And this time, it is the only and the best opportunity.
How could Shen Lingyu let it go?
He wants Shen Yijun to die, but the Grand Duke's Marquis's Mansion will never do such a crazy thing, so it is impossible to help him, and his own power has not yet been supported, and he has no power to fight against the Prince's Mansion.
Unexpectedly, Shen Yijun did such an absurd and stupid thing, which completely angered Xie Jing. With the support of Daxie Marquis Mansion, he was able to easily sneak into the Prince's Mansion, rescue Ning Yufei, and kill Xia Luolan and Shen Yijun!
Don't even worry about the aftermath.
What kind of power is the Daxie Marquis Mansion, and it represents the three-party upper and lower councils. Although Xie Jing did it behind his father's back, he is the only heir, and what he does and says represents the upper and lower councils.
If the crime of attacking the royal prince by the successor of the parliament is carried out, no matter what the reason is, it will be enough to cause a chaos.
So Shen Lingyu has the right to speak.
He blocked everything on himself, and got the support of the Daxie Marquis Mansion. Although the support was threatened, this kind of relationship will only become more unbreakable!
Such crazy behavior made the Grand Duke's Mansion, which was almost driven off the shelves, have to pay attention to him.
He is the queen's child, and he already represents the Grand Duke's residence. Even if they say that Shen Lingyu's behavior has nothing to do with them, no one will believe it.
So... There are a bunch of people rushing to help him finish the follow-up work of this matter, and he doesn't have to worry about what will happen to him at all.
As long as he can successfully escape from the Prince's Mansion, the only thing waiting for him is victory!
How could Shen Lingyu not do such a profitable thing?
Of course... If it was Xie Jing who said these words, I'm afraid they would focus on one issue.
Where did Shen Lingyu, who decided to do this, put Ning Yufei?
The rescue operation, which was originally a surefire operation, suddenly became so dangerous. Did he ever think that Ning Yufei would die inside?
Talking about how much he loves him and how much he cherishes him, but in front of the power that is directly related to him, what position does he put Ning Yufei in?
Even if Xie Jing didn't come to point out these problems, how could Ning Yufei not think of them?
Just thinking about it didn't make him angry as expected.
It's so weird to say the least.
Knowing that the chairman approached him because he could get sleep by relying on him, he was not angry, but felt very relaxed.
Now that he knows Shen Lingyu's other thoughts when he rescued him four years ago, he is not angry, and also feels relaxed.
It may be because the two people have always shown too strong feelings, and Ning Yufei was afraid of hurting them from the beginning to the end... But since it is not as important as he imagined, his sense of guilt and guilt will be relatively reduced a lot.
He listened to this calmly, without any major emotional fluctuations.
His Royal Highness the Crown Prince never looked away, staring at him, but his heart became more and more anxious, and anxiety and panic flashed in his golden eyes.
why not angryWhy not angry?Why not question him?
Is it because you don't care, is it because you think it doesn't matter?Did you even feel relieved?
Without the grace of saving my life, can I get rid of him smoothly?
The bone-piercing suffocation exploded in the chest, and the huge power blasted all the internal organs to bloody flesh. Shen Lingyu's face was cold, scarlet flashed in a pair of dazzling golden eyes, he stretched out his hand suddenly, and pinched Ning Yufei. shoulder, forcing him to meet his gaze.
With red eyes, he asked him, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"
Ning Yufei was a little reluctant to look at him, not because of anything else, he really couldn't bear the appearance of His Highness the Crown Prince, his affection from childhood to adulthood made him always soft-hearted unconsciously, but at this time, he shouldn't be soft-hearted, he wanted to take advantage of it this opportunity...
"I've told you everything, don't you want to hear my thoughts?" The prince's voice was very low, filled with anger.
Ning Yufei could tell that a small flame had been ignited in his always calm chest, which tended to burn gradually.
Prince is angry?he is angry?
What are you angry about?Ning Yufei suddenly found it unbelievable that the prince had calculated all kinds of tricks, exhausted all his scheming and reckless, and finally achieved his goal. What else could he be angry about?Because he doesn't know anything like a fool?Because he didn't hang around him like an idiot?Or because he didn't coax him softly like an idiot, follow him and comfort him?
Isn't it too much to treat him as a human being?
It is true that he is not as smart as them, does not think as much as they do, does not make the best use of things as much as they do, but...
enough!Ning Yufei angrily reprimanded himself in his heart, don't question him angrily like a clown.
Calm down, calm down, it's the best thing that you don't owe so many debts, and don't bear so much affection and righteousness.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, although he still couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, but his voice remained calm: "I have nothing to ask, you did nothing wrong with these things, in fact, I don't need to know at all, no matter what There are many layers of meaning in it, but there is no doubt that you saved me, this life, this kindness, I will never forget."
His indifferent appearance completely irritated Shen Lingyu, he squeezed Ning Yufei's shoulder so hard that he wanted to crush it, but the expression on his face was so sad that he seemed to cry the next moment: "Do you want to cry?" Give up on me?"
Ning Yufei suddenly remembered the dream he had, the crazy Shen Lingyu, the desperate Shen Lingyu, the Shen Lingyu who killed everyone with blood on his hands.
A biting chill rose from his back. He closed his eyes and tried to say in a relatively soft voice: "Brother Ling Yu, it's not that I gave up on you, but that you didn't need me a long time ago. What happened four years ago?" , I don't care, what do you think of me, I don't want to know, but I hope you can understand, when one day I stand against the rights in your hands, what will you choose?"
He paused and said: "I have nothing, and I can't help you with anything. In the future, you will know how important it is to find a partner with a prominent family background."
After saying this, he was still panicked, but he didn't want to stop. He opened his mouth, almost repeating what he said to the speaker, "I'm not as good as you appear to be. Really, I'm a human being. , quite rubbish, indecisive, indecisive, frightened to death, afraid a lot, entangled and entangled, and in the end nothing was resolved, but hurt a group of people."
"You know, I reunited with the speaker a year ago. At that time, His Royal Highness the Eldest Princess came to me. I saw Xie Jing like that... my heart softened and I agreed to reunite."
Shen Lingyu stared at him motionless, his golden eyes were scarlet, his face was extremely pale, and his expression was piercing.
Ning Yufei would have been afraid if it was usual, but he felt that today he had accumulated the courage for half a lifetime, and nothing could stop him!
"As for Marshal, I believe you know a little bit about it. I can't explain the specifics, but I was with him two years ago... Well, that's it. You see, I'm not what you think at all. I'm I did a lot of wrong things, a lot of absurd things, and concealed a lot of things, so what right do I have to question you? No matter what you think, I will..."
"No!" His Royal Highness, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke, his voice was so hoarse that it seemed to be roaring from his chest.
Ning Yufei was startled.
The man who had always had a gloomy face, wishing to vent his anger to the whole world, blinked. Tears dripping from those charming golden eyes were hot like magma. He hugged Ning Yufei forcefully, almost He was completely covered in his arms, and his voice was trembling like the wings of a dragonfly, fragile as if it would break in half with a light fold.
"Don't say that, don't say that about yourself...Xiao Fei, how good you are, I know, I've always known."
His frail voice wanted to grind a blunt knife on Ning Yufei's heart, and he let him hold him, with a wry smile in his voice: "No matter what I do, no matter how anyone evaluates it, it will definitely be good." ' has nothing to do with that word."
His Royal Highness said eagerly: "No, no, you don't know, Xiao Fei, you really don't know."
His words made Ning Yufei's heart move suddenly, and he couldn't help asking: "What do I not know?"
The prince's body was visibly stiff for a moment, but the slight stiffness disappeared quickly, like an illusion, making it hard to tell whether it was there or not.
Ning Yufei wanted to ask one more question.
And the prince's voice has already sounded, that clear voice is mixed with deep despair, so gloomy that it looks like the sky covered by dark clouds, the strong sense of oppression makes people's heart seem to be covered with water vapor.
"You don't know how much I care about you, you don't know what I do all this for, you don't know what I've been longing for the most!"
As he said this, Ning Yufei's heart twitched, the feeling was so uncomfortable, he passively let him hold him, and listened to him say in a messy voice: "Yes, I want rights, I want the throne, I want everything that stands high above me, but why do I want these things? I did not hesitate to kill Shen Yijun, fought for the position of crown prince by any means, and supported my own power without sleep, what on earth am I?"
"You might scoff when you say it, but I really only have one thought, just one simple thought, I want you, I only want you, I want you to be by my side and never leave, never be No one dares to covet you! But I am not strong enough! When I was young, I couldn’t protect you from Yang Ruoxin; when I was young, I couldn’t protect you from kidnappers. The ability to compete with Xie Jing! I can only watch you together, but I can't even stretch my fingers to touch you!"
"Do you know that I am unwilling? Do you know how much I hate? I hate myself for being too weak, for being powerless, and for being humble like an ant. How can I have the right to get you?"
"But I want you, and only you! You are by my side, talking to me, smiling at me, and I feel that the whole world is bright. The thought that you don't belong to me, you will leave me, I even The thought of breathing is gone...Xiao Fei, I know you can't understand what I did four years ago, I know you laugh at me in your heart, since you care so much about you, why did you put you on the verge of death four years ago! "
"I don't ask you to understand, but I still want to tell you, even if you think I'm abnormal, even if you think I'm scary, I still want to let you know. Four years ago, that was my only chance, not to win the crown prince It is the only chance for me to take the position, but the only chance to win you! It is the only chance for me to win you back from Xie Jing! If I don’t kill Shen Yijun, after I rescue you, the Daxie Marquis Mansion can easily deal with it Me, what am I going to fight with Xie Jing then? How can I just watch you with him?"
"Killing Shen Yijun, threatening the Daxie Marquis's mansion, forcing the Grand Duke's mansion to stand up for me, making the remaining princes ready to fight among themselves, these are the results I want, but the only point of these results is you! Don't do these things , I will never get you in my life, if I don't do these things, I can only watch you from afar in my life!"
"How can I be reconciled!" Shen Lingyu said these words, every sentence was like a heavy hammer, hitting the confined space, making people dizzy.
Ning Yufei was a little dazed, he opened his mouth and said a word: "But... have you ever thought that we will die in the Prince's Mansion."
He said that he did all these crazy things for him, but did he ever think that under such circumstances, if they couldn't get out, they would all die inside!
Shen Lingyu let go of him, and he looked down at him, his golden eyes filled with blatant madness: "I am satisfied to die with you."
Ning Yufei's heart shook violently.
There were tears in the corners of Shen Lingyu's eyes, but he raised the corners of his mouth, and a smile that was so clean that even the morning sun could not match it slowly bloomed: "Since we can't live together with you, it's good to die together." Before he finished speaking, he laughed again Satisfied like a child, "Fortunately, we survived."
At this time, Ning Yufei's bulging chest, whether it was anger, anger or courage, all vented like a punctured balloon.
What else can he say?Facing Shen Lingyu like this, what else could he say?It's useless to say anything.
Ning Yufei sighed, feeling weak all over.
However, Shen Lingyu gently embraced him in his arms, as if facing the most cherished baby in the world, with great care, caution, and love to the extreme.
He stroked Ning Yufei's back, and said softly: "Xiao Fei, can you give me some more time? I will let you know that I am the only one in this world who thinks about you wholeheartedly."
Because of this conversation, Ning Yufei had no intention of continuing to play, he wanted to go back to rest, Shen Lingyu forced him to have dinner together, and sent him back to his residence after the sky darkened.
Back at the villa, Ning Zi'an, Yang Ruoyun and the others haven't come back yet. Barrow Star is very big and interesting. They had a great time and sent Ning Yufei pictures from time to time, but Ning Yufei was not in the mood to watch them.
On this day, he was really tired and heart-tired. He had never been so tired in half his life.
One or two are like this, and they have grasped his mind, understood his character thoroughly, and strangled him to death.
But he is so useless that he can't think of any way to solve this deadlock.
In fact, Ning Yufei couldn't even understand himself.
He always felt that everything was erratic, illusory, and far away.
He should like Xie Jing, and he should care about Shen Lingyu very much.
But at this time, he felt that his heart was empty, and he couldn't put anything in it. He only felt a bone-chilling exhaustion lingering in his heart, restraining its beating. The strong suffocation made him just want to run away, run away. Far away, nothing to think about.
Ning Yufei sighed, lying on the bed, covering his face with the pillow.
Just at this moment, the communicator beeped.
Ning Yufei didn't want to talk, so he hesitated for a while before choosing to connect.
The speaker's soothing voice sounded: "Xiao Fei, can you come out for a while?"
Such a pleasant voice seems to be able to wash away the sorrow in my heart, but... Ning Yufei can't feel it, he is very tired, he is so tired that he doesn't even want to move a finger.
"Senior, I want to rest."
The other end of the communicator paused, and Xie Jing said again: "There are some things I want to show you." The voice sounded more charming this time, like a gentle spring breeze, blowing past the ear, with a hint of melting tiredness. Strange ability.
Ning Yufei was infected, and he regained some energy, and couldn't help but think: Maybe it's time to meet the speaker, he can always make him relax, he can always make him soothed, just chat a few words, and...
Suddenly remembering what happened today, he came to his senses completely, and after gathering his thoughts, he replied, "What? Are you in a hurry?"
Xie Jing said, "It's about what happened two years ago."
Ning Yufei sat up in a jerk, the sense of powerlessness all over his body was blown away by these words.
He frowned and asked, "If it's information, can you transmit it to me directly?"
As if he didn't expect him to say that, Xie Jing paused, but soon he replied: "Okay, wait a minute."
While waiting for the information to be transmitted, Ning Yufei was very nervous, as if a box that had been locked for decades with countless secrets had finally come to the day of its unveiling.
What will be inside?Good or bad?Was it something he wanted to know, or something he shouldn't have known at all?
Have to see to judge!
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, clicked on the virtual panel of the communicator, and after a few operations, a lot of information flooded into his eyes.
Ning Yufei looked at it almost without blinking his eyes, and then... heard the sound of his heart sinking and sinking, and finally fell into a deep pool of quagmire.
Is that the case?
Is that so?
It seems... There are also traces to follow.
Ning Yufei sat down on the bed, feeling a heart-piercing pain that was stronger than the other.
Sure enough, it was a farce from beginning to end.
Does the brainchild of the Sky Snake Clan have such an effect?
Ning Yufei thought of the azure blue blood that flowed from the heart of the Heavenly Serpent who was imprisoned on the Marshal.
At that time, he only felt a little surprised, but thinking about it now, it was really dazzling.
Is it because of the semi-finished products made by the Senate that he has a relationship with the marshal?
That's right, looking back now, Ning Yufei felt that everything had been foreshadowed.
Why does he feel so impulsive every time he sees Huo Beichen, why every time he kisses him, he becomes dizzy and almost loses control of his body, why he is like an animal in heat just a few times, without any emotion shamefully longing.
Obviously he has forgotten everything, obviously there is no relationship between him and the marshal...but why...
Now there is an explanation.
Xie Jing's work efficiency is extremely high. This pile of information is filled with a lot of evidence and the marshal's behavior traces. Although some things are judged by guesswork, Ning Yufei who is watching helplessly, Ning Yufei who has no memory of the past , it is impossible to tell the correctness of the information.
After reading the whole thing, Ning Yufei suddenly lost the mood to continue understanding.
There's no need, he broke up with the marshal, he said the breakup himself, and the marshal agreed, so...why is there any need to pursue these things?
He was poisoned, and the marshal helped him detoxify. Speaking of which, he was the one who asked for help.
Ning Yufei's face turned pale, and he waved all those out of his head, unwilling to think about it.
Xie Jing over there is still waiting for his news.
Ning Yufei calmed down and replied, "Senior, I understand."
Xie Jing said softly: "Xiao Fei, Huo Beichen didn't treat you..."
"Yeah." Ning Yufei interrupted him, "I understand."
Seeing that Xie Jing was about to speak, Ning Yufei really didn't want to hear anything. He said first, "I'm really tired, senior, I'll take a rest and talk about it later."
After he said this, Xie Jing naturally wouldn't embarrass him, and just whispered: "Okay, you can rest."
After hanging up the communicator, Ning Yufei lay on his back, his head was in a mess.
What the hell happened to him!What the fuck!
He threw the pillow out angrily, but the fluffy thing hit the wall limply, not enjoyable at all!
Ning Yufei stood up angrily and punched the wall.
Because of too much force, the skin was scratched at the joints, and bright scarlet flowed out, but Ning Yufei was completely numb. Looking at the blood, it was a pity that he couldn't feel any pain.
Really useless!Ning Yufei sat down against the wall, he didn't know what was causing the deep loss in his heart.
I thought this day would pass like this, but I never expected that in the middle of the night, Ning Yufei waited for someone who shouldn't be here.
Getting up from the bed, Ning Yufei, who was not sleepy at all, looked at the man in the blue military uniform with wide eyes: "Lieutenant General An Qing?"
That's right, it's An Qing... How could he come to Barrow Star in the middle of the night?
A trace of worry flashed across An Qing's usually rigid face: "Follow me back to the Imperial City."
Ning Yufei thumped in his heart, realizing that something might have happened!
The soldier's instinct made him wake up immediately, dressed quickly, walked out the door and got on the fighter plane.
An Qing came alone, with a solemn expression the whole time, Ning Yufei couldn't help becoming nervous, and asked softly, "Is something wrong with the Emperor Capital Star?"
An Qing paused for a moment, then turned his head suddenly, and looked at him: "After returning to the Imperial City, do you..." He paused.
Ning Yufei didn't know what he wanted to say.
And the next moment, An Qing asked with a stiff voice: "Did you not have much sex with Your Excellency?"
How could this question be asked? Ning Yufei was dumbfounded. If the person who asked this question was Li Lin, he probably wouldn’t be surprised, but An Qing...this is An Qing...the lieutenant general who has always been rigid to the point of dogma How could my lord...
After asking this question, An Qing's eyes averted a little.
Ning Yufei suddenly calmed down, realizing that this might be related to the information he just knew.
He hesitated for a moment, and said, "I did it before leaving Imperial Capital, but I haven't done it before."
Hearing his words, An Qing frowned.
In two years, it seems that the toxicity has almost transferred, otherwise how could Ning Yufei endure it for so long.
It's just that the Marshal...
How could Shen Lingyu let it go?
He wants Shen Yijun to die, but the Grand Duke's Marquis's Mansion will never do such a crazy thing, so it is impossible to help him, and his own power has not yet been supported, and he has no power to fight against the Prince's Mansion.
Unexpectedly, Shen Yijun did such an absurd and stupid thing, which completely angered Xie Jing. With the support of Daxie Marquis Mansion, he was able to easily sneak into the Prince's Mansion, rescue Ning Yufei, and kill Xia Luolan and Shen Yijun!
Don't even worry about the aftermath.
What kind of power is the Daxie Marquis Mansion, and it represents the three-party upper and lower councils. Although Xie Jing did it behind his father's back, he is the only heir, and what he does and says represents the upper and lower councils.
If the crime of attacking the royal prince by the successor of the parliament is carried out, no matter what the reason is, it will be enough to cause a chaos.
So Shen Lingyu has the right to speak.
He blocked everything on himself, and got the support of the Daxie Marquis Mansion. Although the support was threatened, this kind of relationship will only become more unbreakable!
Such crazy behavior made the Grand Duke's Mansion, which was almost driven off the shelves, have to pay attention to him.
He is the queen's child, and he already represents the Grand Duke's residence. Even if they say that Shen Lingyu's behavior has nothing to do with them, no one will believe it.
So... There are a bunch of people rushing to help him finish the follow-up work of this matter, and he doesn't have to worry about what will happen to him at all.
As long as he can successfully escape from the Prince's Mansion, the only thing waiting for him is victory!
How could Shen Lingyu not do such a profitable thing?
Of course... If it was Xie Jing who said these words, I'm afraid they would focus on one issue.
Where did Shen Lingyu, who decided to do this, put Ning Yufei?
The rescue operation, which was originally a surefire operation, suddenly became so dangerous. Did he ever think that Ning Yufei would die inside?
Talking about how much he loves him and how much he cherishes him, but in front of the power that is directly related to him, what position does he put Ning Yufei in?
Even if Xie Jing didn't come to point out these problems, how could Ning Yufei not think of them?
Just thinking about it didn't make him angry as expected.
It's so weird to say the least.
Knowing that the chairman approached him because he could get sleep by relying on him, he was not angry, but felt very relaxed.
Now that he knows Shen Lingyu's other thoughts when he rescued him four years ago, he is not angry, and also feels relaxed.
It may be because the two people have always shown too strong feelings, and Ning Yufei was afraid of hurting them from the beginning to the end... But since it is not as important as he imagined, his sense of guilt and guilt will be relatively reduced a lot.
He listened to this calmly, without any major emotional fluctuations.
His Royal Highness the Crown Prince never looked away, staring at him, but his heart became more and more anxious, and anxiety and panic flashed in his golden eyes.
why not angryWhy not angry?Why not question him?
Is it because you don't care, is it because you think it doesn't matter?Did you even feel relieved?
Without the grace of saving my life, can I get rid of him smoothly?
The bone-piercing suffocation exploded in the chest, and the huge power blasted all the internal organs to bloody flesh. Shen Lingyu's face was cold, scarlet flashed in a pair of dazzling golden eyes, he stretched out his hand suddenly, and pinched Ning Yufei. shoulder, forcing him to meet his gaze.
With red eyes, he asked him, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"
Ning Yufei was a little reluctant to look at him, not because of anything else, he really couldn't bear the appearance of His Highness the Crown Prince, his affection from childhood to adulthood made him always soft-hearted unconsciously, but at this time, he shouldn't be soft-hearted, he wanted to take advantage of it this opportunity...
"I've told you everything, don't you want to hear my thoughts?" The prince's voice was very low, filled with anger.
Ning Yufei could tell that a small flame had been ignited in his always calm chest, which tended to burn gradually.
Prince is angry?he is angry?
What are you angry about?Ning Yufei suddenly found it unbelievable that the prince had calculated all kinds of tricks, exhausted all his scheming and reckless, and finally achieved his goal. What else could he be angry about?Because he doesn't know anything like a fool?Because he didn't hang around him like an idiot?Or because he didn't coax him softly like an idiot, follow him and comfort him?
Isn't it too much to treat him as a human being?
It is true that he is not as smart as them, does not think as much as they do, does not make the best use of things as much as they do, but...
enough!Ning Yufei angrily reprimanded himself in his heart, don't question him angrily like a clown.
Calm down, calm down, it's the best thing that you don't owe so many debts, and don't bear so much affection and righteousness.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, although he still couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, but his voice remained calm: "I have nothing to ask, you did nothing wrong with these things, in fact, I don't need to know at all, no matter what There are many layers of meaning in it, but there is no doubt that you saved me, this life, this kindness, I will never forget."
His indifferent appearance completely irritated Shen Lingyu, he squeezed Ning Yufei's shoulder so hard that he wanted to crush it, but the expression on his face was so sad that he seemed to cry the next moment: "Do you want to cry?" Give up on me?"
Ning Yufei suddenly remembered the dream he had, the crazy Shen Lingyu, the desperate Shen Lingyu, the Shen Lingyu who killed everyone with blood on his hands.
A biting chill rose from his back. He closed his eyes and tried to say in a relatively soft voice: "Brother Ling Yu, it's not that I gave up on you, but that you didn't need me a long time ago. What happened four years ago?" , I don't care, what do you think of me, I don't want to know, but I hope you can understand, when one day I stand against the rights in your hands, what will you choose?"
He paused and said: "I have nothing, and I can't help you with anything. In the future, you will know how important it is to find a partner with a prominent family background."
After saying this, he was still panicked, but he didn't want to stop. He opened his mouth, almost repeating what he said to the speaker, "I'm not as good as you appear to be. Really, I'm a human being. , quite rubbish, indecisive, indecisive, frightened to death, afraid a lot, entangled and entangled, and in the end nothing was resolved, but hurt a group of people."
"You know, I reunited with the speaker a year ago. At that time, His Royal Highness the Eldest Princess came to me. I saw Xie Jing like that... my heart softened and I agreed to reunite."
Shen Lingyu stared at him motionless, his golden eyes were scarlet, his face was extremely pale, and his expression was piercing.
Ning Yufei would have been afraid if it was usual, but he felt that today he had accumulated the courage for half a lifetime, and nothing could stop him!
"As for Marshal, I believe you know a little bit about it. I can't explain the specifics, but I was with him two years ago... Well, that's it. You see, I'm not what you think at all. I'm I did a lot of wrong things, a lot of absurd things, and concealed a lot of things, so what right do I have to question you? No matter what you think, I will..."
"No!" His Royal Highness, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke, his voice was so hoarse that it seemed to be roaring from his chest.
Ning Yufei was startled.
The man who had always had a gloomy face, wishing to vent his anger to the whole world, blinked. Tears dripping from those charming golden eyes were hot like magma. He hugged Ning Yufei forcefully, almost He was completely covered in his arms, and his voice was trembling like the wings of a dragonfly, fragile as if it would break in half with a light fold.
"Don't say that, don't say that about yourself...Xiao Fei, how good you are, I know, I've always known."
His frail voice wanted to grind a blunt knife on Ning Yufei's heart, and he let him hold him, with a wry smile in his voice: "No matter what I do, no matter how anyone evaluates it, it will definitely be good." ' has nothing to do with that word."
His Royal Highness said eagerly: "No, no, you don't know, Xiao Fei, you really don't know."
His words made Ning Yufei's heart move suddenly, and he couldn't help asking: "What do I not know?"
The prince's body was visibly stiff for a moment, but the slight stiffness disappeared quickly, like an illusion, making it hard to tell whether it was there or not.
Ning Yufei wanted to ask one more question.
And the prince's voice has already sounded, that clear voice is mixed with deep despair, so gloomy that it looks like the sky covered by dark clouds, the strong sense of oppression makes people's heart seem to be covered with water vapor.
"You don't know how much I care about you, you don't know what I do all this for, you don't know what I've been longing for the most!"
As he said this, Ning Yufei's heart twitched, the feeling was so uncomfortable, he passively let him hold him, and listened to him say in a messy voice: "Yes, I want rights, I want the throne, I want everything that stands high above me, but why do I want these things? I did not hesitate to kill Shen Yijun, fought for the position of crown prince by any means, and supported my own power without sleep, what on earth am I?"
"You might scoff when you say it, but I really only have one thought, just one simple thought, I want you, I only want you, I want you to be by my side and never leave, never be No one dares to covet you! But I am not strong enough! When I was young, I couldn’t protect you from Yang Ruoxin; when I was young, I couldn’t protect you from kidnappers. The ability to compete with Xie Jing! I can only watch you together, but I can't even stretch my fingers to touch you!"
"Do you know that I am unwilling? Do you know how much I hate? I hate myself for being too weak, for being powerless, and for being humble like an ant. How can I have the right to get you?"
"But I want you, and only you! You are by my side, talking to me, smiling at me, and I feel that the whole world is bright. The thought that you don't belong to me, you will leave me, I even The thought of breathing is gone...Xiao Fei, I know you can't understand what I did four years ago, I know you laugh at me in your heart, since you care so much about you, why did you put you on the verge of death four years ago! "
"I don't ask you to understand, but I still want to tell you, even if you think I'm abnormal, even if you think I'm scary, I still want to let you know. Four years ago, that was my only chance, not to win the crown prince It is the only chance for me to take the position, but the only chance to win you! It is the only chance for me to win you back from Xie Jing! If I don’t kill Shen Yijun, after I rescue you, the Daxie Marquis Mansion can easily deal with it Me, what am I going to fight with Xie Jing then? How can I just watch you with him?"
"Killing Shen Yijun, threatening the Daxie Marquis's mansion, forcing the Grand Duke's mansion to stand up for me, making the remaining princes ready to fight among themselves, these are the results I want, but the only point of these results is you! Don't do these things , I will never get you in my life, if I don't do these things, I can only watch you from afar in my life!"
"How can I be reconciled!" Shen Lingyu said these words, every sentence was like a heavy hammer, hitting the confined space, making people dizzy.
Ning Yufei was a little dazed, he opened his mouth and said a word: "But... have you ever thought that we will die in the Prince's Mansion."
He said that he did all these crazy things for him, but did he ever think that under such circumstances, if they couldn't get out, they would all die inside!
Shen Lingyu let go of him, and he looked down at him, his golden eyes filled with blatant madness: "I am satisfied to die with you."
Ning Yufei's heart shook violently.
There were tears in the corners of Shen Lingyu's eyes, but he raised the corners of his mouth, and a smile that was so clean that even the morning sun could not match it slowly bloomed: "Since we can't live together with you, it's good to die together." Before he finished speaking, he laughed again Satisfied like a child, "Fortunately, we survived."
At this time, Ning Yufei's bulging chest, whether it was anger, anger or courage, all vented like a punctured balloon.
What else can he say?Facing Shen Lingyu like this, what else could he say?It's useless to say anything.
Ning Yufei sighed, feeling weak all over.
However, Shen Lingyu gently embraced him in his arms, as if facing the most cherished baby in the world, with great care, caution, and love to the extreme.
He stroked Ning Yufei's back, and said softly: "Xiao Fei, can you give me some more time? I will let you know that I am the only one in this world who thinks about you wholeheartedly."
Because of this conversation, Ning Yufei had no intention of continuing to play, he wanted to go back to rest, Shen Lingyu forced him to have dinner together, and sent him back to his residence after the sky darkened.
Back at the villa, Ning Zi'an, Yang Ruoyun and the others haven't come back yet. Barrow Star is very big and interesting. They had a great time and sent Ning Yufei pictures from time to time, but Ning Yufei was not in the mood to watch them.
On this day, he was really tired and heart-tired. He had never been so tired in half his life.
One or two are like this, and they have grasped his mind, understood his character thoroughly, and strangled him to death.
But he is so useless that he can't think of any way to solve this deadlock.
In fact, Ning Yufei couldn't even understand himself.
He always felt that everything was erratic, illusory, and far away.
He should like Xie Jing, and he should care about Shen Lingyu very much.
But at this time, he felt that his heart was empty, and he couldn't put anything in it. He only felt a bone-chilling exhaustion lingering in his heart, restraining its beating. The strong suffocation made him just want to run away, run away. Far away, nothing to think about.
Ning Yufei sighed, lying on the bed, covering his face with the pillow.
Just at this moment, the communicator beeped.
Ning Yufei didn't want to talk, so he hesitated for a while before choosing to connect.
The speaker's soothing voice sounded: "Xiao Fei, can you come out for a while?"
Such a pleasant voice seems to be able to wash away the sorrow in my heart, but... Ning Yufei can't feel it, he is very tired, he is so tired that he doesn't even want to move a finger.
"Senior, I want to rest."
The other end of the communicator paused, and Xie Jing said again: "There are some things I want to show you." The voice sounded more charming this time, like a gentle spring breeze, blowing past the ear, with a hint of melting tiredness. Strange ability.
Ning Yufei was infected, and he regained some energy, and couldn't help but think: Maybe it's time to meet the speaker, he can always make him relax, he can always make him soothed, just chat a few words, and...
Suddenly remembering what happened today, he came to his senses completely, and after gathering his thoughts, he replied, "What? Are you in a hurry?"
Xie Jing said, "It's about what happened two years ago."
Ning Yufei sat up in a jerk, the sense of powerlessness all over his body was blown away by these words.
He frowned and asked, "If it's information, can you transmit it to me directly?"
As if he didn't expect him to say that, Xie Jing paused, but soon he replied: "Okay, wait a minute."
While waiting for the information to be transmitted, Ning Yufei was very nervous, as if a box that had been locked for decades with countless secrets had finally come to the day of its unveiling.
What will be inside?Good or bad?Was it something he wanted to know, or something he shouldn't have known at all?
Have to see to judge!
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, clicked on the virtual panel of the communicator, and after a few operations, a lot of information flooded into his eyes.
Ning Yufei looked at it almost without blinking his eyes, and then... heard the sound of his heart sinking and sinking, and finally fell into a deep pool of quagmire.
Is that the case?
Is that so?
It seems... There are also traces to follow.
Ning Yufei sat down on the bed, feeling a heart-piercing pain that was stronger than the other.
Sure enough, it was a farce from beginning to end.
Does the brainchild of the Sky Snake Clan have such an effect?
Ning Yufei thought of the azure blue blood that flowed from the heart of the Heavenly Serpent who was imprisoned on the Marshal.
At that time, he only felt a little surprised, but thinking about it now, it was really dazzling.
Is it because of the semi-finished products made by the Senate that he has a relationship with the marshal?
That's right, looking back now, Ning Yufei felt that everything had been foreshadowed.
Why does he feel so impulsive every time he sees Huo Beichen, why every time he kisses him, he becomes dizzy and almost loses control of his body, why he is like an animal in heat just a few times, without any emotion shamefully longing.
Obviously he has forgotten everything, obviously there is no relationship between him and the marshal...but why...
Now there is an explanation.
Xie Jing's work efficiency is extremely high. This pile of information is filled with a lot of evidence and the marshal's behavior traces. Although some things are judged by guesswork, Ning Yufei who is watching helplessly, Ning Yufei who has no memory of the past , it is impossible to tell the correctness of the information.
After reading the whole thing, Ning Yufei suddenly lost the mood to continue understanding.
There's no need, he broke up with the marshal, he said the breakup himself, and the marshal agreed, so...why is there any need to pursue these things?
He was poisoned, and the marshal helped him detoxify. Speaking of which, he was the one who asked for help.
Ning Yufei's face turned pale, and he waved all those out of his head, unwilling to think about it.
Xie Jing over there is still waiting for his news.
Ning Yufei calmed down and replied, "Senior, I understand."
Xie Jing said softly: "Xiao Fei, Huo Beichen didn't treat you..."
"Yeah." Ning Yufei interrupted him, "I understand."
Seeing that Xie Jing was about to speak, Ning Yufei really didn't want to hear anything. He said first, "I'm really tired, senior, I'll take a rest and talk about it later."
After he said this, Xie Jing naturally wouldn't embarrass him, and just whispered: "Okay, you can rest."
After hanging up the communicator, Ning Yufei lay on his back, his head was in a mess.
What the hell happened to him!What the fuck!
He threw the pillow out angrily, but the fluffy thing hit the wall limply, not enjoyable at all!
Ning Yufei stood up angrily and punched the wall.
Because of too much force, the skin was scratched at the joints, and bright scarlet flowed out, but Ning Yufei was completely numb. Looking at the blood, it was a pity that he couldn't feel any pain.
Really useless!Ning Yufei sat down against the wall, he didn't know what was causing the deep loss in his heart.
I thought this day would pass like this, but I never expected that in the middle of the night, Ning Yufei waited for someone who shouldn't be here.
Getting up from the bed, Ning Yufei, who was not sleepy at all, looked at the man in the blue military uniform with wide eyes: "Lieutenant General An Qing?"
That's right, it's An Qing... How could he come to Barrow Star in the middle of the night?
A trace of worry flashed across An Qing's usually rigid face: "Follow me back to the Imperial City."
Ning Yufei thumped in his heart, realizing that something might have happened!
The soldier's instinct made him wake up immediately, dressed quickly, walked out the door and got on the fighter plane.
An Qing came alone, with a solemn expression the whole time, Ning Yufei couldn't help becoming nervous, and asked softly, "Is something wrong with the Emperor Capital Star?"
An Qing paused for a moment, then turned his head suddenly, and looked at him: "After returning to the Imperial City, do you..." He paused.
Ning Yufei didn't know what he wanted to say.
And the next moment, An Qing asked with a stiff voice: "Did you not have much sex with Your Excellency?"
How could this question be asked? Ning Yufei was dumbfounded. If the person who asked this question was Li Lin, he probably wouldn’t be surprised, but An Qing...this is An Qing...the lieutenant general who has always been rigid to the point of dogma How could my lord...
After asking this question, An Qing's eyes averted a little.
Ning Yufei suddenly calmed down, realizing that this might be related to the information he just knew.
He hesitated for a moment, and said, "I did it before leaving Imperial Capital, but I haven't done it before."
Hearing his words, An Qing frowned.
In two years, it seems that the toxicity has almost transferred, otherwise how could Ning Yufei endure it for so long.
It's just that the Marshal...
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