through those heavy years

Gradually into the winter, the weather suddenly cold up.There was still a slanting sun in the morning, but at noon, crystal snowflakes floated in the sky.The cold wind chilled the cheeks, the snowflakes fell into the collar, and it was icy cold, and the neck was deflated, and on the empty and windy construction site, he crawled forward with the cold steel bars.

"Move, move, as long as you move, you won't be cold!" The team leader yelled vigorously, stirring the veins on his forehead.

How can I not move? If I don’t move, I will freeze to death.I have never realized that there is a colder place than our hometown.When I got up early, the cold current invaded the body, and the cold went directly to the bone marrow.

Fatty Northeast, who has always been the most stirring up the atmosphere, raised his voice and sang Errenzhuan.His singing voice is very ordinary, but he thinks it is very beautiful, and he sings with extra effort.He will find time to yell while he sings. Those who can sing will sing along, and those who can't sing will clap their hands. Let me see your hands, okay?I don't know where I learned these words, but the words are very rhythmic.I have never sung, and I am afraid of singing, so I often listen to it, but I don't want to be free to clap my hands.

Slowly the body heats up.Listening to songs and doing things in the snow, I never thought about it, but it has a different taste.

After sweating, take a bath every day in winter.During the winter when I was a child, I could not take a bath for a month, and the white T-shirt inside was directly worn in brown color.There was also a record of not taking a bath for two or three weeks during adolescence. Even so, it was not as dry and itchy as it is now.

Take a shower!Being able to take a bath with Luo Feng, taking a bath has become a precious waiting every day.His strong muscles have been trained again, his complexion is rosy, his handsome appearance is still strong, and his masculine charm is strong, which makes people unable to extricate themselves.

Bathing in winter can't be like summer, where you can take off your clothes early and wrestle into a ball.In winter, the bathroom was crowded with people as usual. Everyone wore work clothes that hadn’t been changed for a long time, surrounded by firewood stolen from the kitchen by someone who cared, built a vigorous fire in the middle of the changing room, and then crowded around the fire to warm up and smoke.There is a fire in such a winter, which makes people shout humanity.The environment of the bathroom is also less intimidating because of the fire.Luo Feng is the best at following the crowd, pretending to smoke like those old smokers, and then chatting with a lot of people he knows and doesn't know.I have observed that he does not usually smoke, and only occasionally smokes one in the bathroom and when going to the toilet.It is said that if you smoke in a place with turbid and unpleasant air, your nose will not be able to smell other odors.I don't know if the smoke has this miraculous effect, I hesitated to ask Luo Feng if I should try one.

Luo Feng looked at me and him, and said, "Is it cold!" Then before I could answer, he arched my body inward, a small gesture that always makes people feel very heartwarming.

I said, "It's not cold, but I want to borrow a cigarette from you!"

He didn't hide his surprise, but at the same time he was a little bit dissatisfied. He looked at me and said, "Smoking?! Smoking is harmful to your health. What are you smoking, you bastard? You can't smoke!"

"Wow!" Isn't it just smoking a cigarette, the tone of the lesson is decisive, and the reaction is still so strong.You must know that when I took a shower yesterday, I rubbed my heart thousands of times before I finally mustered up the courage and made up my mind to boldly take off my close-fitting underwear and try to take a naked bath under all kinds of embarrassing circumstances.When he saw this feat, he didn't react. He just said lightly: "It's not small, it's a man. If there is a big guy, he should show up and scare us!" Then he laughed twice, and hurriedly took a bath , never glanced at it again.I was very disappointed by this move.

Hey, you must know that it was not easy for me at that time to withstand all kinds of pressure.Ke Ren didn't look at him appreciatively at all, and didn't show any strangeness.God knows what I'm thinking about taking my panties off.Regretted and helpless, I can only mutter that I also want to try the feeling of taking a bath without nakedness.But after washing, I found that I didn't feel much comfortable, so I'd better wear underpants.

I said, "Then you smoke too, why don't you take pictures, it's bad for your health!"

Luo Feng looked proud and said: "Brother's body is no match for you, no matter how heavy a steel trough hits on his body, he will be alive and well after lying down for a month!"

Forgot to mention, he didn't stay in the warehouse for two months, his bones were itchy, and he returned to the team to do heavy work.He said that only by doing heavy work can he feel that he is a strong man.The work of distributing tools in the warehouse, too pussy.

I asked him, "Do you still have tinnitus now?"

He said, "I don't feel it anymore!"

I didn't continue to ask, but the cigarettes must be in hand.I said: "Didn't you see it yesterday, I am also very strong, and a cigarette can knock me down!"

"Haha!" Luo Feng laughed twice, pretending to be lewd, and glanced at my crotch.In the end, it was no better than me, and I was given a cigarette.

After taking the cigarette, I carefully studied the appearance structure.Ordinary white paper and some tobacco, there is nothing attractive about it, and it doesn't smell any special fragrance. I don't understand why so many people are so fond of it.I followed their example and passed the smoke into the fire. After the smoke was lit, I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.Suddenly the smoke choked into the throat cavity and coughed a few times.Smell the surrounding smell again, the smell is still the same, pervasive.I can't seem to realize how effective it is.Before he smoked a third of the cigarette, he handed it to Luo Feng in annoyance, thinking it might be a lie.Luo Feng laughed loudly, and the other hand that was not holding the cigarette took it smoothly.His smoking posture is very skillful, I am a novice, and the posture of holding the cigarette is very coy.He said that smoking is not a good thing, and it is correct not to smoke.Then he patted my head with his backhand.

I enjoyed his head pat.Ever since I confronted my thoughts towards him, for some reason, his every move towards me seems to be mixed with indistinct love.Maybe it's an illusion, but I enjoyed it anyway.If such a day can last forever, I will be a person who has lived a happy life.

After taking a shower, it was really cold to sleep at night.The upper and lower beds next to the iron house seem to be covered with frost, and with the wind blowing in from all directions, no matter how thick the quilt is covering the body, it feels like standing naked in the wild.

I was curled up in the quilt, and the cold wind was blowing, and I stretched out my hands to tuck it tightly from time to time.Shrinking from the cold, I thought that if I could sleep with Luo Feng's warm body in my arms at this time, there would be a wonderful winter.Thinking like this, I slowly entered the state of obscenity.Masturbation can divert attention, and it can also generate heat.

I remembered the principle of heat dissipation that the teacher taught in physics class.When I was a child, I couldn't understand why popsicles wrapped in cotton wool would not melt faster, but could keep the temperature low.Later, I learned that the cotton wool can make the temperature not dissipate so quickly whether it is hot or cold.Now, I am also like a popsicle because of masturbation, but the heat is emitted.Masturbation makes oneself not so cold, but masturbation also has to pay a price.That is, the body is agitated and uncomfortable, and the throat is parched and thirsty.I tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep.

If possible, I really want to run down immediately, hold Luo Feng's body tightly, and let off steam.However, no matter how strong such a desire is, it cannot break through the guardrail of the moral bottom line.This is no better than taking off your pants and taking a bath. You can gnash your teeth and kick your feet in one go.This is an escalation to criminal thinking that goes beyond ethics.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, I still couldn't sleep.Getting in and out of the bed was not firm, and when I turned my body over, the bed would creak.I was bored, so I poked my head out from time to time to see if Luo Feng, who was in the lower berth, was asleep.By the cold moonlight, his eyes were always closed.Presumably he, like other old friends, can fall asleep no matter how cold it is.The snoring sound is always loud, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter.

Why!I sigh.I think it's good to not do anything as long as I can hold him, not to vent my desire.Think again, why be shy!Because of the cold, there is a good reason.Boys and boys sleep together, which is a matter of course and understandable.Why dare not speak up.However, after all, the motivation is impure and lacks confidence.No matter how natural it is, it is also sad.

At this moment, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. I never thought that Luo Feng would speak, and the clear and clear voice came, "Is it very cold!"

"No, it's so cold!" I blurted out without thinking, it turned out that he was not asleep.

"Why are other people not cold? As soon as their head touches the pillow, the sound of snoring can be heard. I really admire it!" I continued.

Luo Feng heheed twice, and continued to answer.At this moment, Lao Liu, who was sleeping opposite and liked to read Lu Xun's anthology, immediately said: "We didn't fall asleep either, this snoring is not a deep sound, but a shout!"

"Haha!" Luo Feng and I couldn't stop laughing, because we can snore even when we are not asleep. This is a very interesting thing.

We teased each other, and on such a cold winter night, someone said a few words, and the night suddenly became wonderful.

After chatting for a while, Uncle Liu was going to sleep.Luo Feng was silent for a few seconds.Asked me in a low voice, "Do you want to come down and sleep together?"

"Ah?" He didn't react until Luo Feng repeated it.Only after I understood it, my body almost jumped wildly.No way, this is what I have been looking forward to for several nights, I never thought I could really look forward to it!Did Luo Feng see through my thoughts?How do you feel that with him, whatever you think, you can achieve.

My heart was extremely excited, but due to common sense, I felt that I should pretend to be a little calm and casual. I said, "Okay!" Then I got up slowly, took the pillow and went down.

As soon as he entered his bed, he was warmed by the temperature inside.He shouldn't be afraid of the cold, he asked me to come down and sleep with me only because I was cold.This made me a little more excited.

The flesh on his body was very tight. Being next to him, my body instantly became hotter, my throat was hot, and my heart was beating wildly. □□The inflated desire becomes more and more irresistible.Looking at his face, so close.Handsome and charming, clean and smooth, the warm breath hit the face, the tiny pores opened, and I felt like I was about to faint.I smelled his unique smell again. When I walked with him before, there was always a kind of manly smell floating into my nostrils. At first I didn’t know where it came from, but now The smell is so strong, like the fragrance of a hundred flowers blooming in the bushes, it's so intoxicating that you can't stop smelling it.I suddenly realized that this is body fragrance, unique to Luo Feng.I thought to myself, no, it's too close, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold it, so I slowly move my body away a little.

Luo Feng said: "Why is your body so hot, it's a bit overheated in the bed now."

Fortunately, the moonlight did not reach the corner where I lay, and it was so hazy that I couldn't see clearly.Otherwise, his face would be as red as a peach, and he didn't know how to face it.

I faltered and said: "You are young, it is normal for your body to be hot. You are also hot."

He said: "That's it, then don't move around, go to bed early!"

I said ok.But where can I sleep.I thought that as long as I hugged it, I would be satisfied, but I didn't expect my body to be disobedient and my desires to be dissatisfied.

Simply turn your back to him.Although it was a waste of time to turn our backs on a night that I had been looking forward to for a long time to share the same bed, and I was extremely reluctant.But who knew it would be like this after sleeping together. □□It has been so hard that it will push up the thick cotton-wool quilt arrogantly.Besides, the bed is not very big, two big men will naturally squeeze it, and you can touch it by turning Mian Luofeng's body a little bit.No matter what you say, you should do everything possible to avoid this situation from happening, otherwise you will not be able to coexist harmoniously in the future-this is your personal intuition.