through those heavy years

Luo Feng saw that my brows were wrinkled into the word "Chuan", with a solemn expression, sitting aside without saying a word, like a scarecrow, and suddenly burst into a bright smile, and laughed out loud.

Seeing that he was still smiling, I teased and said, "Are you stupid?!"

He smiled brightly, from beginning to end. "I'm just laughing, since your appearance is more painful than mine. It seems that you are the one who was hurt instead of me! Also, why didn't I know you cry so much, you seem to be crying all the time!"

These words make me inexplicably sad.The indifferent mentality since I was a child made me never know how to care about others except grandma.Now it's him, I just feel like a knife is piercing my heart.So what appears on the face is also clear pain.

I can only say: "In this strange city, you can see strange faces everywhere. Only we come from the same place, depend on each other sincerely, and share weal and woe. Now that you are injured, how can I not feel sad! If your father When Mom saw it, she was even more heartbroken!"

As soon as his parents were mentioned, he was silent.I know that it is the belonging of his heart, the strong backing, and the burden of his life. The poorer the child, the more he values ​​his family more than his life.He managed to squeeze out a little smile, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes when he looked at me.

This topic is too heavy, so I took a deep breath and wiped away my tears. I turned to him and asked, "Will the medical bills be paid by the foreman?"

He calmed down and said, "Yes, but no nutrition fee!"

I was startled and asked: "Why, how much money can he have for nutrition expenses for such a rich boss? Sure enough, he is used to being stingy and harsh. I will ask him to argue."

He tried to hold me down, and the wound on his arm hissed in pain.I sat down quickly and comforted him complainingly.

He said with a trembling voice: "I was injured after I got off work, and the medical expenses are not covered under normal circumstances. The contractor said that he only paid the medical expenses for the sake of my hard work and years of friendship." Yes. It’s already an exception, so I have to pay for nutrition myself.”

I was furious, "Shit, how can there be such a reason. No matter whether you go to work or off work, you are always on his construction site. But if something goes wrong, you should be fully responsible, and you will even have to pay extra. What are you talking about for years of friendship? He just paid for the medical bills, it looks grand, he sees that we foreigners are easy to bully. If I knew he was such a person, no, I have to ask him to argue!"

Luo Feng looked at me with a pleading expression, and he said: "Listen to me, don't go. It's hard to find a job now, we can't lose this job. Besides, it's just a small skin trauma. Can supplement the nutrition. If we confront him aggressively now, he will not pay the medical bills and pay the wages in a fit of anger. If you sue him, he has a lot of money to do, so how can small migrant workers afford it? Forget it. , being able to pay for the medical expenses is indeed something he can afford. Anyway, I'm fine now, it's just a minor injury, and I will recover soon."

The reality is like thunder, I am like a deflated ball, and I sat down dejectedly.Not for anything else, just to realize clearly that money is more important than life in our place as always.We are always involuntary, our fettered hearts are being manipulated, the humble hatred can only be deeply pressed in the bottom of our hearts, and it becomes painful to breathe.

For nearly half a year, my head was gradually blunted by the tiredness and the weight of sweat.But I dare not stop thinking about it all the time, are we destined to use coolies for a lifetime in exchange for meager money?The brain is our infinite wealth, its limit can create infinite possibilities.

I complained to Luo Feng: "Can't we earn money with our heads? We can't spend our whole life working on the construction site!"

He said: "There are still a lot of opportunities outside. But my education is low and I have no special skills. I can't do jobs that people in the city would think about. In a factory, six or seven hundred a month is not as good as a construction site." The treatment is good, but it is also hard work.”

I said, "Just learn, people are not born with it, don't we all learn it. We are not stupid, we can learn it!"

He said: "Learn, where to learn! Who would give you three or four months to learn? What they want is efficiency, people who can create wealth for them in time. Besides, even if it is learning, we Not qualified in many ways!"

At that time, if we wanted to learn a skill, we had to be taught or be admitted to a vocational school.We have no one to take care of us, and we have no money to study.So the young man is proud, but it seems that he can only resign himself to fate!As for starting a business, we didn’t have the courage to toss about it at that time. How did the so-called starting from scratch?

I asked Luo Feng: "Do you regret not studying?"

Without making a sound, he asked me back for a long time, "What about you?"

I said: "It's a last resort choice!"

He said, "Me too!"

Then for a long time, we each fell into our own thoughts and felt what happened.I especially don't like the feeling of being aggrieved, and I especially don't like the feeling of irritability caused by past things lingering in my heart.To put it bluntly, I really don't like the feeling that bad things have happened in the past and now, but I don't have the ability or even the right way to solve them.So in the days to come, I will force myself to strive for the best no matter how big or small it is.In the future, there is no need to deliberately force, and I will spontaneously do my best in terms of spirit and behavior.Luo Feng is the same as me on this point.Or maybe I learned a little bit from him after I came here.When he gets up early every day, he has to fold the quilt squarely and arrange the toothbrush and towels neatly.The dormitory where eight people live can be kept clean and even have fresh air blowing in is the result of daily cleaning by Luo Feng and me.So this is why Luo Feng and I still have to work hard because the contractor is stingy and harsh.It was precisely because Luo Feng was off work that he hadn't finished some last-minute chores, so when he was walking on the first floor, he happened to be hit by a steel trough on his shoulder.If he left after get off work like other workers, wouldn't he be fine!

Hey, after coming to the construction site, I learned to sigh from time to time.Listening to my sigh, Luo Feng looked at the time, it was getting late, so he wanted to urge me to go back.I don't want to go back, and I want to be there with him no matter what.Luo Feng is stubborn and I am also stubborn.In the end he couldn't resist me, so I stayed.

During the more than one month of escorting, we had plenty of time to chat and laugh.He talked about his poor parents, in order to give him something delicious to eat and get an education, they would like to cut off their flesh to exchange for money.He also said that after working outside for a year, he brought back thousands of dollars to his family.My parents held them in their arms, too excited to speak.His parents said, is my son a high-ranking official outside? Since he has the ability to earn so much money, he will come back.

At this point, we all laughed.I also told him about my grandma. Grandma worked so hard, giving away black-haired people to white-haired people, and raising my naive grandson.Grandma's legs are not good, she will get sick when she touches water, and she will swell and hurt after walking too much.But she is still not afraid of hardships and hardships. For her grandson, she can swallow any grievances.

It was the first time I told him about my grandma.It was also the first time he told me about his parents.He knows my past, and I know his past.We are two rural children who are both poor but psychologically different, but we are exactly the same in terms of the burden of love.

We chatted and laughed, and time passed by in a hurry.His injury gradually improved, but he often had tinnitus, his face was always sallow, his energy was not good, and he lost a lot of weight.

I used the money in the bank to buy a lot of nutritional supplements for him to replenish his blood.He accused me of extravagance.I said that the body is the capital of the revolution. Only a good body can make more money, and what is wasted is an investment.

He knows that if I insist on doing it, it is impossible to persuade me to restrain myself.So I can only open one eye and close one eye, and let me spend it painfully.

Over the past month or so, our relationship has grown to the point that we are no longer separated from each other.In the first few days, he couldn't get out of bed, so I had to help him urinate and wipe his body.He used the urinal to urinate. After everything was ready, he turned his head and looked at one place for a long time in embarrassment, but I never heard the sound of him urinating into the urinal.I said, pee quickly, didn't you just complain about the urgency to pee.His face was flushed, and he said, I can't urinate if you are here, or you turn your head away.I burst out laughing, then turned my head away, and sure enough, he urinated a pot patteringly.

Another time, after he finished urinating, he had a physical reaction when he pulled out.When I reached out to take out the urinal, I accidentally touched it, and his physical reaction was even more arrogant.I laughed and said, what's the matter, it's so high, it's because I didn't compare enough last time, and you still want to compete with me?

He wanted to take out the pillow and hit me, and laughed and scolded: "Big fat lost to me, what qualifications do you have to compare with me. Besides, you wear a pair of underwear every day in the shower, I wonder if you are a woman!"

I'm not like Fatty, who will show his dick when he is provoked by words.After more than three months at the construction site, I still haven't gotten used to the feeling of taking off my pants and taking a shower.I wanted to try it several times, but I felt that I couldn't overcome the psychological barrier, so I had to give up.

A hundred days of injury.One and a half months later, Luo Feng insisted on leaving the hospital.I don't agree, and I don't need you to pay, why don't you stay for a few more months.Luo Feng said that being hospitalized is not a good thing, don't you need to pay, you should stay more.And I feel that if I continue to live, my whole body will be moldy, and I don't know how to exert myself.

In the end, I couldn't hold back him, so I could only be sent by him to go through the discharge procedures.I ran to ask the doctor if I could be discharged.The doctor hesitated a bit, saying that it was necessary to observe later, but your boss said that there is no need for a brain examination, so we have no way to further investigate the problem.Judging from his current physical recovery status, it is possible to be discharged from the hospital, but after returning home, he still has to rest for three months, which is very important.

I nodded, thinking that the contractor was used to being stingy, so of course he wouldn't spend money on Luo Feng's brain examination.As for whether a brain test is necessary, I don't know.I don't think it's necessary, after all, it's the shoulder that's been hurt, and the head looks normal.I asked Luo Feng if he wanted to have a brain test, and Luo Feng said, if you have money, you have no place to spend it.What's more, I heard that some doctors always deceive patients to do this or that examination in order to get a commission. They are almost losing their basic medical ethics.

I don't know what medical ethics are and am an idiot at it.So in a daze, he went through the discharge procedures and accompanied Luo Feng out of the hospital.The doctor repeatedly emphasized that after being discharged from the hospital, you should rest for three months. I think this sentence is outside of medical ethics and must not be followed.So in the dormitory, Luo Feng must be forced to submit.But the initiative is with him, no matter how much I scold and ruthlessly, I can't do anything against him.No, three days later, I secretly went to work.Made me so angry that I didn't know what to do.

I disarmed and surrendered, but I always feel that it is very worrying to start working hard without recovering my vitality.Although Luo Feng dissuaded me before, I didn't ask the contractor to make a theory.But I still don't want to let him go.I plan to find the contractor, and ask the contractor to change Luo Feng to an easier job.The contractor was blowing a high-end air conditioner in the office. The scratches on his face were all healed, but there were a few long scars left.These few scars, together with his sly eyes, make him one of the best image representatives of philistine exploitation.At first glance, he is the kind of person who is very calculating and can afford to suffer.

I kept a straight face, clenched my fists tightly, and planned several countermeasures in my mind. If I couldn't agree, I was sure I wouldn't be impulsive again.When he saw me approaching aggressively, he obviously had a bit of fear on his face.Although he is rich and powerful, he has enough capital to rule me when he goes out.But now it's just the two of us in the office.If I'm not allowed to be emotionally violent, he will be permanently disabled.

When I speak clearly, it depends on whether he nods or shakes his head.His neck is short and thick, and he likes to pull it from time to time. It may be that the gold necklace is stuck in the flesh, which makes it uncomfortable after a long time, and this hypocritical person likes to wear it even if it is uncomfortable.

The contractor took a sip of the tea, and agreed readily without expecting it.I paused for a few seconds and looked at the contractor in disbelief. The anger in my heart disappeared silently and I felt uncomfortable.

Maybe, he is really afraid of me, or maybe, he is because of his friendship with Luo Feng for many years.I'm disgusted by his stinginess on nutrition, because he easily agreed to lose a point.But this fat face, I still feel disgusted after looking at it for a second!

Luo Feng was assigned by the contractor to manage the warehouse.This guy has a bad temper again, and he is unwilling to do life and death, saying that he is good at hands and feet, why should he do women's work.I was so angry that I said that the wages would not be reduced, so why not do light work!He doesn't even pay for nutrition, and you still want to make him cheaper.You can't do things according to your personality, sometimes you have to adapt to the situation.

He listened to me, it was reasonable, and he was embarrassed to continue to distinguish.I agreed in my heart, but said reluctantly: "Then I will forcefully do it for a few months!"

I said, "It's still hard. Those who know you say you have high moral character, but those who don't know you say you are stupid."

"Hehe!" He said happily, "Yeah, you are not dead-headed, you are getting smarter and smarter!"

Yeah, I think I've always been pretty shrewd.I have my principles, but I am also shrewd.When dealing with someone I hate, he can never take advantage of me.