Until later, when Meng Liuchen and Lan Xuewu left, Qiao Yixia felt that they saw a lot of shadows in the two of them, like Shanglu and Baiying, who were young and vigorous when they first started working, like The high-spirited boys and girls on the university campus are like the epitome of many passionate couples in this society.

"The boy is a good boy, and the girl is also a good girl. It's a pity..." Zhu Yunhuan walked to Qiao Yixia's side not far away, wearing sunglasses with his hands behind his back.

Qiao Yixia looked at him, and said to herself: "Unfortunately, it doesn't match."

Zhu Yunhuan shook his head and smiled: "There is no way to pretend whether a person loves another person or not. Maybe love will develop for a long time, but as for whether this love is love, family affection, or guilt, we don't know. Nalan Rongruo once said in the early Qing Dynasty, like a fish drinking water, it knows how warm it is. Maybe only the person involved can experience it. But there will always be miracles in the world. Maybe one day, they no longer want to live in Being together and being together becomes because of love."

"Grandpa Zhu, you want to say..."

"I want to say." Zhu Yunhuan interrupted her and said, "It's not easy to fall in love with someone. I know that you didn't go to her for the sake of so-called dignity and face. You are such a girl, There is nothing wrong with you, you are proud, you have self-esteem, and sometimes you are even superior. But these are too small compared to the love in your heart. You don't go to her, but because of the fear in your heart, the fear of the relationship between you The last trace of possibility is ruthlessly extinguished. I am even more afraid of seeing a girl who makes you feel distressed but there is nothing you can do. In this world, there is nothing more hopeless than watching your lover suffer but helpless..."

In fact, back here again, Lu Xizhan didn't feel much.Perhaps as early as when Helan Qiubai shook her shoulders and said to her, "Open your eyes and see who I am", all her emotions were taken away by Helan Qiubai's tears.In the end, he became a person without emotions and desires again.

I haven't been back for a long time, the furniture is covered with dust, sticking to the fingertips, pulling away a large black shadow.

The space on the first floor is large, and when the curtains are not drawn, it is the same color from morning to night.She looked down at her fingers, and remembered the peace of mind she felt when Lu Shuye put the ring on her, the joy of being redeemed after enduring the long-term nightmare.Close your eyes at this moment, and there is nothing unclean in front of your eyes anymore.Maybe she didn't realize until now that what tortured her was not the so-called psychic physique, but her own heart. Du Ling's appearance made her miss her mother crazily, and she had hallucinations.The death of nine people including Lu Shuye caused her mental defense to collapse, so she tortured herself subconsciously.

She is such an inauspicious person, she thought.

As time ticked by, she sat on the floor consuming her life in memories.Memories are too extravagant for her, and it is too hard for her to part with the one she loves once. No matter how sweet the memories are, the future will hurt.

From dawn to dark outside the window, from dark to dark inside the window.What is dark is not the sky, but a heart that would rather stop beating.

Falling into that familiar embrace again, Lucy blinked her eyes, her fingers trembling slightly.What I can't say is that sentence, I miss her so much, I miss her so much.

"Go out." She closed her eyes, turned her head away, and didn't look at her more.

"I'm worried about you." Qiao Yixia was pushed away by her and clenched her fists. In the dark, she couldn't see her face clearly, but she guessed that she must look terrible.

Lu Xizhan stopped talking and didn't move.

"Liuchen and Lanlan are together, and they went to Grandpa Zhu's racetrack to look for me. Oh, yes, I don't plan to go back to Qiao's, but I don't know where to work, so Grandpa Zhu kindly took me in." , Coincidentally, Grandpa Zhu looks fierce, but he is very kind. I never thought that one day I would become an accountant..."

"Don't come to me again. Get out." She gritted her teeth and found it so difficult to say a word for the first time.

Qiao Yixia sniffed and said, "I don't."

"roll."

Tears rolled down her cheeks and hit the floor, Qiao Yixia wiped her cheeks, looked at her in the dark: "I don't."

Lucy recalled that when they met for the first time, she felt that the woman was really arrogant. She had never looked down upon her so much. She thought she was a difficult person, but later she realized that the arrogance was just hers. Protective color, she is the same kind of person as herself, lonely, lonely, and not accommodated by this world.

The deputy dean of the University of California told her that psychologists seem to have a special function, not only being able to see through other people's hearts, but also accurately predicting the future.But she didn't know anything about the fact that Qiao Yixia would appear in her life and that she would fall in love with Qiao Yixia without hesitation.Qiao Yixia was an unexpected surprise given to her by the heavens.It is the best gift in her life.

"Qiao Yixia, get out of my world, I never want to see you again."

"it is good."

She promised Zhu Yunhuan that no matter what, she would work hard to pull her out of the darkness.But now, she couldn't bear it anymore, and couldn't bear to continue to torture her anymore.In this world, no one knows better than her how much Lucy loves her.When she said unfeeling words, it was not her who suffered, but Lu Xizhan.She promised her to leave and never appear in front of her again.Even if he never saw her again, he definitely couldn't bear to sprinkle salt on her wounds.

Her beauty is the one on her heart.

After closing the door, she and her were separated into two worlds again.A cold door finally took Lucifer away from her world.

Qiao Yixia leaned against the door, remembering the sentence "I live for you" she said to herself, tears rolled down her eyes.How much courage does one have to face all this without fear?Only then can he face the fact that nine people were killed because of his mistakes, and the fact that his sister-in-law has been widowed for ten years because of him?Lucy may be indifferent, may be proud, or may be defiant, but she is not a man of steel, she has a heart and will love.

The only promise she can make to herself is to live with her forever.Qiao Yixia thought so, and finally collapsed on the ground, touching the door with her fingers.

There was a low sobbing sound from inside the door, and the rustle of fingers knocking on the door, Qiao Yixia suppressed her voice, feeling the moment closest to her.

"Yi Xia, I'm sorry Yi Xia..."

Qiao Yixia leaned her head forward, greedily listening to her voice.Tears welled up, but he restrained himself from making a sound.He said silently, "It's okay."

It's okay because I love you forever and will never leave you.

She thought, she won't come to her again, maybe she won't see her again, but she won't be separated again.

Money is the root of all evil, but once mixed with emotions, money is simply the most useless external possession.Neither Jiang Xiage nor Helan Qiubai were as happy as Charles had expected when they got the hard-to-find psyjo shares. Jiang Xiage didn't say anything, and Lu Xizhan always kept his word. However, she was given shares in psyjo that were more valuable than Meng's shares. Now that the Meng family is gone, even if Meng Qingdong gave her shares in vain, she would consider whether to accept them. The only thing that surprised her was that Lu Xizhan turned out to be psyjo She felt that there were too many secrets hidden in this woman.

"Do you think this is enough?" He Lan Qiubai gripped the transfer letter in his hand, biting his lower lip, "I don't want your money, Lu Xizhan, I don't want your money!"

For ten whole years, every time she was heartbroken, she told herself in her heart, Helan Qiubai, be stronger, put away your tears, and live strong and bravely for Shuye.

Lovers would gently wipe away tears for her when one party was crying, but she, Helan Qiubai, had no one, and no one would help her wipe the tears off her face when she was crying.She is neither jealous nor resentful.Since no one wiped her tears, she swallowed all the tears, as long as there were no tears.

"Why..." She squatted on the ground, clutching her hair tightly with both hands, "Why, why am I not happy at all. Why, it's obviously not my fault, but I have to be so sad. Shuye, you hate me Do you blame me for hurting your favorite sister..."

"But I can't control it, I really can't control it, Shuye, I really miss you..." During these ten years of longing, she lived alone with her memories, God knows, she was about to go crazy.

When she went downstairs, Du Ling was watering the flowers. Although she didn't have a good relationship with her step-daughter and step-son, she got along surprisingly well with this step-daughter-in-law. He Lan Qiubai was a standard lady, gentle and virtuous. He also gave her a bad look, let alone mocked her from time to time, which greatly satisfied Du Ling's vanity.

"Qiubai, why did you pack so many things? Where are you going?"

"I don't need to stay any longer."

"You have."

Du Ling looked at Meng Liuchen who suddenly appeared: "Liuchen?" She had never seen him since the last time she quarreled with Meng Qingdong, thinking about him, she ran over without thinking too much, "Did you eat? Are you hungry, I'll ask the cook to prepare something for you..."

"Don't bother." Meng Liuchen waved his hand, without looking at her, but went straight to Helan Qiubai, "Sister-in-law, before you leave, I have something to say to you alone."

Helan Qiubai shrugged, raised his lips and smiled, pushed the suitcase aside: "Okay." Then he turned and went upstairs.

Helan Qiubai opened the curtains, and the light came in through the glass. She looked back at him: "It's different from before. I still remember that when I first met you, you were still a boy, and you were afraid of me. Terrible. I thought you treated me like a tigress. But think about it, you and Xizhan and Shuye have half the same blood on your body, so how could you be so different." After she finished speaking, she shook her head. Shaking his head, "What do you want to say, just say it."

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