What's wrong with boyfriends proposing at the same time!

The words that came to his lips were blocked abruptly, Ning Yufei was a little confused.

They seemed to know what he was going to say...

Ning Yufei was startled, but didn't speak again.

The two people who were originally facing each other seemed to have made an appointment, and stopped the topic at the same time, stopped looking at each other, and all turned their eyes to Ning Yufei.

Shen Lingyu spoke first: "Xiao Fei, let's go."

Xie Jing paused for a moment, then said in a low voice: "...Then I'll go back first."

After saying this, he stepped into the elevator first, and his slender figure disappeared into the closed silver double doors without even looking at Ning Yufei again.

But Ning Yufei inexplicably felt a sense of fleeing...

Thinking about it this way, he felt it was ridiculous, how could it be possible?How can such a proud person...

Before the thoughts in his mind were finished, the crown prince took his hand, pulled him over, and said very domineeringly and childishly: "Don't look at him!"

Ning Yufei looked up at him, smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, don't look."

The prince seemed not satisfied yet: "Don't miss him either!"

Looking at Shen Lingyu like this, Ning Yufei felt as if his heart was covered with a large piece of soft sponge, light and warm, and his voice couldn't help softening: "Okay, I don't want to."

His obedient appearance greatly pleased Shen Lingyu, he smiled again, hugged Ning Yufei into his arms, clasped his waist with his strong arms, as if he wanted to use his body to form a cage, Bind all this person's heart in it, and never let it go.

Ning Yufei indulged Shen Lingyu to the extreme because of the memory in his mind, he put his arms around him lightly, and sighed: "I'm sorry, cousin, I really did a lot of things to sorry for you..."

"Don't say it." Shen Lingyu lowered his head and bit his neck gently, "Don't ever say those words to me, I don't like to hear them."

Ning Yufei's neck shrank from being bitten by him, and his voice changed a little: "Do you know what I want to say?"

When he asked, Shen Lingyu's body became visibly stiff.

Ning Yufei noticed it, and he spoke again, his voice seemed to be softer: "What do you think I want to say? It's about Xie Jing..."

"Stop talking, okay?" Shen Lingyu interrupted him again, but this time his voice was trembling, and there was even a hint of pleading, "Xiao Fei, I don't want to listen, as long as you don't say it, I won't say it." I can ask, but I don’t think about it, so...don’t say it.”

He said such humble words in such a soft voice, Ning Yufei felt that the soft sponge in his chest seemed to have swallowed water, and it began to swell, become larger, and begin to become heavy. .

"Why?" Ning Yufei paused for a long time before asking this sentence.

Shen Lingyu quickly gave him the answer: "Don't think too much. Xiao Fei, leave everything to me."

He said this, but Ning Yufei couldn't feel any peace of mind. Instead, he felt countless guilt, like tumbling waves, overwhelming the sky at an astonishing height, so heavy that he didn't even have the strength to stand up.

This... is not the first time I heard it.

It's not the first time I heard Shen Lingyu say it.

The memory of four years ago did not end. Escaping from the Prince's Mansion was not the end of the tragedy, but the beginning of another disaster.

What Shen Lingyu did was too outrageous. Even if Xia Luolan persecuted Ning Yufei like that, even if Shen Yijun was an out-and-out accomplice, but these were useless. In this world where imperial power comes first and nobles speak their minds, Ning Yufei The life and death of the prince and princess cannot be compared at all.

What Xia Luolan did, if publicized, would probably arouse public outrage, but even if Ning Yufei was tortured to death, His Majesty would at most put her in confinement, as a sign of "punishment", and then make up for it Earl's Mansion, after controlling the public opinion, this matter will be exposed.

But now, Ning Yufei is not dead, but Xia Luolan and Shen Yijun are dead.

This news was enough to cause a sensation in the entire imperial circle. Even if Shen Lingyu was the murderer, the furious Daxia Marquis Mansion and the emperor who lost his beloved son would crush this unfavored prince to death!

Escaping from the Prince's Mansion, Ning Yufei couldn't think of this, but what can he do?Apart from staying by Shen Lingyu's side and holding his hand tightly, what else could he do?

At that time, Shen Lingyu, whose abdomen was blood red, said to Ning Yufei in a voice that was so soft that there was no strength: "Don't think too much, Xiaofei, leave everything to me."

But...how could it be possible not to think too much?How can I give it to him?

What can Shen Lingyu do?What can a prince who has no solid backing, is not expected, and has committed a heinous crime?

Give it to him... give it to him to die for him? !

Ning Yufei hated her own incompetence, hated her own weakness, hated her own inaction for more than 20 years!

How could he think the world was simple?How can he believe that if he doesn't cause trouble, nothing will provoke him?How can he believe that this is the future society, even the monarchy has sound laws and equal human rights?

No, nothing, only strength is the foundation of living!

Ning Yufei didn't want Shen Lingyu to die, nor let him ruin his life just to save him!

He is not desperate, he can go to Daxie Marquis Mansion, he is going to find Xie Jing, only him, only he can save Shen Lingyu!

At this time, Ning Yufei didn't think too much, and he didn't care to think too much, he comforted Shen Lingyu, and went to Daxie Marquis Mansion without looking back.

But what he never expected was that the first time he came to the lofty Marquis's Mansion, what he got was a closed door.

Xie Jing didn't want to see him.

One sentence was like a bolt from the blue, making Ning Yufei's head swell.

Yes, he broke up with him in such a cruel way, and gave up their relationship with such a decisive attitude. If he came to him again at this time, how could Xie Jing meet him?

This man, who was as dazzling as the star of the empire, was trampled into the mud by him, and finally crawled out. How could he see him, a cold-blooded heartless person, again?

It is reasonable not to see.

But Ning Yufei had no other choice, there was really no other way.

He refused to tell Xie Jing about Xia Luolan at the beginning because the Marquis of Daxie's Mansion was not strong enough to fight against the Marquis of Daxia's Mansion and the current prince, so he didn't dare to speak out. future...

But now, the situation is different. Once Shen Yijun died, the immature Prince's Mansion collapsed in an instant, and there was no one to find the master. Behind Shen Lingyu, there was the Grand Duke's Mansion at any rate. As long as the queen did not give up on Shen Lingyu, then they would definitely do it for him In the early days, with the support of the Daxie Marquis Mansion, Shen Lingyu will definitely survive.

As long as you survive, you will have hope only if you survive.

What's more, it's so different now than before.

He can bear his own life, but he can't bear Shen Lingyu's.

He can die for the feelings he chooses, but Shen Lingyu shouldn't die for him!

In such a mood, Ning Yufei refused to leave the Marquis's Mansion. He stood outside the Earl's Mansion and kept sending messages to Xie Jing's communicator.

He said a lot... a lot, but these messages were all like sinking into the sea, and they couldn't stir up any waves.

One hour, two hours, three hours... It was dark, and the cold wind in late autumn made people shiver. Ning Yufei's injuries were only slightly treated. Very dizzy.

But he can't go, absolutely can't go, if he wants to wait for Xie Jing, he must wait for him.

But slowly, as time passed infinitely, when the moon was bright and the stars were sparse, Ning Yufei suddenly realized that maybe everything was not as he thought.

Just like what Xia Luolan said in the dark dungeon: "Do you think that Xie Jing really doesn't know what happened to you? Do you think that Xie Jing doesn't even know that you are squeezed out and treated coldly by others? No, He knew, of course he knew, but he didn't care."

"Do you think Xie Jing really loves you? Don't be delusional. You are just a plaything on the spur of the moment. On the surface, you are spoiled and affectionate, but it's not worth the real trouble."

"If he really loves you, if he really wants to be with you for the rest of his life, will he manage your future? Will he not consider your mood? He will really not know that I will be jealous, envious, and go crazy. kill you?"

"Who is Xie Jing? What kind of environment did he grow up in? Which of these things can be hidden from him?"

"The reason why he kept it a secret was because he didn't want to know."

"Don't be so sentimental, Ning Yufei, you are just a discarded plaything. It's best if you don't say it. Do you think that if you say it, Xie Jing will really turn against me for you? Impossible! "

Xia Luolan's morbid laughter played wantonly in his ears, Ning Yufei shuddered, and was poked into the darkest place in his heart by this last sentence.

Why didn't he tell Xie Jing?Of course, he was afraid that Xie Jing would get into trouble, but the most secret and deepest private thought that even he himself was unwilling to admit was: he was afraid that Xie Jing would give up on him.He was afraid that everything Charlotte said was true.

He has long known that he is not as free and easy as he appears on the surface, but he is also unwilling to admit that he is so timid to such a pathetic degree.

He would rather face the disaster with the "fact" that Xie Jing was sincere to him than admit that everything was just a joke.

If it was a joke, he might be relieved, Charlotte would not torture him like this.

But... Ning Yufei curled up outside the Marquis's mansion, and finally realized a reality: he likes Xie Jing much more than he imagined.

But what's the use?He would never say that in his life.

Until the next morning, Xie Jing was finally willing to see him.

Ning Yufei's whole body was frozen stiff, but the good thing was that his body seemed to be numb, and he couldn't feel the severe pain from those wounds at all.

Finally seeing him, Ning Yufei was inexplicably flustered.

The Marquis's Mansion is very warm, with a deep red and thick brown decoration style, with an elegant charm that has been accumulated for a hundred years. This is a room that makes ordinary people feel at a loss just standing there, as if they are so humble that they are even the quietest room here. The decorations are not comparable, let alone the owner of this house.

Ning Yufei didn't look sideways, but his heart sank to the bottom. He and him were indeed incompatible, and there was a strong sense of incompatibility no matter where they were.

People who are not from the same world should not dream of being in the same world.

Ning Yufei imagined a lot of things to say, but in fact he didn't say anything at all. The elegant man sitting in the high-back chair looked at him indifferently: "You want me to save Shen Lingyu?"

With just one sentence, Ning Yufei shook uncontrollably as if hit by a heavy hammer.

He really... knows everything.

What Charlotte said was all true.

Taking a deep breath, although the room was filled with heat, Ning Yufei felt the chill permeating his heart and blood: "Yes."

"I can save him," Xie Jing's pleasant voice seemed so distant, so strange, and so terrifying at this moment, "It's just that you have to promise me one condition."

Ning Yufei didn't raise his head: "Say it."

The man paused every word, and said in an elegant tone without emotion, "From now on, never appear in front of me again."

Ning Yufei thought for a moment that he was deaf, but soon he realized that at this moment, he was sober as never before, and his hearing was unprecedentedly outstanding, because he crossed his ears and heard the voice of the truth with his heart .

"Okay, I promise you." Ning Yufei didn't even know how he left the Marquis's Mansion, until a large piece of withered yellow leaves blown by the cold wind floated to his feet, he regained his senses in a trance.

Staring at the dead leaves that were abandoned and lifeless, but still clinging to the trunk relentlessly, Ning Yufei found it extremely ridiculous.

Stepping on it with one foot, the crisp withered yellow leaves made a sound of shattering. Ning Yufei didn't turn his head, but felt the severe pain of fractures all over his body.

The following days are extremely clear in Ning Yufei's memory, it was a period of muddleheaded days.

He stayed by Shen Lingyu's side persistently, as if he never left for a minute.

Shen Lingyu needed him and wanted him by his side, while Ning Yufei, as if he had grasped the life-saving straw in his life, would never leave him by his side.

In fact, he couldn't understand his feelings, but felt that after doing so many ridiculous things, at least he couldn't let down Shen Lingyu anymore, and couldn't let down a person who was sincere to him.

During that period of time, the entire imperial capital was turbulent, and Ning Yufei could vaguely sense something, but he couldn't actually touch it... It wasn't until Shen Lingyu was picked up by the Grand Duke's mansion that he suddenly woke up.

Shen Lingyu agreed to countless conditions of the Grand Duke's Mansion, and the prerequisite for realizing these conditions is: becoming emperor.

So his life was completely thrown into another murderous and terrible struggle.

When leaving, Shen Lingyu asked him: "Xiaofei, after I become the crown prince, will you agree to my marriage proposal?"

——When I become emperor, you will be my only one.

Ning Yufei was stunned for a long time, and finally he raised his eyebrows and said softly: "Okay."

This time, he doesn't want to hide behind anyone humblely, this time he wants to stand with the other party as an equal, this time he wants to use his own hands to fight for a world that belongs to two people!

While Shen Lingyu was busy with the transition of power, Ning Yufei walked on the road of joining the army alone.

This time no one stopped him, this time he really entered the battlefield.

***

His Royal Highness sent Ning Yufei back to the Earl's Mansion. Ning Yufei's spirit was not very good. Shen Lingyu didn't say anything more, but just kept holding his hand.

Ning Yufei couldn't make sense of these intricate memories, and was overwhelmed by a thought in his heart, so he really didn't care about the people around him.

The prince accompanied him quietly, a pair of bright golden eyes seemed to be chasing him all the time, almost greedily, full of blatant obsession, and he was reluctant to move away.

When he was about to arrive at the Earl's Mansion, Ning Yufei said abruptly: "Cousin, do you still remember my childhood?"

Shen Lingyu was slightly taken aback, and then smiled brightly: "Every time we meet, everything, and even every word you say, I remember clearly."

Ning Yufei froze, but then sighed and said, "Why can't I remember clearly."

When he said this, Shen Lingyu was not angry, but said with a good temper: "It's fine if you don't remember clearly, anyway, we will have plenty of time in the future, and we will only have more memories, and they are all good memories."

Ning Yufei smiled, but asked again: "Cousin, do you think I was... special when I was young?"

"Special?" Shen Lingyu looked at him seriously.

Ning Yufei responded: "Well, for example, is it different from other children?"

The golden color of Shen Lingyu's eyes faded a little, as if he was recalling: "It's true that it's different, it's very quiet, and it looks cute, but its eyes are as bright as someone who understands everything."

Ning Yufei's heart skipped a beat.

Shen Lingyu seemed to be recalling something happy, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and continued: "Obviously younger than me, obviously shorter than me, but he always wants to take care of me, like a little adult."

Ning Yufei closed his eyes and said, "Is there any more? I really can't remember."

The smile on the corner of Shen Lingyu's mouth was slightly bitter, and his voice was lower: "If I really want to say it, I can't finish it all day and night, but I think it's too stupid... But you are really special, to me It is very special, after all, you are the first person I have ever met, the first person to give me candy, the first person to protect me, the first person to fight against her for me ...Speaking of it..." Shen Lingyu's eyes suddenly flashed a gloomy color, "She hit you before."

Ning Yufei knew who she was referring to.

Yang Ruoxin, Shen Lingyu's biological mother, Ning Yufei's little aunt.

Ning Yufei didn't notice Shen Lingyu's expression, he was still a little dazed, he had some vague impressions of these memories, but they seemed to be different from what Shen Lingyu said.

The aircraft stopped, Ning Yu flew back to his senses, and saw the gate of the Earl's Mansion.

He said goodbye to Shen Lingyu: "I'll go back first."

Shen Lingyu pinched his cheek: "Take a good rest, your complexion is very bad."

Ning Yufei nodded in response.

The aircraft disappeared, and Ning Yufei turned back to the Earl's Mansion.

At this time, Yang Ruoyun was already preparing dinner.

I ate at the auction house at noon, and Ning Yufei didn't know what he ate at all. Now he smelled the aroma of the food and felt hungry.

Ning Yufei saw his mother in the restaurant, thought for a while, adjusted his mood and walked up: "Mom."

Seeing him coming back, Yang Ruoyun quickly said: "I came back early, dinner is about to start, wait a little longer."

Ning Yufei responded, stepped forward, and chatted a few words casually.

Yang Ruoyun loves the two brothers the most, and when he talks, his eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and his chatter is wide open.

Ning Yufei led her to the topic, and finally asked very naturally: "Mom, was I obedient when I was young? Especially when I was very young, can I not worry?"

Yang Ruoyun didn't think about it at all, and said with great interest: "Don't tell me, your brother is now honestly a child, and no one can catch him. You are the other way around. When you were a child, you were quiet and obedient. You didn't cry or make trouble. It's like a little adult, who knows that when he grows up, he won't worry about it."

Speaking of this worry, she seemed to think of something, the smile in her eyes narrowed slightly, and she changed the subject: "What are you talking about, go see if your brother is back."

Ning Yufei responded, turned around and walked to the living room, but his heart sank again and again.

He couldn't confirm it, even if he inquired about it, he couldn't confirm it finally, but the thought was gradually enlarged, so clear that he could see the outline clearly.

Maybe... there was never 'Ning Yufei', there was only one Ning Yufei and one amnesiac Ning Yufei.

Otherwise, why didn't everyone notice his strangeness?Otherwise, why are those memories so fresh that they seem to have experienced it personally?

Suddenly a chill got angry from the bottom of his heart, Ning Yufei was a little lost in thought.

The long-standing aloofness was broken, and he could feel that he was being truly pulled into this treacherous vortex.

what is the problem?

Xie Jing had already treated him like that, so why would he date him again a year ago?

What are you thinking?What are you thinking?

Ning Yufei didn't know, it was the first time he realized that it turned out that he didn't even know himself was such a terrible thing.

For several days in a row, he didn't listen to, answer or touch all the messages from Xie Jing.

He couldn't distinguish his own mood, but as long as that memory came to his mind, he would never want to see him again.

It's just a love affair, he doesn't need to be so cheap that he even gets involved with himself.

Three days later, Ning Yufei received a completely unfamiliar communication signal.

Ning Yufei hesitated for a moment, and chose to connect, and then Shen Tianxun's voice rang in his ears: "Xiao Fei, I don't know what Ah Jing did wrong, and I don't know why you are angry, but please come and see him Okay, can you tell me something in person? Four years ago, you were already tormented enough, so don’t hide it in your heart this time, okay? "

Ning Yufei was stunned. Could there be something hidden about what happened four years ago?