through those heavy years

Time flies so fast, I was originally a weak scholar who looked quiet and slightly weak no matter how much I was doing in the village, I would never get dark or strong (I don’t swear, I don’t stare, it’s like this when I’m quiet An image of me), after working on the construction site for a month, there have also been earth-shaking changes.The skin is tanned, the bones are slightly thick, and the muscles on the arms are agitated one by one, like a fleshy insect crawling on the ground.Seeing me, the workers exclaimed how great the changes were, and scolded the work on the construction site for being cruel and ruthless, even the sun followed suit.They said, look, it's inhumane, and it didn't take a month to destroy the once delicious sweetheart cream cake, which was completely changed from the sticky dark chocolate.The texture is also completely different. In the past, the tofu felt tender and tender, but now it feels like the hind leg of a sow.They all sighed, which caused the other old friends to burst into laughter.Only Luo Feng felt that it was good to be like this, at least he looked like a man.

At that time, I didn't know what is cream cake and what is dark chocolate.The workers usually have nothing to joke about, so they are used to giving people nicknames.On the first day, when I greet you warmly, I feel polite and magnanimous.But I didn't expect to give me the nickname of "little milk" the next day, which originated from the long white (very white compared to them), like a cream cake, the cream can't set off the charm, so it is called " Small tits' up.

Although I don't know what a cream cake is, I do know the word "milk".In how many days and how many words, the number of times they talked about the word "milk" in various aspects is innumerable.Let my originally vague concept show the mountains and dews.Thinking about it, a group of all men, when they are far away from home and have no women, how can they not be hungry and thirsty every day, and every night is hard.There is nowhere to vent the thirst in the body, and the mouth is naturally naked and unscrupulous.It’s just that their inventions and creations in this area are really powerful. How could I know that dark chocolate is a metaphor for a woman’s penis? Although I had never seen them at the time, it was because I hadn’t seen them that they appeared. In my heart, he is very talented.No wonder some people in the West say that sex is the biggest driving force for social development!

Of course, I don't have much of a problem with the nickname 'Xiao Nai'.At that time, because of Luo Feng, he had too hot-blooded views on the other workers. He felt that the workers were straight-minded, simple-minded, and everything they said was out of mind.They seem to be ordinary people who usually do things, eat when they can, go to bed when they sleep, and can snore within a minute without any suspense.They are enthusiastic, friendly, and helpful, but their mouths are a little yellow.They let me realize the most simple side of human nature, and the adults I met in my hometown seem to be people from two different worlds.The adults in the countryside always say that a child without parents has a problem with his head, an unhealthy mind, like a madman, a freak wild dog.The workers don't think I'm weird, it's just that I don't like to talk.They would ask me curiously, little milk, why don't you like to talk.I smiled.They said, is it because of shyness, brother and uncle will not laugh at your big tongue.I said, I am not a big tongue.They just laughed.I once wondered why the people in the village are not as kind and friendly as the workers, because the workers don’t know that I don’t have parents!

Being able to get in touch with the fresh and bright side made me more confident in the decision I insisted on.

When I was in the dormitory at night, Luo Feng asked me again, "Are you used to it?"

I nodded, smiling very freely.

He said, "Just get used to it!"

After a month of contact, although I am usually stuffy and unwilling to speak, we have become good buddies after understanding.He silently helped me from time to time, treating me like a younger brother.I also feel that there is another family member in this world.

Occasionally, we would say a few words.Every time he was able to speak for me, he was happy and focused.

He lies on the bed and reads a book.Lao Liu and a few old friends who love to read are away, and they are going to do some errands in the city.There were only the two of us left in the dormitory.

I was a little evasive and couldn't help but ask him.

"Luo Feng..."

"Here!" He immediately put down the book and looked at me with a smile, "What's the matter, you say I'm listening!"

"Hehe!" I was a little embarrassed and asked, "Do I look like the woman?"

"Pfft!" He burst out laughing, covering his stomach for a long time, unable to straighten his waist.

"Oh my god!" He laughed, "Why would you ask such a question!"

I was even more embarrassed, and said softly, "They said, I look like dark chocolate!"

"Haha!" He suddenly understood, "That's all a joke!"

"Besides, I don't know what the female one looks like, so I can't answer your question!" He raised his eyebrows and smiled evilly.

"You haven't seen it!" Somehow, I'm interested in pursuing this question.

"No!" He replied affirmatively, "Did you read it? Tell me the description!"

He looked expectantly, meaning it depends on how I describe it.I glared at him and didn't say much.There was a hint of excitement on his face unconsciously.

I don't know why I asked him, and after thinking about it for a long time, I made up my mind to ask him this way.Maybe it's because he has always liked to speak vile and violent words with other workers without blushing.And I usually stand on the sidelines, enjoying what they say.Their yellow dialect can be described as unique and novel, reaching the pinnacle.It makes me feel that each of them is erudite, talented, and rich in knowledge.What they said affected me to some extent, so I wondered what it would be like to talk to Luo Feng.

After asking the question, he lay down on his bed contentedly.After meditating for a while, he took out a book and began to read it attentively.When I was in high school, I was only exposed to textbooks.Unexpectedly, there are all kinds of novels circulating in the society.Looking back on my 18 years in the countryside, I was really a frog in a well!

I received my first salary in my life.No one knows the kind of ecstasy from the bottom of the heart that shakes the body and makes tears come out of the thorough emotion, just like the dry and chapped earth being poured down by heavy rain.I like harvesting the most, and I have always felt the joy of harvesting the most.And this time, it was the ultimate emotion in my career.I think even if I make a fortune in the future and the house is full of money, it should not compare to the joy I felt when I received my salary for the first time.

With eyes full of emotions, looking at the hard-earned 900-odd dollars earned by both hands is like looking at a beloved child.I rushed to the dormitory to invite Luo Feng to dinner, and sincerely thanked him for taking care of me for a month.Luo Feng looked at me with a smile, patted my head, shook his head and said: "It's not easy to earn money from a part-time job. Once you get paid, you should save it well, and you can't squander it as soon as you have money."

His bright eyes are eager to fly, and his heart is stubborn and firm.I will not force people, knowing that it is useless to force in front of Luo Feng, I can only look at him helplessly.I really want to invite him to dinner to show my thanks.

Luo Feng said: "When you get rich in the future, it's not too late to treat me to dinner!" He smiled mischievously, and then packed his bags on his own.

The roommates in the dormitory have just received their wages and haven't gone to eat yet.Seeing that I invited Luo Feng, Luo Feng didn't want to eat because he had something to eat, so they all murmured: "Little grandma, grandma, if he doesn't come, please invite us to eat, anything is fine."

ah? !I was a little embarrassed, I didn't call them, but they asked for a treat themselves, never thinking about how thick-skinned they are.I had no choice but to say yes lightly.

Luo Feng saw that my answer was a bit unreasonable, so he immediately choked at them and said: "Will you eat, please eat!"

As soon as these words came out, the dormitory immediately exploded, and the unbearable obscenities of stalemate to the end could not be stopped.

Fatty said: "Eat it, bring it, dip it in some sauce, I'm afraid I won't be able to eat it!" Fatty is from the Northeast, he likes to dip everything in sauce, and he snores the loudest when he sleeps.

Luo Feng laughed out loud, not feeling embarrassed at all, and said, "Gag your mouth, don't blame me if you choke to death!"

Fatty refused to accept it, and said stubbornly: "Hey, Guan Gong drinks - don't be afraid of blushing! Yunnan rice noodles can be as thick as scallions. If you stuff my mouth, I think I can only pick my teeth!"

Speaking of this, they often introduce a more serious side. Amidst the laughter, Luo Feng verbally wanted to take off his pants and compare his size.And I really like to hear them say these yellow words.

"Come on!" Luo Feng said vigorously, "The big fat man in the Northeast, right? I'm not afraid of your fatness, but I'm afraid that your little bug will get your thigh in your ass—I can't find it!"

He is 1.8 meters fat, and he is not very fat, and his facial features look more harmonious, which is completely different from the fat of a contractor, which is completely disgusting.

Hearing what Luo Feng said, Big Fatty clapped his hands together, full of confidence, seemed to have a lot of capital, and said anxiously: "Hey, it seems that I won't give you some flair today, you don't know what it means to be strong and powerful. I forgot to mention that Big Fatty also likes to read books, and often holds a copy of Three Kingdoms with relish.As the saying goes, hooligans are not to be feared, but they are cultured.At this time, he showed the temperament and background of a cultured hooligan.

People from the Northeast are passionate and fiery, vigorous and resolute.Being provoked at this moment, Fatty immediately took off his pants.He spun around a couple of times aggressively, letting everyone present see that although he was fat, he was not a small bird, and his heavy weight lay in the middle of his body.

Ho!I was taken aback.Why are you still like a child, taking off your pants as soon as you say.Fatty turned his private parts in front of me, so I can look at them openly and as a matter of course, and make judgments when necessary.There is a lot of meat on the big fat thigh, but it is not caught.On the contrary, it is squeezed out by the flesh, and when it is stretched softly, it looks especially long when looking down.

The six or seven people present were all laughing, only my face was flushed.Fatty said: "Take it off, it's a mule or a horse—pull it out for a walk!"

Fatty has done this, Luo Feng is embarrassed not to take it off.He glanced at me, and I easily caught the shyness in his eyes.In fact, compared to Big Fatty, even though Luo Feng has been on the construction site for a long time, he still can't do this kind of comparison of taking off his pants, and usually just talks about being brave.

This time I can't escape, I met the Northeast fat man.Luo Feng was heartbroken and began to take off his pants (I can't admit it, there is national glory behind it).Luo Feng's me has been observing in secret for more than a month. The size, outline, color and brightness, even if I close my eyes and draw on paper, I will be able to draw it as soon as I see it.So for the current competition, based on my intuition, I have full confidence in Luo Feng.Although we are southerners, he is the pride of our southerners in terms of length.

Fatty and Luo Feng stood side by side, Luo Feng still had a smile on his face, but it could be seen that he smiled very reluctantly.I don't like his forced look.

I watched them compare with a dry throat, and I didn't know how to understand the body's reaction to the impact of the picture.Sure enough, Luo Feng did not disappoint me, there is a big difference between middle-aged people and young people.Big Fat is like a defeated rooster, wilting his head, looking at Luo Feng who is shorter and thinner than him in disbelief.There must be a hundred questions in my heart.Because he is overconfident in himself.And if the overconfident person loses, I'm really afraid that it will affect the rest of his life.

Luo Feng was complacent, and seized the opportunity to satirize Fatty all the time, making Fatty feel ashamed, wishing he could dig a hole and go down.And because of Luo Feng's victory, I also felt very happy and shouted loudly.But after Luo Feng and I looked at each other a few times and each felt embarrassed, the high emotions were suppressed in an instant.

After depressing, the train of thought gradually became clear.But looking back at the scene just now, the temperature of the body that has not retreated has risen sharply.I am afraid that this picture will become more and more lingering in the future.

I really don't understand why, in my heart, I have the idea of ​​longing for Luo Feng, and it intensifies between Wei □□ and □□.This longing is terrifying, lonely, and unethical.In between yes and no, I have already shaken my head desperately.

At first, it can be ignored, but now, the perception is beyond the scope of cognition, and it is natural to think about it.

I recall my own upbringing.Trying to find a clue from it.Between rage and ferocity, I don't see myself as a shy, coy side, nor as a man-wanting side.I just completely shut myself off, constantly avoiding contact and knowing other people.I hate the people around me so much, a look of disgust is my constant resistance to them.Maybe, just because I only know how to resist, I ignore the hidden self.But now, although there is content related to the understanding of the other side, it is still impossible to make a full and correct understanding and labeling of the other side.Whether, the truth is about to surface!

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