Ning Yufei sat in a daze for a long time, until Shen Tianxun's voice sounded in his ears again: "I know that I should not be involved in many things, but Xiaoyu, if I don't say anything, Xie Jing's character is really a lifetime Wouldn't say it."
This sentence touched Ning Yufei all of a sudden, after a long time, he sighed and replied to Shen Tianxun: "Your Highness, I'll be there in a while."
Some words still need to be clarified in person, and some memories need to be retrieved. Whether it is good or bad, he should face it.
Whether it is right or wrong, you have to understand everything before you can make a judgment.
Rationally, he thought so, but he was still a little repelled in his heart, and he hesitated again when he got close to the door.
Over the past few years, the Daxie Marquis Mansion has not changed at all, and it is still so high above.
Looking at the heavy mansion, what flashed in his mind was that he was curled up in a corner, let the cold wind and night erode the whole night.
Ning Yufei is not a passionate person. He grew up in an orphanage and has seen all the warmth and coldness of the world since he was a child. What he longs for most is not a love with ups and downs, but a family that can support each other in peace and stability for a lifetime.Even in the 21st century where homosexuality is not so recognized, what he wants has always been a haven, a partner he can rely on, who doesn't need to be strong or good-looking, or even have such shocking feelings, as long as he can From meeting to staying together, gradually becoming an inseparable family member, that is enough.
The memory four years ago made him see the gap between himself and Xie Jing clearly. Who can be sure that he will not repeat the same mistakes?
Once again, Ning Yufei didn't even dare to think about it.
As soon as he appeared outside the Marquis's mansion, a servant welcomed him in, walked across the well-cared for garden, and directly arrived at the hall on the right.
The eldest princess had been waiting there for a long time, and when she saw Ning Yu flying in, she hurriedly got up and greeted her with a face full of anxiety.
Looking at Shen Tianxun's expression, Ning Yufei felt sore in his heart. He opened his mouth, and the word 'His Royal Highness' overflowed from the corner of his mouth and became 'Auntie' again.
Shen Tianxun was obviously startled, and then, her eyes were red because of this simple address: "Xiao Yu, you are really a good boy."
The choking of her voice made Ning Yufei a little at a loss, he wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say... What happened four years ago became a thorn in his heart, making him unable to let go.
Fortunately, Shen Tianxun has always been considerate. Seeing that Ning Yufei was a little frightened, she quickly restrained her emotions and said slowly: "I didn't tell Xie Jing that you were here. I want to talk to you alone, is that okay?"
Ning Yufei paused for a moment before saying, "Okay."
Shen Tianxun's voice is very soft, just like her, without any sharpness, it always makes people want to get close to her.
She asked: "Three days ago, did Ah Jing do something wrong?"
Ning Yufei shook his head: "No."
"But you're mad at him."
Ning Yufei smiled wryly: "I don't know how to say it. If I say I did something wrong, it's probably me who was wrong." He was dating several people at the same time, no matter how you say it was his fault, if it wasn't for four years ago He will only feel extremely guilty towards Xie Jing.
Shen Tianxun looked at him and said, "No matter what you do, it will never be wrong."
Ning Yufei was startled, and understood the hidden meaning in her words. No matter what she did, Xie Jing would never think that he was wrong. Is that what he meant?
Ning Yufei was a little helpless, and his voice seemed to be exhausted: "Auntie, I don't know why, I forgot a lot of things, and then... remembered a lot of things..."
He just started a conversation, but Shen Tianxun suddenly turned pale, and even his lips trembled: "Did you remember what happened four years ago, but not what happened a year ago?"
Ning Yufei looked up at her in surprise.
Shen Tianxun didn't look away, but continued to ask anxiously: "What's the matter? Why did I forget so many things? Is it because of that accident? Why didn't you tell me? I'll call the doctor here, and check it out again. just in case……"
Ning Yufei listened to her without blinking: "What happened a year ago?"
Shen Tianxun was startled, then she smiled wryly: "You really forgot... So, you hate Xie Jing to the core now."
In fact, to be more precise, Ning Yufei did not forget, but his memory was a little messed up. He remembered that Shen Tianxun waited for him for two full hours, remembered what Shen Tianxun said, and remembered Xie Jing who was haggard and lifeless at that time, but He forgot something very important, very important...thing.
Shen Tianxun closed his eyes, and said after a while: "I really don't want to recall those things again."
Four years ago, Shen Tianxun went to other galaxies for recuperation due to physical reasons. She stayed there for a whole year, so she did not personally experience Xie Jing and Ning Yufei. She only knew that her son was in love and had a very favorite People, but before she had time to meet, she heard that they had broken up... At that time, Shen Tianxun was regretful, but he didn't care too much, after all, the breakup was a thing of the past.She didn't know the whole story until Xie Jing suddenly fell down a year ago.
Accompanied by the gentle voice of the eldest princess, Ning Yufei finally knew what he had forgotten, and finally saw the whole picture of four years ago.
Staring helplessly at this memory, Ning Yufei couldn't help but hugged his head with his hands, his whole body seemed to be run over by a wheel, the pain was so painful that his scalp was numb.
Who is to blame, who is at fault?
He just wanted to have a good relationship, why did he become like this.
Xie Jing...
He finally knew why the self in his memory would cry and say sorry to Xie Jing a year ago.
He was really sorry for him, for letting him down, for letting him down, for letting him down, for everything...
Xia Luolan once said: "Do you think that Xie Jing really doesn't know what happened to you? Do you think Xie Jing doesn't even know that you are squeezed out and treated coldly by others? No, he knows, of course he knows, but he doesn't care."
Xie Jing did know it, or it should be said that he knew it clearly before they had a relationship, even deeper and farther than anyone thought.
What is it just to be excluded?What's the point of being treated coldly?The really scary ones are assassinations and attacks by political opponents.
The heir to the Daxie Marquis Mansion enjoys countless halos, but it also means living in a vicious circle surrounded by countless dangers all day long.Just like the terrorist attack when camping, Xie Jing has experienced such a thing countless times, but he must not let Ning Yufei encounter it even once again.
The moment he decided to pursue Ning Yufei, he had already thought about it for a long time.
He wants to give Ning Yufei freedom and a normal life, but he also wants the whole world to know that they are lovers, that they don't have to hide or cover up, and just be themselves, and at the same time let him know that they are lovers. In an absolutely safe environment.
It is too difficult to do this, but Xie Jing chose her own feelings, so she decided that she must do this.
Otherwise, what qualifications does he have to pursue Ning Yufei?
If loving someone is to make the other person's life unhappy, uncomfortable, and even full of danger, then who would want such a love?
—— Xie Jing didn't want to give it either.
Do the best if you want to do it, and give the best if you want to give it. If he wants Ning Yufei to be his partner, then he must make him the happiest person.
This is his requirement for himself, a requirement that has been engraved in his bones since he was born.
The word 'perfect' was never given to him by others, but what he showed to others.
Xie Jing redistributed his personal guards, and put most of them around Ning Yufei, and even thoughtfully thought of the Earl's Mansion. Everyone, including Ning Yufei's parents and brothers, silently sent them to Ning Yufei. Contained under his own wings, without disturbing anyone's guard.
As for the ostracism and cold reception of other people, even Xie Jing can't avoid this, but he can start from the other side. He dotes on Ning Yufei to the top of his heart, as long as he shows that he loves Ning Yu Fei paid enough attention to it, so as time went by, when he and Ning Yufei were completely married, no one would, and no one would dare to crowd out Ning Yufei.
He thought of almost everything, and he did almost everything, but Xie Jing at that time was not the speaker of the cabinet who has been tempered. He was just a student, hadn't graduated yet, and hadn't experienced many things, so he ignored a little bit.
That is Li Lin...
Xie Jing protected the entire Earl's Mansion, but ignored Li Lin.
That's why Xia Luolan would attack the Li family instead of the Earl's Mansion, because she couldn't touch the Earl's Mansion at all.
But Ning Yufei didn't know this, he didn't know what Xie Jing was doing behind the scenes.Of course he didn't know, because Xie Jing never thought of telling him that his purpose was to make him live easily, if he did, wouldn't it be putting the cart before the horse?
So Xia Luolan threatened Ning Yufei with something she couldn't do.
It is conceivable how Ning Yufei, who broke up with the excuses of 'not free' and 'life in chaos' at that time, poked Xie Jing's heart hard.
What Xie Jing was worried about, what he was guarding against, and what he didn't want to see all happened without warning.
Ning Yufei really didn't dare to think about Xie Jing's mood at that time.
It's as if I have spent countless hours preparing the most delicate ingredients, and I thought I could make my beloved pastry quietly, but in the end...the cream was spilled, the cake was battered, sugar and salt were mixed together, All the hard work, all the dedication, and the most perfect preparations became a farce before they could make a shape.
How could Xie Jing be reconciled?How could it be reconciled?
He didn't shake the breakup, didn't agree to break up, he kept telling Ning Yufei: It will be fine, it will be fine, as long as you give him some more time...
But Ning Yufei didn't listen, instead he became furious because of this, making the trouble even worse.
Until he wanted to join the army, wanted to go to the front line... Xie Jing suddenly woke up.
At that time, he really thought that Ning Yufei was threatening death.
At this point, how can you persist?What's the point of even having the perfect future?Without the most important person in the blueprint he drew, everything would be empty.
Xie Jing finally let go and gave up completely.
But even so, he would not abandon Ning Yufei's protection, so under common sense, Xia Luolan would definitely not be able to take Ning Yufei away.
but……
Destiny is like the clown who grabbed the string, played with the puppets wantonly, smiled and watched them hit their heads and bleed.
Xia Luolan has a secret 'ally', a man who no one can think of, but can quietly dominate everything.
That is the Marquis of Daxie, Xie Jing's biological father - Xie Qinyun.
Xie Jing is his only son and the only heir of the entire Xie family. No one may be able to understand how much Xie Qinyun expects of him.
He couldn't tolerate the existence of Ning Yufei, this man who was destined to become Xie Jing's weakness should not exist in this world.
Xie Qinyun could clearly see how much Xie Jing had put in for Ning Yufei and the Ning family behind his back, but the more he understood, the angrier he became.
The most important role of the personal guards selected from thousands of people is to protect the heirs of the Daxie Marquis' Mansion. What are the dilapidated Earl's Mansion and Ning Yufei?
Are they worth a hair of Xie Jing together?
But Xie Jing mobilized so much power, regardless of his own safety, just to protect those weak guys like ants!
How ridiculous, and how disappointing!
The first time Xia Luolan took Ning Yufei away, it was Xie Qinyun who let him go, but he didn't want to startle the snake, and he didn't want Xie Jing to find out, so he didn't do anything out of the ordinary.
Fortunately, Ning Yufei was not a wolf-hearted dog. After being blackmailed by Xia Luolan, he really started to break up with Xie Jing.
Xie Qinyun was delighted to see it, and watched with cold eyes.
In the end, Xie Jing and Ning Yufei broke up, and Ning Yufei insisted on joining the army. Xie Qinyun felt that he was good or bad, and wanted to let him go, but Xie Jing's secret behavior completely angered him.
They broke up, and were abandoned by Ning Yufei in such a way that they almost stepped into the mud, but what Xie Jing wanted was to organize troops to go to the Yunzheng Galaxy!
Although at that time many nobles rushed to the battlefield to share their achievements, but who was Xie Jing?Can Xie Jing's status be compared with those useless trash?
What is the need for him to go to Yunzheng Galaxy?When will the Xie family appreciate the little military exploits they robbed?Why is he going?Why put yourself at risk, the results are obvious!
For Ning Yufei, for that brat!
Xie Qinyun, who was informed of this at the time, almost lost his temper.
So when Xia Luolan wanted to take Ning Yufei away, he acquiesced again.
I can't let him go. If possible, it's best to die. Only in this way can Xie Jing return to the real Xie Jing.
For Xie Qinyun, for his own father, Xie Jing would never be on guard and on guard, so he was almost completely kept in the dark at that time.
At this moment when memories flooded in, Ning Yufei was already a bit unbearable, but what made him not know how to deal with it was the back...
The Prince's Mansion is heavily guarded. Shen Yijun and Xia Luolan are the top figures of the world's dignitaries. How could they be in a place that can be easily invaded?
Shen Lingyu at that time was not His Highness the Crown Prince now, how did he find Ning Yufei who was imprisoned underground by relying on his own strength?
At that time, Ning Yufei only knew that it was Shen Lingyu who saved him, and that it was his cousin who dragged him out of the devil's hands, but he didn't think about it, how did Shen Lingyu do it?How could Shen Lingyu, who was alone and without any influence, rescue him alive.
And now, everything is easily solved.
All because of the people behind it.
That Xie Jing who didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, didn't show up, and was even in a state of captivity, used all his connections, promised countless conditions, hid Xie Qinyun's sight, and forcibly paved a way for the prince to rescue him. road.
That's right, Xie Qinyun did hide it from Xie Jing at the time, but when his father replaced all his personal guards, he quickly noticed something strange. The education Xie Jing received since childhood was that no detail should be overlooked, and no detail should be tolerated. one possibility.So he quickly contacted his confidants in private, inquired about Ning Yufei's whereabouts, and learned that he did not go to the Yunzheng Galaxy, but was taken away by Xia Luolan. Whatever the price, Ning Yufei must be kept alive!
Even if they never see each other again, even if there is no possibility of being together again, but he can't let him die.
The one and only man who was so special to him could not die!
After rescuing Ning Yufei, Xie Qinyun finally learned of Xie Jing's behind-the-scenes actions. He was furious and almost beat his only son to death. Fighting, so the more angry!
Xie Jing could barely stand up under his father's fury, but he didn't even say a single word of begging for mercy, let alone admitting his mistake at all.
What Ning Yufei didn't know was that when he asked Xie Jing helplessly for help, Xie Jing was already too busy to take care of himself.
The communicator was removed, and all contact methods with the outside world were forcibly cut off by Xie Qinyun. The cronies he had cultivated so hard were uprooted and imprisoned by Xie Qinyun, without any means of contacting the outside world.He was clearly in the Marquis's Mansion, staying at his own home, but it was like staying in a cage.
Ning Yufei waited overnight outside the Marquis's mansion, separated by a wall, and Xie Jing also knelt for a whole night in the cold night.
Until the next day, Xie Qinyun really couldn't hold him back, and angrily ordered him to be locked up.In a blink of an eye, he put on the half-finished arbitrary muscle and went to see Ning Yufei.
At that time, any muscle was in the research and development stage, and it was far less mature than it is now. If Xie Qinyun himself was very similar to Xie Jing, and had a voice inherited from father and son, he would not be able to pretend to be Xie Jing at all.
Coincidentally, Ning Yufei was seriously injured at that time, and he was frozen all night. In a trance, he never imagined that the man in front of him was not Xie Jing, so he never looked at it carefully, so naturally he couldn't tell the difference. It's a subtle difference, but if you pay attention, you will definitely find the difference.
During Ning Yufei's most muddled days, Xie Jing also lived in darkness.
When all the dust settled, Ning Yufei stepped onto the battlefield, Shen Tianxun finally returned to the Imperial Capital Star, and Xie Jing was able to walk out of the Marquis' Mansion.
...but it was too late and everything was missed.
After all, Ning Yufei went to Yunzheng Galaxy without looking back.
And Xie Jing, who has made such a fuss, is absolutely unable to leave the imperial capital star again.
The most special thing in my life has completely left him like this.
These things, if there is no Shen Tianxun, then everything will be buried in the dust forever, and will be unknown forever.
But Shen Tianxun would know all of this three years later, when Xie Jing completely collapsed.
It was only when she realized the importance of Ning Yufei that she worked hard to collect the whole story of what happened back then, read it bit by bit, and understood it bit by bit, and then she felt distressed to the point where she couldn't add it.
A year ago, the reason why Xie Jing was completely unable to hold on had a source.
That is... He saw everything that Ning Yufei suffered when Xia Luolan was imprisoned in the dirty and bloody dungeon.
The images that had been dusty for many years were painstakingly dug out, and the images presented inside were like fine and sharp needles, all of which pierced into Xie Jing's heart and became the last straw that overwhelmed the camel's camel. The spirit of getting up completely collapsed, and turned into loose sand that could not be collected in the whole place. This sand was mixed with blood and tears, and people couldn't bear to take a second look.
As long as this is mentioned, Shen Tianxun's tears can't be stopped: "The father and son haven't spoken since then. When Qin Yun is at home, Ah Jing will move out, and when Qin Yun is out, he will come back to see I...I have no position to complain about this, Xiao Yu, I know you have been hurt a lot, but Ah Jing... Ah Jing, he..."
The feeling in Ning Yufei's heart was so complicated that no words could describe a thousandth of it. He didn't know what to say. Thinking of this, what else could he say?
Misunderstandings, misunderstandings... What is the source of this tragedy?
Charlotte?Xie Qinyun?
No, neither.
It's him, if he trusts Xie Jing more, if he doesn't feel inferior, if they can get along longer and understand each other better, then everything will be...
Unfortunately, no if.
There is no possibility of going back to what has happened, and the broken glass is still full of scars.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath and looked at Shen Tianxun seriously: "I want to see the senior."
Shen Tianxun was startled, but soon she realized, and said quickly: "Xiao Yu, you..."
Ning Yufei twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a very bitter smile: "I remembered, I remembered."
With such a debt, what face does he have to keep lying like this?
Ning Yufei saw Xie Jing.
In the dim room, I saw the man sitting quietly on the chair.
He was dressed very simply. The light gray top made his complexion extremely white, and the straight trousers wrapped his long legs. Even the simplest clothes had a charm that made people unable to move away from him.
He looked normal, as usual, meticulous and flawless, interpreting the word 'perfect' with his whole being.
But... Ning Yufei remembered Shen Tianxun's words: "Ah Jing hasn't closed her eyes for three whole days."
Ning Yufei felt as if his heart had been pricked by the tip of a needle, he closed his eyes, and softly called out, "Senior."
Hearing this voice, Xie Jing stood up suddenly, because the force was too fast, his tall body shook slightly.
No sleep for such a long time, no matter how strong the body is, it can't hold it.
Ning Yufei hurried forward and supported him.
Xie Jing held him with his backhand, his strength was great, but his complexion was extremely pale, and his delicate features were hidden in a dark room with a kind of morbid beauty.
Ning Yufei's heart twitched, but Xie Jing hugged him all at once, and that pleasant voice was extremely embarrassing: "I thought you wouldn't come to see me."
Ning Yufei paused before reluctantly opening his mouth: "Senior, I failed you, I'm really sorry, I..."
"Don't say it, don't say anything..." Xie Jing hugged him with such strength that he wanted to embed him into his body, "I don't care, those things don't matter, it doesn't matter anything, as long as you don't leave me again, Don't ignore me anymore, don't see me again... that's all."
Ning Yufei's voice trembled: "But I..."
He didn't say anything at all, Xie Jing let go, put some distance away from him, lowered his head, and kissed him vigorously.
This one is very heavy, it seems to have exhausted the remaining strength in the whole body, with a thick and desperate kiss, it came like a tidal wave, rushing straight to the deepest part of the human heart.
When he was let go, Ning Yufei lost all strength.
What the hell should I do!
What are we going to do!
Xie Jing was not doing anything, he fell asleep, hugged him tightly, and fell on the thick carpet, sleeping peacefully like a baby.
I haven't slept for three days and three nights, my nerves are stretched to the extreme, I can't hold it at all.
Ning Yufei stared blankly at the gorgeous ceiling with hidden patterns, his mind was in a mess.
Both Xie Jing and Shen Lingyu actually know it, at least they know that he is in two boats.
Then...all refused to face it.
He talked all the way to this point, but no one would listen.
How to do?In the end how to do?
If the matter between him and the Marshal is exposed again...
Ning Yufei groaned, and for the first time in his life, he wanted to take the initiative to contact Huo Beichen.
This sentence touched Ning Yufei all of a sudden, after a long time, he sighed and replied to Shen Tianxun: "Your Highness, I'll be there in a while."
Some words still need to be clarified in person, and some memories need to be retrieved. Whether it is good or bad, he should face it.
Whether it is right or wrong, you have to understand everything before you can make a judgment.
Rationally, he thought so, but he was still a little repelled in his heart, and he hesitated again when he got close to the door.
Over the past few years, the Daxie Marquis Mansion has not changed at all, and it is still so high above.
Looking at the heavy mansion, what flashed in his mind was that he was curled up in a corner, let the cold wind and night erode the whole night.
Ning Yufei is not a passionate person. He grew up in an orphanage and has seen all the warmth and coldness of the world since he was a child. What he longs for most is not a love with ups and downs, but a family that can support each other in peace and stability for a lifetime.Even in the 21st century where homosexuality is not so recognized, what he wants has always been a haven, a partner he can rely on, who doesn't need to be strong or good-looking, or even have such shocking feelings, as long as he can From meeting to staying together, gradually becoming an inseparable family member, that is enough.
The memory four years ago made him see the gap between himself and Xie Jing clearly. Who can be sure that he will not repeat the same mistakes?
Once again, Ning Yufei didn't even dare to think about it.
As soon as he appeared outside the Marquis's mansion, a servant welcomed him in, walked across the well-cared for garden, and directly arrived at the hall on the right.
The eldest princess had been waiting there for a long time, and when she saw Ning Yu flying in, she hurriedly got up and greeted her with a face full of anxiety.
Looking at Shen Tianxun's expression, Ning Yufei felt sore in his heart. He opened his mouth, and the word 'His Royal Highness' overflowed from the corner of his mouth and became 'Auntie' again.
Shen Tianxun was obviously startled, and then, her eyes were red because of this simple address: "Xiao Yu, you are really a good boy."
The choking of her voice made Ning Yufei a little at a loss, he wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say... What happened four years ago became a thorn in his heart, making him unable to let go.
Fortunately, Shen Tianxun has always been considerate. Seeing that Ning Yufei was a little frightened, she quickly restrained her emotions and said slowly: "I didn't tell Xie Jing that you were here. I want to talk to you alone, is that okay?"
Ning Yufei paused for a moment before saying, "Okay."
Shen Tianxun's voice is very soft, just like her, without any sharpness, it always makes people want to get close to her.
She asked: "Three days ago, did Ah Jing do something wrong?"
Ning Yufei shook his head: "No."
"But you're mad at him."
Ning Yufei smiled wryly: "I don't know how to say it. If I say I did something wrong, it's probably me who was wrong." He was dating several people at the same time, no matter how you say it was his fault, if it wasn't for four years ago He will only feel extremely guilty towards Xie Jing.
Shen Tianxun looked at him and said, "No matter what you do, it will never be wrong."
Ning Yufei was startled, and understood the hidden meaning in her words. No matter what she did, Xie Jing would never think that he was wrong. Is that what he meant?
Ning Yufei was a little helpless, and his voice seemed to be exhausted: "Auntie, I don't know why, I forgot a lot of things, and then... remembered a lot of things..."
He just started a conversation, but Shen Tianxun suddenly turned pale, and even his lips trembled: "Did you remember what happened four years ago, but not what happened a year ago?"
Ning Yufei looked up at her in surprise.
Shen Tianxun didn't look away, but continued to ask anxiously: "What's the matter? Why did I forget so many things? Is it because of that accident? Why didn't you tell me? I'll call the doctor here, and check it out again. just in case……"
Ning Yufei listened to her without blinking: "What happened a year ago?"
Shen Tianxun was startled, then she smiled wryly: "You really forgot... So, you hate Xie Jing to the core now."
In fact, to be more precise, Ning Yufei did not forget, but his memory was a little messed up. He remembered that Shen Tianxun waited for him for two full hours, remembered what Shen Tianxun said, and remembered Xie Jing who was haggard and lifeless at that time, but He forgot something very important, very important...thing.
Shen Tianxun closed his eyes, and said after a while: "I really don't want to recall those things again."
Four years ago, Shen Tianxun went to other galaxies for recuperation due to physical reasons. She stayed there for a whole year, so she did not personally experience Xie Jing and Ning Yufei. She only knew that her son was in love and had a very favorite People, but before she had time to meet, she heard that they had broken up... At that time, Shen Tianxun was regretful, but he didn't care too much, after all, the breakup was a thing of the past.She didn't know the whole story until Xie Jing suddenly fell down a year ago.
Accompanied by the gentle voice of the eldest princess, Ning Yufei finally knew what he had forgotten, and finally saw the whole picture of four years ago.
Staring helplessly at this memory, Ning Yufei couldn't help but hugged his head with his hands, his whole body seemed to be run over by a wheel, the pain was so painful that his scalp was numb.
Who is to blame, who is at fault?
He just wanted to have a good relationship, why did he become like this.
Xie Jing...
He finally knew why the self in his memory would cry and say sorry to Xie Jing a year ago.
He was really sorry for him, for letting him down, for letting him down, for letting him down, for everything...
Xia Luolan once said: "Do you think that Xie Jing really doesn't know what happened to you? Do you think Xie Jing doesn't even know that you are squeezed out and treated coldly by others? No, he knows, of course he knows, but he doesn't care."
Xie Jing did know it, or it should be said that he knew it clearly before they had a relationship, even deeper and farther than anyone thought.
What is it just to be excluded?What's the point of being treated coldly?The really scary ones are assassinations and attacks by political opponents.
The heir to the Daxie Marquis Mansion enjoys countless halos, but it also means living in a vicious circle surrounded by countless dangers all day long.Just like the terrorist attack when camping, Xie Jing has experienced such a thing countless times, but he must not let Ning Yufei encounter it even once again.
The moment he decided to pursue Ning Yufei, he had already thought about it for a long time.
He wants to give Ning Yufei freedom and a normal life, but he also wants the whole world to know that they are lovers, that they don't have to hide or cover up, and just be themselves, and at the same time let him know that they are lovers. In an absolutely safe environment.
It is too difficult to do this, but Xie Jing chose her own feelings, so she decided that she must do this.
Otherwise, what qualifications does he have to pursue Ning Yufei?
If loving someone is to make the other person's life unhappy, uncomfortable, and even full of danger, then who would want such a love?
—— Xie Jing didn't want to give it either.
Do the best if you want to do it, and give the best if you want to give it. If he wants Ning Yufei to be his partner, then he must make him the happiest person.
This is his requirement for himself, a requirement that has been engraved in his bones since he was born.
The word 'perfect' was never given to him by others, but what he showed to others.
Xie Jing redistributed his personal guards, and put most of them around Ning Yufei, and even thoughtfully thought of the Earl's Mansion. Everyone, including Ning Yufei's parents and brothers, silently sent them to Ning Yufei. Contained under his own wings, without disturbing anyone's guard.
As for the ostracism and cold reception of other people, even Xie Jing can't avoid this, but he can start from the other side. He dotes on Ning Yufei to the top of his heart, as long as he shows that he loves Ning Yu Fei paid enough attention to it, so as time went by, when he and Ning Yufei were completely married, no one would, and no one would dare to crowd out Ning Yufei.
He thought of almost everything, and he did almost everything, but Xie Jing at that time was not the speaker of the cabinet who has been tempered. He was just a student, hadn't graduated yet, and hadn't experienced many things, so he ignored a little bit.
That is Li Lin...
Xie Jing protected the entire Earl's Mansion, but ignored Li Lin.
That's why Xia Luolan would attack the Li family instead of the Earl's Mansion, because she couldn't touch the Earl's Mansion at all.
But Ning Yufei didn't know this, he didn't know what Xie Jing was doing behind the scenes.Of course he didn't know, because Xie Jing never thought of telling him that his purpose was to make him live easily, if he did, wouldn't it be putting the cart before the horse?
So Xia Luolan threatened Ning Yufei with something she couldn't do.
It is conceivable how Ning Yufei, who broke up with the excuses of 'not free' and 'life in chaos' at that time, poked Xie Jing's heart hard.
What Xie Jing was worried about, what he was guarding against, and what he didn't want to see all happened without warning.
Ning Yufei really didn't dare to think about Xie Jing's mood at that time.
It's as if I have spent countless hours preparing the most delicate ingredients, and I thought I could make my beloved pastry quietly, but in the end...the cream was spilled, the cake was battered, sugar and salt were mixed together, All the hard work, all the dedication, and the most perfect preparations became a farce before they could make a shape.
How could Xie Jing be reconciled?How could it be reconciled?
He didn't shake the breakup, didn't agree to break up, he kept telling Ning Yufei: It will be fine, it will be fine, as long as you give him some more time...
But Ning Yufei didn't listen, instead he became furious because of this, making the trouble even worse.
Until he wanted to join the army, wanted to go to the front line... Xie Jing suddenly woke up.
At that time, he really thought that Ning Yufei was threatening death.
At this point, how can you persist?What's the point of even having the perfect future?Without the most important person in the blueprint he drew, everything would be empty.
Xie Jing finally let go and gave up completely.
But even so, he would not abandon Ning Yufei's protection, so under common sense, Xia Luolan would definitely not be able to take Ning Yufei away.
but……
Destiny is like the clown who grabbed the string, played with the puppets wantonly, smiled and watched them hit their heads and bleed.
Xia Luolan has a secret 'ally', a man who no one can think of, but can quietly dominate everything.
That is the Marquis of Daxie, Xie Jing's biological father - Xie Qinyun.
Xie Jing is his only son and the only heir of the entire Xie family. No one may be able to understand how much Xie Qinyun expects of him.
He couldn't tolerate the existence of Ning Yufei, this man who was destined to become Xie Jing's weakness should not exist in this world.
Xie Qinyun could clearly see how much Xie Jing had put in for Ning Yufei and the Ning family behind his back, but the more he understood, the angrier he became.
The most important role of the personal guards selected from thousands of people is to protect the heirs of the Daxie Marquis' Mansion. What are the dilapidated Earl's Mansion and Ning Yufei?
Are they worth a hair of Xie Jing together?
But Xie Jing mobilized so much power, regardless of his own safety, just to protect those weak guys like ants!
How ridiculous, and how disappointing!
The first time Xia Luolan took Ning Yufei away, it was Xie Qinyun who let him go, but he didn't want to startle the snake, and he didn't want Xie Jing to find out, so he didn't do anything out of the ordinary.
Fortunately, Ning Yufei was not a wolf-hearted dog. After being blackmailed by Xia Luolan, he really started to break up with Xie Jing.
Xie Qinyun was delighted to see it, and watched with cold eyes.
In the end, Xie Jing and Ning Yufei broke up, and Ning Yufei insisted on joining the army. Xie Qinyun felt that he was good or bad, and wanted to let him go, but Xie Jing's secret behavior completely angered him.
They broke up, and were abandoned by Ning Yufei in such a way that they almost stepped into the mud, but what Xie Jing wanted was to organize troops to go to the Yunzheng Galaxy!
Although at that time many nobles rushed to the battlefield to share their achievements, but who was Xie Jing?Can Xie Jing's status be compared with those useless trash?
What is the need for him to go to Yunzheng Galaxy?When will the Xie family appreciate the little military exploits they robbed?Why is he going?Why put yourself at risk, the results are obvious!
For Ning Yufei, for that brat!
Xie Qinyun, who was informed of this at the time, almost lost his temper.
So when Xia Luolan wanted to take Ning Yufei away, he acquiesced again.
I can't let him go. If possible, it's best to die. Only in this way can Xie Jing return to the real Xie Jing.
For Xie Qinyun, for his own father, Xie Jing would never be on guard and on guard, so he was almost completely kept in the dark at that time.
At this moment when memories flooded in, Ning Yufei was already a bit unbearable, but what made him not know how to deal with it was the back...
The Prince's Mansion is heavily guarded. Shen Yijun and Xia Luolan are the top figures of the world's dignitaries. How could they be in a place that can be easily invaded?
Shen Lingyu at that time was not His Highness the Crown Prince now, how did he find Ning Yufei who was imprisoned underground by relying on his own strength?
At that time, Ning Yufei only knew that it was Shen Lingyu who saved him, and that it was his cousin who dragged him out of the devil's hands, but he didn't think about it, how did Shen Lingyu do it?How could Shen Lingyu, who was alone and without any influence, rescue him alive.
And now, everything is easily solved.
All because of the people behind it.
That Xie Jing who didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, didn't show up, and was even in a state of captivity, used all his connections, promised countless conditions, hid Xie Qinyun's sight, and forcibly paved a way for the prince to rescue him. road.
That's right, Xie Qinyun did hide it from Xie Jing at the time, but when his father replaced all his personal guards, he quickly noticed something strange. The education Xie Jing received since childhood was that no detail should be overlooked, and no detail should be tolerated. one possibility.So he quickly contacted his confidants in private, inquired about Ning Yufei's whereabouts, and learned that he did not go to the Yunzheng Galaxy, but was taken away by Xia Luolan. Whatever the price, Ning Yufei must be kept alive!
Even if they never see each other again, even if there is no possibility of being together again, but he can't let him die.
The one and only man who was so special to him could not die!
After rescuing Ning Yufei, Xie Qinyun finally learned of Xie Jing's behind-the-scenes actions. He was furious and almost beat his only son to death. Fighting, so the more angry!
Xie Jing could barely stand up under his father's fury, but he didn't even say a single word of begging for mercy, let alone admitting his mistake at all.
What Ning Yufei didn't know was that when he asked Xie Jing helplessly for help, Xie Jing was already too busy to take care of himself.
The communicator was removed, and all contact methods with the outside world were forcibly cut off by Xie Qinyun. The cronies he had cultivated so hard were uprooted and imprisoned by Xie Qinyun, without any means of contacting the outside world.He was clearly in the Marquis's Mansion, staying at his own home, but it was like staying in a cage.
Ning Yufei waited overnight outside the Marquis's mansion, separated by a wall, and Xie Jing also knelt for a whole night in the cold night.
Until the next day, Xie Qinyun really couldn't hold him back, and angrily ordered him to be locked up.In a blink of an eye, he put on the half-finished arbitrary muscle and went to see Ning Yufei.
At that time, any muscle was in the research and development stage, and it was far less mature than it is now. If Xie Qinyun himself was very similar to Xie Jing, and had a voice inherited from father and son, he would not be able to pretend to be Xie Jing at all.
Coincidentally, Ning Yufei was seriously injured at that time, and he was frozen all night. In a trance, he never imagined that the man in front of him was not Xie Jing, so he never looked at it carefully, so naturally he couldn't tell the difference. It's a subtle difference, but if you pay attention, you will definitely find the difference.
During Ning Yufei's most muddled days, Xie Jing also lived in darkness.
When all the dust settled, Ning Yufei stepped onto the battlefield, Shen Tianxun finally returned to the Imperial Capital Star, and Xie Jing was able to walk out of the Marquis' Mansion.
...but it was too late and everything was missed.
After all, Ning Yufei went to Yunzheng Galaxy without looking back.
And Xie Jing, who has made such a fuss, is absolutely unable to leave the imperial capital star again.
The most special thing in my life has completely left him like this.
These things, if there is no Shen Tianxun, then everything will be buried in the dust forever, and will be unknown forever.
But Shen Tianxun would know all of this three years later, when Xie Jing completely collapsed.
It was only when she realized the importance of Ning Yufei that she worked hard to collect the whole story of what happened back then, read it bit by bit, and understood it bit by bit, and then she felt distressed to the point where she couldn't add it.
A year ago, the reason why Xie Jing was completely unable to hold on had a source.
That is... He saw everything that Ning Yufei suffered when Xia Luolan was imprisoned in the dirty and bloody dungeon.
The images that had been dusty for many years were painstakingly dug out, and the images presented inside were like fine and sharp needles, all of which pierced into Xie Jing's heart and became the last straw that overwhelmed the camel's camel. The spirit of getting up completely collapsed, and turned into loose sand that could not be collected in the whole place. This sand was mixed with blood and tears, and people couldn't bear to take a second look.
As long as this is mentioned, Shen Tianxun's tears can't be stopped: "The father and son haven't spoken since then. When Qin Yun is at home, Ah Jing will move out, and when Qin Yun is out, he will come back to see I...I have no position to complain about this, Xiao Yu, I know you have been hurt a lot, but Ah Jing... Ah Jing, he..."
The feeling in Ning Yufei's heart was so complicated that no words could describe a thousandth of it. He didn't know what to say. Thinking of this, what else could he say?
Misunderstandings, misunderstandings... What is the source of this tragedy?
Charlotte?Xie Qinyun?
No, neither.
It's him, if he trusts Xie Jing more, if he doesn't feel inferior, if they can get along longer and understand each other better, then everything will be...
Unfortunately, no if.
There is no possibility of going back to what has happened, and the broken glass is still full of scars.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath and looked at Shen Tianxun seriously: "I want to see the senior."
Shen Tianxun was startled, but soon she realized, and said quickly: "Xiao Yu, you..."
Ning Yufei twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a very bitter smile: "I remembered, I remembered."
With such a debt, what face does he have to keep lying like this?
Ning Yufei saw Xie Jing.
In the dim room, I saw the man sitting quietly on the chair.
He was dressed very simply. The light gray top made his complexion extremely white, and the straight trousers wrapped his long legs. Even the simplest clothes had a charm that made people unable to move away from him.
He looked normal, as usual, meticulous and flawless, interpreting the word 'perfect' with his whole being.
But... Ning Yufei remembered Shen Tianxun's words: "Ah Jing hasn't closed her eyes for three whole days."
Ning Yufei felt as if his heart had been pricked by the tip of a needle, he closed his eyes, and softly called out, "Senior."
Hearing this voice, Xie Jing stood up suddenly, because the force was too fast, his tall body shook slightly.
No sleep for such a long time, no matter how strong the body is, it can't hold it.
Ning Yufei hurried forward and supported him.
Xie Jing held him with his backhand, his strength was great, but his complexion was extremely pale, and his delicate features were hidden in a dark room with a kind of morbid beauty.
Ning Yufei's heart twitched, but Xie Jing hugged him all at once, and that pleasant voice was extremely embarrassing: "I thought you wouldn't come to see me."
Ning Yufei paused before reluctantly opening his mouth: "Senior, I failed you, I'm really sorry, I..."
"Don't say it, don't say anything..." Xie Jing hugged him with such strength that he wanted to embed him into his body, "I don't care, those things don't matter, it doesn't matter anything, as long as you don't leave me again, Don't ignore me anymore, don't see me again... that's all."
Ning Yufei's voice trembled: "But I..."
He didn't say anything at all, Xie Jing let go, put some distance away from him, lowered his head, and kissed him vigorously.
This one is very heavy, it seems to have exhausted the remaining strength in the whole body, with a thick and desperate kiss, it came like a tidal wave, rushing straight to the deepest part of the human heart.
When he was let go, Ning Yufei lost all strength.
What the hell should I do!
What are we going to do!
Xie Jing was not doing anything, he fell asleep, hugged him tightly, and fell on the thick carpet, sleeping peacefully like a baby.
I haven't slept for three days and three nights, my nerves are stretched to the extreme, I can't hold it at all.
Ning Yufei stared blankly at the gorgeous ceiling with hidden patterns, his mind was in a mess.
Both Xie Jing and Shen Lingyu actually know it, at least they know that he is in two boats.
Then...all refused to face it.
He talked all the way to this point, but no one would listen.
How to do?In the end how to do?
If the matter between him and the Marshal is exposed again...
Ning Yufei groaned, and for the first time in his life, he wanted to take the initiative to contact Huo Beichen.
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