Prison Bird [GL Suspense Reasoning]

"I'm in love."

For the first time, Helan Qiubai felt that Meng Liuchen was so kind, or soft.The cynicism has faded away, and he really has the charm that a mature man should have.Not because he dyed his hair black, nor because he wore leather shoes, but exuded a kind of radiance from the inside out.

It's just that the word "love" touched her heart more or less.As beautiful as love is to others, it is as tragic to her.It took her so long to figure out why something that others could easily get became a lifetime luxury for her.

But she still smiled freely and said, "That's good."

"Since I was born, I was doomed to be an unwelcome individual. When I was useful, I was a pawn. After I lost my use value, I was an extra shooting star. Someone can see my body Falling, but no one will feel sorry for me. I often feel that in this world, I am very lucky because I have an aunt who loves me, and I often feel that I am unfortunate because I obviously have parents. But they don’t love me. It’s not as good as those children who have never met their parents since they were born, at least they can still live in their own beautiful fantasies, and they can imagine the stalwart of their father and the love of their mother.”

"But for me, the existence of my parents is just to remind me that I am a person who is not welcomed and valued. When I was in high school, I had a girl who loved each other very much. This matter, I I haven’t told anyone. I always feel that as long as I don’t mention it, it will slowly disappear in my memory. It’s a pity that the idiom that lasts forever is really not just a casual talk. Angel is like her name , beautiful, pure, and kind like an angel. Parents abroad are very open. Angel’s parents were not angry when they knew she had a boyfriend. Instead, they asked me to go to their house for dinner. But I can clearly feel that her parents It seems that you don't like me very much."

"It doesn't matter. How can you fall in love without encountering some setbacks, don't you think so? That's what I thought at the time. Until the third year of high school, angel's mother went to the school to find a teacher and told our class teacher about it. Angel pulled her mother out angrily. I wanted to go up and help her explain to her mother, but I heard her mother say, how good can a wild child who doesn't even want him as his biological parents? That? Only then did I realize that some things cannot be changed by my hard work, even if my aunt kisses me again, in the eyes of outsiders, she will not be able to become my mother."

His voice was as flat as water, without any emotion, as if the people in this story had nothing to do with him.

"Sister-in-law, I know how bitter you are, I understand. But if it is not bitter, is it still called life?"

Helan Qiubai looked at him, feeling sore in his heart.She didn't know what she was hurting, whether it was her own heart that was nakedly spread out in front of others, or the grievance that burst out suddenly in her heart when she heard others say that she was suffering.

"It's like, I chose to be with the girl I don't love because I was moved, in order to give her and us a chance. So can you give yourself a chance too?"

When leaving, Meng Liuchen looked at her lonely back and felt extremely sad.He remembered what Lucy had said to him on the plane, she told him, Liu Chen, I am a murderer, I was the one who pressed the button back then.It was that sentence that made him burst into tears uncontrollably, and made him hold her in his arms desperately.

He admitted that he is an extremely selfish person, because of blood relationship or emotional partiality, he has no way to tell Helan Qiubai this secret, he can only do it for Lucy, let this secret rot in his stomach forever .

Lan Xuewu asked him why such a strong person as Lu Xizhan was entangled in this matter for ten years, and why she would do such an unbelievable thing ten years later, making people feel like she had completely changed. took a look.He could only laugh, because he couldn't tell her that it was she who pressed the button with her own hands, killing nine young lives including Lu Shuye.

Meng Liuchen thought, maybe what Lu Xizhan wants to see most now is that Helan Qiubai can get back on his feet.So as a younger brother, there is only so much he can do.

For a long time, Meng Liuchen forced himself to stop thinking about this matter and live hard. Until the winter solstice, he made dumplings at home. The skins were thin and the fillings were rich, and even the soup was filled with a strong meat flavor.He thought, no matter what, he still wanted to go and see Qiao Yixia. Lu Xizhan had disappeared in this city, but her love hadn't disappeared. In the passing time, he wanted to continue every bit of her affection go down.

He is a person who prefers his sister, but when he opened the door and saw Qiao Yixia who was so haggard, the kind of heartache burst out from the bottom of his heart beyond the boundaries of family affection.Her lips were pale, her eye circles were blue, like a paper figure, as if she was about to be blown down by the wind in a second.He helped her to the sofa, touched her forehead, and found that it was surprisingly hot.

"Oops." He dug out the medicine box and found antipyretics from it.Then he boiled hot water and wanted to feed her, but she pushed him away. He frowned and said, "You are sick."

She coughed a few times, she looked in pain, mixed with phlegm, she ignored him, but hugged the computer on the coffee table and put it on her lap, coughed and typed on the keyboard.

"If you keep burning like this, something will happen."

She smiled bitterly: "Isn't that just right to suffer with her?"

She didn't speak anymore, and Meng Liuchen didn't force her anymore, just sat beside her and sighed a few times.Fever may not be caused by catching a cold or objective factors, but because of heart disease, and heart disease can only be treated with heart medicine.

As the sky was getting dark, she couldn't bear it and leaned on the sofa and squinted. Meng Liuchen carried her to the bed, rinsed the towel with cold water, and put it on her forehead.Although it is not a gentleman's style to spy on other people's privacy, he still couldn't help but glanced at the laptop screen, and after this sweep, his heart became mixed.The interface is a well-known forum in China, and the bold black title is particularly eye-catching.

"Exposing the dirty face of the well-known criminal psychology professor-pseudo "saint" Lucy!"

The landlord first posted Lucy's achievements in the field of psychology on the first floor, including more than a hundred academic papers she has published, followed by the scientific research projects she participated in and the awards she received, which shows the depth of her influence.Later, it is time for the host to express his personal opinion. Although Meng Liuchen is not good at Chinese, he still can't see what the host wants to express. He doesn't use a single dirty word from beginning to end. On the surface, he seems to be praising Lu Xizhan, but in fact It's an insinuation that she is a sanctimonious and despicable person.

There were some people who were skeptical about this before, but in the next few pages, the host made a "deep" analysis of Lucy in combination with the time of Meng's counterfeit medicine, and many people who had no opinion followed the host to speak ill of her.

Meng Liuchen suppressed the anger in his heart, and flipped through the pages. He found that a person named Lilan Yuanzhi replied to the comments of the people on every floor in front.

——A person's good or bad should not be judged by a person who has no contact with her and knows nothing about her. This kind of behavior that induces the public to misinterpret a person is not only abhorrent in a sense, but also hateful.

——The excellence of others can never be your weapon to attack others.In my opinion, this is nothing more than the envy of the underdogs for the great crowd.I saw a philistine in her eyes, sorry, there is a saying, what you see is what you are.

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Even if he didn't look at the login status in the upper right corner, Meng Liuchen knew who this Lilan Yuanzhi was.Ever since the fake medicine incident was exposed, Lu Xizhan has been criticized without interruption. Occasionally, he would see people who don't know the truth slander Luci on some forums, and he was very annoyed. I went to see it.But now seeing Qiao Yixia earnestly replying to everyone who slandered Lu Xizhan, he was both sad and heartbroken.

It is sad that Lu Xizhan has restored the truth of so many cases and done so many things for this world. Why is it always not understood by the world, and they can't see how good she is? My heart aches because of Qiao Yixia's maintenance of her in every possible way, and I am deeply moved by both of them. Two people who love each other can only forget each other.

Meng Liuchen was not very happy, but he still helped her change the towel on her forehead carefully, and she couldn't be force-fed without taking medicine.What's more, I don't have that ability, so I can only use this unscientific method to cool her down clumsily.From time to time, he called her in a low voice, and said a few words to her, for fear that she would lose her mind with fever.

"Liu Chen." She called him.

He was overjoyed, hugged her by the back of her neck and gently hugged her, picked up the water glass on the bedside table and put it near her mouth: "Drink some water."

Qiao Yixia didn't refuse, the taste was a bit salty, he should have added salt.She looked up at the big boy, and suddenly felt that Lan Xuewu had seen the right person. No matter how good his appearance was, people could not be reassured, but no one could deny that he could indeed give people a lot of attention. Power is a trustworthy younger brother, a heart-to-heart friend, and even a lover who can grow old together.

She rubbed her temples, threw off the blanket on her body and wanted to get up, Meng Liuchen put on a coat for her, and followed closely behind her.She walked into the kitchen slowly, opened the refrigerator, and took out some frozen dumplings from it.Meng Liuchen glanced at the insulated box he brought with the dumplings on the dining table, and said nothing.

The fragrance soon dissipated, and her body looked extraordinarily thin from behind.

"Today's winter solstice, take it to your sister." She handed him the bag containing the lunch box, "In her previous home, it's considered a favor for me."

She then said in her very hoarse voice due to illness: "If it's cold, you must remember to warm her up, and don't let her eat cold food."

He swallowed thousands of words, only to say: "En."