I just want to reincarnate

I stumbled and ran upstairs with only one thought in my mind, I want to ask him, I want to hear him say that he did not do all this, this is just my guess.

As long as he says I will believe him.

Chu Ci leaned on the railing of the roof and turned his back to me. He didn't turn his head when he heard my footsteps, but just smiled and asked me, "Does the sky look blue today?"

I slowly approached him, "Actually, you've already remembered it, haven't you?"

He turned his head, his smile gradually fading.

I stopped and stared at him, gritting my teeth, not daring to flinch in the slightest.

He is very calm.

I clenched my fists, "Speak up!"

He walked up to me, "What do you want me to tell you? How did I scare Feng Xiaoyu and Chu Zhi to death?"

I was very angry, "It really is you."

He lowered his eyes, "Song Jiawen, do you want to kill me?"

I didn't answer him.

He suddenly raised his eyes and smiled at me, "Unfortunately, you have no chance. The old man who kept saying that you want me to be out of my wits broke into the construction site and was thrown into the hospital by scaffolding."

I was suddenly discouraged, and even my voice couldn't help trembling, "I shouldn't have hesitated."

He still showed his iconic eight white teeth, but he didn't have the sunny smile he used to have, leaving only a chill. "Anyone who tries to kill me, I will not let it go."

I took a step back, "What about Feng Xiaoyu? She didn't want your life, I thought you forgave Feng Xiaoyu."

Chu Ci took a step closer to me, "I did forgive her, but she almost killed you, so I don't need to keep her."

I fell to the ground "You killed Feng Xiaoyu because of me?"

"That afternoon I possessed Wan Pengpeng, found Feng Xiaoyu and said to her, don't you want to see me and say goodbye to me? Why didn't you say a word when you saw me. She was terrified and finally I forced her to jump River."

Chu Ci held out his hand to me.

I still stared at him, "What about Chu Zhi?"

"Actually, I couldn't kill him. He plastered spells all over the house. I just possessed Wan Pengpeng home and played a piece of guitar for him. He had a heart attack. Do you think it's my fault?"

I kept stepping back on the ground, "What about me? How are you going to kill me?"

He looked at me, sighed, and his eyes suddenly became gentle, "Song Jiawen, actually, the day you went to find Ye Yong, I already remembered everything when I broke into the utility room. I wanted to kill you to end it all. But when I saw that you came back covered in injuries because of me, I decided to continue pretending to forget everything and give you another chance."

"I want to bet that you will keep your promise this time."

He reached out and pulled me up, holding me in his arms.

"You can... touch..."

"I am a resentful soul, the more people die, the stronger my ability will be." His voice was extraordinarily gentle in my ears.

He hugged him tighter and tighter, "Song Jiawen, you gave up on me again, didn't you agree to live with me forever? Why did you help them kill me?"

I opened my mouth to explain, but everything he said was true and I couldn't refute it.

"Don't be afraid, I won't kill you, I want you to live well, Song Jiawen, I don't blame you, you gave me a strong desire to stay in this world, I just want to spend this life with you."

I pushed Chu Ci away and shook my head, "Is it possible to bear so many lives for a lifetime? I can't do Chu Ci. I kept thinking that if I didn't escape that day, even if I died together, it would be the best ending."

This time, I won't run away again.

Under Chu Ci's astonished gaze, I resolutely jumped off the rooftop, with only the sound of wind in my ears, I said to him, "I'm sorry."

This time, let me accompany you.