torture to the end

He Qingchen had never been in such a state of embarrassment, nor had he ever looked so embarrassed. Han Jingyu was sitting on the hospital bed, pinching the wrist of the other with one hand, and the pulled out needle was hanging beside him. Standing in front of him, as if talking to him.

Han Jingyu was still a little dizzy, his eyes were still hazy, as if he had just woken up.

He Qingchen saw Han Jingyu sitting on the hospital bed from a distance, his eyes lit up a little, and when he saw the female nurse standing next to Han Jingyu, his expression darkened, and he walked up to stop the nurse in a few steps. While trying to persuade Han Jingyu, he didn't expect He Qingchen to come in suddenly, and he was startled.

He Qingchen felt that this woman was pestering Han Jingyu, and his domineering temper came up again. He threw the sweaty money in his hands on the female nurse, and shouted loudly, "Get out!" He stared at Han Jingyu defensively. After giving her a few glances, he turned around and pulled Han Jingyu.

The female nurse yelled inexplicably, and He Qingchen's gesture of throwing money was really obtrusive, making her face a little ugly. In her eyes, He Qingchen was just a boy with no hair. It's really annoying to be pretentious, but before the female nurse got angry, He Qingchen, who was still domineering just now, turned around and squatted next to Han Jingyu's hand, put one hand on his shoulder, and asked him gently, "How do you feel now? "

There was obvious worry in his eyes.

Han Jingyu raised his eyes, his lips turned white, and under the incandescent light of the hospital, this posture was a bit sickly.

He Qingchen didn't care about himself, his eyes were all on the people in front of him.Han Jingyu looked at him for a long time before his eyes seemed to focus.

He Qingchen couldn't help exerting force on his arm.

Han Jingyu shook his head, He Qingchen's appearance was imprinted in his eyes for a moment, and he lowered his eyes again, "It's okay."

He held onto the edge of the bed with one hand and wanted to stand up. Seeing his movement, He Qingchen quickly stretched out the other hand to help him.

Han Jingyu didn't refuse his approach, but he just didn't refuse.

He Qingchen helped Han Jingyu up and led him outside. The female nurse originally wanted to ask He Qingchen a few words, but when she saw how concerned he was with Han Jingyu, she twirled her words, and then Being swallowed into the stomach, it turned into a cold snort.

Not long after He Qingchen helped Han Jingyu out, Shen Chen walked in from the outside, and Lailin, who was sitting on a chair looking at her nails boredly, jumped up for a moment, and walked up to her with a few steps as if she was very happy, "Ah Chen! "

Shen Chen smiled slightly, and buttoned the last button on his collar, which made his whole demeanor look a bit ascetic. When Lailin walked in front of him, she was suddenly at a loss again.Probably all women look like this when they see their sweetheart.

"Why are you here?" Lailin asked, looking up at Shen Chen's face.

Shen Chen stood in front of Lailin, and the two of them looked quite right in the eyes of others, "Passing this way, I seem to remember that you are going to get off work, so I came to pick you up for dinner."

What he said was a lie, this place is so remote, how could he happen to pass by here at such a time?I'm afraid it's a special trip.Lailin was sweet in her heart, and others envied her, but Shen Chen didn't say anything else.There is a faint premonition in his heart, which urges him to come here, as if there is someone he is waiting for here, this premonition has no reason, and his belief has no reason.

Lailin didn't even know where to put her hands, she twisted her clothes with her fingers, "I haven't got off work yet, I still have a while."

"Then I'll wait for you." After finishing speaking, Shen Chen asked again as if asking, "Is there anything else tonight?"

"No, no." Lalin blushed.

When you are with Shen Chen, he will never make you feel any discomfort, he is always the most considerate, and thinks of everything for you, but this kind of person, even when he is by your side, his eyes look at you You, but you still feel terrified like thousands of miles apart.

"After you get off work, let's go eat." Shen Chen said.

In fact, everyone knows that in order to maintain their figure, beautiful women treat dinner like a scourge, and Lailin is the best among beautiful women, but because of Shen Chen's invitation, she easily broke her habit.

Shen Chen looked around for a week, and then found a place to sit. He said to Lailin, "Go and do your work first."

Lailin made an 'hmm'.

Shen Chen looked away, turned around and chose a seat to sit down. As soon as Lailin returned to the group of nurses, she was surrounded by those little girls who had just graduated. She looked at Shen Chen shamelessly.

Lailin was surrounded by a group of people, and she suddenly became reserved at this moment. She felt that in front of Shen Chen, she always subconsciously put on her best posture, as if this would be enough to be worthy of this person of.But she didn't know whether she liked it or not.

Lailin was surrounded by a group of young nurses, and she only nodded occasionally, or echoed softly. She didn't say anything else, and the volume was controlled very appropriately.In a group of people, she is indeed the most outstanding one.

Shen Chen sat on the seat, his eyes slipped away from Lailin, and then fell on the layout of the hospital.Pale, disinfected, and cold, Shen Chen didn't like this kind of place. He felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't show it on his face. He just picked up a book at hand and read it in a disguised way.

A male nurse came over and frowned in annoyance when he saw the group of female nurses gathered around.Boys never like girls who are noisy and have no eyesight, but they treat girls who suit them with tolerance. Maybe there are girls he likes among them. The male nurse didn't go over to disperse them, but just watched After a while, I went to the sick beds with messy bedding to make the quilt.

The way a man folds the quilt is always a bit weird. Shen Chen's eyes slipped away from the bright illustrations in the book and fell on the male nurse. The male nurse bent over to spread the quilt on the bed. Those who do these things are far less pleasing to the eye than female nurses, and even a little clumsy.

The quilts in the hospital are too clean, folded into square tofu cubes, the meticulousness is a bit chilling.

Shen Chen just glanced at it, then lowered his head again.

After about a quarter of an hour, Lailin took off her white coat and walked in front of Shen Chen. Shen Chen seemed to be fascinated by reading a book, but as soon as Lailin walked over, he raised his head. Nodding, "Off work?"

"Yeah." Lelin nodded.

Shen Chen closed the book, put it by his hand, stood up and said to Lailin, "Let's go."

Lailin had been bewitched by a group of girls just now, she had never been so bold as tonight, she actually reached out to grab Shen Chen's hand, Shen Chen's palm was warm, just like his face, it always brought people Warmth and trust, when she touched that hand, Lailin's heart almost jumped out of her chest. She didn't dare to look at Shen Chen, but she couldn't help but want to feel his reaction.Shen Chen was caught by her hand, he was startled, and then he held his hand, wrapping Lailin's entire palm in it.

At that moment, Lailin heard her own heartbeat.

Shen Chen held her hand and led her all the way out of the hospital.Shen Chen drove the car, and the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital. The two of them separated their hands and got into the car one after the other. Shen Chen was gentle and considerate like a hallucination, fastened the seat belt for Lailin, gently exhorted and asked , Lailin looked at Shen Chen's side face, almost dizzy.She felt that this person loved her and believed in her feelings.

He doesn't like himself, how can he be so kind to himself?How could all eyes be on her?How...how could it make her heart melt.

Lailin is not the kind of girl who just left university and is full of longing for nothing, but in front of Shen Chen, she is such a girl.

The street lights on the side of the road have been turned on. This is an orange light that is completely different from that in the hospital. Just this kind of light seems to increase the temperature around me, at least it is far from the coldness in the hospital.

Tonight is probably a very beautiful night, just like what Shen Chen brought her, it was full of beauty.This beauty is already a little unreal.

Han Jingyu and He Qingchen had left the hospital a long time ago, and as soon as Han Jingyu left the hospital, his legs went limp, He Qingchen trembled in fright, he supported him with both hands and almost hugged him, but Han Jingyu didn't just pass out, leaving He Qingchen alone He was at a loss, but his face was not very good. When he was in the hospital just now, his face was pale and frightening. Now standing under such street lights, he could only see a gloomy color between his brows, as if he had accumulated years of illness. from.

He Qingchen hugged him with both hands, his mind was tense, "What's wrong?"

Han Jingyu still said "it's okay".

"You're not feeling well, let's go to the hospital..." Before He Qingchen finished speaking, Han Jingyu stood up by himself, "I'm fine."

He Qingchen was still worried.

He didn't know what Han Jingyu's body looked like, he only knew that Han Jingyu with this appearance was too weak, so weak that he didn't even dare to refute.

Han Jingyu stood firm, and he looked thinner again. He Qingchen felt in a trance that Han Jingyu had been a thorny thorn since he met him. When the thorn was inserted in a vase, those thorns became more stubborn, but his anger gradually faded away. To be lost.He seems to have left the roots on which he lives.

Han Jingyu walked forward slowly, and He Qingchen followed behind him. Both of them walked very slowly, one in front of the other, following each step. The light of the street lamps stretched the shadows of the two of them very, very long.

Han Jingyu suddenly stopped moving, his body bowed down, He Qingchen was startled, and hurried up, "What's wrong?!"

Han Jingyu bent down and pressed his chest with one hand, as if trying to vomit something. As soon as He Qingchen walked in front of him, he saw him retching desperately, but he didn't eat anything, and he vomited at all. not come out.

No one has ever tossed his body so much. Han Jingyu's body, only he knows what it looks like. The stomach problem that fell from a young age has not been properly recuperated. He still has a cold body, last night he caught a cold and developed a high fever, and his stomach problems became rampant while taking advantage of the pain.It never occurred to him to take good care of himself.

As soon as He Qingchen touched Han Jingyu, the retching Han Jingyu's closed eyes were suddenly forced to burst into tears. At this time, he didn't want to cry, but because the retching reaction was too intense.

But He Qingchen didn't know anything, he was terrified, he didn't care about the dirt and pain all over his body, he just knew that he was holding Han Jingyu with his hands, "Let's go back to the hospital! Let's go back to the hospital!"

Han Jingyu didn't want to go to the hospital. The misery of his life seemed to have started in the hospital, because he was abandoned in the hospital.

"I'm not going..." Han Jingyu didn't even have the strength to speak. It was already late at night, and there were no pedestrians on the road. The two stood under the road, very conspicuous under the bright street lights.

"Why don't you go? Why don't you go? Tell me what's wrong with you, but you don't say anything." The last sentence sounded like a complaint. He Qingchen had never been so worried about a person before, and his heart hurt from worrying.

Han Jingyu's eyelashes were still stained with moisture, and his voice was weak and uncomfortable, "I'm fine."

He Qingchen was irritated by his words, "Is it okay? Is it okay?! It doesn't matter if you die!"

Han Jingyu couldn't say anything anymore, he had squatted down in pain, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his lips were biting white, He Qingchen's hands around him were trembling, his chest was pressed against Han Jingyu's back, and he didn't realize it Finding out that this thin body doesn't even have its own temperature, "Let's go to the hospital, don't make trouble with me, go to the hospital with me!" He grabbed Han Jingyu's hand, forcing him to be pulled up, but Han Jingyu couldn't get up because he got up. Moaning in pain, He Qingchen didn't dare to pull him anymore. Seeing Han Jingyu squatting on the ground, under the streetlight, even his shadow was crooked.

At this time, Han Jingyu didn't need him.

He Qingchen could only hug him, and then asked, "Where is your pain? Is the pain severe?" He was talking nonsense, and He Qingchen just wanted Han Jingyu to answer him so that he would not be so worried at the moment.

Han Jingyu bit his lip and said, "It's okay."

It's just these two words that made He Qingchen unable to utter a word. He only felt his eyes sore. Even if he was terribly tired and in pain today, it was far from the soreness of this moment.

"Don't hug me..." Han Jingyu said.

He Qingchen could only retract his trembling arms, and he stood beside Han Jingyu, watching Han Jingyu squatting under the street lamp trembling, this person didn't need him at all, if he had even a little bit of arrogance, he would It's time to turn around and leave, leave this guy here, and wait for this person to catch up again, but He Qingchen doesn't have this kind of arrogance, Han Jingyu won't chase him, and he won't say soft words to him, when he doesn't need you , He just doesn’t need it, he doesn’t need you to approach him, nor does he need you to rely on him.

He Qingchen stood beside Han Jingyu, clenched and loosened his fists.He felt pain and wronged in his heart, it felt like he was sharpening his heart with a blunt knife.

Shouldn't liking someone be happy, happy, and full of joy?Why do you want to be full of loss or grievance when you like such a person?

Under the streetlight, neither of them spoke. He Qingchen stood upright, and Han Jingyu squatted, wrapping his arms around himself, making a posture that gave him warmth.Obviously there was a person beside him who was willing to open his arms for him, but he himself refused.

The two of them were on the side of the road, before they even entered the alley. Shen Chen, who was driving, was talking to Lailin, and it was Lailin who spoke on his own initiative. While driving, Shen Chen was distracted and listened to her, occasionally interjecting a sentence or two that was appropriate. , Lailin felt very comfortable with him, and she slowly talked more and more. What she didn't dare to say in the past, the trivial things about going to work in the hospital, all poured out in such a night.

When a person loves you, he is always willing to listen.Lelin thought so.

"Achen, Aunt Shen called me last night and asked me..." When Lailin said this, Shen Chen had already turned his head, with a smile on his lips, posing as a listener Even if he doesn't express any opinions, people who see him like this will feel comforted.

"You last night..."

Before Lailin finished speaking, Shen Chen, who was looking at her, suddenly turned his head. It was the first time he made a gesture that made Lailin frown. When the two were talking, one of them was suddenly distracted, always make the other person uncomfortable.

Lalin's first reaction was to think, maybe there is something wrong with him.

Shen Chen didn't know what was going on. Since last night, he had an inexplicable premonition in his heart. This premonition made his heart tense. He wished to give him many inexplicable premonitions every moment. Come to find him tonight. Lailin is not the first one. He is in a bad state today. Even buying a cup of coffee, he has to subconsciously look out the window, as if he is looking for someone.

Now, this premonition popped up again for no reason, Shen Chen turned his head and looked out of the car window, at the empty streets, scattered passers-by...

Shen Chen's heart was still tugged.

"What's the matter?" Lailin followed Shen Chen's gaze and looked out the car window. There was nothing on the empty street.So, what is Shen Chen looking at?

Shen Chen didn't reply to her words, his mind seemed to drift away.

After watching for a while, Shen Chen, who didn't see anything, couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. He turned his head and wanted to comfort Lailin beside him, "No..."

Before he could finish a word, he felt that he saw some black shadows out of the corner of his eyes. His speed was not fast at night, but the black shadows slid past his eyes as if galloping, making Shen Chen feel relieved again. He was completely suspended, and he stepped on the brake. This time, he had completely lost his bearing, and he didn't say a word to Lailin. His lips were tightly pursed, showing a coldness that didn't match his gentle temper.

Seeing Shen Chen like this, Lailin was a little dazed.

Shen Chen didn't say a word to him, he turned his head and looked out of the car, Lailin still followed his movements, but there was still nothing outside.

Shen Chen only felt that he was going to be driven crazy by this wonderful premonition. He himself felt that his actions were funny, but he could not restrain himself from obeying this premonition again and again.

He was looking for someone, someone he didn't dare admit to himself.

Lailin clutched the bag in her hand, "Is there something wrong?"

Shen Chen didn't speak for a while, and then raised a gentle smile that Lailin was familiar with, "I thought I met an acquaintance."

"Oh." Lailin didn't know what to say, it was indeed the first time she had seen Shen Chen like this, "Then we..."

"Leilin." Shen Chen smiled, that smile was gentle and undeniable, "Wait for me in the car, okay?"

Laryne nodded.

Shen Chen opened the car door and went down. He felt that what he was looking for was very close to him, so close that it alarmed him, and made him lose his composure like this.He wants to find that person.

When Shen Chen got out of the car and looked around, he saw a shadow in front of him, one squatting and the other standing, like a couple quarreling in the street late at night, so far away, separated by the chaotic The street lights were a bit blurry, but Shen Chen's eyes seemed to be fixed on the man squatting on the ground.

So familiar.

Shen Chen walked up, step by step, stepping into the chaotic night, as if a long time ago, he was also like this, in the middle of the night, looking for someone who left home, that person would never dare to go too far, no matter how hard he suffered His grievances were also in the place where he could be seen at a glance. At that time, it seemed that you could take him away when you came.

The wind at night was a bit cool, Shen Chen couldn't even feel his own footsteps, every step seemed to be stepping on the void, walking in the long corridor of memories spread out, looking for a child who had left home.

Is it him?

He Qingchen's whole heart was on Han Jingyu, and he didn't feel it until Shen Chen came close, but it was too late when he realized it, the person who suddenly approached walked up to Han Jingyu, as if comforting a child, He seemed to want to give a hug, but because he was afraid that it was just a stranger he had never met, he bent one leg, half-kneeled and held that person's shoulders with both hands.

His palm is warm.

Han Jingyu, who was in extreme pain, was even a little confused. At this moment, he felt the temperature, which was transmitted from his skin to his bones that were about to freeze.

Han Jingyu raised his head, his face buried between his arms was dripping with cold sweat, his brows were furrowed, he was so wronged and pitiful that he was dying.

As for Shen Chen, as if he knew it was him, he just breathed a sigh of relief, and then a trace of a smile appeared on his brows.

Han Jingyu looked dazed, and then blinked, and a tear fell down.

"Why do you still cry so much?" Shen Chen was a little helpless, but his voice coincided with all the faces of Han Jingyu in his memory.

Han Jingyu looked at Shen Chen, tears streaming down his face.

Shen Chen opened his arms and hugged Han Jingyu who looked like this into his arms. His breath and voice contained the tenderness in his own words, and sent them to Han Jingyu's ears, "It's good to be back, I've been waiting for you .”

What he said was always so beautiful that it could deceive a woman and make a man cry.

Han Jingyu always saw this person when he was most embarrassed and vulnerable. Now that he was tired and wanted to rest, this person opened his arms to him again.He couldn't even generate the strength to resist, even though Shen Chen hugged him and warmed his cold body...

He Qingchen stood in front of the two of them, unable to say anything to stop Shen Chen.These two people knew each other, Han Jingyu seemed to have found life in this person, he was full of eyes, without any resistance, as if he was born with dependence and trust, this appearance made him... want to cry to death.