through those heavy years

The principal's office is located on the top floor of the teaching building.Usually busy but not often at school.I got lucky that day and he was in the office sorting out documents.

He knocked on the door, greeted the principal politely, and then walked in steadily.

The principal is a short, thin man in his 50s with fair skin.He nodded to me, and after sorting out the documents on hand, he sat down and asked me what was the matter.

I had brewed my emotions before I came here, but now I can immediately enter the role, pretending to twist the corner of my clothes pitifully, and said for a long time: "I am Wang Xiaodong from Class One, Senior One!"

As soon as the words came out, the headmaster said "Oh" as if he had suddenly realized, then smiled sarcastically, and looked at me solemnly with doubts.

The principal didn't put on an impatient expression of 'you've been fired' immediately.From this point of view, the principal should be regarded as a reasonable person who can distinguish right from wrong.Then there was a lot of room for things to change, so he pursed his lips and continued in a hoarse voice: "Principal, first of all, I would like to say sorry to you and the head teacher. I was really self-willed yesterday. I ignored the head teacher's dissuasion and skipped class and went home. It's just yesterday , I really have something very important in my family." Having said that, he forced a tear from the corner of his eye.

"I had no parents since I was a child, and my grandma was in poor health. Due to life and helplessness, I needed to undertake a lot of heavy work at home. I didn't feel bitter or tired. I just prayed that life would allow me to be like this as always. If I go on, it will be blessed by God. However, it will inevitably conflict with learning, and learning is my favorite thing. I also know that you can't have both fish and bear's paws, but letting me give up learning is worse than death. So I come to I beg the principal here, don't fire me, I will change my past and make progress every day!"

I never said that to anyone.I also hate to sympathize with the death of my parents the most.Pretending to be pitiful is the performance of the weak, and while winning sympathy, it also makes people laugh.But for the sake of my purpose, I will choose to say so without hesitation.

This seems odd.Thoughts, emotions, and behavior will change and change.Sometimes I always feel that I have a lot of strange sides.After expressing one by one, I seem to have entered a world full of mirrors in all directions, and I can't tell who is the real me.I often deny the other side of myself, or I hate the other side of myself very much.When I am disgusted, my true self will stand up and tell myself that I cannot let such a disgusting side show in the future.I said yes, I will restrain myself.However, another side of himself will emerge without warning.It was something that took a toll and felt like it was devouring the soul.

I seldom cry, because I see grandma's tears too much, tears become very cheap to me.Crying can't solve any problems. Crying is a kind of helplessness and incompetence expressed in life.But now, I'm crying, tears streaming down my face.Unexpectedly, if I cry, I am a person who can cry very well.

The headmaster is kind-hearted, with soft ears and delicate thoughts.He took out the roll of toilet paper, tore off a section and wiped my tears, and comforted me: "This school has some problems that affect its reputation because of the corrupt nature of the previous principal. In order to solve these problems, I tried my best to make a lot of setbacks. So I have always thought this way in my heart, as long as the student does not do something too outrageous, I am not willing to expel a student. Now, I understand your difficulties, and I also agree with your determination to love learning. Yes. So, I can withdraw my order to fire you."

"It's just!" the principal said a little embarrassedly, "You can't insult your head teacher. It violates a student's basic cultivation and is immoral. If I don't give you some punishment, I won't give your head teacher an explanation!"

He took the toilet paper and wiped away his tears.Thinking in his heart, if it is insulting, it should not be counted, it can only be called a threat.I didn't use dirty words in my words, I just said a few truths coldly.Thinking about the head teacher's narrow-mindedness and wanting to save face, he will definitely not say that I am a threat in front of the principal.Then, in front of the principal, apart from my real fault of skipping class, he should slander others.Since it is slander, who would not!

"I didn't insult you!" Said innocently, "The class teacher asked me to kneel down. After kneeling for several days, I was forced to get up and go home because I couldn't wait for the fact at home. The class teacher saw me get up and forcibly stopped me. I replied, no matter how much I begged or for any reason, the class teacher still refused. I had no choice but to keep saying sorry to him, then broke free and went home.

"I was planning to come here today and kneel down to apologize to the head teacher. But I didn't expect him to ask you to fire me!" After speaking, he made a symbolic gesture of wiping away tears.

The principal looked at me very pitifully, and gave me the impression that I was honest and respectful to teachers.His face was full of suspicion.This is naturally the opposite of what the head teacher said.The class teacher is insidious and calculating, and the headmaster should be a bit deaf, so after thinking about it for a while, he probably believed me.

"I've been kneeling for several days!" The headmaster said angrily.It should be emphasized that at that time, the teachers saw that the students were obedient and kept their duty, and the students saw that the teachers punished them by copying, kneeling, and fined money.So even if there are a few mischievous ones, if they are a little bit harsh, they can be submissive.There are almost no people who come to the principal to lie and talk fart, and turn right and wrong.

"Yes!" I said seriously, "If you don't listen to the teacher, you should kneel. It's just that there is something at home, and the teacher in charge doesn't approve the leave, so I have to go back stubbornly! But I dare to use my personality to guarantee that I am It's absolutely true that I didn't insult the head teacher. If you don't believe me, the principal can ask the head teacher to confront me."

The principal sighed, raised his hand and patted me on the shoulder, with a face full of apologies for the misunderstanding, and said in a gentle and loving tone: "Okay, I understand. You can go back to study at ease, and don't be influenced by your head teacher." .As for the rest, I'll talk to him!"

I solemnly said "Yes", thanked me, and walked out of the principal's office with ease.When I returned to the classroom, I was full of confidence, and I took a natural posture and sat upright in my seat.Undoubtedly, hundreds of eyes looked at me in unison, whispering and discussing.The class monitor was even more exaggerated, with an unbelievable expression on his face. He thought I was shameless, so he was fired, and even sat in the classroom shamelessly.I raised my head and smiled provocatively, and looked at him with the arrogant expression of a winner, implying that people living in society should not look at others with bad intentions, because sooner or later they will bring shame on themselves.

Within a few days, I heard the good news that the class teacher was called to the office by the principal to give him a severe reprimand.The principal said that the head teacher cares about confusing the public, and he doesn't look like a teacher who is a role model.

These words were heard in my ears, and they were just expected, so I didn't make many strange words.Although the head teacher looks like a big boy and a big boy, he is actually a timid person.So the principal asked him to talk, under the effect of my previous threats and warnings, he must have weighed his words.I dare not continue to slander, dare not say too much, and even dare not speak too seriously about my guilt of skipping classes.So he became an unqualified teacher who cares about every detail, makes a fuss over a molehill, and loses integrity!

This incident is really a blessing in disguise, but it is not a blessing.The days that followed were much better.No need to ask for leave, no need to kneel down, skip class if you have something to do, and doze off if you have nothing to do.The head teacher turned a blind eye, and the teachers of other subjects also turned a blind eye.I became an outstanding representative of the class and even the whole school.It was talked about for a while.

However, the narrow-mindedness of the head teacher is very comparable.He saw that my skipping classes was more casual than commonplace, and he couldn't keep ignoring me.It is impossible to gain a foothold among other students and even teachers with the majesty of the head teacher.When I can't bear it.He thought of a popular way, which is to find the parents.So since the first semester of high school, he has been bothering my grandma like an annoying fly.

Grandma is often not at home, and the small light bulb factory she is looking for does not know where it is.After asking several times, she was vague and couldn't give an actual answer, and even complained that I didn't care so much, she couldn't control me.Speaking of this, naturally I dare not ask more.I went to the town several times to look for it, and asked many shop owners in the town, but they all said they had never heard of it.I couldn't find it, so I had to give up, thinking that the small light bulb factory was either in a very hidden place, or it was not near the market in the town.It's the teacher in charge. I don't know where this guy is. I haven't seen him go to my house, and I don't know when he saw grandma.It happened that I got to know grandma for no reason, and after I met, I pestered grandma endlessly.

The head teacher always asks grandma to go to school for training.When grandma heard that the teacher at the school called her, no matter who it was, she would go.I have been there several times, and interested students know that the old man in tattered clothes and thin body is Wang Xiaodong's grandmother.It doesn't matter if I know, I just don't want grandma to always walk to school every now and then with her old and painful old cold legs.After walking to the school, I have to listen to the boring and venting words of the head teacher.Several times I seriously told my grandma that the class teacher is a small-minded person, and he told you to go to school, but you don't want to go, because it's all big sesame seeds, so don't pay attention to it.She didn't talk to me very much at first, but seeing that I didn't even look down on the class teacher, she couldn't help but say a few words to me.She said with tears in her eyes, your head teacher said that you skipped classes, were disobedient, disrespectful, and had poor academic performance.Can't you really make me feel at ease, even if I beg you?After speaking, he cried aloud, whining and miserable.I sighed and looked at her helplessly, feeling distressed and sad.The head teacher's move is really effective. He has healed his scar and forgot the pain. I don't mind warning him a few more times.

In front of many teachers that day, I went directly to the head teacher's desk and stood still.The head teacher pretended to correct the homework and pretended to ignore my arrival.I was not polite to him, and blurted out: "My grandma is old and her legs are not good. You call her to come to school every three days. If one day she falls on the road, can you bear the responsibility?"

He put down the pen in his hand, looked around at the teachers around him pretending to be calm, pretended to look at me angrily, and said: "With your attitude, I think it is necessary to call your grandma. She will fall down on the road someday." , it was also your fault!"

"Really!" I sneered, I have never seen such a permissive head teacher, "Being a man must be magnanimous and magnanimous. If you have the ability, you can attack me. I am not afraid of white or black. If my grandma falls on the road, no matter it is Whoever did it, I will be the first one to let you go. You have orphans and children in your family, you can try it if you don’t believe me!” After I finished speaking, I was about to leave, and the other teachers were dumbfounded.He jumped in anger behind his back, trying to show the people around him that he was not afraid of anyone.

"It's okay not to let your grandma come. If you have the ability, you can drop out of school."

"I won't retreat!" I turned my head to look at him and said with a smile, "I won't retreat for you!"

He was stunned angrily. Seeing that I had already walked out of the door, he kicked over his chair and shouted: "You, you, you, come back to me, bastard, I am a few rounds older than you, and I am still your head teacher. You respect me like that!"

I snorted softly, disdainful on my face.If he really went back, he must be standing there dumb.I thought to forget it, give him some face, hope he can recognize good and bad, and everyone will live in peace.If he refuses to change after repeated admonition, he will really give him some color.

In the future, grandma really didn't come to school, so she felt much better about it.It was only later that my grandma told me that although your class teacher didn't ask me to go to your school again, she always stopped me on the way.Then say a lot of bad things about you.At first I was sad to hear it, but then I got used to it and pretended I didn't hear it.It's just that he spends several hours each time he speaks.I don't have time to spend with him, so I just avoid it.Sometimes I can't hide, so I just walk and listen.Gradually, as the number of times increased, I gradually understood.You teacher, you really belong to the kind of people who seek trouble for nothing, are narrow-minded, and take the opportunity to retaliate.How can such a person say anything believable.The grandma also said, with a rare smile on her face, my grandson said that it is not so unbearable, my grandson is good no matter what.