronged?Wronged.angry?anger.But after this grievance and anger, He Qingchen could only express it with tears. He was extremely tired and in pain. Han Jingyu's figure had not disappeared yet, but he knew that he could no longer catch up.