What's wrong with boyfriends proposing at the same time!

People's adaptability is very strong. They have been in extremely difficult situations, and they will lose their spontaneous habits in order to survive. Therefore, many people don't feel bad about eating wild vegetables all their lives, but as long as they taste the delicacies once, they will fall again. If you go back, you will not be able to bear it.

Xie Jing survived the 20 years of being unable to sleep peacefully, but after enjoying the good times of that year, she suddenly lost it, and could not survive the short three years.

Listening to what he said, Ning Yufei couldn't express the feeling in his heart.

In fact, he was a little relaxed, as if the things he had been carrying had suddenly lightened a lot, no longer pressing tightly on his chest, and he had room to breathe.

Seeing the haggard Xie Jing a year ago was a thorn in Ning Yufei's heart. There is no doubt that he has feelings for him, so when he saw that scene, he knew the truth behind those things four years ago At that time, he was so shocked that his impulse was greater than his reason, and he agreed to Xie Jing almost recklessly. He only hoped that he could return to normal, and that he could live a good life.

After all, it is the person who has liked, after all, the person who really thought about staying together for the rest of his life.

How can you bear to see him become like that?

Being oppressed by the heavy guilt all the time, Ning Yufei couldn't even face up to what his feelings for Xie Jing were like.

Because no matter what it was, he didn't dare to think about it. He was very afraid that he would hurt Xie Jing and make him lose the motivation to live again.

But now... everything is different from what he thought, Xie Jing is not as affectionate as he imagined, and it's not just because he lost his soul that he lost his mind, since that's the case...

Ning Yufei hesitated for a moment, something lingered on his lips.

But as if he had seen through his mind, Xie Jing spoke slowly, looking calm, but the slightly trembling ending betrayed his emotions: "Xiaoyu, I admit that I don't want to say this, because if I say it, I will It means that my feelings for you are not pure..." He paused for a moment, then said with self-deprecating, "It's as if I just regard you as a medicine for insomnia, not a lover."

He said every word to Ning Yufei's heart.

Immediately afterwards, he changed the subject slightly, and asked in a concentrated voice: "But what exactly is emotion, and what is its origin? What does it mean to be a true lover? I have never cared so much about anyone, and I have never liked anyone so much A person, and never thought that losing a person would take away even the belief in living. I didn't pursue you on the first day I knew you, and I didn't pursue you when I learned that you could let me sleep peacefully. I tied you by my side for a moment. I thought about it for a long time and observed it for a long time. I looked at you, knew you, cared about you, and finally fell in love with you. When I was determined to be with you, I was completely It's all because I love you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I want to grow old with you, I want to give you the most sincere, unreserved and regretless feelings..."

Xie Jing's voice is so pleasant, saying such words with a tone full of strong emotions is like intoxicating fine wine, dragging people into it desperately.

His voice continued: "Even if the original purpose is not pure, but even ordinary lovers must be pure when they meet? Appearance, family background, temperament... Isn't these things a consideration? ?Indeed, I can't let go of you because you let me get what I have longed for, but this is just a beginning and an introduction. One month, one year, three years, four years, no matter what passes, what happens, you The attraction to me has never been lowered in the slightest. I think about you all the time, and long for you all the time, but this emotion is too strong, and I don’t even dare to show it fully. You are embarrassed, afraid of becoming the shackles that imprison you..."

His voice became lower and lower, and the sadness that lingered in the bone marrow seemed to penetrate the eardrums and pour into the bottom of his heart, producing violent tremors, which made people feel unstoppable.

"I know, even so, you are still troubled and embarrassed. I try to save everything, I want to make up, and I want to make you slowly fill up with me..." Xie Jing lowered her eyes, with a gentle spring breeze The voice said, "I long for a perfect love, and the master of this feeling must be you."

Why does one person fall in love with another person?

Is there no reason?Yes, there is always one or two.

Love at first sight is wonderful, but more feelings are constantly collided in chance opportunities.

In fact, when Ning Yufei heard this, he really didn't feel angry at all, nor did he feel cheated at all, he just felt: That's it.

If Xia Luolan hadn't appeared four years ago, if he hadn't owed His Royal Highness the life-saving grace, and if he hadn't gone to the battlefield and left for four years, then he would have been with Xie Jing, just as he described, would be Get a sincere relationship, a perfect lover, and a very lucky second half of life.

It's a pity, no amount of words after "if" is meaningless.

Because there are never assumptions, there are only realities.

Ning Yufei closed his eyes, calmed down and said, "Senior, thank you for telling me this."

His voice was calm, even a little indifferent.

Xie Jing grabbed his hand suddenly, and stared at him with light gray eyes without blinking: "I am willing to confess everything to you, can you really give me a chance? A chance for me to work hard to save everything."

Ning Yufei was startled, but this time he didn't avoid it, but looked back at him with serious, fearless and honest eyes: "Don't interrupt me, senior, can you let me finish my sentence this time?"

Xie Jing frowned slightly, but after a while, she still said softly: "Okay."

Ning Yufei breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a concentrated voice: "Although I think you know everything, I still have to say it myself. Four years ago when I came out of the Prince's Mansion, His Highness the Crown Prince made a request to me..."

As he spoke, Xie Jing listened, his face was still perfect, but his palms clenched uncontrollably.

Ning Yufei's voice continued: "When he becomes the crown prince, I will agree to his marriage proposal."

The fingernails pierced into the palm of his hand, but Xie Jing couldn't feel the slightest pain, because the light pain of the flesh was not even the slightest bit of pain compared to the knife stabbed in the heart.

"...I agreed and accepted his engagement ring." Ning Yufei did not have any uneasiness when he really said it, and his voice became much quieter: "Two years ago, during the Battle of Barrington, in the At the border of the Yunzheng galaxy and the Great Wilderness galaxy... I was with the Marshal. In fact, I still don't know what I was thinking at that time, and I don't know why I agreed to His Royal Highness's marriage proposal. Provoke the marshal, but I did it, and what I did exists even if I don’t say it.”

Although he knew the truth a long time ago, Xie Jing still couldn't control the surging emotions when he heard the truth. The darkness that evaporated from the blood almost dyed the cells of his whole body black. The urge to vent made him want to completely erase everything he heard.

Ning Yufei took a deep breath, looked at him steadily, and said almost word by word: "Look, the Ning Yufei in front of you is no longer the Ning Yufei you know, he is not worth any affection from you , is not worthy of the beautiful love you give, and it is not worthy of your obsession with wanting to stay together for a lifetime."

He paused for a while and continued: "I don't know why I can cure your insomnia, but if you need it, I can be by your side and help you recover slowly, as a friend, okay? I don't want to... "

"Impossible." Xie Jing, who had been silent all this time, spoke. His voice was unprecedentedly dark, as if he had splashed ink on the precious white silk and sprinkled blood on the white snow. The feeling was shocking, "You For the crown prince, it’s just guilt, no love; as for Huo Beichen, I will give you the answer, you don’t remember what happened two years ago, but I will help you remember it.”

Ning Yufei was stunned for a moment, and suddenly a subtle emotion surged into his heart.

Xie Jing raised her head, her pair of exquisite peach blossom eyes were slightly lowered, and after the charming arc disappeared, there was a slight chill: "Xiao Yu, don't think too much, these have nothing to do with you, what is the final answer, you will see arrive."

Ning Yufei came back to his senses, and quickly said: "Senior, I didn't say these words on purpose to provoke you, I really did this, I really provoked the three of you at the same time, and I haven't..."

"It's not your fault." Xie Jing said stubbornly, "If I make a mistake, I am the one who made a big mistake. If I had the ability to protect you back then, if I didn't go to Shen Lingyu back then, if I was at that time If you can prevent everything from happening, then... you will not suffer anything, you will not suffer any pain, you will be mine, you will only look at me, only think of me, and only trust me."

Ning Yufei smiled bitterly, and couldn't help saying: "But it has already happened." What happened is what happened, so what else?

"So leave it to me?" Xie Jing finally suppressed the sinister aura around him, and restored his elegant and perfect posture. His eyes were full of tenderness and doting, and the deep-seated affection wished to completely enclose Ning Yufei, "... ...give me a chance to make amends."

It's really not a question of remediation!The fact that the splashed water and the broken mirror has been fixed cannot be repaired!Ning Yufei really wanted to yell, but he also knew that everything he said was useless.

He was very clearly aware of a reality: it was not him who was hiding something from the beginning to the end, but what they were stubbornly insisting on.

You can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, Ning Yufei has realized this very deeply: if you haven't slept yet, even if you shout your voice out, he won't open his eyes.

Suddenly all the energy in his body was taken away, Ning Yufei sat in the comfortable wide rattan chair and lost all interest in talking.

Take your time, since the problem cannot be solved by his confession, then you can rest assured to see what else will happen.

In fact, Ning Yufei has always been very disturbed, he has already confirmed that there is no second Ning Yufei, he is Ning Yufei, but for some reason he lost the memory from the time travel to the present.Maybe he didn't time travel, it's just that he didn't drink Mengpo soup when he was reincarnated, so he brought the memory of his previous life with him.And in an accident, he lost his memory from birth to the present, but kept the memory of his previous life, so he thought that he had traveled through time, but in fact...it wasn't at all.

Since he was himself from the beginning to the end, Ning Yufei wanted to find the lost memory even more urgently. He needed to know what he was thinking and why he did it. Only in this way could he judge what to do. Yes.

How can I get those memories back, especially what happened two years ago?

Maybe...he should really wait for the speaker to help him find the answer.

After leaving Xi's treatment room, the two had returned to normal. Xie Jing arranged a sumptuous lunch. Ning Yufei sent a message to his parents and learned that they had gone out to play, so he thought about it and stayed.

Xie Jing can always give him the most comfortable environment.Everything is the most suitable for him, everything is the most suitable for him, this kind of comprehensiveness, this kind of detail, this kind of thoughtfulness that makes people can't help but feel lazy is really dragging people down...

After the meal was over, Ning Yufei despised himself even more, he really had no future at all!

But... Hey... When we parted from the speaker, Ning Yufei comforted himself: Anyway, we have talked about everything, and there is no burden in my heart. As for the result, let it take its course!

Ning Yufei didn't enter the residence at all, and His Royal Highness's flying machine took him in directly.

Before he could stand still, Shen Lingyu had already hugged him and buried him in his neck like a big dog, sniffing and sniffing and rubbing, and finally said dissatisfiedly: "I heard that you went to the treatment room, has he heard of it?" What did you do to you? Did you kiss you? Did you touch you? Did you..."

Seeing that he was getting more and more angry, Ning Yufei hurriedly replied: "No, nothing, I just chatted with the senior for a while."

Hearing what he said, His Highness the Crown Prince's movements suddenly stopped, his body was slightly stiff, and his voice was not as confident as before: "Xie Jing is not only good at coaxing, but also deceiving. Don't believe what he says."

Ning Yufei's eyes flickered slightly, and he sensitively heard what he tried to hide in these words, he paused for a moment, and asked softly: "What do you think he will tell me?"

Shen Lingyu let go of him, his golden eyes were silent, he just looked at Ning Yufei without saying a word.

Ning Yufei pretended to be calm, and asked slowly: "Is it the matter of why you broke into the Prince's Mansion four years ago?"

He asked abruptly, even though Shen Lingyu had a firm mind, panic flashed across his eyes at this moment.

As the saying goes, caring leads to chaos. If you care too much and are too persistent, you will easily show your flaws when you get hit on the point.

Ning Yufei actually didn't really want to ask, because he felt that the things hidden in the prince's place might be more subversive than those in Xie Jing's.

The source of Xie Jing's approach to him was not simple, but after speaking frankly, Ning Yufei felt very relaxed, and the feeling of sudden realization was even more like a long breath of relief.

But Shen Lingyu's involvement here is what happened four years ago.

As for the memory in the Prince's Mansion, Ning Yufei definitely didn't want to touch it at all.

No matter what it is about, he will have a suffocating feeling that a piece of his heart has been dug out, because the shadow of fear is lingering, so he is unwilling to face it.

Not to mention, this is obviously a bad thing.

Ning Yufei felt a little tired. He looked at His Royal Highness, who was anxious in his golden eyes, and suddenly lost the mood to question. He changed his mouth and said, "It's nothing, he didn't say anything."

But the more he was like this, the more uneasiness in His Highness's heart became infinitely magnified.

Xie Jing's thoughts, he was too clear.The two have confronted countless times in the open and in the dark. In the battle between the imperial power and the parliament, there is naturally a competition as well as cooperation. For this powerful opponent, Shen Lingyu understands it too thoroughly, so he can almost guess anything he can do.

There is no doubt that they will never back down on matters related to Ning Yufei.

If you don't give in, you can only fight.

How to fight?

--play hard.

Shen Lingyu calmed down, a charming smile appeared on his handsome face, and the corners of his raised eyes seemed to be telling love words, which made people's hearts flutter tenderly.

He is good at grasping people's hearts, especially understanding Ning Yufei's weaknesses.

Ning Yufei was taken aback by his bewitching smile, Shen Lingyu had already let go of him, but his left hand was still around his waist, and his right hand was gently kneading on his fingers: "The four years ago If you want to hear me tell you everything, there is nothing to hide, my affairs, anything, as long as you want, you can know it all."

Ning Yufei's eyes flickered slightly, he didn't want to hear it emotionally, but he knew intellectually that he had to listen.

He needs to recall more things, needs to know more information.

"Then..." Ning Yufei stared at him with a calm face, but his voice trembled slightly, "Tell me, what exactly does that sentence mean?"

Four years ago, what was Shen Lingyu's reason for breaking into the Prince's Mansion?

Shen Lingyu paused for a moment, and then said after a while: "There is no need to question my purpose, I am going to save you, it was Xie Jing who informed me of your whereabouts, and learned that Xia Luolan imprisoned you, all I can think of is to save you as soon as possible. Hurry over and rescue you as soon as possible, after all, we have all heard about how crazy that woman is."

Ning Yufei listened quietly, he knew this was just the beginning.

Shen Lingyu seemed to be still hesitating, but as he said, Ning Yufei asked, and he would not hide it.

"Xie Jing is accusing me because I killed Shen Yijun."

A simple sentence, but it seems to smash the frosted glass that blocks the truth, making everything clear in an instant.

Ning Yufei naturally knew this. Shen Lingyu who broke into Prince Gong's mansion killed Xia Luolan and Shen Yijun, who was his half-brother of the prince.

But Ning Yufei didn't think too much, and didn't think about some dark and gloomy aspects.

But now, combining everything, Ning Yufei instantly figured out what Xie Jing hadn't finished and what Shen Lingyu was about to say.

It's just because Shen Lingyu didn't need to kill Shen Yijun, nor did he need to kill this brother by blood who could only be called an accomplice.

But he killed because of some other purpose.

Ning Yufei closed his eyes, and there were waves of roaring in his head.

Sure enough, if you don't want to recall this memory, no matter what it is, as long as you remember it, you will feel a tingling pain all over your body, even embedded in your bones.

Xia Luolan is too insignificant, but in fact Shen Yijun did not do anything to Ning Yufei.

At that time, if he simply wanted to rescue Ning Yufei, Shen Lingyu shouldn't have killed him.

Regardless of whether he deserved what he deserved, or even whether Shen Yijun hurt Ning Yufei, Shen Lingyu should not kill him just because of the issue of how to get out of the Prince's Mansion safely.

If they just killed Xia Luolan, their chances of escaping from the Prince's Mansion would definitely be much higher, and the obstacles they would encounter would be much smaller. With Xie Jing's people secretly escorting them, it can even be said to be a sure thing.

But Shen Yijun's death, the death of His Royal Highness the prince who is expected to succeed the crown prince, has a completely different meaning.

Shen Yijun's cronies will go crazy, the guards of the Prince's Mansion will lose control, and the hatred of the entire mansion will definitely be raised to another level, whether it is defense or attack, it has increased countless times.

Wanting to escape from it is tantamount to walking out of the dragon's pool and tiger's den.

Even with Xie Jing's careful arrangements, their journey was full of crises, and they put their lives on the wire rope.

Although Shen Lingyu has a paranoid personality, he never acts impulsively, and is quite smart, and it can even be said that the city is extremely deep.

If he just wanted to rescue Ning Yufei, how could he do such a dangerous thing?

Where is this to save people?It is clear that they are going to die together inside!

But as mentioned above, His Royal Highness is definitely not a reckless person, on the contrary, everything he does is carefully considered.

He wanted to kill Shen Yijun, because as long as this dazzling Prince died, the entire imperial power situation would suddenly turn around.

At that time, Shen Lingyu was indeed adopted by Her Majesty the Empress, and was indeed supported by the Grand Duke's Mansion, but what's the use?

A prince who has been living outside for many years, an illegitimate son who has no feelings, and a ninth prince who has so many outstanding brothers on his head, what qualifications does he have to fight for?What's the point?What conditions are there to overwhelm those elder brothers who have been favored by the emperor for decades to the top of their hearts?

He is doomed not to be able to compete, doomed to be incomparable, he has fallen too many steps, to a height that even if he is extremely poor, he will not be able to reach it in his entire life.

But... how could Shen Lingyu be reconciled?

How could a person who crawled out of the mire, out of hell, and woke up from a nightmare be willing to live in such a mediocre way?

He has suffered, seen well and cold, and knows the benefits of power and power so well that he craves them.

Since this height cannot be leveled by normal means, let's use some extraordinary means.

When a person is dead and lying on the ground, no matter how great the disparity is, it will become empty talk.

So... Shen Yijun must die.