I just want to reincarnate

Ever since I rejected Wan Pengpeng that day, she never came to see me again. I don't know why I always felt that she was weird during this period of time, with an indescribable sense of disobedience.

That's fine, otherwise I don't know what to say to her when we meet again.

Chu Ci came back, he was standing under the camphor tree, wearing a white T-shirt, the blood on his body was gone, he smiled at me as always.

"Chu Ci." I called him.

He walked up to me, showing his iconic eight teeth, "What's wrong?"

"where did you go?"

He put his arms around my shoulders "What, are you worried about me?"

I dare not look into his eyes, "You are dead, what else do I have to worry about?"

He was serious, "Yes, what if I am abducted by other female ghosts?"

I raised my head, "It's better to be like this."

He looked at me "Let me teach you boxing."

"Not learn."

He went on to say: "In case someone bullies you, you let that grandson return."

I blurted out subconsciously, "Isn't there still you?"

He smiled, "Are you really going to spend your whole life with me?"

I suddenly remembered Chu Zhi's words, he will remember sooner or later, he is afraid, and I am no exception, we are all traitors, executioners and cowards.

I said, "I do what I say, don't you dare?"

He walked to my side, "It's been a lifetime, I've never been afraid of anyone, but I take it seriously, Song Caichen, don't lie to me."

I don't know how to answer him.

But I know that this short-lived dream like fireworks is on the verge of shattering, I'm sorry Chu Ci, I owe you an apology from the beginning to the end.

"Chu Ci, there is a concert at Pujiang Square tonight, let's go see it together."

He didn't speak, I thought he would refuse. .

But he just stared at me for a moment, then nodded slightly.

That night, the news that Feng Xiaoyu fell into the water and died in the afternoon hit the headlines.

When I read this news, I haven't recovered from it for a long time.

Chu Ci asked me "what's wrong?"

I shook my head, looked at the clean and warm Chu Ci, and didn't tell him that Feng Xiaoyu was dead.

At the end of the concert, I received a text message from Chu Zhi. He said that he could not wait any longer and asked me to bring Chu Ci there tomorrow.

Finally got to this point.

Chu Ci forgives me for breaking my promise again, you trust me so much but I deceive you again and again, I am despicable and shameful, I am not worthy of you and my life.

I will carry this guilt for the rest of my life.

I lay in bed all night without sleep, but the next morning I received a call from Chu Zhi's mother, saying that Chu Zhi had a heart attack and passed away in the early hours of the morning.

My hand holding the phone couldn't help shaking, why at this time...

Feng Xiaoyu died, Chu Zhi also died, my thoughts were like a mess.

Chu Zhi had a heart attack in the first place, this should be just a coincidence.

When I thought of Chu Ci, I had no choice but to comfort myself like this.

He can't touch others, and others can't see him. How could he do such a cruel thing?He is so stupid and kind, Song Jiawen, how can you doubt him.

Chu Ci is still by my side every day. He taught me how to play in the gymnasium, and raised his eyebrows at me in a handsome pose, as childish as a three-year-old child.

In the eyes of others, I was guarding an empty seat in the library, reading comic books all afternoon, but in fact, only Chu Ci read comic books.

When we came out of the library, Chu Ci said to me: "Song Caichen, let's watch the football game together later, it's agreed that you don't compete with me."

I nodded without rebuttal.

Just when I thought my life was going to go on like this, I accidentally ran into Wan Pengpeng. I originally wanted to avoid her.

She greeted me "Long time no see."

I replied "Long time no see."

"No, have I met you? It's unlucky. I fell down the stairs at the end of last semester and got a slight concussion. I was in a coma for a week in the hospital. After that, I often have bad memory. What happened recently I can't remember anything."

I looked at Wan Pengpeng and suddenly felt chills all over my body, and I said to her, "Thank you for saving me on the bridge that day."

She looked at me with a slightly shocked expression, "What are you talking about?"

"Do you still remember that you said you liked me? The sun was dazzling that day, you were very beautiful, and you still..."

Wan Pengpeng looked very disgusted, "Song Jiawen, you don't have a problem with your brain, do you?"

I was like falling into an ice cave, and for a moment I seemed to understand everything.

How can a girl have so much strength.

Are you a dummy.

How to look like a girl.

It's what Chu Ci said to me.

That's right, how could he forget that Chu Ci can be possessed, Feng Xiaoyu's drowning, and Chu Zhi's heart attack are all related to him.

Could it be that he has been lying to me, the old fortune teller is right, he is a resentful soul, he is not my sun, he is here to drag me to hell.